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THE EQUINOX
St. john and his ₪258/?)?ושמthink af Adonai!
Exactly: the one difficulty]
My best way out will be to concentrate on the New
Ritual, learn it perfectly by heart, work it at the right
moment.
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I will go, with this idea, to have a Citron presse;
thence to my Secret Restaurant, and dine, always
learning the Ritual.
I will leave off the mantra, though it is nearly as much
part of me as my head by now; and instead repeat over
and over again the words of the Ritual so that I can
do it in the end with perfect fluency and comprehension.
And this time may Adonai build the House!
Instead I met Dr. R
, who kindly offered to teach
me how to obtain astral visions!
(P.S.—The tone of
this entry wrongs me.
I sat patiently and reverently,
like a Mela with his gum, hoping to hear the Word I
needed.)
Thence I went my long and lonely walk to
my Secret Restaurant, learning the Ritual as I went.
Arrived at the Secret Restaurant.
Ordered 6 oysters,
Rable de Lievre poivrade puree de marrons, and Glace
“ Casserole” with a small bottle of Perrier Water.
I know the New Ritual down to the end of the Con-
fession.
It was hard to stop the mantra—the
moment my
thought wandered, up it popped
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I shall add Cafe Cognac Cigare to this debauch.
I continue learning the Ritual.
I will return and humble myself before the Lord