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THE COURT OF THE PROFANE 183 STYX. (TO M. M. M.) ‘The number nine is sacred, as the Oracles inform us, and attaineth the summits of philosophy.”—ZoROASTER,. NINE times I kissed my lover in her sleep : The first time, to make sure that she was there ; The second, as a sleepy sort of prayer 3 The third, because I wished that she should weep 5 The fourth, to draw her kisses and to keep; The fifth, for love; the sixth, in sweet despair ; The seventh, to destroy us unaware 3 The eighth, to dive within the infernal deep. The last, to kill her-—-and myself as well! Ah! joy of sweet annihilation, The blackness that invades the burning sun, My swart limbs and her limbs adorable ! So nine times dead before the night is done, Even as Styx nine times embraces Hell. LOVE, MELANCHIOLY, DESPAIR! Derr melancholy—O, the child of folly !— Looms on my brow, a perched ancestral bird ; Biack are its plumes, its eyes melancholy, It speaks no word. Like to a star, deep beauty’s avatar 2 Pales in the dusky skies so far above : Seven rays of gladness crown its passionate Star, One heart of love. ! This poem is partially composed on Mr. Poe's scheme of verse—zzde ‘‘ The Philosophy of Composition.”—A, C. * Incarnation, The fringing trees, marge of deep-throated Seas, Move as I walk: lke spectres whispering The spaces of them: let me leave the trees— It is not spring ! Spring —no! but dying autumn fast and flying, Sere leaves breast ! There is the winter—were I sure in dying To find some rest ! and frozen robins in my There is a shallop—how the breakers gallop, Grinding to dust the unresisting shore, A moon-mad thought to wander in the shallop ! Act—think no more ! Pale as a ghost I leave the sounding coast, The waters white with moonrise. I embark, Float on to the horizon as a ghost, Confront the dark. The cadent curve of Dian seems to swerve, Eluding helmeraft : let me drift away Where sea and sky unite their clamorous curve In praise of Day. Isitan edge? Some spray-bechiselled ledge? Some sentry platform to an under sky? Let me drift onward to the azure edge— I can but die! The moon hath seen! An arrow cold and keen Brings some cold being from the water chill, Rising between me and the world—-unseen, Most terrible. Dawns that unheard-of terror! Never a word of The spells that chain ill spirits I re- member. And oh! my soul! What hands of ice un- heard-of Disturb, dismember !
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