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Moonchild
Moonchild (1929), PDF p. 68
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come from this abominable house!"
Lisa had touched the summit of the mountain of hysteria. Her feelings
were far beyond all expression; she was living in a world deeper than feeling.
She gained the consciousness of her own nature, something far deeper than
anything she had ever known, and she expressed its will in words of absolute
despair. "I can't leave Cyril Grey."
"I'm afraid of him more than all the others," whispered the girl." I loved
him too. And when I came to him two days ago, thinking that he still loved
me — he laughed — and he had me whipped. Oh come away!"
"I can't," said Lisa, brokenly. "But you shall go. Here, take my dress; give
me your robe. The chauffeur won't know the difference. Tell him to drive to
the Grand Hotel; ask for Lavinia King; I'll get word to you to-morrow, and
money if you need it. But - I - can't - go."
The last words dripped out icily from the frozen waters of her soul.
Quickly the girl dressed herself in Lisa's clothes: then she threw the white
robe over her — La Giuffria never thought of the symbolism of the action;
she would have rather stood naked before a thousand men than appear in that
garment of infamy —
The girl pressed one soft kiss upon her forehead: then was gone headlong
through the curtains. Lisa heard the clang of the outer door, and a breath of
cold air swept round the room.
It dizzied her, as if she had been drunk; she remembered no more;
probably she slept.
At last, she came to consciousness again in a most strange state of being. A
peculiar smell was in the air, something as of the sea; she felt a physical
exhilaration incomparable. Her mind was still quite [98] blank as to the past;
she was not even surprised at her surroundings. She rose and began to stretch
her arms in a dozen physical exercises. Just as she touched her toes for the
tenth time the door behind her opened. Sister Cybele was standing there.
"Come, Sister!" she cried, "it will be dawn in three minutes; first we must
make the Adoration of the Sun, and then comes breakfast!"
The horror of the night returned to Lisa in a flash. But somehow it had
receeded into a deeper stratum of her being; when it came to a question of
any possible action, she seemed remote. She had the horrible fancy that she
had died in the night. She followed Sister Cybele as she would have followed
her executioner to the block.
Together they went up a spiral staircase. They came to a large room,
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