Diary of a Drug Fiend

Short Commons The heir of ages of wonder, The crown of earth for an hour, The master of tide and thunder Against the juice of a flower? Ay! in the roar and the rattle Of all the armies of sin, This is the only battle He never was known to win. Slave to the thirst—not thirst As here it is weakly written, Not thirst in the brain black-bitten, In the soul more sorely smitten | One dare not think of the worst! Beyond the raging and raving Hell of the physical craving Lies, in the brain benumbed, At the end of time and space, An abyss, unmeasured, unplumbed— The haunt of a facel | She it is, she, that found me In the morphia honeymoon ; With silk and steel she bound me, In her poisonous milk she drowned me, Even now her arms surround me, Stifling me into the swoon That still—but oh, how rarely |— Comes at the thrust of the needle, Steadily stares and squarely, Nor needs to fondle and wheedle Her slave agasp for a kiss, Hers whose horror is his That knows that viper womb, Speckled and barred with black On its rusty amber scales, Is his tomb— The straining, groaning, rack On which he wails—he wails ! 153