AELFRIDA TILLYARD. *MYSELF. SOMETHING of joy I feel and something fear When to my soul 's own depths I gaze adown . ' Tis dark and fiery like a living town , And cries and strivings rise as I bend near . Yet from the shadowed murk of streets there rear Full many a pure church cross and spire that crown And cast a halo o' er the city 's frown , Or make a star by which the vessels steer . Touched are they not by all the strife below ; Still and erect they stand ; God made them so. But in and out the crowded streets , it seems , Is heard the laughter of a little child , And , clasped about the city sin - defiled , There lies the magic country - side of dreams . 189