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1912 · PDF PAGE 18

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…teacher and the disciple; because a disciple who has no faith in his master cannot be taught or guided by him. There may be things which will appear strange, and for which no reasons can be given to the beginner; but when the disciple has attained a certain state 01 development all will be clear to him or her. The confidence which is required will also be of little service if it is only of a short duration. The way of the development 01 the soul, which leads to the awakening of the inner senses, is slow, and without patience and fortitude nothin…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…your life. " Recall to memory the ceremony of your initiation; learn to bridle your tongue and to govern your passions: and ere long you will have occasion to say: ‘In becoming a M,Y I truly became the man; and while I breathe will never disgrace a jewel that kings may prize.’ “ If I live, my son, to reap the fruits of this day‘s labour, my happiness will be complete. I will meet death without terror, close my eyes in peace, and expire without a groan, in the arms of a virtuous and worthy l .” XV

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

THE EQUINOX will be taught directly by the spirit of wisdom; but those who still need external advice and support will find this in the external organization of that society. In regard to the spiritual aspect 01 this secret order, one of the Brothers says—« “Our community has existed ever since the first day of creation when the gods spoke the divine command: ‘Let there be lightl’ and it will continue to exist till the end of time. It is the Society of the Children 01 Light, who live in the light and have attained immortality therein. In our scho…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…nd we run. All odds that I should lose you or forget, But, soul and spirit and body, we are one. Is this the child of Chance, or Law, or Will? Is None or All or One to thank for this ? It will not matter if thanksgiving fill The endless empyrean with a kiss. ALEISTER CRO\VLEY,

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

THE POETRY REVIEW For AUGUST contains an exhaustive survey of Modern French Poetry by F. S. FLINT This will be the first of a series of issues?רו dealing from time to time with Contemporary? Foreign Poetry. The next, appearing in October, will be de-? [ר voted to American Poetry. Several articles have? been promised by well-known American writers.? Copies may be obtained through booksellers, price Sixpence net, or direct from the publishers, Sevenpence, post free. Annual Subscriptlon, Flve Shllllngs (155 22 6.) post free. The St. Catherine Pres…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…l remain unknown, except to such as are intimately associated with them in their common work. If it is said that in this way the society will gain only few members, it may be answered that our society has a spiritual head, and that those who are worthy of being admitted will be guided to it by means of their intuition; while those who have no intuition are not ripe for it and not needed. It is better to have only a comparatively small number of capable members than a great many useless ones. From the above it will be clear that the first and mos…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…ie or even slumber. This has nothing pleasant or alluring; is curiously impersonal and bewildering. 30. A exactly the same as yesterday. Will repeat. (It has struck me—in connection with reading B1ake~that Aiwass, etc., “Force and Fire" is the very thing I lack. My“ conscience " is really an obstacle and a delusion, being a survival of heredity and education. Certainly to rely on it as an abiding principle in itself is wrong, The one really important thing is the fundamental hypothesis: I am the Chosen One. All methods will do, ifI only invoke …

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…Α.“. A.". c/o ΤΗΕ ΕρυΙΝοΧ, 3 Great James Street, W.C. Telephone : CITY 8987, or to call at that address by appointment. A representative will be there to meet them. THE Chancellor of the A A considers it desirable to make a brief statement of the financial position, as the time has now arrived to make an effort to spread the knowledge to the ends of the earth. The expenses of the propaganda are roughly estimated as follows— Maintenance of Temple, and service . 4 £200 pa, Publications 4 . . 4 . 4 £200 pa Advertising, electrical expenses, etc. . .…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

PERSONS OF ΤΗΕ SKETCH DOCTOR ROBERTS ("Doctor Bub") Mns. ROBERTS, Hi: wife DOCTOR FIELDING JANE SKIRING WILL STANLEY Two GENTLEMEN A MANSERVANT [< Patient:

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

THE EQUINOX same reason) it lacks just that which Zola always gives—a sense of tragedy. Probably Mr, George will say (with a maiden blush) that his novel is none the worse for that; he would deny the truth of the poet‘s vision—insist that the cosmos is but incoherency of heterogeneous incident, I may, however, urge with more hope of his attention that his novel breaks off at the really interesting part. What did Suzette say? Did the family tyranny make a man of Henri? Were they married,and, if so, what came of it ? I wait patiently on Mr. Georg…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

42 THE EQUINOX By my Will I swept away The web of metaphysic, smiled At the blind labyrinth, where the grey Old snake of madness \vove his wild Curse I As I trod the trackless way Through sunless gorges of Cathay, I became a little child. By nameless rivers, swirling through Chasms, a fantastic blue, Month by month, on barren hills, In burning heat, in bitter chills, Tropic forest, Tartar snow, Smaragdine archipelago, See me—led by some wise hand That I did not understand. Mom and noon and eve and night I, the forlorn eremit‘e, Called on Him wi…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…, Through worlds I shall traverse not a few ; E'en Η͵ Ρ. Blavatsky I shall forget Ere again I read Annie Besant with you. V But the time will come, at last it will, When, Evelyn Hope, what’s meant I shall say By the novels of Evelyn Underhill, And Tchekhof's and Wedekind’s dramas gray. Why you loved Bergson I shall divine ; The Lords of Karma may then have said \Vhy you never dipped into books of mine, But read G. K. Chesterton’s works instead. VI I have read, I shall say, 50 much since then ; Have ransacked Mudie’s so many times ; Gained me th…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…ink I had better begin to renounce idle things, save where politeness calls, and calls loud. ΙΗ take life too easy, the Great Retirement will be harder: on the other hand an asceticism to no instant purpose may exhaust me for the struggle when it comes. One of those rare cases where a “golden mean " looks well. 9. A at night good: considerable strain in ether. (It is here fitting to mention Fra, P.’s idea of performing this “ Preliminary Invocation " of the Goetia.) The preamble he makes a general concentra— tion of all his magical forces, and a…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…Qy. A sign {or me ?( (This question suggests that he is getting through the Abyss to that great obligation of a Master of the Temple, “I will interpret every phenomenon as a particular dealing of God with my soul”) (A night of shocking and terrible nightmare.) 24. A again a shade better. 25. A good. Vision more convincing. 26. A still good. 27. A poor (heavy sea). (Off Hoi-How.) 28. A again poor (heavy sea). 29. (At Hongkong). A poor (indigestion). 30. A good : very good. 3i. A fairly good. I. A poor—sleepy. 2, A again poor, in spite of two att…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…duce. July 28. Twenty-fifth week of A begins. ,, 29. (A continued evidently, for P. writes.) Perfect the lightning-conductor and the flash will come. ,, 30. (The diary of Ρ. from this date is now full of hiero- glyphics, which are and must ever remain inde— cipherable. We may gather a certain amount from those passages which are intelligible. He apparently tried repeating the new formula given by D. D. S., conceived perhaps as a mental opera- tion on the lines of that given in Eqm'nox IV concerning an egg between pillars.) Aug. 4. About to try th…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…it so that no one shall touch it after me but my dear lad, Jack Adams. jACK. No, no, Father! we’ll talk ο’ that this twenty years hence. Will you take the lantern, Father? the nights are main dark. MARTIN. Ay, lad, I will ; [turns away .' JACK’S who/'e manner changes, and HE fol/0705 MARTIN with a farting look of hate. MARTINgets and lights [autem ; when HE tams, JACK z': again all 51nz'le5]—and do you see to the shutters. I hear a—many Ι33

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…A should be definitely invoked for this pur- pose with all possible ceremony. Is it not written: “Unto whomsoever shall draw nigh unto Me willI draw nigh "? And, as I have proved, the help of A is already given as if the Op. were successfully brought to an end. Only can this right be forfeited by slackness toward the obligation. From this, then, Ο Holy Exalted One, preserve me I (The invocation had to wait till the 20th.) A rather better. A above average; but little convincing. A about the same: very tired. Studying Liber Legis. A much better; w…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…old. So hush ! I give you this leaf to keep— Seel I shut it inside the sweet cold hand ; 'Tis a tract on The Simple Life and Sleep ; You will wake, and remember, and understand. VICTOR B. NEUBURG‘

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…given to us by the A A ,.?.־which has so helped us all to enter and pursue that Path. At Christmas we shall move to new premises. Notice will be sent by post to subscribers in due course. xxvi

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…ns properly. (PS. This was granted.) . At Kobe. A fair only; though I invoked all these powers of mine. Yet after, by a strong effort of will, I banished my sore throat and my surroundings, and went up in my Body of Light. Reached a room in which a cruciform table was spread, a naked man being nailed thereto. Many venerable men sat around, feast- ing on his living flesh and quaffing his hot blood. These (I was told) were the Adepts, whom I might one day join. This I understood to mean that I should get the power of taking only spiritual nourishme…

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