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1910 · PDF PAGE 70

The Winged Beetle

… Closer than Clodia’s clasp, Death had me down To his black heart, and fed upon my breath, So that we seemed a stillness—whiter than The stars, more silent than the stars, a crown Of stars ! For in the icy kiss of death I found that God that is denied to man So long as love and thought And life avail him aught.

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1910 · PDF PAGE 57

The Winged Beetle

47 THE PRIESTESS OF PANORMITA HEAR me, Lord of the Stars ! For thee I have worshipped ever With stains and sorrows and scars, With joyful, joyful endeavour. Hear me, O lilywhite goat ! O crisp as a thicket of thorns, With a collar of gold for Thy throat A scarlet bow for Thy horns ! Here, in the dusty air, I build Thee a shrine to yew. All green is the garland I wear, But I feed it with blood for dew ! After the orange bars That ribbed the green west dying Are dead, O Lord of the Stars, I come to Thee, come to Thee crying. The ambrosial moon th…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 23

The Winged Beetle

…pleasure, grief and joy ? Is God a wanton boy To play with us so bitter cheap By such a jewelled light ? Be thine the power, Rose of the Stars, in this thy tortured hour When the wee lips that clung to thee are cold, To give the world a light of other gold From that men hoard, from that the suns afford In their implacable cars As they roll on impassive ; bid thy Lord (O Rose, Rose of the Stars !) And slave make known thy beauty and thy passion In his imperfect fashion, So that thy wisdom and thy strength are sold In every mart of earth ; So tha…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 18

The Winged Beetle

8 ROSA COELI And even did confirm the Bible tale By playing Jonah to your Jonah’s whale. So, to the stars ! VIII A poet is at ease In all such voyages : Why, as a boy, I steered Up to the Scorpion and tweaked his tail, Plucked foolish Capricornus by the beard And kissed the Blessed Damozel that leaned upon the golden rail, Drank from the glad rim of the grail Or soothed the squally Twins (for they could weep !) And while I smiled “ In Heaven how safe I am ! ” Found myself in my little bed asleep Having been butted thither by the Ram. IX But in …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 43

The Winged Beetle

…k their mother’s womb again, And are born the triple treasure, Peace and purity and pleasure. ——Hush, my child, and come aloft Where the stars are velvet soft !

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1910 · PDF PAGE 213

The Winged Beetle

…e skull Of humanity ; And the mad, malicious fool, Laughing brazenly, Gaily blows his bubbles high In the air apace. Will they reach the stars that lie At the end of space The shining globe—O fragile veil ! Gives one leap supreme, Breaks and spits its soul out, frail As a golden dream. Groans the skull at every puff : “ Peace, I pray thee, peace ! The game is fierce and fond enough— Will it never cease ? “ That which thy babe’s mouth, cruelly fain, Squanders in the scud, Monstrous assassin is my brain, My flesh and my blood ! ”

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1910 · PDF PAGE 5

The Winged Beetle

…lack wildernesses To fiends’ insatiate caresses. Thou camest crowned and helmed and armed, Sworded, a mighty man of war : Swayed all the stars, aghast, alarmed As at the Thunderbolt of Thor ! The very aethyr rocked and shook At thine indomitable look ! [Here must we utterly restrict Our theological remarks. One whom not Heaven could contradict Says : Now, Sir, if you please, no larks ! Hence for third stanza (with a curse) I write instead this sorry verse.]

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1910 · PDF PAGE 95

The Winged Beetle

85 THE OCTOPUS THE red lips of the Octopus are more than myriad stars of night. The great beast writhes in fiercer foam than thirty stallions amorous. I would they clung to me and stung ; I would they quenched me with delight, The red lips of the Octopus. They reek with poison of the sea, scarlet and hot and languorous. My skin drinks in their slaver warm ; my sweats his rapt embrace excite. The heavy sea rolls languidly o’er the ensanguine kiss of us. We strain and strive, we die for love ; we linger in the lusty fight ; We agonize ; our clutc…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 97

The Winged Beetle

…an ocean in anger With sleek and fantastical curls ; My lips like a sunset for languor, My skin like a moonrise of pearls. Ah ! but like stars in the deep Deep of the night, and asleep, Are the eyes that await thee, and weep.

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1910 · PDF PAGE 167

The Winged Beetle

…the paps With a golden girdle of glory, Dost thou wait me, thy slave who am, As a wolf lurks for a strayed white lamb ? The chain of the stars snaps, And the deep of night is hoary ! Thou whose mouth is a flame With its seven-edged sword proceeding,

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1910 · PDF PAGE 156

The Winged Beetle

…, the tiger, and the snake. I yield ; her soft, her strenuous breath Fills me and feeds my soul on death. O Sphinx, more sacred than the stars ! O beast ! O God ! thy passion chars This life. Beneath thy claws I writhe. For like a lion thou art lithe And like a bull exceeding strong. Thine eagle’s scream beats down my song. Ah slay me, slay me now ! Have done ! . . . The torture is but half begun.

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1910 · PDF PAGE 77

The Winged Beetle

…there screaming Between our knives—Or blood ! confess The truth ; or am I dreaming ? Yea ; floating on that cold pale flood Were two red stars of our own blood. We left our laugh, a smouldering coal Upon his naked middle : We ravelled out his love ; we stole His heart-strings for our fiddle : Strange tortured music from his soul We wrung, a writhing riddle ! Yea : our mouths took a subtle curve As we devoured him nerve by nerve. We danced, obscenely delicate, The dance of cup and thyrsus ;

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1910 · PDF PAGE 166

The Winged Beetle

…lch and snivel of Tennyson ! Hail and farewell, my brother ! I am he To plant in hell thy sunkissed sea-lily Thou has lived ! As I live, stars in midnight’s deep. Thou hast died. All die ; why boggle at the leap ? Serene and splendid blazed thy fire, night’s sun : Thy task is ended, brother, thy work done. Drone on thy shore, no pæan stir thy surge ! A period to life, death, heaven, and hell ! There is no God : hail, brother ! and farewell !

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1910 · PDF PAGE 180

The Winged Beetle

…eth Like a slave under the whip ; And his tortured groans can only wreathe A sneer upon her lip. In the half-light her jewels flame Like stars that presage pestilence. O laughterless, O hideous game Of sterile smiles, of cold incense ! Her death’s-head grins the gargoyle shame Of her virile virulence. Now let the slave gasp out his soul In the agony supreme !

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1910 · PDF PAGE 76

The Winged Beetle

…urpass us.) And touched in our beatitude The peak of Mount Parnassus. Yea ; we did well to break the bars, And dwell one moment with the stars ! We played the ancient Comedy That Pan taught to the Satyrs.

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1910 · PDF PAGE 38

The Winged Beetle

…l An admirable miracle. Carved minute and clean, a key Of purest lapis-lazuli More blue than the blind sky that aches (Wreathed with the stars, her torturing snakes) For the dead god’s kiss that never wakes ;

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1910 · PDF PAGE 37

The Winged Beetle

THE WIZARD WAY 27 Surely in the circle millions Of immaculate pavilions Flash upon the trembling turf Like the sea-stars in the surf— Millions of bejewelled tents For the warrior sacraments. Vaster, vaster, vaster, vaster, Grows the stature of the master ; All the ringed encampment vies With the infinite galaxies. In the midst a cubic stone With the Devil set thereon ; ’Hath a lamb's virginal throat ; ’Hath the body of a stoat ; ’Hath the buttocks of a goat ; ’Hath the sanguine face and rod Of a goddess and a god ! Spell by spell and pace by pa…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 175

The Winged Beetle

… through the race of the luminous scud. Poison and poison and poison ! I quiver, Drenched with the hate of the horrible river— O but the stars of it stagger and shiver ! Leave me in peace, O disaster of light ! Leave me to solitude, leave me to night ! Is there no moon to enkindle the height ? V See how the moon with her amrita dews Drinks up the death of the Star, and renews Life in cascades of peonian hues ! Nay, but she curves to arise, to increase ; Glamour on glamour to sicken and cease. How shall the warrior win to the peace ? Fade, O tho…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 72

The Winged Beetle

…ight praise Thee, though Thou damn. But oh ! not ever a soul hath heard Its echo, O Thou great I Am ! Lo ! Thou hast made the winds, the stars, The sun, the moon, the great grave earth ; Thou has touched the swaying nenuphars With music, and made godly mirth With corn and wine ; Thou hast made Thee man ; Thou hast loved and suffered, died and risen ; But—hath Thy mouth grown white and wan, Sucked out into that strange sweet prison Nay, Thou hast never kissed the mouth Of Dorothy ! as I ! as I ! Thou hast never felt its eager growth Upon my Lesb…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 47

The Winged Beetle

…s there uproll To cloud that mirror-soul of mine ? Above my head there screams a flying scroll Whose word burnt through My being as when stars drop in black disastrous dew. X For in that scroll was written how the globe Of space became ; of how the light

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