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1910 · PDF PAGE 16

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…e no longer in his possession, to state publicly how he first obtained them, and why, and to whom, he parted with them. I ask him in the name of faith between man and man; in the name of those unfortunates, who, for no worse fault than their aspiration to the Hidden Wisdom, have been and still are being befooled and betrayed and robbed by his colleague under the zgis of the respectability of his own name; and in the Name of Him, who, planning the Universe, employed the Plumb-line, the Level, and the Square. * * * * * Sweets to the sweet—and her…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 143

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…r- ance (Avidy4) was the foundation of all Sorrow, and that all, possessing the essence of Change, was but illusion or Maya, a matter of name and form;* Buddha now pointed out that the true path of deliverance was through the Reason (Ruach) and not through the senses (Nephesh), as many of the Upanishads would give one to believe. Further, this was the path that Gotama had trod, and therefore, naturally he besought others to tread it. The Vedantist attempted to attain unity with the Atman (Kether) {+ by means of his Emotions (Nephesh) inter- min…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 293

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

THE MANTRA-YOGI I How should I seek to make a song for thee When all my music is to moan thy name? That long sad monotone—the same—the same— Matching the mute insatiable sea That throbs with life’s bewitching agony, Too long to measure and too fierce to tame! An hurtful joy, a fascinating shame Is this great ache that grips the heart of me. Even as a cancer, so this passion gnaws Away my soul, and will not ease its jaws Till Iam dead. Then let me die! Who knows But that this corpse committed to the earth May be the occasion of some happier birt…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 66

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…hat “WE see.” Yet nevertheless we renounce this as being absurd, or not renouncing it, at least do not live up to our assertion; for, we name that which is a reality to a child, and a deceit or illusion to a man, an apparition or a shadow. Thus, little by little, we beget a new reality upon the old reality, a new false- hood upon the old falsehood, namely, that the thing we see is “an illusion” and is not “a reality,” seldom considering that the true difference between the one and the other is but the difference of name. Then after a little do …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 129

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

… gold lamen decorated with four scarlet Greek crosses. Round her waist is a broad gold belt upon which in scarlet letters is written the name Yow 77 71 in the letters of the alphabet of Honorius. Her feet are flesh coloured, and she wears golden sandals. Her long yellow-green drapery is rayed with olive, and beneath her feet roll black clouds lit with lurid patches of colour. How to perform it. (1) Commence with lesser pentagram Banishing Ritual. (2) Formulate rose-cross round room (First, top to bottom; second left to right; third the rose as …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 302

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…SA GURU SWAMIJI is a certain Punjabi lala, who, on account of his tremendous voice and ferocious temper, has well earned for himself the name of The Tiger Mahatma. My first acquaintance with His Holiness was in November 1906, when he paid his second visit to England. I had seen his name in the daily press, but before calling upon him, I had read up what I could about him in his book: “Sri Brahma Dhara,” in the preface of which he is praised as follows: “He seeks to do good, he accepts money from no one, and lives a very simple, pure life . . . …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 234

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…EUPHEMIA Ccorre- spond by signs and winks. GRANDFATHER. When I was in Australia forty-four years ago there was a very good fellow of the name of Brown in Ballarat. Brown of Buninyong we used to call him. I remember- MRS. ossory [bursting into tears}. How can you, grandpa? Can’t you realise that poor Henry is dead? GRANDFATHER. Henry dead? MRS. ossory. Didn’t you hear? He was run over by Mr. Todd’s motor-car this afternoon in Piccadilly. GRANDFATHER. There, what did I tell you? I always disliked that man Todd from the first moment that I heard h…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 387

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…CEN KNIGHT King Arthur in ignoble sloth Is sunk, and dalliance with his dame, Forgetful of his knightly oath, And careless of his kingly name. Befooled and cuckolded, the king Is yet the king, the king most high ; And on his life the hinges swing That close the door of chivalry. *Sblood! shall it sink, and rise no more, That blaze of Time, when men were men? That is thy question, warrior Sir Palamede the Saracen ! II

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1910 · PDF PAGE 241

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

MR. TODD not Shaw! Vaughan, or Gorell Barnes, or some name like that! EUPHEMIA. But you will, won’t you? carr. No, I won't, will I? [Sings.] “I have a wife and bairnies three, And I’m no sure how ye’d agree, lassie!” EUPHEMIA. What? [She releases herself. CARR. Well, the wife’s dead, as a matter of fact. Her name was Hope-of-ever-doing-something-in-the-Wide-Wide. But the bairns are alive: young Chemistry, already apt at repartee —I should say retort; little Biology, who’s rather a worm between you and me and the gate-post ; and poor puny, pulin…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 322

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…k to behold. She stood, to the end of his days, for a divine apparition. Had he known of OUR LADY HECATE, (blessed be he who murmurs her name with awe! may she gleefully look upon us!) he would have considered his vision to be a visit of the great Goddess (her name be rapidly uttered in the Vault of our beloved Brethren the Ka D Sh Knights of v P.A... P.P. v). To cut our tale short, for the time is approaching for our libations, the peasant heard the voice of the Lady. She thanked him, him, a poor peasant, her slave, and left him to his work. H…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 180

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…avani, O Isis my Sister, my Bride, my Mother! Blessed be Thou, O Shiva, O Amoun, Concealed of the Concealed. By Thy most secret and Holy Name of Apophis be Thou blessed, Lucifer, Star of the Dawn, Satan- Jeheshua, Light of the World! Blessed be Thou, Buddha, Osiris, by whatever Name I call Thee Thou art nameless to Eternity. Blessed be Thou, O Day, that Thou hast risen in the Night of Time; First Dawn in the Chaos of poor P.’s poor mind! Accursed be Thou, Jehovah, Brahma, unto the Aeons of Aeons: thou who didst create Darkness and not Light! Ma…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 166

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…pity; Mudita-Bhavan4, on joy; Asubha-Bhavana, on impunity; and Upeksha-Bhavana, on serenity. But see 777, col. xxiii, p. 9. ¢ Old native name for Ceylon. § Frater I.A.’s Eastern name, afterwards changed to Ananda Metteya. 150

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1910 · PDF PAGE 320

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…qually. The contortions of the men on the yellow painted floor were terrible. He took no heed of them, and went on, cursing them each by name and each time hitting one figure, corresponding to the name he was cursing. Finally, the red-hot iron had turned black again; and Elphénor’s arm was becoming tired. He gathered all the wax figures and went and threw them all into a large pail of water, pushing them down again and again as they came to the surface. His victims were gradually coming back to their senses. Once more he gathered their waxen im…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 83

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…sand bullocks, its edge is as if fresh from the whetstone.* MANTRA YOGA. Union through Speech. This type of Yoga consists in repeating a name or a sent- ence or verse over and over again until the speaker and the word spoken become one in a perfect concentration. Usually speaking it is used as an adjunct to some other practice, under one or more of the other Yoga methods. Thus the devotee to the God Shiva will repeat his name over and over again until at length the great God opens his Eye and the world is destroyed. Some of the most famous mant…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 443

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…ith senseless “oughts” and fatuous “ musts.” “ All the delusions ” (argueth The ass), “all uproars, surely rise From that curst Me whose name is Death, Whereas the Questing Beast belies 67

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1910 · PDF PAGE 68

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…lity” in the East is synonymous with “a mere matter of words,”* and further, that, when anything is (or can be) described by a word or a name, the knowledge concerning it is Avidyd, “ignorance.” No sooner are the eyes of a man opened + than he sees “good and evil,” and becomes a prey to the illusions he has set out to conquer. He gets something apart from himself, and whether it be Religion, Science, or Philosophy it matters not; for in the vacuum which he thereby creates, between him and it, burns the fever that he will never subdue until he h…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 69

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…is universe. He gazed around; he saw nothing there but himself. Thereupon he cried out at the beginning: ‘It is I? Thence originated the name I. Therefore to-day, when anyone is summoned, he answers first ‘It is 1’; and then only he names the other name which he bears.”+ This Consciousness of “I” is the second veil which man meets on his upward journey, and, unless he avoid it and escape from its hidden meshes, which are a thousandfold more dangerous than the entanglements of the veil of words, he will never arrive at that higher consciousness,…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 47

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…gain together. A formal introduction followed. Mary the male conquered Lionel the female. Thereafter, the “cheval hongre” lost his nick- name. Nor did he give any widow the chance of horse-whip- ping him again. XVIII THE MOON THEY were very happy; he learnt the joy of health and the ineffable delectation of surrender; she the thrilling pain- pleasure of possession. Here, she, being the heroine of our tale, passes out of it. They are very happy. Man and woman. The complete being. May their love last longer than the bee’s! GeEoRGE RAFFALOVICH. 35

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1910 · PDF PAGE 476

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

100 THE HIGH HISTORY OF GOOD Thief of my arms, my crest, my quest, My name, now meetest thou thy shame. See, with this whip I lash thee back, Back to the kennel whence there came So false a hound.” ‘Good knight, in sooth,” Answered Sir Palamede, “not I Presume to assert the idlest truth ; And here, by this good ear and eye, I grant thou art Sir Palamede. But—try the first and final test If thou or I be he. Take heed!” He backed his horse, covered his breast, Drove his spurs home, and rode upon That knight. His lance-head fairly struck The barre…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 238

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

THE EQUINOX carr. Why havea long Latin name if you mean to play the English hypocrite? Who was poor Uncle Henry? Did you love poor Uncle Henry so dearly as all that? How old were you when your father quarrelled with poor Uncle Henry? About two and a half! The only thing you can know about poor Uncle Henry is that poor Uncle Henry once tickled your toes. [EUPHEMIA gives a Little scream of hovvory.| Enough humbug about poor Uncle Henry!... Sweetheart! EUPHEMIA. Mine own! [They embrace and kiss with great intensity. EUPHEMIA. Unhand me, villain! .…

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