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1909 · PDF PAGE 213

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…oon’s begun ! With four and five and six it stirs : With seven the druid dance is done, And Death drives home his silver spurs! Then—the last leap. What crowning curse Can bid that cup of curses brim? How may God’s maniac ministers Lash the last languor out of Him? 203

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1909 · PDF PAGE 370

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…like manner waves of a grey lighter and lighter as they extended towards the snake were painted in methodically eccentric gyrations. The last wave was almost white, and stopped at the head of the monster. Ln the fifth compartment was a skull. Ln the sixth compartment was a white rose, with a delicious scent. In the seventh compartment, as well as in the eighth and last, I saw nothing, but a sweet music struck on my ear when I bent over them. The tunes were very different at first, one tender and soft, the other furious and thundering. Atthe end…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 39

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…ich merges into a form of Dharana—concentration— and as such may lead to the very highest ends. The principal use of the practice in the last chapter is to familiarise the student with every kind of obstacle and every kind of delusion, so that he may be perfect master of every idea that may arise in his brain, to dismiss it, to transmute it, to cause it instantly to obey his will. 2. Let him then begin exactly as before; but with the most intense solemnity and determination. 3. Let him be very careful to cause his imaginary body to rise in a li…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 369

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…e figureless old women of white wood made by the Russian peasants during the long evenings of their winter season. From the first to the last there were twenty-one dolls, one inside the other. The last was scarcely bigger than a poppy- seed, but presented exactly all the particularities of the largest one. In the third compartment were two books. You may judge of my surprise when I opened them and found that no 361

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1909 · PDF PAGE 365

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…began: “T should be very much surprised if this were not the cover I am waiting for. No fallacies will induce me to free you now that at last I have found you. I was dead; my life was nothing more than a spring without motion. Every twenty-one days, according to the calendar, I came, pacing the lonely streets of this remote spot. For two hours each time did I wait and wait, longing, eager, nervous, hopeful, hopeless, desperate, distressed, with gigantic thoughts crowding my mind. I almost despaired of seeing this moment; at last it has come. I …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 130

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…er in my teeth, dropped from the edge, landed lightly beside the corpse. She was quite dead, the skull broken in, the teeth exposed in a last snarl. She lay on her back; I opened the coat, turned her over. The gruesome task was nearly finished when the door of the house opened, and an old man, his face scarred, one lip cut half away in some old brawl, so that he grinned horribly and askew, rushed out at me, a rapier in his hand. My stiletto, though long beyond the ordinary, was useless against a tool of such superior reach. “A last wrench gave …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 241

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…had been his school, his home, and his prison. Then came the great awakening. Curious to say, it was towards the hour of midnight on the last day of the year when the old slinks away from the new, that he happened to be riding alone, wrapped in the dark cloak of unutterable thoughts. A distant bell chimed the last quarter of the dying year, and the snow which lay fine and crisp on the roadway was being caught up here and there by the puffs of sharp frosty wind that came snake-like through the hedges and the trees, whirling it on spectre-like in…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 391

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…f wife, z.e., a wife like a thief, like an enemy, like a master, like a friend, like a sister, like a mother, like a slave, and that the last four are good and the last of all the best, I cannot quite agree with the ancient. My wives are of the best, and I am afraid they are like a master to me, though their authority is always tempered with sisterly manners. And what fine cooks they both are! They will help me to civilise our negroes. This task seems to me the most important. All the civi- lised world may disappear; and we must have cultured b…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 146

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…r-lilies grew, And the green, green willows swung. XVI And still the lady of my dream As a light before me goes ; I see her in the sun’s last gleam, In the moonlight on the snows. Ah! chiefly then her song is sung, When the moon o’er the dark green woods is hung; She is born at midnight on the stream, A starry, full-blown rose. Victor B. Neusure.

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1909 · PDF PAGE 380

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…y look very happy. Though there is still much to be published before we arrive at the part of the Man-Cover’s adventures with which this last message is concerned, he informs me of such surprising news that I think it my duty to let the readers share it atonce. The news is startling. Having received my letter, he threatens to blow the island into the air, should any vessel approach within three miles, He informs me of his absolute decision never to leave the place, and never to allow any one to come within the distance mentioned. Provided he re…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 154

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

THE EQUINOX These last three are merely aids to general judgment. If the judge be good the figure is good, and vice-versa. The Reconciler= I + XV. To find the part of Fortune @ (ready money or cash belonging to Querent), add points of the figures I-XII, divide by 12, and remainder shows figure. Here 1+II+...+ XII = 74 points =6 x 12+2, .. @ falls with ;:; (IJ). CHAPTER III OF THE FIGURE OF THE TWELVE HOUSES OF HEAVEN THE meaning of the twelve Houses is to be found, primarily, in any text-book of Astrology. Knowledge is to be enlarged and correc…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 205

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…leep Rolls up the bay to envelop the steep. What then is left, what is left—but to weep? Maybe the stridency purpled of Pan Leads at the last to the light of His plan. Maybe his work is the wealth of a man! VII Bring me the tablets, the stylus of jade. Lend me thy light, O compassionate maid ! Soul of the master, O come to mine aid! Make me the man of the marvellous mission! Sharpen the sword of veridical vision | Cut me the knot of the mighty magician! Here I devote me (record me the vow) Unto the terrible task of the Tao. Soul of the master, …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 104

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…nking his kisses in a chain About my neck ; demon-embroidery! Bruises like far-off mountains stain The valley of my body of ivory ! Then last came sleep. I wake, and he is gone; what should I do but weep? Vv Nay, for I wept enough—more sacred tears |— When first he pinned me, gripped My flesh, and as a stallion that rears, Sprang, hero-thewed and satyr-lipped ; Crushed, as a grape between his teeth, my fears ; Sucked out my life And stamped me with the shame, the monstrous word of wife. VI I will not weep; nay, I will follow him. Perchance he i…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 105

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

… cries of despair, Until the dryads frightened and dumfoundered Fled into space— Like to a demon-king’s was grown my maiden face | IX At last I came unto the well, my soul. In that still glass, I saw no sign 95

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1909 · PDF PAGE 110

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…neath the sky. XXIII So still I conquered, and the vision passed. Yet still was beaten, for I knew Myself was He, Himself, the first and last; And as an unicorn drinks dew From under oak-leaves, so my strength was cast Into the mire ; For all I did was dream, and all I dreamt desire. XXIV More; in this journey I had clean forgotten The quest, my lover. But the tomb

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1909 · PDF PAGE 109

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…herefore, when madness took him at the end, He, doubt-goat, slew the goat of doubt ; And that which inward did for ever tend Came at the last to have come out; And I who had the World and God to friend Found all three foes! Drowned in that sea of changes, vacancies, and woes! XXI Yet all that Sea was swallowed up therein ; So they were not, and it was not, 99

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1909 · PDF PAGE 222

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

… soul of his God flow out! Whether a snake or a sun In his horoscope Heaven hath cast, It is nothing; every one Shall win to the moon at last.

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1909 · PDF PAGE 177

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…on of Creation * Ie, the White Skull. Vide Idra Zuta Qadisha, cap. ii. Distinguish from the skull of Microprosopus. t nx = the First and Last—Alpha and Omega—Aleph and Tau. 167

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1909 · PDF PAGE 117

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…was there, in his vast corduroys and sou’-wester hat, a ’cello in his hand. His trim grey beard was a shade whiter than when Roderic had last patronised the “ Lapin,” five years before ; but the kindly, gay, triumphant eyes were nowise dimmed by time. He knew Roderic at a glance, and gave his left hand carelessly, as if he had been gone but yesterday. Time ambles easily for the owner of such an eyrie, his life content with wine and song and simple happiness. 107

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1909 · PDF PAGE 190

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…s Taro Key is the Hermit and the Voice of Light, the Prophet of the Gods. Thus: “ Proclaimed is the Reign of the Gods of Light.” nis the last letter of the Alphabet, the fizis, the Omega, the Universe, Saturn, the outermost Planet, and it is also xynn, Throa, the Gate of the Universe; and by Qabalah of nine Chambers it is 3, the Gateway of Initiation. Hence: “ At the Threshold of the Universe.” * The Hand of God, always the Symbol of His Power. 180

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