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1904 · PDF PAGE 119

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

… end in Emission the gentleman’s end. The use of a cunt is to spend in ; The aim of a cunt is to spend. Some people, avoiding the coarse word, Describe it in roundabout fashion As quim, or as cat, or as spot, Or as oyster, or even as twat. But I call turd, turd (it’s a Norse word) ; So cunt figures cunt to my passion. Some people, avoiding the coarse word. Describe it in roundabout fashion. The clergy are partial to choir-boys ; I cannot approve of the taste. For I prefer feeling or fucking With occasional half-hours of sucking. [121]

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1904 · PDF PAGE 27

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…ate ; but the amorous and quick-witted lad, placing his feet together, made a capital catch-‘em-alive-o for his horny flip- flap. At the word of command the amorous assault began ; at the word of command the two-and-fifty lovers came with a simultaneous yell of passion. [25]

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1904 · PDF PAGE 139

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…used to piss ; Your farts would smoke, your turds would hiss ; Then you would take my cock to kiss, My darling ! I used to hang on every word Your dainty little mouth averred, And make milk puddings with a turd, My darling ! I shat of yore between your bubs. Those fat amusing butter-tubs : Love’s butterflies can grow from grubs, My darling ! Aye ! ’Tis a keen remorseful knife To think of you, my fucksome wife, In this my solitary life. My darling !

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1904 · PDF PAGE 5

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…hat we must expect character — which is but the statement of the sum of deep-seated habits of thought — to show similar instability. The word habit may seem to invalidate such a conclu- [1]

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1904 · PDF PAGE 58

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…ts into the blue Heaven of God : but I will N O T corrupt your morals with those degrading and sin- ful songs. I will never transcribe a word or a sylla- ble that the most modest woman need blush to hear : I will never be a party to the ruin of one in- nocent child-soul. Cunts ! I protect you ! Nugs ! avaunt ! Come not near the pure girls and women for whom I write this book, the decent sayings of a godly light of the Church. So let us gloss over the temporary lapse from politeness of the saintly old man — let us excuse one whose only fault was…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 70

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…ks, and in one explosive foam of lust, jetted our family fountains at a single mo- ment. Before the woman fainted, the overseer gave the word to stop. She was a young and modest girl, and at his signal, three huge negroes bounded upon her. Heedless of her cries and tears they plunged their reeking arse openers into her dainty

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1904 · PDF PAGE 88

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…e that wrinkle about the apple ? ” “ I must really apologise for being indirectly the cause of that old curmudgeon’s insolence.” “ Not a word. I am all gratitude.” “ Only half gratitude, Duchess.” “ ? ” “ Because you have only half the secret.” “ And the other half is ? ” “ Naughty.” “ You darling, tell me at once.” “ Will you kiss me ? ” “ Kiss you — come here — Satan ! ” “ Eve ! ” And his lithe coils rolled over her naked body, his forked tongue slipped beneath the white teeth and its delicate foam maddened her tongue. It touched her tender p…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 7

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…et mouth, and the impudent cynicism of his — bottomless lust, I would say, but for the peculiar inappropriateness of the epi- thet. In a word he was the foremost scholar and courtesan of his year. It would be admittedly ridiculous to claim the latter note of his life as hypocritical ; only prigs will so stigmatize the former. A boy of 20 does not render Thomas à Kempis into Greek Anapaests without genuine scholarship and equally sincere piety. Yet he is the author of the nauseous hex- ameters beginning : “ Hail to the f . . ting lips of an open…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 13

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…is, were constant visitors at the Chien Rouge. As guests they were treated with high honour ; but woe to the best of them if some chance word let fall led D . . . or L . . . to suspect that he had a weak spot somewhere ! When this happened, nothing could save him : he was rent and cast to the car- rion beasts for a prey. How often have I seen some literary or pictorial Pentheus, impious and self-sufficient as he, dis- guise himself (with a tremor of fear) in his noblest artistic attire, as the foolish king in the bassara of the Maenads ! How of…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 16

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…kisses and endearments — rather embar- rassing for a third party — and when her eyes opened and she saw his boyish face she had only one word — “ It isn’t true then ? Oh my God, it isn’t true ? ” — And fell to murmuring his name with every accent of infinite love and tenderness. At his house my astonishment was ten- fold. Ready and waiting for us were hot drinks of every kind, blankets toasting before a splendid fire, a bright open bed in the luxurious room — in ten minutes he had her nude and dry and warm and happy. He dismissed me queerly : “…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 41

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

… arsed schickster. Shit ! She sighed ; shut your mug and open your urethra, and get on with the bum tickling, can’t you ? (I give you my word I had not spoken for three days and more.) But argu- ment is proverbially vain with a woman in the middle of a rousing bacon-rubbing. I blocked steadily on. In vain I had cudgelled my wits to find some substitute for the fatiguing exercise of rump- ing ; but the surgeon warned me that the sugges- tion would be taken in ill part. Her Majesty, he explained, is before all things respectable : not to save lif…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 82

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…rather timid grey eyes. Andrew saw the sly looks of the midshipman and one day went into his cabin and, stepping to his side with- out a word, gave him a fierce kiss, while his hand sought to awake desire in an even more direct manner. But the passing fancy of the boy had gone, and he rudely repulsed the advances of his would-be lover. Andrew, with great self-command, withdrew in silence. Next day, however, they were both called before the Captain, read a long lecture on the sin of pederasty and severely repri- manded. It was evident that Capta…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 39

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…would rather have been strapped to the dead man’s shako than wallow for a week in the royalist Busby in Christendom. But I had passed my word. I resumed the now dis- tasteful task. She has been like this for a month (I heard the Head Surgeon whisper to the German Ambassador, who had ventured to make his en- quiries with his Master John Thursday, or schmeichaz, as he himself would have called it, done up in a solid steel case as a measure of pre- caution.) — John Brown gave up after ten days or so, and since then — he spread his hands in de- spa…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 61

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

… in the fifth I sedulously and conscien- tiously buggered the pieces one by one : but it was no good. Steven Jimson was (in the immortal word of Poe) a nearly liquid mass of loathsome, of de- testable putrescence. Do not think for a moment that my affection was shaken by so slight a cir- cumstance ! But I assure you — nay ! I swear it to you upon this holy Relic ! (He produced a piece of the True Touchher — home, with the Magdalene’s clap-juice sticking to it still, and reverently kissed it) — That there was not one ounce of that body of love t…

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