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1910 · PDF PAGE 172

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…This developed into Pratyaharic Dharana; loss of Ego and a vision of mysterious power: loss of all objects mental and physical. I do not know how long this lasted I woke meditating Anahata.t The voice of Nada was like a far-off solemn song; it became “Aum” only, drop- ping “Mani Padme Hum,” and then was more like thunder without harmonics. Did Dharana on Anahata. 11.45-12.15 Suddhi. A’sana very painful. am. p.m, 12,15-1.0 Meditation on “ Aum Mani Padme Hum,” and sleep. p.m. p.m, 4-15-4.45 Dharana on Anahata with “Aum Mani Padme Hum.” The p.m. p…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 172

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…This developed into Pratyaharic Dharana; loss of Ego and a vision of mysterious power: loss of all objects mental and physical. I do not know how long this lasted I woke meditating Anahata.t The voice of Nada was like a far-off solemn song; it became “Aum” only, drop- ping “Mani Padme Hum,” and then was more like thunder without harmonics. Did Dharana on Anahata. 11.45-12.15 Suddhi. A’sana very painful. am. p.m, 12,15-1.0 Meditation on “ Aum Mani Padme Hum,” and sleep. p.m. p.m, 4-15-4.45 Dharana on Anahata with “Aum Mani Padme Hum.” The p.m. p…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 106

Diary of a Drug Fiend

92 The Diary of a Drug Fiend Well, you know, I don’t like to be left in the lurch. I had to catch up. I literally shovelled the snow down. I ought to have been paid a shilling an hour by the County Council. The world is full of injustice. However, we certainly didn’t have any time to have questions asked in Parliament. There was Lou almost in tears because she had nothing to wear ; practically no jewellery—the whole idea of being a knight is that when you see a wrong it is your duty to right it. Fortunately, there was no difficulty at the prese…

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1930 · PDF PAGE 66

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 2)

…e are now in a position to nnderstand wliat alcliemy is. We miglit even go further and say tliat even if we liad ne ver lieard of it, we know wliat it mu si be. Let us emphasize the fact that the final product is in ail cases a living thing. It has been the great stumbling block to modem research that the statements of alchemists cannot be explained away, From the Chemical standpoint it has seemed not à 'priori impossible that lead should be turned into gold. Our recent discovery of the periodicity of the éléments has made it seem likely, at le…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 38

Magick Without Tears

INTRODUCTION 5 unknown, and the power of rapid and irrevocable decision without counting the cost. I think that it is altogether wrong to allow yourself to be worried by "psychological, moral and artistic problems." It is no good your starting anything of any kind unless you can see clearly into the simplicity of truth. All this humming and hawing about things is moral poison. What is the use of being a woman if you have not got an intuition, an instinct enabling you to distinguish between the genuine and the sham? Your state of mind suggests t…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 295

Diary of a Drug Fiend

The Voice of Virtue 281 Standard knows that. I believe it’s written in golden letters round the chancel in Westminster Abbey. If it isn’t, it ought to be. “Now don’t worry. And above all things, don’t get a fit of repentance and take too little to-day and to- ' morrow. If you do, you'll have another relapse. I know it sounds as though I were contradicting myself. Make the most of it, I don’t care. I’m going to do it again in the following elegant manner. “T want you to get the whole subject of heroin out of your mind; and that is the reason why…

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1930 · PDF PAGE 95

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 3)

…inhibition fatal to subséquent attempts. One fears to failj the fear intrudes upon the concentration and so fulfils its own prophecy. We know how too much pleasure in a love affair makes one afraid to disgrâce oneself on the next few occasions; indeed, until familiarity has accustomed one to the idea that one’s lover has never supposed one to be more than human. Confidence returns gradually. Inarticulate ecstasy is replaced by a more sober enjoy- ment of the éléments of the fascination. Just so one’s first dazzled delight in a new landscape tur…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 434

Magick Without Tears

…ce? How many hearts , how many livers, have been your spiritual sustenance? Have you excluded every source of error? Have you-here , you know the routine; write it all down and send it along to be vetted! Be that as it may, I once knew a lady of some seventy summers. She came of a noble Polish family; she was short, sturdy , rather plump but singularly agile; good-looking in a brutal sort of way. But-her eyes! For fifty years she had lived nearly all the year round in her chateau in Touraine. She had plenty of money, and had always surrounded h…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 43

The Law is for All

44 The Law is for All Blind asses! who pretend that women are naturally chaste! The Easterns know better; all the restrictions of the harem, of public opinion, and so on, are based upon the recognition of the fact that woman is only chaste when there is nobody around. She will snatch the babe from its cradle, or drag the dog from its kennel, to prove the old saying: “Natura abhorret a vacuo.”1 For she is the Image of the Soul of Nature, the Great Mother, the Great Whore. 1 [Lat., “nature abhors a vacuum.”] 2 [Ta Chi was the concubine of Chou Hs…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 337

Magick Without Tears

…ly retorted, failing to see that the other powers in extremity would be compelled to adopt those identical principles. Of course, as you know, it has happened as I foresaw; only a remnant of piety-putrefied Prelates and sloppy sentimentalists still hold out against The Book of the Law, sabotage the victory, and will turn the Peace into a 2. "Zeugnis der Suchenden": a declaration she had signed in 1925.

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1922 · PDF PAGE 265

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…, cannot be trusted in my neighbourhood. Your brain unconsciously soaks up the highly charged particles of my atmosphere. And before you know where you are, instead of expres- sing yourself—what little self you have to express—you will be repeating, in a debased currency, the words of wisdom that from time to time have dropped from my refined lips.”’ There was a time when I should have resented a remark like that. If I don’t do so now, it isn’t because I’ve lost my manhood, it isn’t because I feel such gratitude to the man who pulled me through…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 41

Magick Without Tears

… will be immensely stimulated by having all the useless trimmings stripped from your thinking apparatus. For instance, I don't think you know the first principles of logic. You apparently take up a more or less Christian attitude, but at the same time you like very much the idea of Karma. You cannot have both. The question about money does not arise. This old and very good rule (which I have always kept) was really pertinent to the time when there were actual secrets. But I have published openly all the secrets. All I can do is to train you in …

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1996 · PDF PAGE 91

The Law is for All

…ollo, or the tribal Medicine-Man, nonetheless expressed truly his own Wish to abdicate responsibility. In the light of this Book, we now know that the centre is everywhere, the circumference nowhere; that “Every man and every woman is a star”, a “Khabs,” the name of the house of Hadit; that “The word of Sin is Restriction.” To us, then, “evil” is a relative term; it is “that which hinders one from fulfilling his true Will.” (E.g., rain is “good” or “bad” for the farmer accord­ ing to the requirements of his crops.) The Osirian Rituals inculcati…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 209

Diary of a Drug Fiend

… round. I looked forward to his coming as to a certain end to all our troubles... . What actually happened was quite different. I hardly know how to write it down. The shame and the disappointment are blasting. I feel that the doors of hope have been slammed in my face. I can imagine the grinding of the key as it turns in the lock, the screech of the rusty bolt as it is driven home. The moment Basil appeared, Peter’s insanity blazed up. He poured out a stream of insults, and accused Basil to his face of trying to get me away. If Basil had only …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 220

Moonchild

…ril, sharply, sitting up. His gesture was indecipherably intense; it seemed utterly disproportionate to Bowling's casual commonplace. "I know it. It's one of the chief causes of the war. The Zabern incident showed the Junkers that they were safe only for a year or two; after that the people would start out to be too proud to fight," replied Lord Antony, anticipating a transpontine chameleon. "And so?" Cyril's voice trembled. A tense thrill ran through his body. He had become sober in an instant. "The Court Party wanted war, to bring back the ma…

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1938 · PDF PAGE 6

The Heart of the Master

…rs like myself, men more intent than I. I hear a murmur on my left. I catch three words: “The Zero Hour.” They call me back to myself: I know now that I am one of a great army—an army baffled and broken, but yet in being. Sharp comes a whisper of swift absolute authority: Zero is Two. Somehow I am aware—like a man stricken of lightning, in the same moment slain and initiated—that the strange phrase declares a final Mystery of Truth, the word of the Plan of Battle, the Key of the Campaign. But in my mind its meaning is most utter darkness. Again…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 201

The Law is for All

…re; let the fine be tried in intellect, and the lofty chosen ones in the highest. Thus ye have star & star, system & system; let not one know well the other! 51. There are four gates to one palace; the floor of that palace is of silver and gold; lapis lazuli & jasper are there; and all rare scents; jasmine & rose, and the emblems of death. Let him enter in turn or at once the four gates; let him stand on the floor of the palace. Will he not sink? Amn. Ho! warrior, if thy servant sink? But there are means and means. Be goodly therefore: dress ye…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 138

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…thers; Awake! let us fly, the compeller is nigh. Strike ! let us die! ORPHEUS., Ve powers volcanic, Cyclopean forces, Workers Titanic, I know your courses. By fury and panic, By Dis and his horses, Come forth! I invoke ye, volcanoes, arise from your cavernous sources ! THE VOLCANOES. The Hepheestian hammer on the anvil of hell, In the hollows accurst, Falls for the knell Of the children of earth. By the strength of our fires, The fierce force of our sires, Let us roar, let us burst ! By the wrath of our birth, Up! and boil over in rivers of lav…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 174

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…le given me by Maitrananda Swami, mentally muttering “Aum Shivaya Vashi.” * Nothing particular occurred, though (were I not fixed in the know- ledge of the vanity of physiological tests) I should judge my weight had diminishedt The A’sana gave no pain till I moved. I had my eyes turned up to the third eye. Vivekananda says: “vibration of body” is the second stage of Pranayama. I get this, but put it down to weakness, Dharana on tip of nose for five minutes, Heard a voice saying: “And if you’re passing, won’t you?” Concentration on any organ see…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 174

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…le given me by Maitrananda Swami, mentally muttering “Aum Shivaya Vashi.” * Nothing particular occurred, though (were I not fixed in the know- ledge of the vanity of physiological tests) I should judge my weight had diminishedt The A’sana gave no pain till I moved. I had my eyes turned up to the third eye. Vivekananda says: “vibration of body” is the second stage of Pranayama. I get this, but put it down to weakness, Dharana on tip of nose for five minutes, Heard a voice saying: “And if you’re passing, won’t you?” Concentration on any organ see…

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