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1901 · PDF PAGE 58

The Mother’s Tragedy

… the leprosy of her own soul, And drove me forth to compass my disgrace With infamies ineffable. PACHAD. I know; I shall avenge. The old gods come again. THE LEPER. Nay! I have lived through all these barren years, Discrowned, diseased, abominable, cast out, And meditating on the event of life, And that initiated Hope that we, Royal, inherit, of the final life, Nor newer incarnation, and possessed Of strange powers, who have moved about this court Loathed, and unrecognised, and shunned, have thought That the old bondage was as terrible As thine…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 26

The Scented Garden

18 Introduction I love when I love my God ; and yet in this love I find light ; an inner voice, a perfume, a savour, an embrace of a kind which does not leave the inmost of myself. There in the depths of the soul glows something which is not in space : there a word is heard which has no syllables : thence there breathes a perfume which no breezes waft away : there food is always savoured and never eaten : there are embraces which never ask to end...” 3. The few who still suppose that Omar Khayyam was a libertine should read the exposition of Bo…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 98

The Winged Beetle

88 BATHYLLUS Comest thou not, O my master, My God, my desirable one ? Each breath is a death, a disaster, Till thou art arisen, O sun ! Why should I wait in the wild, Who am thine, as a dove undefiled In the arms of an ivory child ? My body is oiled and anointed With dews of Thessalian bud ; My nails are all polished and pointed And gilded, wherethrough is the blood Like to a roseate stream In the hills of the west set agleam That flows in its channel of cream. Let us drink, O my Lord, let us fill us With purple Falernian wine ! Thy lips on the…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 152

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

… of Water. The Angle of V of V. The Queen of the Thrones of Water] THE OPENING OF THE TEMPLE IN THE GRADE OF 10:10D GIVE the Sign of the God SET fighting. Purify with Fire and Water, and announce “The Temple is cleansed." [Knock] Let us adore the Lord and King of Earth ! Adonai ha Aretz, Adonai Melekh, unto Thee be the King4 dom, the Sceptre, and the Splendour: Malkuth, Geburah, Gedulah, The Rose of Sharon and the Lily of the Valley, Amen 1 [Sprinkle Salt before Earth tablet] Let the Earth adore Adonai 1 [Make the Invoking Hexagram of Saturn] [M…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 152

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

… of Water. The Angle of V of V. The Queen of the Thrones of Water] THE OPENING OF THE TEMPLE IN THE GRADE OF 10:10D GIVE the Sign of the God SET fighting. Purify with Fire and Water, and announce “The Temple is cleansed." [Knock] Let us adore the Lord and King of Earth ! Adonai ha Aretz, Adonai Melekh, unto Thee be the King4 dom, the Sceptre, and the Splendour: Malkuth, Geburah, Gedulah, The Rose of Sharon and the Lily of the Valley, Amen 1 [Sprinkle Salt before Earth tablet] Let the Earth adore Adonai 1 [Make the Invoking Hexagram of Saturn] [M…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 202

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…ed lies of sense. Yet, when I sought the stars to espy And ree the runes of destiny, Mine eyes their wonted office failed, So diligently God had veiled Me from myself! I could not hear The drone and rustle of the weir. No help in that world or in this! I was alone in the abyss. No Whence! no Whither! and no Why! Not even Who evokes reply. No vision and no voice repay

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1926 · PDF PAGE 34

Liber Al vel Legis

61. There is an end of the word of the God enthroned in Ra’s seat, lightening the girders of the soul. 62. To Me do ye reverence; to me come ye through tribulation of ordeal, which is bliss. 63. The fool readeth this Book of the Law, and its comment; and he understandeth it not. 64. Let him come through the first ordeal and it will be to him as silver. 65. Through the second gold. 66. Through the third, stones of precious water. 67. Through the fourth, ultimate sparks of the intimate fire. 68. Yet to all it shall seem beautiful. Its enemies who s…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 32

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…; And the storm of love is on thee—ah ! shall it touch thy soul? Nay, O my mother, in eternal calm thy virginal depths lie. The peace of God, that passeth understanding, that am [! Even I, perceiving deeply beneath the eyes of flame The soul that, kindling, is not kindled: I have known thy Name. Awake, O soaring billows! Lighten the raging dome, Wrap the wide horizon in a single cloak of flaming foam, Leap in your fury! Beat upon the shores unseen! Devour your food, The broken cliff, the crumbled bank, the bar. I know the mood. Even so I see th…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 27

Jephthah

…th famine and with pestilence, at last To reach a barren vengeance, and perchance An hundred of your thousands to return Victors—so best God speed us—and for worst Death round our cities horrible and vast, And rape and murder mocking at our ghosts ? A SOLDIER. Better they taunt our ghosts than us for cowards! Live through or die, I will have my sword speak plain

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1899 · PDF PAGE 60

Tale of Archais

…s, and to see The ancient altars with new incense smoke : We are supreme to watch the universe Waiting to crash together at the curse Of God let drop upon it like the light, In one sharp agony of glory, spent Through the thick misty æther, when the night Slips her loose robe from sea and continent. Calm, and suspiring thinner air then these, We are alone to linger at our ease

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1905 · PDF PAGE 116

Orpheus

It thinks not, knows not, acts not, nor appeals, But hangs, remembers : it abides and feels As if God’s vulture clung to it amain, And furies fixed with fiery darts and wheels Their horror, thought-exceeding, manifold, Vertiginous within me—and the cold Of Styx splashed on me, making me immortal, Invulnerable in its bitter mould; Leaving its own ice, penetrating streams, Grim streaks, and dismal drops, abysmal beams Thrown from the gulphthorough the placeand portal, Each drop o’erladen with a curse that steams Unnatural in the coldness: let me …

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1912 · PDF PAGE 20

Mortadello

2 MORTADELLO The history of the world, ay ! and of God that made it— All lies close coiled and curled in a babe’s brain. LORENZO. Obeyed it His law when you discourse so airily thereon ? I think you make the source of all things—the Sorbonne ! ALESSANDRO. Well, the three years we spent were worth a score at home. LORENZO. I am glad enough we went ; but all roads lead to Rome. ALESSANDRO. All yours to sentiment ! Well, here we are at home. And nobody has blabbed the news your fervour feared. Which of our friends are stabbed, how long the Doge’s …

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1912 · PDF PAGE 24

Mortadello

…o’s trusted—the trusted of the Three. ALESSANDRO. Well, I am freedom’s friend : my sword is idle long. When I am wanted, send. LUCREZIA. God keep your purpose strong. But what a blistering night ! ZELINA. I stifle. LORENZO. Is there wind, Should we row seaward ? LUCREZIA. Light. ALESSANDRO. We’ll try it. Can you find A gondola ? LUCREZIA. There’s one in the shadow. ALESSANDRO. Gondolier !

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1912 · PDF PAGE 375

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…727 728 [Vide K.D. L.C.K. p. 506] mown apag=3 JY S729 [Vide K.D. L.C.K. p. 505] jow yp 73° 731 732 7733 The white head: a >) Nw title of GOD most High 734 To bring forth sbnw 735 Tiphareth, 42-fold Name AY¥72 in Yetzirah

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1912 · PDF PAGE 375

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…727 728 [Vide K.D. L.C.K. p. 506] mown apag=3 JY S729 [Vide K.D. L.C.K. p. 505] jow yp 73° 731 732 7733 The white head: a >) Nw title of GOD most High 734 To bring forth sbnw 735 Tiphareth, 42-fold Name AY¥72 in Yetzirah

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1899 · PDF PAGE 8

An Appeal to the American Republic

…iance all the earth Forgets her day of dearth, In her new birth forgets, and maddens into mirth. The stars swing censers of pale gold to God, Whose incense is the love-song of the free ; Angels with mercy and with beauty shod Move in the mazes of an Eden, trod Not by the seemly spirits of the sea, But by brave men built wholly of desire And freedom’s mystic fire, To clothe its habitants with glorious attire. 6

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1899 · PDF PAGE 21

Tale of Archais

…e silence of the lawn Came Charicles, the darling of the dawn, Slowly, and to his steps took little heed ; He came towards the pool, his god-wrought reed Shrilling dim visions of things glorious, And saw the maiden, that disported thus, And worshipped. Then in doubt he stood, grown white And wonderful, with passion’s perfect might Firing his veins and tingling in his brain, He stood and whitened, and waxed red again. His oat unheeded glanced beneath the wave, His eyes grew bright and burning, his lips clave— A sudden cry broke from him ; from t…

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1902 · PDF PAGE 29

Tannhäuser

Oh God, Thy blinding beauty, and the hght Shed from Thy shoulders, and the golden night Of mingling fire and stars and roses swart In the long flame of hair that leaps athwart, Live in each tingling gossamer ! Dread eyes ! Each flings its arrow of sharp sacrifice. Eating me up with poison ! I am hurled Far through the vaporous confines of the world With agony of sundering sense, beholding Thy mighty flower, blood-coloured death, unfolding ! Lithe limbs and supple shoulders and lips curled, Curled out to draw me to their monstrous world ! Warm b…

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1902 · PDF PAGE 98

Tannhäuser

… been to me ? The swift high mind, the heart of gold and fire. The living purpose and the mystic life Of lonely seeking for the Grail of God ! I—call you husband ? When I said your name, It was to set the task impossible :— Had they but known it —just as one should say : " Bring down St Michael : let me marry him ! " They knew the angels were too pure ; but you, They guessed not how exalted were your hopes ; How utterly unselfish, pure, and true, Your great heart beat ! TannhAuser {with bitterness). I hardly knew, myself! {Aside.) Here is the v…

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1903 · PDF PAGE 12

Ahab and Other Poems

…t, Going & Water, ere He chil BOW from He Caft's forfabey gate, Zie mp Weak fprars: © trwemBling fire OF fear fallezfawd and fhiftyzewd! God! fo We (mote Hem in the morn! Thir mBening fins rolled Back anon, As if He wrmawd aeft uphory Roawd from uprwokd LeGanoy DoWy & tHe (ea, its BikoWs Gurked Qack, pafé He pillars of tHe World! AG, Hat Was life! S feel mp (Bord Zik, Bie, and (hudwer in mp Gand, Smik, drink, He (pirit of its Hrd €pulfing Hrougs the mfinie Brand! Mp chariot wd With Syrian Sood! Mp footmey Wading Hrougs th flood ! Ay! Gat Bas li…

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