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1954 · PDF PAGE 185

Magick Without Tears

…. There is nothing I can do about it, materially. The sensible course of action is to draw in my horns, live on the minimum necessary to life, which involves cutting the day's work down to almost nothing, and hope for the best, expecting the worst. But there is a Magical mode of procedure. You say to 152

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1961 · PDF PAGE 55

Liber Aleph

… and the Beauty and Harmony of Things, and Gold in the Kingdom of the Metals, and the Sun among the Planets, in the Midst of the Tree of Life. For the Centre is the Point of Balance of all Vectors. So then if thy wilt live wisely, learn that thou must establish this Relation of Balance with every Thing soever, not omitting one. For there is nothing so alien from thy Nature that it may not be brought into harmonious Relation therewith; and thy Stature of Manhood waxeth great even as thou comest to the Perfection of this Art. And there is nothing…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 19

Handbook of Geomancy

A HANDBOOK OF GEOMANCY Law. e ee Rw. J. (Rw. J. (RW. J. (RW. J. fRwe J. fRaw. J RaW. J. [RAW J Fortuna Minor | * . wy ve Life, &c. 1| Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Med. | Good | Med. Money, &c, 2] Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Evil | Good | Med. Rank, &c, Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Med. | Good | Evil 3 Property 4| Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil | Med. | Evil | Med. 5 6 Wife, &c. Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Med. | Evil Med. Sex of Child 5 5 5 Son Dau. | Son Dau. Dau. Sickness 7 | Health} Death | Health| Health| Asc. | Health| …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 140

John St. John

…s as in Art, there is always so much more possible that one can never be satisfied Much less, then, satiatedl . Having gone back into the life of the world—yet a world transfiguredI—I did all my little work, my little amusements, all the things that one does, very quietly and beatifically. About 10.30 the rapture began to carry me away; yet I withstood it and went on with my game of Billiards, for politeness’ sake. And even there in the Café du Dome was the glory within me, and I therein; 50 that every time that I failed at a stroke and stood up a…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 231

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

… out spurt the brains. The universe revolves, then cracks, Then roars in dissolution due; And I am counting up the gains And losses of a life afire With dust of thought and dulled desire. 53

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1911 · PDF PAGE 231

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

… out spurt the brains. The universe revolves, then cracks, Then roars in dissolution due; And I am counting up the gains And losses of a life afire With dust of thought and dulled desire. 53

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1919 · PDF PAGE 236

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

… Order and their grade in it. 64. If the Brother so desire, the entire amount of the fees and subscriptions which he has paid during his life will be handed over by the Order to his heirs and legatees. The Order thus affords an absolute system of insurance in addi- tion to its other benefits. NINTH HOUSE 65. The Order teaches the only perfect and satisfactory system of philosophy, religion, and science, leading its mem- bers step by step to knowledge and power hardly even dreamed of by the profane. 66. Brethren of the Order who take long journe…

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1928 · PDF PAGE 145

Little Poems in Prose

…that I sometimes aspire as if to an unknown happiness, to a certain fourth de- gree, whose stigma should be perfect calm; but, during my life, except at the age of Chérubin, I have been more sensitive than anyone else in the world to the enervating foolishness, the irritating mediocrity of women. What I love above all in animals is their frank- ness; judge them, what I must have suffered with my last mistress. “She was a prince’s bastard. Beautiful, it goes without saying; without that, why should I have taken her? But she spoilt that great qua…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 33

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…ained ones bound to me without escape ! Oh, doom of God! Oh, brand how worse than Cain’s ! Divided being, undivided pains ! What is this life 2 No inch throughout all time.) ness Too weak and hateful to be called distress? Slow memory working backward only knows There was some horror grown to it for kin; Some final leprous growth that took my brain, Weaving a labyrinth of dullest pain From the sweet scarlet thread I thought was sin. I cannot sin! Alas, one sin were sweet ! But sin is living—and we cannot meet ! (To call it life that grows This …

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1914 · PDF PAGE 23

Chicago May

…ice Us who were forced—we, Laylah now and then To bathe our bodies in the vats of vice? Why is our heaven so critical a point ? Why does life tremble on so tense a string? Why should so rare an oil as ours anoint ‘The brazen brows of a usurping king? Is it not in our right that you and 1, No more you and I, should be some third thing, given Not by the Gods, nor chance, nor Destiny, But—by what That that is beyond hell and heaven ? Lost, lost, for ever lost we are; I know No word to answer the eternal Why, No spell that may subdue the eternal wo…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 368

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

THE EQUINOX tionally dangerous, but this is a mystical truth concerning the inner life. The Adept is anything but a “creeping Jesus.” 15. Self-gratulation, O Disciple, is like unto a lofty tower, up which a haughty fool has climbed. Thereon he sits in prideful solitude and unperceived by any but himself. Develops this: but, this treatise being for beginners as well as for the more advariced, a sensible commonplace rea- son is given for avoiding pride, in that it defeats its own object. 16. False learning is rejected by the Wise, and scattered t…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 101

Ambergris

92 AMBERGRIS All the concentred music that is I. O ! hear me not ! I die ; I am borne away in misery of dumb life That would in words flash forth the holiest heaven That to the immortal God of Gods is given, And, tongue-tied, stammers forth—my wife ! 4. I am dumb with rapture of thy loveliness. All metres match and mingle ; all words tire ; All lights, all sounds, all perfumes, all gold stress Of the honey-palate, all soft strokes expire In abject agony of broken sense To hymn the emotion tense Of somewhat higher—O ! how highest !—than all Thei…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 300

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…f the down-rushing Sword ! Crown Her, O crown Her with Love for maiden and mother and wife! Hail unto Isis! Hail! For She is the Lady of Life! Isis crowned ! CANCER. In vain thou invokest our Lady of the Moon! TAURUS. Bear the Cup of Libation ! CANCER- 333'333'333- PAN. Must every star that saves the night Gleam fearfully afar, Give no man love, but only light, Or cease to be a star? Nay, there’s no man since time began Through the ages until now, But won the goal of his set soul, A star upon his brow! Oh ! though no star serene as thou Shine i…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 300

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…f the down-rushing Sword ! Crown Her, O crown Her with Love for maiden and mother and wife! Hail unto Isis! Hail! For She is the Lady of Life! Isis crowned ! CANCER. In vain thou invokest our Lady of the Moon! TAURUS. Bear the Cup of Libation ! CANCER- 333'333'333- PAN. Must every star that saves the night Gleam fearfully afar, Give no man love, but only light, Or cease to be a star? Nay, there’s no man since time began Through the ages until now, But won the goal of his set soul, A star upon his brow! Oh ! though no star serene as thou Shine i…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 57

Mortadello

…ces are servants of the Lord, His holiness the sceptre, His majesty the sword. To you, my children, falls a task of wondrous weight : To life’s own fardel add the burden of the State. I have known you from your youth ; you are worthy both to bear.

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1954 · PDF PAGE 161

Magick Without Tears

…given in The Book of the Law. Still, for the purpose of these letters, I should like to put the whole matter in a nutshell . The Tree of Life, as usual, affords a convenient means of classification. 1. To the physical side of it physiological laws apply. "Don't monkey with the buzz-saw!" as John Wesley might have put it, though I doubt whether he did. 2. The 'moral' side. As in the case of the voltage of a 128

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1961 · PDF PAGE 204

Liber Aleph

…. For by Death is Man released only from the Gross Body, at the first, and is complete otherwise upon the Astral Plane, as he was in his Life. But this Wholeness suffereth Stress, and its Girders are loosened, the weaker first and after that the stronger. t

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1907 · PDF PAGE 274

The Star in the West

…is journey all but attains Nirvana . In many other poems do we find this idea of Nir vana . In “ Why Jesus Wept ” we have : Thy flower - life is shed Into eternity , A waveless lake .2 Which reminds us of Sir Edwin Arnold's : OM , MANI PADME , OM ! The Dewdrop slips Into the shining Sea ! Again , in “ The Farewell of Paracelsus to Aprile " : My whole new self as in a golden net Of transcendental love one fiery tether , Dissolving all my woe into one sea of weather.3 Or , Those souls that cast their trammels off , and spring On eager wing , Imma…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 163

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

A HANDBOOK OF GEOMANCY Law. e ee Rw. J. (Rw. J. (RW. J. (RW. J. fRwe J. fRaw. J RaW. J. [RAW J Fortuna Minor | * . wy ve Life, &c. 1| Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Med. | Good | Med. Money, &c, 2] Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Evil | Good | Med. Rank, &c, Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Med. | Good | Evil 3 Property 4| Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil | Med. | Evil | Med. 5 6 Wife, &c. Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Med. | Evil Med. Sex of Child 5 5 5 Son Dau. | Son Dau. Dau. Sickness 7 | Health} Death | Health| Health| Asc. | Health| …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 163

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

A HANDBOOK OF GEOMANCY Law. e ee Rw. J. (Rw. J. (RW. J. (RW. J. fRwe J. fRaw. J RaW. J. [RAW J Fortuna Minor | * . wy ve Life, &c. 1| Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Med. | Good | Med. Money, &c, 2] Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Evil | Good | Med. Rank, &c, Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Med. | Good | Evil 3 Property 4| Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil | Med. | Evil | Med. 5 6 Wife, &c. Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Med. | Evil Med. Sex of Child 5 5 5 Son Dau. | Son Dau. Dau. Sickness 7 | Health} Death | Health| Health| Asc. | Health| …

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