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1929 · PDF PAGE 252

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…ay the entire rear section of Farmer McNab's prize ram. {418} We rushed forward, cheering frantically. Gillies had to be first in at the death; the supply of oats with which he had induced our latest purchase to feed in that spot all the morning without moving, might, if observed, have detracted from the uncanny glory of that romantic scene. But next day at dinner, when we ate that haggis, the general hilarity passed unchallenged. The atmosphere had become wholly Homeric; there was no reason why the wildest glee should seem out of place. Tartar…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 285

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…e intense vividness of the phenomenon gives us a further argu- ment in favour of its permanence. Scept. But that it should persist after death is a question which we should leave physiology to answer, as much as the obvious question whether sight and taste persist. And the answer is unhesitatingly ‘* No.” Afyst. Yet the mystic may still reply that the association of consciousness with matter is as incredible as the contrary conception. Cause and effect, he will say, are if anything less likely (@ prtorz) than concomitance or casuality. Even occ…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 482

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

… finally in January 1922 e.v. in the interval Eckenstein had died. I prefer to leave the passages which relate to him as they stand. His death adds grief to my thoughts of him; nothing can add to the love I have always had for him, or the honour in which I have always held him. protested that he did not know it himself. It didn't matter much then; it doesn't matter at all now. But I want to recall to Eckenstein that I stood pat! I did not ask him to vindicate himself. I do not empanel a jury of jackals to try a lion. I do not believe that Ecken…

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1944 · PDF PAGE 102

The Book of Thoth

…It gives the definite formula for the attainment of truth. “I give unimaginable joys on earth: certainty, not faith, while in life, upon death; peace unutterable, rest, ecstasy; nor do I demand aught in sacrifice.” “But to love me is better than all things: if under the night‐stars in the desert thou presently burnest mine incense before me, invoking me with a pure heart, and the Serpent flame therein, thou shalt come a little to lie in my bosom. For one kiss wilt thou then be will‐ ing to give all; but whoso gives one particle of dust shall lo…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 309

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…to sing, and makes his readers feel that impulse.”—Zhe Morning Post. “There is a certain grim power in some of the imaginings concerning death, as ‘The Dream? and ‘The Recall,’ and any reader with a liking for verse of an unconventional character will find several pieces after his taste.” —The Daily Telegraph. “Here is a poet of promise.”—Zvhe Daily Chronicle. “Tt is not often that energy and poetic feeling are united so happily as in this little book.” —The Morning Leader. “There is promise and some fine lines in these verses.”—The Times. To b…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 309

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…to sing, and makes his readers feel that impulse.”—Zhe Morning Post. “There is a certain grim power in some of the imaginings concerning death, as ‘The Dream? and ‘The Recall,’ and any reader with a liking for verse of an unconventional character will find several pieces after his taste.” —The Daily Telegraph. “Here is a poet of promise.”—Zvhe Daily Chronicle. “Tt is not often that energy and poetic feeling are united so happily as in this little book.” —The Morning Leader. “There is promise and some fine lines in these verses.”—The Times. To b…

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1944 · PDF PAGE 16

The Book of Thoth

…en to her, asking for more ad‐ vanced knowledge, elicited a reply from one of her colleagues. This letter informed Dr. West‐ cott of her death, adding that the writer and his associates had never approved of Frl. Sprengel’s action in authorising any form of group working, but, in view of the great reverence and esteem in which she was held, had refrained from open opposition. He went on to say that

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1944 · PDF PAGE 116

The Book of Thoth

…, is Restriction, which is the Word of Sin. Indeed, there is truth in the Hebrew fable, that the knowledge of Good and Evil brings forth Death. To regain Innocence is to regain Eden. We must learn to live without the murderous consciousness that every breath we draw swells the sails which bear our frail vessels to the Port of the Grave. We must cast out Fear by Love; seeing that every Act is an Orgasm, their to‐ tal issue cannot be but Birth. Also, Love is the law: thus every act must be Righteousness and Truth. By certain Meditations this may …

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1906 · PDF PAGE 251

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…sire here to include such a phenomenon as the tendency of two molecules of hydrogen and chlorine to combine under certain conditions. If death be painful to me, it is presumably so to a molecule ; if we represent one opera- tion as pleasant, the converse is presumably painful. Though I am not conscious of the individual pain of the countless deaths in- volved in this my act of writing, it may be there. And what I call ‘‘ fatigue” may be the echo in my central consciousness of the 1 See Prof. Rhys Davids on the ‘Jataka.””

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1929 · PDF PAGE 133

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…e in the face without a blush; an atheism with good manners. There broods the old wise man, he who has conquered life without the aid of death, who may survive these strenuous youths and even the worn barren widow mumbling meaningless memories in her toothless mouth.

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1944 · PDF PAGE 94

The Book of Thoth

…co‐operation of air, which is itself alchemically the result of the Marriage of Fire and Water. So also the formula of continued life is death, or putrefaction. Here it is symbolized by the caput mortuum on the cauldron, a raven perched upon a skull. In agricultural terms, this is the fallow earth. There is a particular interpretation of this card which is only to be understood by Initi‐ ates of the Ninth Degree of the O.T.O.; for it contains a practical magical formula of such im‐ portance as to make it impossible to communicate it openly. Ris…

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1944 · PDF PAGE 182

The Book of Thoth

…f Sagittarius; it brings out all the worst in Sagittarius. See the Archer, not shooting forth benign rays, but dealing the sharp rain of death! The Wand has conquered; it has done its work; it has done its work too well; it did not know when to stop; Government has become Tyranny. One thinks of the Hydra when one reflects that King Charles was beheaded in White hall! The Ten of Cups is called Satiety. its attribution is Mars in Pisces. The watery sign has sunk into a stagnant dream, but in it broods and breeds the violent quality of Mars, to pu…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 6

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…academic training, and that her powerful natural instincts were suppressed by religion to the point that she became, after her husband's death, a brainless bigot of the most narrow, logical and inhuman type. Yet there was always a struggle; she was really distressed, almost daily, at finding herself obliged by her religion to perform acts of the most senseless atrocity. Her firstborn son, the aforesaid, was remarkable from the moment of his arrival. He bore on his body the three most important distinguishing marks of a Buddha. He was tongue-tie…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 316

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…e King": Baffled again and again, the fall with his horse supplied the one factor missing in his calculations. He had repeatedly escaped death in matters almost miraculous. "Then I am some use after all!" was his conclusion. "I am indeed SENT to do something." For whom? For the universe; no partial good could possibly satisfy his equation. I am, then, the "Chosen Priest and Apostle of Infinite Space". Very good: and what is the message? What shall I teach men? And like lightning from heaven fell upon him these words: "THE KNOWLEDGE AND CONVERSA…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 212

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…e words true love might mean. True love with black inchauntments filled, ....Its hellish rout of shrieks and groans, Its vials of poison death-distilled, ....Its rattling chains and skeletons. I made comparatively few notes of this period --- November 1902 to April 1903. It seems rather strange that I should have been able to get such an epitome of life into so short a period; at least I reached old age. I went back to Boleskine almost as a ghost might retire to his tomb at cock-crow. In May I wrote a very clear r‚sum‚ of my progress. It will b…

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1944 · PDF PAGE 52

The Book of Thoth

…e symbol of the Fish has been chosen to represent the Redeemer or Phallus, the god through whose virtue man passes through the waters of death. The common name for this god, in southern Italy to‐day, and elsewhere, is Ii pesce. So, also, his female counterpart, Kteis, is rep‐ resented by the Vesica Piscis, the bladder of the fish, and this shape is continually exhibited in many church windows and in the episcopal ring.1 In the mythology of Yucatan it was the “old ones covered with feathers that came up out of the sea”. Some have seen in this tr…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 80

The Sword of Song

…, dim as a pallid ghost that fleets down the long avenues of deodar and moonlight, stole in her brain; and her song was ever of love and death and music from beyond. “And one day as she sang thus the deep truth stole into being and she knew the Noble Truths. So she turned her flute to the new song, when—horror !—there was a mosquito in the flute. ‘Tootle ! Tootle !’ she began. ‘Buzz! Buzz!’ went the mosquito from the very vitals of her delicate tube. “Indra was not unprovided with a disc.1 Alas ! Jehjaour, art thou already in the toils ? She ha…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 179

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

… this river on the way back, though the water was barely kneedeep, he was swept away at once, and would have been drowned or battered to death in a few seconds if he had not been promptly pulled back by the rope which he had prudently put on. As it was, he received two violent blows from stones, one of which nearly snapped his thigh and the other his spine. On looking at the photographs of this stream, it seems positively ridiculous to associate the slightest danger with crossing them. The following day we went on to Paiyu, a dreary march of so…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 44

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…weak? Was my kiss the first offender ...Pressed upon thy blushing cheek? Heaven at your accurst creation ...Shall become a hell of fire: Death for kisses, and damnation ...For your love, shall God require! What is worthy of note is what I may call the Laus veneris point of view; which symbolizes my revolt and required many years to wear out. It seems as if I clung to the idea of the wickedness of love and the belief that it entailed divine retribution, partly perhaps because of my tendency to masochism, but consciously, at least, as adding actu…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 161

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…It is, however, understood that Dr. Blodig's status as an amateur shall be rigidly respected.) 2. This agreement only to be cancelled by death, serious illness or vital affairs of one of the parties. 3. O.E. agrees to take all responsibility of preparing the expedition in England, to have authority to accept a third or fourth member of the party, should such a one be willing to pay his full share of the expenses, and he shall be responsible for the safe arrival of the party and baggage in place and date provided by him. 4. On accomplishment of …

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