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1911 · PDF PAGE 28

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…l I take unto me, even I will take you unto me. 20. I ask you to sacrifice nothing at mine altar; I am the God who giveth all. 21. Light, Life, Love; Force, Fantasy, Fire; these do I bring you : mine hands are full of these. 22. There is joy in the setting—out; there is joy in the journey; there is joy in the goal. 23. Only if ye are sorrowful, or weary, or angry, or dis— comforted; then ye may know that ye have lost the golden thread, the thread wherewith I guide you to the heart of the groves of Eleusis. zo

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1911 · PDF PAGE 78

The Vision and the Voice

…hereof shineth even unto the earth, and bringeth hope and help to them that dwell in the darkness of thought, and drink of the poison of life. Fifty are the gates of understanding, and one hundred and six are the seasons thereof. And the name of every season is Death. During all this speech, the figure of the Angel has dwindled and flickered, and now it is gone out. And I come back in the body, rushing like a flame in a great wind. And the shew-stone has become warm, and in it is its own light. Bou-SAaDa. December 3, 1909. 9.50-11.15 p.m. Tue C…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 98

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…Nasty filth about free love or something, isn’t it?) Theodore Bugg was not a sensitive man; excess of intuitive sympathy had not made his life a hell; but he felt that his domestic relations were strained. Especially since “that Mrs. Grahame“ had evinced a liking for Gertrude. Her husband‘s colonelcy was the gilding of the pill; but the pill was a bitter one, for Mrs. Grahame went motoring and even golfing on Sunday instead of going to Church, and once or twice had taken Gertrude with her, to the scandal of the neighbourhood. Colonel Grahame, to…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 98

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…Nasty filth about free love or something, isn’t it?) Theodore Bugg was not a sensitive man; excess of intuitive sympathy had not made his life a hell; but he felt that his domestic relations were strained. Especially since “that Mrs. Grahame“ had evinced a liking for Gertrude. Her husband‘s colonelcy was the gilding of the pill; but the pill was a bitter one, for Mrs. Grahame went motoring and even golfing on Sunday instead of going to Church, and once or twice had taken Gertrude with her, to the scandal of the neighbourhood. Colonel Grahame, to…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 363

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

THE KEY OF THE MYSTERIES itself, and the reward of virtue; force of resignation, belief of obedience, joy of sorrow, life of death, hail! Salutation and glory to thee! If intelligence is a lamp, thou art its flame; ifit is right, thou art duty; if it is nobility, thou art happiness. Love, full of pride and modesty in thy mysteries, divine love, hidden love, love insensate and sublime, Titan who takest Heaven in both hands, and forcest it to earth, final and ineffable secret of Christian widowhood, love eternal, love infinite, ideal which would …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 363

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

THE KEY OF THE MYSTERIES itself, and the reward of virtue; force of resignation, belief of obedience, joy of sorrow, life of death, hail! Salutation and glory to thee! If intelligence is a lamp, thou art its flame; ifit is right, thou art duty; if it is nobility, thou art happiness. Love, full of pride and modesty in thy mysteries, divine love, hidden love, love insensate and sublime, Titan who takest Heaven in both hands, and forcest it to earth, final and ineffable secret of Christian widowhood, love eternal, love infinite, ideal which would …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 62

Moonchild

…n led the way to a cell cunningly hidden in the wall. There they took seats. Lisa la Giuffria recognized that the critical moment of her life was come upon her. [90]

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1954 · PDF PAGE 263

Magick Without Tears

…ontaneous for you to run round the circle in perfectly frictionless ease; for otherwise your mind will be forever pestering you all your life, and even your conscience reproaching you; they will say, "But you have never got a definite answer to any single one of your original questions." We are all-most of us, anyhow-born with this hankering after the definite; it is our weakness that yearns for repose. We do not see that this is death; if any of these answers could be cut off short and neatly trimmed with paper frills like a ham, it would no l…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 324

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…eed probably took pains to avoid doing so as a rebuke to self-importance, it remains as vivid and distinct as almost anything else in my life. I can see the pass, I can almost taste the tobacco: I can see his shy honest weather-beaten old face and hear his timid loyal accents. In the background the coolies, singing and talking, pass over the misty slopes; yet I cannot remember where the place was or even whether it happened on the first or second Himalayan expedition1. I continued the Invocation of the Augoeides, with occasional additions and p…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 177

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…e! Go on, do !” My wandering thoughts you well recall ! I focus logic’s perfect prism : Lo! the informing syllogism ! The premiss major. Life at best Is but a sorry sort of jest ; At worst, a play of fiends uncouth, Mocking the soul foredoomed to pain. In any case, its run must range Through countless miseries of change. So far, no farther, gentle youth ! The mind can see. So much, no more. So runs the premiss major plain ; Identical, the Noble truth First of the Buddha’s Noble Four ! The premiss minor. I deplore These limitations of the mind. …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 122

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…plane, as it tries to swing round; also to change its rate. + In these records “M” means morning and “ E” evening. } The Egyptian Key of Life. See Diagram 61. § Lamp of the Invisible Light. || In the mind. {1 The visualized form of the goddess Isis. ** That is to say she kept on moving out of the line of mental sight. tt See Diagram 80. A scarlet rose on a gold cross. tf At this point P. made the following resolve: “I resolve to increase my powers very greatly by the aid of the Most High, until I can meditate for twenty-four hours on one object…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 122

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…plane, as it tries to swing round; also to change its rate. + In these records “M” means morning and “ E” evening. } The Egyptian Key of Life. See Diagram 61. § Lamp of the Invisible Light. || In the mind. {1 The visualized form of the goddess Isis. ** That is to say she kept on moving out of the line of mental sight. tt See Diagram 80. A scarlet rose on a gold cross. tf At this point P. made the following resolve: “I resolve to increase my powers very greatly by the aid of the Most High, until I can meditate for twenty-four hours on one object…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 142

The Scented Garden

…ed, they would not equal the joy of even the first rubbings of the member against its orifice. The desire of the fanatic is to cast away life at the feet of Heaven ; but for thy podex heaven and life2 together might be thrown away ; and all per- fections of Allah are nor worth one perfection of thy podex. He therefore who would attain to merge his member therein offers nothing, but on the contrary employs to the best advantage whatever he hath, though in the Pursuit he forgetteth that he hath it, not valuing it. To him who so acts the Attainmen…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 325

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…e alone, or almost alone, from the enormous ruin of mankind—devoured by a jealous God? Thou art impious, and a hypocrite. Dost thou turn life into an orgie, and hope for the slumber of nothingness? Thou art sick, and insensate. Art thou ready to suffer as others and for others, and hope for the salvation of all? Thou art a wise and just man. To hope is to fear not. To be afraid of God, what blasphemy! 27

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1913 · PDF PAGE 325

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…e alone, or almost alone, from the enormous ruin of mankind—devoured by a jealous God? Thou art impious, and a hypocrite. Dost thou turn life into an orgie, and hope for the slumber of nothingness? Thou art sick, and insensate. Art thou ready to suffer as others and for others, and hope for the salvation of all? Thou art a wise and just man. To hope is to fear not. To be afraid of God, what blasphemy! 27

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1922 · PDF PAGE 234

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…ings. So these spiritual events are recorded in a higher kind of mind of which we are not conscious until we get accustomed to spiritual life. So all I can put down is that we Ahad a complete success. The Devil, of course, needs a human interpreter if he is to communicate with this world, and so he took possession of Peter. He has been preparing Peter to represent him. He will make Peter pope, and I am to be in the Vatican disguised, to help him because he can’t do without me. , My own spiritual guide is named Keletiel. She is a wonderful being…

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1930 · PDF PAGE 60

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 4)

… the lance in her right handy wtth her left hand she ofjers the Paten. The PRIEST kneels.) The PRIEST. In my mouth be the essence of the life of the Sun. {He takes the Host zvith the right handy makes -f- with it on the Paten y and consumes it.) {Silence. ) {The PRIESTESS takeSy uncoverSy and offers the cupy as bejore. ) The PRIEST. In my mouth be the essence of the joy of the Earth. {He takes the Cupy makes on the PRIESTESS, drains ity and returns it.) {Silence. ) {He ris es y takes the lance and turns to the people.) The PRIEST. There is no p…

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1902 · PDF PAGE 16

Tannhäuser

… or bad, all alike hinder and help (and there is not one whose function is not thus double) the realisa- tion of his true unity with all life. This circumstance serves to explain, though perhaps not to excuse, the lack of dramatic action in the story. Love being throughout the symbol of his method, as Beauty of its object, it is through Love, refined into Pity, that he at last attains the Supreme Knowledge, or at least sufficient of it to put the last straw on the back of his corporeal camel, and bring the story to a fitting end. To pass to mor…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 34

The Sword of Song

… we erstwhile prized ; Should we perceive it disagree With the first-born necessity. I come to tell you why I shun The sight of men, the life and fun You know I can enjoy so well, The Nature that I love as none (I think) before me ever loved. You know I scorn the fear of Hell, By worship and all else unmoved 190 195 200 205 210 215 220 225 Our logical method. Clas- sical allusion, demonstrating erudition of poet. Whether or not spirit and matter are dis- tinct, let us in- vestigate the fundamental necessities of thought. Impermanence of the sou…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 24

The Soldier and the Hunchback ! and ?

… ask to see The distant path ; one step’s enough for me.” But (you will doubtless say) I pith your ? itself with another ?: Why question life at all? Why not remain “a clean-living Irish gentleman” content with his handicap, and contemptuous of card and pencil? Is not the Buddha’s goad “ Everything is sorrow” little better than a currish whine? What do I care for old age, disease, and death? I’m a man, and a Celt at that. I spit on your snivelling Hindu prince, emasculate with debauchery in the first place, and asceticism in the second. A weak,…

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