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1912 · PDF PAGE 57

Mortadello

… soul draws near to God [She goes out on the arm of THE ABBESS. MORTADELLO. My lords, I will have you all to know : I judged her ill. So man distrusts the saintly snow on winter’s hill, Fearing what suns of spring may send, destruction tear Through larch and pine to village, rend its roofs in air. This is God’s virgin, lords : I bid your hearts with mine Rise in thanksgiving. Love was hid in that cold shrine. And now I bid you welcome well the fairest bride That ever graced our citadel. Great Father, guide Our wedded steps through joys too grea…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 68

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…or they swell with my force. All before me. 30. My altar is of open brass work : burn thereon in silver or gold! 31. There cometh a rich man from the West who shall pour his gold upon thee. 32. From gold forge steel! 33. Be ready to fly or to smite! 34. But your holy place shall be untouched throughout the centuries: though with fire and sword it be burnt down & shattered, yet an invisible house there standeth, and shall stand until the fall of the Great Equinox; when Hrumachis shall arise and the double-wanded one assume my throne and place. A…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 68

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…or they swell with my force. All before me. 30. My altar is of open brass work : burn thereon in silver or gold! 31. There cometh a rich man from the West who shall pour his gold upon thee. 32. From gold forge steel! 33. Be ready to fly or to smite! 34. But your holy place shall be untouched throughout the centuries: though with fire and sword it be burnt down & shattered, yet an invisible house there standeth, and shall stand until the fall of the Great Equinox; when Hrumachis shall arise and the double-wanded one assume my throne and place. A…

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1928 · PDF PAGE 53

Little Poems in Prose

…y total for- getfulness of all terrestrial evil, I had arrived at no longer thinking so ridiculous those newspa- pers which pretend that man is naturally good; when, immedicable matter renewing its impor- tunities, I thought I would repair the ravages of fatigue and quench the appetite caused by so lengthy an ascent. I pulled out of my pocket a big chunk of bread, a leathern cup and a flask containing a certain elixir which chemists at that time were in the habit of selling to tour- ists, to be mingled, as opportunity arose with snow-water. I w…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 307

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…ce shall be obtained, and a new marriage contracted with Alice’s new lover. I forget the disposition of the children, whether it was odd man out, or the first Jack, who had to look after the business. But, three months later, the tragedy begins. The ‘worm’ is struck by the ap- palling thought that perhaps Alice’s new lover may not fall in so simply with the scheme. He manifests reluctance to pay the expenses of the divorce, arguing with some show of good sense that he does not see why he should pay for relieving another man of his rubbish. The …

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1906 · PDF PAGE 191

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…ake it plain.” NOTE TO INTRODUCTION 1 WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE. AN APPRECIATION. BY ALEISTER CROWLEY.* Ir isa lamentable circumstance that so many colossal brains (W. H. Mallock, &c.) have been hitherto thrown away in attacking what is after alla problem of mere academic interest, the authorship of the plays our fathers accepted as those of Shakespeare. Ta me it seems of immediate and vital importance to do for Shakespeare what Verrall has done so ably for Euripides. The third tabernacle must be filled ; Shaw and ‘‘ the Human" must have their Superh…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 231

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…ived under his admirable government a weaver named Suraj Ju? and his wife Chandi. And in the fulness of her time did she give birth to a man child, and they called him Perdu’ R Abu.4 Now the child grew, and the tears of the mother fell, and the wrath of the father waxed: for by no means would the boy strive in his trade of weaving. The loom went merrily, but to the rhythm of a mantra; and the silk slipped through his fingers, but as if one told his beads. Where- fore the work was marred, and the hearts of the parents were woe because of him. Bu…

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1901 · PDF PAGE 48

The Mother’s Tragedy

…ual to thy queen. For look ye to the burning south, and see The Sun grown amorous, and behold his fire Leap to my godhead. For without a man I single, I the mother, have conceived Of my own loins, and made me no less god Than all your gods! Ye people and ye priests, Behold the burden of my life, and fear, And know me Isis. Worship me, and praise The goodliest ruler of the world, the queen Of all the white immeasurable seas, And that vast river of our sowing-time, And of your Sun. Behold me made a god Of my own godhead, and adore the sun Of my q…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 228

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…it, Your power in the cause of the free! In the name of our God as I name it, ! . 1 Kruger, however, fulfilled his threat to | AMEN! I demand it of ye, drive the English into the sea. Only Jews and | Man’s freedom! Arise and proclaim it, Chinamen have survived the struggle; as the The song of the sea! fox in the contest between the lion and the bear, recorded by Aesop.—A. . Time will show whether Crowley’ S cynicism | S.S. PENNSYLVANIA, is justified, July 4, 1900. Your stripes are the stripes of dishonour; Your stars are cast down from the sky …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 47

The Star in the West

…ight by some be con sidered an admissible elision with the " and . ” But I myself should not pass it, though in the following I should : Many the spirits broken for one man ; Many the men that perish to create One God the more ; many the weary and wan5 In the last line of the succeeding verse the metre ( I should say) is not unimpeachable : 1 The Temple of the Holy Ghost , vol . i, p. 205. Ibid . vol . i, p. 209. : Mysteries : Lyrical and Dramatic , vol . i, p. 107. 4 Ibid . vol . i, p. 98. 5 The Temple of the Holy Ghost , vol . i, p. 210.

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1907 · PDF PAGE 274

The Star in the West

…ing the Noble Eightfold path . This intimate connection between sorrow and desire , as we have seen , is vividly described by Crowley in many of his poems . In “ The Nameless Quest ” we find the yearn ing “ For One beyond all song .” 1 In “ The Triumph of Man ” we again find the same idea crystallized , but in “ The Ultimate Voyage ,” the aspirant , on his spiritual journey towards the Supreme Knowledge , at one point on his journey all but attains Nirvana . In many other poems do we find this idea of Nir vana . In “ Why Jesus Wept ” we have : …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 48

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…build a little house expressly for the purpose; but at present there is on the horizon no cloud even so large as the littlest finger of aman! If only, therefore, I could reduce the necessary period to a few hours ! Moreover, I could persuade other people that mysticism was not all folly without insisting on their devoting a lifetime to studying under me; and if only I could convince a few competent observers—in such a matter I distrust even myself —Science would be bound to follow and to investigate, clear up the matter once for all, and, as I …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 48

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…build a little house expressly for the purpose; but at present there is on the horizon no cloud even so large as the littlest finger of aman! If only, therefore, I could reduce the necessary period to a few hours ! Moreover, I could persuade other people that mysticism was not all folly without insisting on their devoting a lifetime to studying under me; and if only I could convince a few competent observers—in such a matter I distrust even myself —Science would be bound to follow and to investigate, clear up the matter once for all, and, as I …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 200

The Winged Beetle

…er emotion and of its expression. DELHOMME. What is it ! Are you ill ! Have I—— EUPHEMIA. [Steady and straight before him.] I am another man’s—his—his mistress. There ! [He reels, catches a chair and saves himself. Her breast heaves ; swallowing a sob, she runs out of the room. DELHOMME. [Utterly dazed]. I—I—oh, my god ! My father ! My God ! I thought her—oh, I dare not say it— I will not think it. [On his knees, clutching at the chair.] My god, what shall I do ! She was my life, my hope, my flower, my star, my sun ! What shall I do ! Help me !…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 265

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…eserve ye ! [All ga oj" R., in consz‘ernaz‘z‘an. EEL. An‘ noo to wrastle wi’ the demon ! [Enter L., ΜΕΕΚ and DOSE. DOSE is an educati/ed man, well dressed] EEL. Gude—mornin’, meenisterl Gude—mornin’, doctor! MEEK [Very humble and quid]. Gude-mornin', Elderl DOSE. Morning, Elder] EEL. I wad hae twa wurrds wi’ ye, meenisterl ΜΕΕΚ. Ay! Ay! What is it, n00?

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1912 · PDF PAGE 265

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…eserve ye ! [All ga oj" R., in consz‘ernaz‘z‘an. EEL. An‘ noo to wrastle wi’ the demon ! [Enter L., ΜΕΕΚ and DOSE. DOSE is an educati/ed man, well dressed] EEL. Gude—mornin’, meenisterl Gude—mornin’, doctor! MEEK [Very humble and quid]. Gude-mornin', Elderl DOSE. Morning, Elder] EEL. I wad hae twa wurrds wi’ ye, meenisterl ΜΕΕΚ. Ay! Ay! What is it, n00?

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1913 · PDF PAGE 53

Book 4 (Part II)

…but those inhibiting centres in the brain which are, according to some psychologists, the mainspring of the mechanism by which civilized man has raised himself above the savage. So far it has been spoken, as it were, in the negative. Aaron's rod has become a serpent, and swallowed the serpents of the other Magicians; it is now necessary to turn it once more into a rod.^ ' As everyone knows, the word used in Exodus for a Rod of Almond is iprn n!:n.

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1961 · PDF PAGE 145

Liber Aleph

THE BOOK OF WISDOM OR FOLLY 133 Eg De Veritate quem Feminæ non dicere licet (Of Truth, which it is not Lawful tell to a Woman) Y Son, I charge thee, however thou beest provoked thereunto, tell not the Truth to any Woman. For this is that which is written, Cast not thy Pearls before Swine, lest they turn again and rend thee. Behold, in the Nature of Woman is no Truth, nor Apprehension of Truth, nor Possibility of Truth, only, if thou entrust this Jewel unto them, they forthwith use it to thy Loss and Destruction. But they are ware of thine own L…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 125

John St. John

… JOHN Let it! I’m going on. The first power to return is the power to suffer. The shame of itl The torture of it! I slept in patches as a man sleeps that is deadly ill. I am only afraid of failing to wake for the End of the day. God! what a day! . . . I dare not trust my will to keep me awake; so I rise, wash, and will walk about till time to get into my Asana. Thirst! Oh how I thirst! I had not thought that there could be such suffering. The Eleventh Day It seems a poor thing to be proud of, merely to be awake. Yet I was flushed with triumph as …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 11

The Soldier and the Hunchback ! and ?

THE SOLDIER AND THE HUNCHBACK Vv We are of course no happier when we examine the Many, separately or together. They converge and diverge, each fresh hill-top of knowledge disclosing a vast land unexplored ; each gain of power in our telescopes opening out new galaxies ; each improvement in our microscopes showing us life minuter and more incomprehensible. A mystery of the mighty spaces between molecules ; a mystery of the ether-cushions that fend off the stars from collision! A mystery of the fulness of things ; a mystery of the emptiness of th…

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