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1910 · PDF PAGE 277

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…l be beheld in heaven and earth when the veil of the corporeal drops off, and we know as we are known. Then from the muddy waters of our life, defiled by the centuries of degeneracy through which they have flowed, we shall ascend to the old-time original fount, and grow rapturous with its apocalyptic draught. I do not remember whether I have yet mentioned that in the hasheesh state an occasional awaking occurs, perhaps as often as twice in an hour (though I have no way of judging accurately, from the singular properties of the hasheesh time), w…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 277

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…l be beheld in heaven and earth when the veil of the corporeal drops off, and we know as we are known. Then from the muddy waters of our life, defiled by the centuries of degeneracy through which they have flowed, we shall ascend to the old-time original fount, and grow rapturous with its apocalyptic draught. I do not remember whether I have yet mentioned that in the hasheesh state an occasional awaking occurs, perhaps as often as twice in an hour (though I have no way of judging accurately, from the singular properties of the hasheesh time), w…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 265

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…art the chiefest of my chosen. LIBRA. Alas. VENUS. Yea, brother: in the end all turn to me, and all return to me. Isis am I, and from my life are fed All showers and suns, all moons that wax and wane; All stars and streams, the living and the dead, The mystery of pleasure and of pain. 87

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1911 · PDF PAGE 265

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…art the chiefest of my chosen. LIBRA. Alas. VENUS. Yea, brother: in the end all turn to me, and all return to me. Isis am I, and from my life are fed All showers and suns, all moons that wax and wane; All stars and streams, the living and the dead, The mystery of pleasure and of pain. 87

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1912 · PDF PAGE 137

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

… anxious. The incident of the afternoon— should she tell the Professor? Concealment was foreign to her nature ; for the first time in her life she hesitated, How would it affect their relations ? It would be better to think it over, to sleep on it. It never occurred to her for a moment that the Professor might already know. In the end she decided to say nothing; but so absorbed had been her tiny brain in its little problem that 95

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1912 · PDF PAGE 137

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

… anxious. The incident of the afternoon— should she tell the Professor? Concealment was foreign to her nature ; for the first time in her life she hesitated, How would it affect their relations ? It would be better to think it over, to sleep on it. It never occurred to her for a moment that the Professor might already know. In the end she decided to say nothing; but so absorbed had been her tiny brain in its little problem that 95

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1913 · PDF PAGE 445

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…e almost sure to deceive itself. Science is not incredulous. I believe, to begin with, in your own conviction, since you have accepted a life of privation and even of reproach, in order to stick to this unhappy belief. Show me then your miraculous hosts, and believe entirely in my respect for the objects of a sincere worship.” L2 147

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1913 · PDF PAGE 461

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…ed; the mount of Venus, or the part of the palm of the hand which corresponds to the thumb, was of a noteworthy development, the line of life was short and broken, there were crosses in the centre of the hand, and stars upon the mount of the moon. “ Reverend sir,” said Desbarrolles, “ if you had not a very solid religious education you would easily become a dangerous sectary, for you are led on the one hand toward the most exalted mysticism, and on the other to the most concentrated obstinacy combined with the greatest secretiveness that can M …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 445

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…e almost sure to deceive itself. Science is not incredulous. I believe, to begin with, in your own conviction, since you have accepted a life of privation and even of reproach, in order to stick to this unhappy belief. Show me then your miraculous hosts, and believe entirely in my respect for the objects of a sincere worship.” L2 147

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1913 · PDF PAGE 461

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…ed; the mount of Venus, or the part of the palm of the hand which corresponds to the thumb, was of a noteworthy development, the line of life was short and broken, there were crosses in the centre of the hand, and stars upon the mount of the moon. “ Reverend sir,” said Desbarrolles, “ if you had not a very solid religious education you would easily become a dangerous sectary, for you are led on the one hand toward the most exalted mysticism, and on the other to the most concentrated obstinacy combined with the greatest secretiveness that can M …

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1922 · PDF PAGE 36

Diary of a Drug Fiend

22 The Diary of a Drug Fiend “O Thou crimson vintage of life, that art poured into the jar of the grave! I adore Thee, Evoe! I adore Thee, I A O!” Lou reached the table, with its dirty, crazy cloth, at which we were sitting. She looked straight into my eyes, though I am sure she did not see me. “O Thou red cobra of desire, that art unhooded by the hands of girls! I adore Thee, Evoe! I adore Thee, I A O!” | She went back from us like a purple storm-cloud, sun-crested. torn from the breasts of the morning by some invisible lightning. “‘Q Thou bur…

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1944 · PDF PAGE 26

The Book of Thoth

…ite simple to prove by mathematics that it is impossible to hit a golf ball. Hitherto, the main theme of this essay has been the Tree of Life, in its essence the Se‐ phiroth. It is now proper to consider the relations of the Sephiroth with each other. (See dia‐ gram in Appendix B—Correspondences.) It will be noticed that twenty‐two lines are em‐ ployed to complete the structure of the Tree of Life. It will be explained in due course how it is that these correspond to the letters of the Hebrew alphabet. It will be remarked that in some respects …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 131

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…ove, by what sweet name 1 quicken.” Continues the tale of his wooing—'" So dy sume spell divinely drawn.” Orpheus’ song—'‘' Voll, strong life-current of these very veins.” Concludes his lament—'' So sped my woving : now I surely think,” BOOK Ill Orpheus recounts his journey to Hades—'' As / pass in my flight,” Invokes the guardians—'' //ail to ye, wardens.” Continues his voyage—‘' The phantoms diminish,” Invokes Hecate—‘' O triple form of darkness! Sombre splendour 1” Continues his voyage—‘' The night falls back.” Trio: Minos, AXacus, Rhadamant…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 117

Konx Om Pax

…ickness and his whore Together at his vitals tore, and rent him that he laughed and died. 50, with the last convulsive shred of spending life, his fingers fold So subtly on that face of gold that all its peace is perfected. 1- * a» i- i- it And there it hangs, a thought obscene, to haunt our love with damned ghosts— Hark to their execrable hosts exulting as I kiss Katrine! It conquers? We will show it things memorial of its splendours gone, Things grosser than it looked upon where Neva rolls or Tiber swings. We shall exceed: its lips unclean sha…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 107

The Star in the West

…otless road of Virtue , than man can be evolved from the primal protoplasmic jelly without countless generations of weeping and tortured life . The path of Vice we must tread before we can find the high road of Virtue , and Vice we must wed before we can open the gates of a more perfect understanding . The great Command ment is : “ Live in the midst of Vice ; but heed that Vice doth not live in thy midst.” “ God is the Complex and the Protoplast ." And so are we ; entwined within us , as in the poem of Tannhäuser , lie the countless threads of …

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1919 · PDF PAGE 87

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…s of Sapphire! 56. I follow Thee, and the waters of Death fight strenu- ously against me. I pass unto the Waters beyond Death and beyond Life. 57. How shall I answer the foolish man? Inno way shall he come to the Identity of Thee! 58. But I am the Fool that heedeth not the Play of the Magician. Me doth the Woman of the Mysteries instruct in vain; I have burst the bonds of Love and of Power and of Worship. 59. Therefore is the Eagle made one with the Man, and the gallows of infamy dance with the fruit of the just. 60. I have descended, O my darl…

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1961 · PDF PAGE 164

Liber Aleph

…Man, and doth keep Silence with soaring Subtilty as the Eagle or Dragon. Moreover, this Sphinx is an Eidolon of the Law, for the Bull is Life, the Lion is Light, the Man is Liberty, the Serpent Love. Now then his Sphinx, being perfect in true Balance, yet taketh the Aspect of the Feminine Principle that so She may be partner of the Pyramid, that is the Phallus, pure Image of Our Father the Sun, the Unity Creative. The Signification of this Mystery is hat the Adept must be Whole, Himself, containing all Things in true Proportion, before he maket…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 135

Collected Works (Vol. III)

… When laurels I bore to the harper, O mother, O queen many-minded, When bays for the lyrist I bore, | More beauty than beauty may be, My life was diviner and sharper, | More light than the Sun; I am blinded, My name in the Muses was more ; Sink, tremble, am lost in the sea. VOL. III. I

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1907 · PDF PAGE 189

The Star in the West

…HE STAR IN THE WEST you Love alone is immortal , love for the good , love for the bad . Redolent with divinity, it floats onward through life , through heaven , through hell , till the flaming forms of Paolo and Francesca rise before us , an everlasting answer to the eternal word of Love . Nay ? kiss in double death -pang , if dare ! Or one day I will strangle you within My heavy hair !? Slowly , and solely through temptation can man be purified . Burns, who was possessed with the happiest knack of striking the nail full on the head , driving i…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 379

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…h she can find, and passionate protestations that she is utterly pure. I really believe she persuades herself that the other half of her life does not exist. To me both extremes seem equally the debauches of an unbalanced and uncontrolled emotionalism. This view is confirmed by the fact that as she advanced in flabbiness, fat and the forties, she found it harder to attract men, and took to spasms of spiritualism. She raves about her "Guides" and explains the most natural events of life as parts of various portentous plans prepared by people "fr…

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