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1911 · PDF PAGE 148

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…! " “Take a cigarette," said Ida. He shrugged his shoulders, and surrendered to the event. “ Mr Rolles," she said, ”it is your advice on life that we are asking. Let us talk seriously. This dear boy (she took the negro’s lips in her slim fingers and pinched them) likes me." “ I love her! I would die for her!" broke in the black, crying with pleasure and pain, utterly unable to hold himself in. He caught the table to draw himself to it, so violently that two glasses fell. “ I love her! I love her! I want her.” “ Hush, joe! Well, you see, Mr Rolle…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 253

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…. None other bosom is. to bear, to nourish, To be: the heart of all beneath my zone Of blue and gold is scarlet-bright to cherish My own life’s being, that is, and is not other ; For I am God and Nature and thy Motherr f 75

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1911 · PDF PAGE 148

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…! " “Take a cigarette," said Ida. He shrugged his shoulders, and surrendered to the event. “ Mr Rolles," she said, ”it is your advice on life that we are asking. Let us talk seriously. This dear boy (she took the negro’s lips in her slim fingers and pinched them) likes me." “ I love her! I would die for her!" broke in the black, crying with pleasure and pain, utterly unable to hold himself in. He caught the table to draw himself to it, so violently that two glasses fell. “ I love her! I love her! I want her.” “ Hush, joe! Well, you see, Mr Rolle…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 253

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…. None other bosom is. to bear, to nourish, To be: the heart of all beneath my zone Of blue and gold is scarlet-bright to cherish My own life’s being, that is, and is not other ; For I am God and Nature and thy Motherr f 75

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1913 · PDF PAGE 576

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…faithfully returned any money which had been lent to him, and frequently acted with generosity and kindness. I have no doubt that in the life of crime which Cartouche and Mandrin led there were acts of virtue fit to draw tears from the eyes. There has never been any one absolutely bad or absolutely good. ‘There is none good but God,” said the best of the Masters. That quality in ourselves which we call zeal for virtue is often nothing but a masterful secret self-love, a jealousy in disguise, and a proud instinct of contradiction. ‘When we see m…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 582

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…is nothing but a torso, and that is a pale rolling head. They have been prevented from rising to heaven by a wound received during human life, a moral wound which has caused a physical deformity, and through this wound, little by little, all of their existence leaks away. Soon their moral soul will be naked, and in order to hide its shame by making itself at all costs a new veil, it will be obliged to drag itself into the outer darkness, and pass slowly through the dead sea, the slumbering waters of ancient chaos. These wounded souls are the la…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 576

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…faithfully returned any money which had been lent to him, and frequently acted with generosity and kindness. I have no doubt that in the life of crime which Cartouche and Mandrin led there were acts of virtue fit to draw tears from the eyes. There has never been any one absolutely bad or absolutely good. ‘There is none good but God,” said the best of the Masters. That quality in ourselves which we call zeal for virtue is often nothing but a masterful secret self-love, a jealousy in disguise, and a proud instinct of contradiction. ‘When we see m…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 582

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…is nothing but a torso, and that is a pale rolling head. They have been prevented from rising to heaven by a wound received during human life, a moral wound which has caused a physical deformity, and through this wound, little by little, all of their existence leaks away. Soon their moral soul will be naked, and in order to hide its shame by making itself at all costs a new veil, it will be obliged to drag itself into the outer darkness, and pass slowly through the dead sea, the slumbering waters of ancient chaos. These wounded souls are the la…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 127

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…, and my own deep-seated affinity to their point of view. The Chinaman is not obsessed by the delusion that the profits and pleasures of life are really valuable. He gets all the more out of them because he knows their worthlessness, and is consequently immune from the disappointment which inevitably embitters those who seek to lay up treasure on earth. A man must really be a very dull brute if, attaining all his ambitions, he finds satisfaction. The Eastern from Lao Tzu and the Buddha to Zoroaster and Ecclesiastes, feels in his very bones the …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 211

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…roar and flame Did Zeus descend! What claim To feel the immortal fire had then the -Theban dame ! Caught in that fiery wave Her love and life she gave With one last kissing cry the unborn child to save. And thou, O Zeus, the sire Of Bromius—hunter dire !— Didst snatch the unborn babe from Olympian fire : that In thine own thigh most holy That ofispring melancholy Didst hide, didst feed, on light, ambrosia, and moly.

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1907 · PDF PAGE 285

The Star in the West

…t white magic of the Black Goddess : Gape wide , 0 hideous mouth , and suck This heart's blood , drain it down , expunge This sweetening life of mire and muck ! Squeeze out my passions as a sponge , Till nought is left of terrene wine But somewhat deathless and divine ! 2 Huxley continues : “ The day - fly has better grounds for calling a thunderstorm supernatural than has man , with his experience of an infinitesimal fraction of dura tion , to say that the most astonishing event that can be imagined is beyond the scope of natural causes .” 3 A…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 330

The Star in the West

…e objective reality of all “ magical ” phenomena ; if they are illusions , they are at least as real as many unquestioned facts of daily life ; and , if we follow Herbert Spencer , they are at least evidence of some cause . Now , this fact is our base . What is the cause of my illusion of seeing a spirit in the triangle of Art ? Every smatterer , every expert in psychology , will answer “ That cause lies in your brain .” English children are taught ( pace the Education Act ) that the Universe lies in infinite Space ; Hindu children , in the Aká…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 46

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…, he the end far distant as the stars that lie in the navel of Nuit, do thou slay thyself as I at the end am slain, in the death that is life, in the peace that is mother of war, in the darkness that holds light in his hand as a harlot that plucks a jewel from her nostrils. 39. So therefore the beginning is delight, and the End is delight, and delight is in the midst, even as the Indus is 38

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1911 · PDF PAGE 46

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…, he the end far distant as the stars that lie in the navel of Nuit, do thou slay thyself as I at the end am slain, in the death that is life, in the peace that is mother of war, in the darkness that holds light in his hand as a harlot that plucks a jewel from her nostrils. 39. So therefore the beginning is delight, and the End is delight, and delight is in the midst, even as the Indus is 38

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1954 · PDF PAGE 398

Magick Without Tears

ANGELS AND SHAVING 365 experience is perfectly paralleled by the simplest and commonest phenomena of our daily life! People who tell you that it is "all quite different beyond the Veil" or what not, are blithering incompetents totally ignorant of the nature of things. On the contrary, I will tell you more about "communication . " There is a method of using Ethyl Oxide which enables one (a) to analyse one's thoughts with a most exquisite subtlety and accuracy , (b) to find out-in the French phrase-"what is at the bottom of the bottle." By this t…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 68

The Sword of Song

…t loftier and wider work of the hum an im agination, the appreciation of the Brixton chapel. G. K. CHESTERTON. ——— 778, 779. The rest of life, for self-control, For liberation of the soul.81 Who said Rats ? Thanks for your advice, Tony Veller, but it came in vain. As the ex-monk* (that shook the bookstall) wrote in confidence to the publisher : “ Existence is mis’ry I’ th’ month Tisri * Joseph McCabe, who becam e a Rationalist writer. The allusion is to Crowley’s marriage and subsequent return to the East. At th’ fu’ o’ th’ moon I were shot wi’…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 91

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

… my career was already marked out for me. Sir Richard Burton was my hero and Eckenstein his modern representative, as far as my external life was concerned. A vaccalaureate would not assist me noticeably in the Himalayas or the Sahara. As for my literary career, academic distinction would be a positive disgrace. And with regard to my spiritual life, which I already felt to be the deepest thing in me, the approbation of the faculty was beneath troubling to despise. I have always objected to incurring positive {166} disgrace. I see no sense in vi…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 210

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…e ! Clotho’s task is fairly ended. Atropos, thy power is rended ! Ho, Lachesis! ply thy shuttle! Weave the human dance together With the life of rocks and trees ! Let the blue delirious weather Bind all spirits in one tether, Overwhelming ecstasies ! Io Evoe! J faint, I fall, Swoon in purple light ; the grape Drowns my spirit in its thrall. Love tne, love me over all, Spirit in the spirit shape ! All is one! I murmur. Distant Sounds the shout, Evoe, Evoe ! Evoe, Iacche! Soft, insistent Like to echo’s voice persistent :— Hail! Agave! Autonoe! AG…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 163

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…e which shut out from the ruby ball the twin serpents which twine beneath it.* . . . Having purified himself, he understands the perfect life; being a doer of Holiness, he is a knower of Holiness; having practised Truth, he has become accomplished in the knowledge of Truth. He perceives the working of the inner Law of things, and is loving, wise, enlightened. And being loving, wise and * The two serpents and central rod of the Caduceus are in Yoga repre- sented by the Ida, Pingala and Sushumna. The wings closed, to the Ajna- lotus; open and dis…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 163

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…e which shut out from the ruby ball the twin serpents which twine beneath it.* . . . Having purified himself, he understands the perfect life; being a doer of Holiness, he is a knower of Holiness; having practised Truth, he has become accomplished in the knowledge of Truth. He perceives the working of the inner Law of things, and is loving, wise, enlightened. And being loving, wise and * The two serpents and central rod of the Caduceus are in Yoga repre- sented by the Ida, Pingala and Sushumna. The wings closed, to the Ajna- lotus; open and dis…

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