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1954 · PDF PAGE 66

Magick Without Tears

…ng it to cut himself whenever he unguardedly utters a chosen word. He may serve the same purpose by resolving that every incident of his life shall remind him of a particular thing, making every impression the starting point of a connected series of thoughts ending in that thing. He might also devote his whole energies to some one particular object, by resolving to do nothing at variance therewith, and to make every act turn to the advantage of that object.) 18. He may attract to himself any force of the Universe by making himself a fit recepta…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 312

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…hich are again subdivided into 3 mother letters, 7 double letters, and 12 simple letters. On this basis, that of the Qabalistic ‘Tree of Life,’ as a certain arrangement of the Sephiroth and 22 remaining Paths connecting them is termed, the author has constructed no less than 183 tables. “The Qabalistic information is very full, and there are tables of Egyptian and Hindu deities, as well as of colours, perfumes, plants, stones, and animals, ‘The information concerning the tarot and geomancy exceeds that to be found in some treatises devoted excl…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 312

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…hich are again subdivided into 3 mother letters, 7 double letters, and 12 simple letters. On this basis, that of the Qabalistic ‘Tree of Life,’ as a certain arrangement of the Sephiroth and 22 remaining Paths connecting them is termed, the author has constructed no less than 183 tables. “The Qabalistic information is very full, and there are tables of Egyptian and Hindu deities, as well as of colours, perfumes, plants, stones, and animals, ‘The information concerning the tarot and geomancy exceeds that to be found in some treatises devoted excl…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 147

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

… one along the whole route which was even moderately sound. I began to set its right value upon the first precept of Buddha: Not to take life. Ass! At Dambulla is one of the most extraordinary works of human skill, energy and enthusiasm in the world. The temple is a cave in the rock, of vast extent but with a very small opening. How could the many statues of the Buddha which filled the cave have got there? It was the camel and the needle's eye again. But what had been done was to cut away the rock of the cave itself, leaving the statues. So gig…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 247

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…ws in every way, but for all their heroic deeds they seem wishy-washy, sordid dummies; for the simple reason that they have no object in life but to attain sexual possession of so many pounds of flesh. Nor does the interest of these books really depend on love. Great artists {411} 1. I have never read a word of her. But somehow I don't like the idea. always find more serious themes. Sex is a means of intoxication; it is therefore proper to celebrate it in lyrics. But when one is sober, as one is when reading a novel, one doesn't want sex thrust…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 530

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…r of other instances where fresh facts confirm the old. For myself in particular the ultimate fact is that I have been able to govern my life quite satisfactorily year after year on the basis of this theory. My life, interpreted by it, is intelligible, and when guided by it, successful. Whenever I do anything reasonable I come a cropper, and if I were to attempt to explain the events of my career in any other way, I should be confronted by a piled chaos of utterly unintelligible absurdities. The sale of The International left me stranded. War h…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 143

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…ge mistake somewhere. “Norway ?”’ I said, with a rising inflection. I was on the brink of hysteria. “ I’ve never been to the place in my life. And if it’s anything like Naples, I don’t want to go!” “This is a rather more serious matter than you seem to suppose,’ returned the consul. “If you’re not in Norway, where are you? ” “Why, I’m here, confound it,” I ‘retorted with another weak flush of anger. “Since when, may I ask?” he replied. - Well, he rather had me there. I didn’t know how long I’d been away from England. I couldn’t have told him th…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 350

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…orally to say “no.” I must not be a coward about it. 15. There is no evidence at all that the reasonable use of heroin does not lengthen life. Chinese claim, and English physicians agree, that opium smoking, within limits, is a practice conducive to longevity. Why should it not be the same with heroin? It has been observed actually that addicts seem to be immune to most diseases which afflict ordinary people. 16. I take it because of its being prohibited. I decline being treated like a silly schooboy when I’m a responsible man. (Note: Then don’…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 429

Magick Without Tears

396 MAGICK WITHOUT TEARS chiefly for the benefit of those people who were already more or less familiar with the Tree of Life and its correspondences. But I do not know even to-day, twenty years later, and writing as I am to you who admittedly had no previous knowledge of any of these subjects, how to set forth the facts in more elementary terms. I warned you in the beginning that there was an essential difficulty in these studies which is not to be by-passed or dodged in any way whatever. But, after all, it is the same difficulty which every c…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 246

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…g kind; but they frequently strain one's credulity. The heroes of medieval romance are not so inhumanly disproportionate to the facts of life; that the author could claim the title of realist only ads to one's disgust. They arose every instinct of my puritanism with almost insane intensity. I suppose I was really furious at the fact that the wife whom I loved so passionately and honoured so profoundly should be intellectually circumscribed in this way. My only remedy was a reductio ad absurdum. I resolved to write a novel myself --- one of this…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 85

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…ng while with a man and wife to keep house for him) having been ordered to the south of France for the winter. He had led a very retired life, seeing no company; the house had been furnished in early Victorian style. Only the one room where Eckenstein had had supper was unfurnished. The agent explained this by saying that the old man had taken the effects of his study with him to France, for the sake of their familiarity. The mystery intrigued Eckenstein immensely and he returned several times to the house. A month or so later he found the two …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 376

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…erness from my heart and forgiven my enemy. He had done mea great wrong, dragging me pitilessly away from the peaceful occupations of my life, cutting and planing my worthy form in order that I should fit his coffin. He had driven me to his ship, and was the cause of my present exile. Two young kittens had placed all their hope in me, and I was failing to fill my paternal duty towards them. I was working at my great work, in fifty-two volumes, on the various elements composing the shell of the oyster, and I had almost completed my Introduction,…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 376

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…erness from my heart and forgiven my enemy. He had done mea great wrong, dragging me pitilessly away from the peaceful occupations of my life, cutting and planing my worthy form in order that I should fit his coffin. He had driven me to his ship, and was the cause of my present exile. Two young kittens had placed all their hope in me, and I was failing to fill my paternal duty towards them. I was working at my great work, in fifty-two volumes, on the various elements composing the shell of the oyster, and I had almost completed my Introduction,…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 376

Magick Without Tears

…rmula! Its freight the wealth of the whole Universe, that splendid Argosy leaps free upon the glittering Ocean, to cast the very Soul of Life upon uncharted and enchanted isles! It is not to these few but well-chosen words that I propose to look to enhance my popularity in the Women's Clubs of the United States. Love is the law, love under will. Yours fraternally , 666 P.S. "Mother-Love" is, of course, a branch of family affection about which I have already written to you in no uncertain terms. Of all its sub-sections this is the worst because …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 604

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…hich are again subdivided into 3 mother letters, 7 double letters, and 12 simple letters. On this basis, that of the Qabalistic ‘Tree of Life,’ as a certain’ arrangement of the Sephiroth and 22 remaining Paths connecting them is termed, the author has constructed no less than 183 tables. “The Qabalistic information is very full, and there are tables of Egyptian and Hindu deities, as well as of colours, perfumes, plants, stones, and animals. The information concerning the tarot and geomancy exceeds that to be found in some treatises devoted excl…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 604

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…hich are again subdivided into 3 mother letters, 7 double letters, and 12 simple letters. On this basis, that of the Qabalistic ‘Tree of Life,’ as a certain’ arrangement of the Sephiroth and 22 remaining Paths connecting them is termed, the author has constructed no less than 183 tables. “The Qabalistic information is very full, and there are tables of Egyptian and Hindu deities, as well as of colours, perfumes, plants, stones, and animals. The information concerning the tarot and geomancy exceeds that to be found in some treatises devoted excl…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 37

The Scented Garden

… al- ways ; it was but a boy’s folly ; forgive me ! I may never cling to you on earth again : pray God that Heaven may be one long, long life of such bliss as we had of one another long ago by yon slow stream on whose banks I have wandered (many a time since) crying like a lost soul concerning you in the words of Milton lamenting his beauteous- buttocked Lycidas “ Oh ! who hath reft my dearest pledge ? ” Alas ! neither Fate nor God could I ac- cuse : the dread hollow voice of my own stricken soul answered me “ Thine own folly, thou miserable of…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 51

The Vision and the Voice

…E She comes and kisses me on the mouth, and says: Blessed art thou who hast beheld Sebek my Lord in his glory. Many are the champions of life, but all are unhorsed by the lance of death. Many are the children of the light, but their eyes shall all be put out by the Mother Darkness. Many are the servants of love, but love (that is not quenched by aught but love) shall be put out, as the child taketh the wick of a taper between his thumb and finger, by the god that sitteth alone. And on her mouth, like a chrysanthemum of radiant light, is a kiss,…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 212

Moonchild

…agick too." "Do tell me." "The Quest of the Golden Fleece, Cyril. I've been sowing the Dragon's Teeth; you remember? Armed men sprang to life, and killed each other." [298] "But I don't see any armed men." "You will. Haven't you seen the papers?" "I never see papers. I'm a poet, and I like my lies the way mother used to make them."

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1996 · PDF PAGE 140

The Law is for All

…mously more achievement than others, even in terrestrial matters, from sexual orgia to creative Art. Even if we had only this one earth­ life to consider, we exceed our fellows some thirtyfold, some sixtyfold, some an hundredfold.

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