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1910 · PDF PAGE 90

The Scented Garden

82 The Peace, the Jealousy, and the Ecstasy of God. The night is full of small breezes, blowing apple- blossoms hither and thither. All the stars shine, and thou shalt have a caress for every star. But there is only one moon, and only once shall thy podex be invaded ; for not until the dawn breaks will El Qahar withdraw his member. Even so that happy one, who is united with Al- lah, shall never leave Him ; so the crimson of the West shall fade into the blue of the whole sky, and the blue be illumined by the streamers of the false dawn, which is…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 254

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…emason who knows what the word freemason means, or how it should be spelt) knows why he wears an apron. It is tradition, and the Word of God is thereby made of none effect. But Waite was not content with this. He would take an intelligible living English word and meta- grabolize it deliberately that he might appear pontifical. 1 In actual life he sold Horlick’s Malted Milk, but was for all practical purposes a T—totaller. 216

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1913 · PDF PAGE 254

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…emason who knows what the word freemason means, or how it should be spelt) knows why he wears an apron. It is tradition, and the Word of God is thereby made of none effect. But Waite was not content with this. He would take an intelligible living English word and meta- grabolize it deliberately that he might appear pontifical. 1 In actual life he sold Horlick’s Malted Milk, but was for all practical purposes a T—totaller. 216

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1961 · PDF PAGE 182

Liber Aleph

…l Allan Bennett, so that he received me for his Disciple in Magick. And he was instant with me in his Matter, and vehement, adjuring his Gods that this (which I have myself here above declared unto thee) was the Truth concerning the Nature of Woman. But I being but a Youth, and Headstrong, and being enraptured in Love of Women, and Admiration of Them, and Worship, delighting in them eagerly, and learning constantly from them, nourished by the Milk of heir Mystery, as it should be for all true Men, did resist angrily the Doctrine of that most ho…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 107

The Sword of Song

…t these words.—A.C. 2 A possible m ystic tr ansfiguration of the Vedanta system has been suggested to m e on the lines of the Syllogism— God = Being (Patanjali). Being = Nothing (Hegel). God = Nothing (Buddhism). Or, in the language of religion: Every one m ay admit that m onotheism, exalted by the introduction of the ∞ symbol, is equivalent to pantheism. Pantheism and atheism ar e r eally identical, as the opponents of both ar e the first to admit. If this be r eally taught, I m ust tender my apologies, for the r econcilement is of cour se com…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 136

Konx Om Pax

…nt is somewhat abated. “ Aleister Crowley," we are told, “ ist e artist Elias ” of whom Paracelsus prophesied: the marvellous being whom God has permitted to make a discovery of the hi hest im rtnnce in his illuminative philosophy of Crowleyanit , in the dazzling and flashing light 0 which t ere is nothing concealed which shall not be discovereJ It has taken 100,000,000 years to produce Aleister Crowley. The world has indeed laboured, and has at last brought forth a man. . . . He stands on the virgin rock of Pyrrhonic Zoroastrianism, which, unli…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 275

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…e book itself is a complete treatise on mysticism, expressed in the symbolism prescribed by Persian piety. It describes the relations of God and man, explains how the latter falls from his essential innocence by allowing himself to be deceived by the illusion of matter. His religion cease to be real and become formal; he falls into sin and suffers the penalty thereof. God prepares the pathway of regeneration and brings him through shame and sorrow to repentance, thus preparing the mystical union which restores man to his original privileges, fr…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 154

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…oet’s strictures. THE SWORD OF SONG - We'll have the ham to logic’s sandwich Of indignation : last bread bland, which After our scorn of God’s lust, terror, hate, Prometheus-fired, we’ll butter, perorate With oiled indifference, laughter’s silver : “ Omne hoc verburr _sifet nil, vir”! Let me help Babu Chander Grish up! As by a posset of Hunyadi® . Clear niind ! Was Soudan of the Mahdi Not cleared by Kitchener? Ah, Tchhup! Such nonsense for sound truth you dish up, Were I magician, no mere cad, Not Samuel’s ghost you’d make me wish up, Nor Saul’…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 158

The Star in the West

…or long exercised such a superabundance of power as to crush and extinguish the flaming desire for ex istence . The fools having devised God with jam for the good in heaven , were not long in devising Satan with a pickled birch for the naughty in hell . Those who were not fools and who found their bread un palatably dry , found that butter could be supplied free of cost by literally doing nothing . Any one familiar with a native city in India is aware of the vast hordes of indolent fakirs who practically do nothing except stand still and gaze v…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 322

The Star in the West

…" ? so in the inmost depths of the ego alone , itself unthinkable , lies the source of all mystic experience . “ I live , yet not I, but God in me .” This is the suspense of Job , the sleep of Solomon , the silence of St. John , arrived at by fixing the mind upon one single object of thought , so that the treasures of representation which lie dormant in the memory , flow towards that one object and overwhelm and engulf it in a divine glory , as Eckartshausen says : “ With , however , the development of the new organ , the curtain is all at once…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 324

The Star in the West

THE NEW WINE 317 bush—or a flaming chariot-or a still small voice , and joining myself to God I become one spirit with him . As : O night ! Fade , love ! Fade , light ! I pass beyond Life's law . I melt as snow ; as ice 1 thaw ; As mist I dissipate : I am borne , I draw Through chasms on the mountains : stormy gusts Of ancient sorrows and forgotten lusts Bear me along : they touch me not : I waste. The memory of long lives interlaced Fades in my tading . I disintegrate Fall into black oblivion of Fate . My being divides . I have forgot my name …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 449

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…g positive ideas, the other black and obscure, containing negative ideas, and which has given to the synthesis of the first, the name of God, and to that of the other, the name of the devil or of Satan. The sign of the lingam borne upon the forehead is in India the distinguishing mark of the worshippers of Shiva the destroyer; for that sign being that of the great magical arcanum, which refers to the mystery of universal generation, to bear it on the forehead is to make profession of dogmatic shamelessness. ‘“ Now,” say the Orientals, “the day …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 449

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…g positive ideas, the other black and obscure, containing negative ideas, and which has given to the synthesis of the first, the name of God, and to that of the other, the name of the devil or of Satan. The sign of the lingam borne upon the forehead is in India the distinguishing mark of the worshippers of Shiva the destroyer; for that sign being that of the great magical arcanum, which refers to the mystery of universal generation, to bear it on the forehead is to make profession of dogmatic shamelessness. ‘“ Now,” say the Orientals, “the day …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 91

The Star in the West

…s : lip fastened unto lip : Whole soul and body frenzied meet and clip ; And the breath staggers , and the life - blood swims ! Terrible gods chant black demoniac hymns As the frail cords of honour strain and slip . For in the midst of that tremendous tide The mighty vigour of a god was mine ! Drunk with desire , her lamentations died . The dove gave place a moment to the swine ! Rapturous draughts of madness ! Out she sighed Uttermost life's love , and became a bride .? Not like Adam and Eve , however , did they then discover that they were na…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 219

The Star in the West

… , Sceptical - Theurgy , Sceptical - Energy , Scientific Illuminism , or what you will ; for in short it is the conscious communion with God on the part of an Atheist , a transcending of reason by scepticism of the instrument , and the limitation of scepticism by direct consciousness of the Absolute . To attain to such an illumination the mind of a Huxley and the soul of a Loyola must be united in one person . And this illu mination must be as definite a phenomenon as orgasm , following which we find the material world , and its foundation the …

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1911 · PDF PAGE 103

The Vision and the Voice

…ail not. (Then the demon tried to make the Scribe laugh at Magick, and to think that it was all rubbish, that he might deny the names of God that he had invoked to protect him; which, if he had doubted but for an instant, he had leapt upon him, and gnawed through his spine at the neck. Choronzon succeeded not in his design.) In this Aethyr is neither beginning nor end, for it is all hotch-potch, because it is of the wicked on earth and the damned in hell. And so long as it be hotch-potch, it mattereth little what may be written by the sea-green…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 110

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

… consulting-mom, while MRS. BOB goes aut L.] Dr. F. This is an exceptional case, old man. I do hope you won‘t frighten her. Dr. B. Great God! always the same old story. They never come to me until the rest of you have finished them, and then it’s my candid opinion you want. Then you get it, by Heaven ! and instead of blaming yourselves, or the patient, or the disease, you blame me. \Vhy don’t you give me a chance? Why don’t you bring them while there 2'5 hope? You all look upon me as the undertaker—Doctor Doom'em, isn’t it ?—because you are afra…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 110

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

… consulting-mom, while MRS. BOB goes aut L.] Dr. F. This is an exceptional case, old man. I do hope you won‘t frighten her. Dr. B. Great God! always the same old story. They never come to me until the rest of you have finished them, and then it’s my candid opinion you want. Then you get it, by Heaven ! and instead of blaming yourselves, or the patient, or the disease, you blame me. \Vhy don’t you give me a chance? Why don’t you bring them while there 2'5 hope? You all look upon me as the undertaker—Doctor Doom'em, isn’t it ?—because you are afra…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 527

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…e demons tempt us, it is by the voluntary complicity of our passions, and it is not permitted to them to make head against the empire of God, and by stupid and useless mani- festations to disturb the eternal order of Nature. The diabolical signatures and characters, which are produced without the knowledge of the medium, are evidently not proofs of a tacit or formal pact between these degenerates and intelligences of the abyss. These signs have served from the beginning to express astral vertigo, and remain in a state of mirage in the reflectio…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 588

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

… he loved:—and yet never did he find himself un- happy, since truth and justice remained to him for consolation | Thou alone art holy, O God of true hearts and upright souls, and thou knowest if ever I thought myself pure in thy sight! Like all men I have been the plaything of human passions. At last I conquered them, or rather thou hast conquered them in me; and thou hast given me for a rest the deep peace of those who have no goal and no ambition but Thyself. I love humanity, because men, as far as they are not insensate, are never wicked but…

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