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1911 · PDF PAGE 147

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…art. He could have killed Rolles for the very nonchalance of his small-talk It hurt him that anyone should speak to Ida save in words of love. Equally, he could have killed him {or a trace of inflec- tion in his voice. Edgar Rolles understood his torture, understood the sup- pressed intensity of Ida’s purpose, though he could not guess its nature. Somehow he distrusted the event. “ Take literature I ᾽᾽he went on, in that even vigilant voice of his. “ Take Zola with his million marshalled facts. What 139

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1911 · PDF PAGE 253

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…ashes, Long, tender rays of night ; my subtle face Burns through the sky-dusk, lightens, fills, and flashes With solemn joy and laughter οἱlove; the grace Of all my body swaying stoops and dashes Swift to the daisy’s dawn of love: and swiftest, 0 Spirit of man, when unto me thou liftest! Dawn shakes the molten fire of my delight From the fine flower and fragrance of my tresses! Sunset bids darken all my body’s light, Mixing its music with the sad caresses Of the whole world: I wheel in Wingless flight Through lampless space, the starless wildernesses…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 147

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…art. He could have killed Rolles for the very nonchalance of his small-talk It hurt him that anyone should speak to Ida save in words of love. Equally, he could have killed him {or a trace of inflec- tion in his voice. Edgar Rolles understood his torture, understood the sup- pressed intensity of Ida’s purpose, though he could not guess its nature. Somehow he distrusted the event. “ Take literature I ᾽᾽he went on, in that even vigilant voice of his. “ Take Zola with his million marshalled facts. What 139

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1911 · PDF PAGE 253

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…ashes, Long, tender rays of night ; my subtle face Burns through the sky-dusk, lightens, fills, and flashes With solemn joy and laughter οἱlove; the grace Of all my body swaying stoops and dashes Swift to the daisy’s dawn of love: and swiftest, 0 Spirit of man, when unto me thou liftest! Dawn shakes the molten fire of my delight From the fine flower and fragrance of my tresses! Sunset bids darken all my body’s light, Mixing its music with the sad caresses Of the whole world: I wheel in Wingless flight Through lampless space, the starless wildernesses…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 576

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…God,” said the best of the Masters. That quality in ourselves which we call zeal for virtue is often nothing but a masterful secret self-love, a jealousy in disguise, and a proud instinct of contradiction. ‘When we see manifest disorders and scandalous sinners,” say mystical theologians, “let us believe that God is submitting them to greater tests than those with which He tries us, that certainly, or at least very probably, we are not as good as they are, and should do much worse in their place.” Peace! Peace! this is the supreme welfare of the…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 576

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…God,” said the best of the Masters. That quality in ourselves which we call zeal for virtue is often nothing but a masterful secret self-love, a jealousy in disguise, and a proud instinct of contradiction. ‘When we see manifest disorders and scandalous sinners,” say mystical theologians, “let us believe that God is submitting them to greater tests than those with which He tries us, that certainly, or at least very probably, we are not as good as they are, and should do much worse in their place.” Peace! Peace! this is the supreme welfare of the…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 551

Magick Without Tears

…Truth,S , 17,296 , 385 Lion Serpent, 23 Litton, 398 Logic, 8, 58 Logos, 474 Loki, 466 London, Jack, 97 Longfellow, 428 Lost Horizon, 224 Love under will, 7 Lovers, The, 310 Lower Manas, 275 Ludlow, 476 Lunn,Colin,268 Luxor , 271 Lycanthropy, 393 Lynch Law, 443 , 444 Lytton , 447 MacCarthy, Desmond, 441 Machen, Arthur, 447 Magical Child, 303 -Formula, 305 , 306 INDEX -Link, 391 -Memory, 243 , 491 -Power, 351, 392 -Record, see Diary -Theory, 375, 391 Magick, 1,2 , 18, 19, 24,52,62 , 64,129 , 139, 284,294 , 314, 360, 393, 401 , 426 , 436 , 492 , 4…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 170

The Star in the West

…e , Ye Gadarean swine , too foul to fling Into the waters that abound and spring ! Back , to your mother filth ! With hope , and youth , Love , light , and power , and mastery of truth Armed , we reject you ; the bright scourge we ply , Your howling spirits stumble to your sty : The worm that was your lie- our heel its head Bruises , that bruised us once ; the snake is dead . So , passionate and pure , the strong chant rolls , Queen of the mystic unity of souls ; So from eternity its glory springs King of the magical brotherhood of kings ; The …

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1954 · PDF PAGE 177

Magick Without Tears

…g! Then canst thou bear more joy. Be not animal; refine thy rapture! If thou drink , drink by the eight and ninety rules of art: if thou love, exceed by

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1910 · PDF PAGE 166

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…dess Isis, Deir, Kali, Sakti, etc, in her aspect as the patroness of Meditation. There are five principal meditations. Metta-Bhavana, on love; Karuna-Bhavana, on pity; Mudita-Bhavan4, on joy; Asubha-Bhavana, on impunity; and Upeksha-Bhavana, on serenity. But see 777, col. xxiii, p. 9. ¢ Old native name for Ceylon. § Frater I.A.’s Eastern name, afterwards changed to Ananda Metteya. 150

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1910 · PDF PAGE 166

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…dess Isis, Deir, Kali, Sakti, etc, in her aspect as the patroness of Meditation. There are five principal meditations. Metta-Bhavana, on love; Karuna-Bhavana, on pity; Mudita-Bhavan4, on joy; Asubha-Bhavana, on impunity; and Upeksha-Bhavana, on serenity. But see 777, col. xxiii, p. 9. ¢ Old native name for Ceylon. § Frater I.A.’s Eastern name, afterwards changed to Ananda Metteya. 150

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1922 · PDF PAGE 37

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…nom. _ “Oh yes, Mr. Basil King Lamus is quite the ladies’ man. He fascinates them with a thousand different tricks. Lou is dreadfully in love with him.” Once again the woman had made a mistake. I resented her reference to Lou. I don’t remember what I answered. Part of it was to the effect that Lou didn’t seem to have been very much injured. Mrs. Webster smiled her subtlest smile. “T quite agree,”’ she said silkily, ‘“‘ Lou is the most beautiful woman in London to-night.” “Q Thou fragrance of sweet flowers, that art wafted over blue fields of ai…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 132

Konx Om Pax

…ted gardens of Shiraz and drink deep of the go] en vintage of Omar. ll is a melody of joy, an ecstasy of bliss, a ra ture of bewildering love; and Captain Fuller has indeed proved himself to be a wortliy cicerone to guide the seeker after the kisses of God across the labyrinthine darkness of Mines as well as through the cool groves of Eleusis, “child-like dreaming in the bosom of silvery Attica by the blue [Egean sea.” Always picturesque, he writes with a generous enthusiasm, which is pleasant to find in these egenerate days, when po ular opinio…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 18

The Sword of Song

…No Yogi shot his Chandra56 so. Will Christ return ? What ho ? What ho ! What ? What ? “He meditates above Still with his Sire for mercy, love,—” And other trifles ! Far enough That Father’s purpose from such stuff ! You see, when I was young, they said : “Whate’er you ponder in your head, Or make the rest of Scripture mean, You can’t evade John iii. 16.” * “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” 340 345 350 355 360 365 370 375 Former com- par…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 365

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…ne exception (John Tanner), hardly a hero. Even he not a little absurd. He has seen through the shams of romance, and marriage, and free love, and literary pose, and medical Ju-Ju, and religious rant, and political twaddle, and Socialist Buncombe and—every phase of falsehood. . . . But he has hardly grasped that each such falsehood is but a shadow of some sun of truth. He does not perceive the ineffable glory of the Uni- verse in its whole and in each part. He has smitten at the shadow of a shadow: it falls—the world is filth. Let him 347

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1910 · PDF PAGE 365

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…ne exception (John Tanner), hardly a hero. Even he not a little absurd. He has seen through the shams of romance, and marriage, and free love, and literary pose, and medical Ju-Ju, and religious rant, and political twaddle, and Socialist Buncombe and—every phase of falsehood. . . . But he has hardly grasped that each such falsehood is but a shadow of some sun of truth. He does not perceive the ineffable glory of the Uni- verse in its whole and in each part. He has smitten at the shadow of a shadow: it falls—the world is filth. Let him 347

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1911 · PDF PAGE 165

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…reds of mystics shut themselves up completely and for ever. Not only is their wealth-producing capacity lost to society, but so is their love and good—will, and worst of all, so is their example and precept. Christ, at the height of his career, found time to wash the feet of his disciples ; any Master who does not do this on every plane is a Black Brother. The Hindus honour no man who becomes “ Sannyasi " (nearly our “hermit”) until he has faithfully fulfilled all his duties as a man and a citizen, Celibacy is immoral, and the celibate shirks on…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 165

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…reds of mystics shut themselves up completely and for ever. Not only is their wealth-producing capacity lost to society, but so is their love and good—will, and worst of all, so is their example and precept. Christ, at the height of his career, found time to wash the feet of his disciples ; any Master who does not do this on every plane is a Black Brother. The Hindus honour no man who becomes “ Sannyasi " (nearly our “hermit”) until he has faithfully fulfilled all his duties as a man and a citizen, Celibacy is immoral, and the celibate shirks on…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 66

Diary of a Drug Fiend

… bring that moonlight flight to Paris up against me. I admit I was out of gas; but every one knows how one’s occupation with one’s first love affair is liable to cause a temporary derangement of one’s ordinary habits. What I liked about it was that evidently Gretel was a jolly good sport, whatever people said about her. And she wasn’t an ordinary kind of good old sport either. I don’t see any reason why I shouldn’t admit that she is what you may call a true friend in the

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1906 · PDF PAGE 159

Collected Works (Vol. II)

340 345 350 360 370 375 * ** For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” ASCENSION DAY 153 Samadhi-Dak,®! convenient To travel to Maha Meru,*” Or Gaurisankar’s * keen white wedge Spearing the splendid dome of blue, Or Chogo’s *4 mighty flying edge Shearing across the firmament,— But, first, to that exact event You Christians celebrate to-day. We stand where the disciples stood And see the Master float away Into that cloudlet heavenly-hued Receivin…

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