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1910 · PDF PAGE 107

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…TEMPLE OF SOLOMON THE KING then engage in contracting the yoni (the space between the lingam and anus). After which contemplate that the God of love resides in the Brahma-Yoni, and imagine that an union takes place between Shiva and Shakti. A full account of how to practise this Mudra is given in the “Shiva Sanhita”;* but it is both complicated and diffi- cult to carry out, and if attempted should most certainly be performed under the instruction of a Guru. 2. Maha Mudra. Pressing the anus with the left heel and stretching out the right leg, ta…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 55

The Vision and the Voice

…s chase each other through my brain. . . . A voice comes: (it is my own voice—I did not know it). “When thou shalt know me, O thou empty God, my little flame shall utterly expire in thy great N.O.X.” There is no answer. . . . (20 minutes. O. V.)... . And now, after so long a while, the Angel* lifts me, and takes me from the room, and sets me in a little chamber where is another Angel like a fair youth in shining garments, who makes me partake of the sacraments; bread, that is labour; and fire, that is wit; and a rose, that is sin; and wine, tha…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 65

The Vision and the Voice

…in the water; of whirling air and of rushing fire. And they shall have power over all the inhabitants of the earth, and every scourge of God shall be subdued beneath their feet. The angels shall come unto them and walk with them, and the great gods of heaven shall be their guests. But I must sit apart, with dust upon my head, discrowned and desolate. I must lurk in forbidden corners of the earth. I must plot secretly in the by-ways of great cities, in the fog, and in marshes of the rivers of pestilence. And all my cunning shall not serve me. An…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 146

The Vision and the Voice

…Table is connected with the 42 Assessors of the Dead, for they are the Accusers, whom the soul must baffle; and with the 42-fold name of God, for this is the Mystery of Iniquity, that there was ever a beginning at all. And this Magus casteth forth, by the might of his four weapons, veil after veil; a thousand shining colours, ripping and tearing the Aethyr, so that it is like jagged saws, or like broken teeth in the face of a young girl, or like disruption, or * Te. that the circle should be thus profaned. This evil circle is of three concentri…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 292

The Star in the West

…reated beings live . There is a way which leads beyond it, and any man can discover it, if he be fit and willing , and this way leads to God . The Absolute Truth lying in the centre of mystery is like the sun , it blinds ordinary sight , and man sees only the shadow . The eagle alone can gaze at the dazzling light , likewise only the prepared soul can bear its lustre . Never theless the great Something which is the inmost of the Holy mysteries has never been hidden from the piercing gaze of him who can bear the light.2 The whole progress of the…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 147

Magick Without Tears

…ken them from their feet and cast them down through the abyss; for this Aethyr is holy ground. Herein no forms appear, and the vision of God face to face, that is transmuted in the Athanor called dissolution, or hammered into one in the forge of meditation, is in this place but a blasphemy and a mockery. And the Beatific Vision is no more, and the glory of the Most High is no more. There is no more knowledge. There is no more bliss. There is no more power. There is no more beauty. For this is the Palace of Understanding; for thou art one with t…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 73

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…est buggered me in turn. Not until night fell did I desist from the de- lightful sport, when my father exclaimed with a huge guffaw : By God’s bollocks, Galahad, but there is nobody to cook the dinner ! But my sister was as clever as she was beauti- ful and good. The overseers gathered a fire of sticks, and she soon had some capital nigger meat broiling. For soup she gave us some stallion jelly from her chocked-up cuckoo’s nest ; for fish the scrapings of the old negresses’ diddly-pouts made an excellent kedgeree : for entrée she did up a lot o…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 173

Collected Works (Vol. I)

… into my breast ! All hell, all destinies of death are written Like litanies blaspheming in those eyes ; And where the lightning of high God hath smitten Lie the charred brands of monstrous in- famies, Wherein all destinies of death are written. OF THE PROFANE. Thou canst to obsess me first that Easter Eve, When, from the contemplation of is pain, I turned to look into my own heart's heave, And saw the bloody nails made fast again. Thou cam’st to obsess me first that Easter Eve ! The lustre of old jet was over thee, And through thy body coursed…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 154

The Vision and the Voice

…e, and are mighty in the parts of the earth, and execute therein the judgment of the highest, to you it is said: Behold the face of your God, the beginning of comfort, whose eyes are the brightness of the heavens which provided you for the government of the earth, and her unspeakable variety, furnishing you with a power of understanding, that ye might dispose all things according to the foresight of Him that sitteth on the Holy Throne, and rose up in the beginning, saying, The earth, let her be governed by her parts (this is the prostitution of…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 365

Magick Without Tears

… where one would have sought Her. Note, too, the accuracy of the Yi King Symbol =-= for = = is of course the Symbol of our Lady, and the God below Her in the Stele is == the Sun. All this is clear proof of the unspeakable power and wisdom of Those who have sent me to proclaim the Law. If these events be indeed the result of calculation and control on the part of the Secret Chiefs, it seems at first sight as if the people involved had been prepared to play their parts from the beginning. Our previous relations, the girl's to opium, my friendship…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 397

Magick Without Tears

… it out! We have made a set of queerly-shapen marks on a sheet of paper, given them names, attached a particular sound to each, made up (God knows how and why!) combinations of these, given names and sounds to them too, and attached a meaning-hardly ever the same for you as for me-to them, made combinations of these too according to a set of quite arbitrary rules, agreed-so far as agreement is possible, or even thinkable-to label a thought with some such arrangement: and there we are! You have in this fantastically artificial way succeeded in c…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 556

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…. As in the case of the Jackdraw of Rheims, the effect of the curse was to ruffle the feathers of the audacious follower after the false god Hymen. A touch of rheumatism brought matters to a climax. He rang up Harrods and ordered a supply of sackcloth and ashes. Receiving, like Job, visits of condolence from various righteous friends he besought them to intercede with the Almighty on his behalf; and as they numbered not a few influential people, with strings on the College of Cardinals, the Pope was eventually persuaded to "silence that dreadfu…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 6

Collected Works (Vol. I)

… IDYLL . . . 117 THE MAy QUEEN . . . 177 PERDURABO . . . . . 118 SIDONIA THE SORCERESS. . 178 On GARRET HOSTEL BRIDGE. 118 THE GROWTH OF GOD . . 178 ASTRAY IN HER PATHS . . 119 To RICHARD WAGNER . . 179 SONNET TO CLYTIE . . . 120 THE Two EMOTIONS , . 179 A VALENTINE, ’98 . . . 120 Tur Sonner. I... . . 180 PENELOPE . . . . . 121 » II. . . . 180 A SONNET OF BLASPHEMY . . 122 WEDLOCK. A SONNET . . 180 THE RAPE OF DEATH. . . 122 SONNET FOR GERALD KELLY’S IN THE WOODS WITH SHELLEY. 124 DRAWING OF JEZEBEL . . 180 A VISION UPON USHBA . » 125 MANY WATE…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 240

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…thical theory. The Aeon of Osiris had been succeeded by that of Horus. The Magical Formula of the Aeon being no longer that of the Dying god but that o the Crowned and Conquering Child, mankind is to govern itself accordingly. A "righteous" act may be defined as one which fulfils the existing Magical Formula. The motives which were valid in the Aeon of Osiris are sheer superstition today. What were those motives and on what basis did they rest? The old conception was that man was born to die; that eternal life had to be gained by a magical act,…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 77

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…o surprise in the truly scientific mind. We celebrated the 900th creamy, as I said be- fore, with a brief but glad hymn of praise to the God who had made us, and I withdrew my dripping bushwhacker for a moment in order to wipe it dry — nothing is so deleterious to the proper enjoy- ment of a game at Hey Gammer Cook as the too great slitheriness of the lady’s rattle-bollocks — and in returning it to its sheath, the lassie was so pleased that she forgot for a second her role for protecting herself against danger of impregnation. This has always b…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 16

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…r- rassing for a third party — and when her eyes opened and she saw his boyish face she had only one word — “ It isn’t true then ? Oh my God, it isn’t true ? ” — And fell to murmuring his name with every accent of infinite love and tenderness. At his house my astonishment was ten- fold. Ready and waiting for us were hot drinks of every kind, blankets toasting before a splendid fire, a bright open bed in the luxurious room — in ten minutes he had her nude and dry and warm and happy. He dismissed me queerly : “ I suppose I must follow,” he laughe…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 145

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…hout favour or prejudice, to accomplish the one object in view, and so finally “to interpret every phenomenon as a particular dealing of God with the soul.” In truth this is an “Act of Truth,” the Power begot by Concentration and nothing else. We have seen at the commencement of this chapter how the Atman (that Essence beyond Being and Not Being) allegorically fell by crying “It is I,” and how the great Hypocrisy arose by supposing individual Atmans for all beings, and things which had to incarnate again and again before finally they were swall…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 145

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…hout favour or prejudice, to accomplish the one object in view, and so finally “to interpret every phenomenon as a particular dealing of God with the soul.” In truth this is an “Act of Truth,” the Power begot by Concentration and nothing else. We have seen at the commencement of this chapter how the Atman (that Essence beyond Being and Not Being) allegorically fell by crying “It is I,” and how the great Hypocrisy arose by supposing individual Atmans for all beings, and things which had to incarnate again and again before finally they were swall…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 145

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…e Bursts 131 in my soul with his eyes. As for myself, I was absolutely stupefied by the pointless falsehood of the paragraph. “But, good God!” I exclaimed. ‘This is all absolute tosh.” “Excuse me,” said the consul, a little grimly, “T have not finished the paragraph. “I beg your pardon, sir,’’ I answered curtly. “Taking advantage of these facts,” he continued to read, “and of a slight facial resemblance to Sir Peter and Lady Pendragon, two well-known inter- national crooks have assumed their personalities, and are wandering around Naples and it…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 39

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 1)

… final =10. The Number Two represents Yod, the Divine or Archétypal World, and the Number One is only attained by the destruction of the God and the Magician in Samadhi. The world of Angels is under the numbers Four to Nine, and that of spirits under the I. The balance of the Sephiroth: Kether (0 “Kether is in Malkuth, and Malkuth is in Kether, but after another manner.” Chokmah (2) is Yod of Tetragrammaton, and there fore also XJnity. Binah (3) is Hé of Tetragrammaton, and there fore “The Emperor.” Chesed (4) is Daleth, Venus the female. Gebur…

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