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1913 · PDF PAGE 3

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…posal do not at present suffice for the contemplated advance, and the Chan- cellor consequently appeals for assistance to those who have found in the instructions of the A... A... a sure means to the end they sought. All moneys received will be applied solely for the purpose of aiding those who have not yet entered the circle of the light. The Chancellor wishes to express his gratitude to those who have so generously come forward with assistance. The full amount is, however, not yet guaranteed, and he hopes that those interested will make a spe…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 259

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…e had drawn it up himself. Mr. Battiscombe Gunn was rapidly revising the funeral arrange- ments of the dying saint, which he proposed to found on some unedited documents of the Second Dynasty, which showed conclusively that the sacred lotus was in reality a corset, and the Weapon of Men Thu a button-hook. Neuburg was improvising (for soothing of the last moments of the dying saint) a crooning lay to the tune (and the words, mutato mutando) of “Jesus, lover of my soul, Let me to thy bosom fly,” the bass accompaniment being an obbligato by Wilfre…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 3

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…posal do not at present suffice for the contemplated advance, and the Chan- cellor consequently appeals for assistance to those who have found in the instructions of the A... A... a sure means to the end they sought. All moneys received will be applied solely for the purpose of aiding those who have not yet entered the circle of the light. The Chancellor wishes to express his gratitude to those who have so generously come forward with assistance. The full amount is, however, not yet guaranteed, and he hopes that those interested will make a spe…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 259

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…e had drawn it up himself. Mr. Battiscombe Gunn was rapidly revising the funeral arrange- ments of the dying saint, which he proposed to found on some unedited documents of the Second Dynasty, which showed conclusively that the sacred lotus was in reality a corset, and the Weapon of Men Thu a button-hook. Neuburg was improvising (for soothing of the last moments of the dying saint) a crooning lay to the tune (and the words, mutato mutando) of “Jesus, lover of my soul, Let me to thy bosom fly,” the bass accompaniment being an obbligato by Wilfre…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 79

The Sword of Song

…ch to him the absence of an ego, for the brutes have had more sense than ever to im agine there was one. So the tusker was usually to be found, still as a rock, in s ome secluded place, m editating on the Three Characteris tics. And when Ganesha appeared in all his glory , he found him to his disgust quite free from e lephanto- morphism. In fact, he quietly asked the God to leave him alone. “Now he was still quite a y oung elephant when there came into the jungle, tripping merrily along, with a light-hearted song in its nucleolus, no less than …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 572

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…uick attempts to achieve his ends. They were baffled. He dashed himself against a wall, was enmeshed in the intrigues of my enemies, and found himself in the end neither able to go forward to victory, nor to extricate himself from the circumstances. He had committed himself to my interests irrevocably. {903} 94 In the following month, Betty arranged two lectures on the Law of Thelema in her house and brought a number of friends to seek my assistance. One such introduction proved pregnant with fate. A brilliant boy, just down from Oxford, where …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 6

The Rosicrucian Scandal

…ved. ‘a sentence of seven yeurs' penal servitude for abominable offences ‘against children? Maruexs, How was I to know that she would be found out? ScorPio, K.C, You acknowledged her as your spiritual superior ? Maruens. Yes. SconPio, K.C. As a secret chief8 Mariners. Yes SconPio, KC. Thank you. Now wit He was staying with you in Paris? Matens. Yes. ‘Scorpio, K.C. How employed? Maruens, In trying to make rubies from ruby dust Scoxrio, KC, Did he succeed? Matin’, "He made a small worthless ruby. ‘Scorpio, K.C. With better apparatus he ‘commercia…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 54

The Stratagem and Other Stories

… formed from two others. James Hinton had undoubtedly a perfectly crisp, simple, and concise idea of the “fourth dimension of space”; he found the utmost difficulty in conveying it to others, even when they were advanced matematicians. It is (I believe) the greatest factor that militates against human progress that great men assume they will be understood by others. Even such a master of lucid English as the late Pro- fessor Huxley has been so vitally misunderstood that he

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1929 · PDF PAGE 432

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…en they continue their original methods of testing the genuineness of phenomena, the mediums have become familiar with their methods and found out how to circumvent them. In the words of Browning: "So off we push." So much for the so-called scientific contingent. Browning's "Mr Sludge, 'The Medium'" is to me the deepest and completest psychological study ever written. I only wish it could be matched by a parallel exposure of the half-hidden perversities and trickeries of the scientific mind. {686} 71 The spring of 1912 found me once more hoveri…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 297

The Star in the West

…lted states of Ecstasy or Samâdhi . Crowleyanity has now led us through the realms of sceptical idealism , in which rationalism has been found completely wanting as a constructive force, and through which we have travelled with satyr and nymph and many other profaners of the sanctuary . And , as of old , the scented courtezans revelled in the mysteries of Eleusis , and the vine of lacchus was 1 Cited , vol. ii, p. 255. ? Pentecost , vol. ii , p. 173.

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1944 · PDF PAGE 67

The Book of Thoth

…gn TZ or TS implies this in the original, onomatopoetic form of language. It is derived from Sanskrit roots meaning Head and Age, and is found to‐day in words like Cæsar, Tsar, Sirdar, Senate, Senior, Signor, Señor, Seigneur. The card represents a crowned male figure, with imperial vestments and regalia. He is seated upon the throne whose capitals are the heads of the Himalayan wild ram, since Aries means a Ram. At his feet, couchant, is the Lamb and Flag, to confirm this attribution on the lower plane; for the ram, by nature, is a wild and cou…

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1903 · PDF PAGE 78

The Star and the Garter

…ies are abolished and cease| And for me, may I never forget how things came well as they are| It was long I had wandered yet ere my eyes found out the star. Be silent, love, and abide; the wanton strings must go To the vain tumultuous tide of the spirit’s overflow. I sing and sing to the world; then silence soon Be about us clasped and furled in the light of the moon. Forget not, never forget the terrible song I have sung; How the eager fingers fret the lute, and loose the tongue Tinkles delicate things, faint thoughts of a futile past— We are …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 320

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

… which I was standing, and winding itself about me, formed a great column which carried me up through the roof to a great height. Then I found, as the cloud fell away from me, that I was standing in a fair green field, and by me in great solemnity stood a shining steel-grey-silver figure, unarmed. «“ Welcome,’ said the stranger with a cold dignity. “Then he led me to a blue pool of water, and bade me plunge into it, which I did, half diving and half swimming, sending a million sparkling sapphires of water dancing in the light. “ The water was d…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 320

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

… which I was standing, and winding itself about me, formed a great column which carried me up through the roof to a great height. Then I found, as the cloud fell away from me, that I was standing in a fair green field, and by me in great solemnity stood a shining steel-grey-silver figure, unarmed. «“ Welcome,’ said the stranger with a cold dignity. “Then he led me to a blue pool of water, and bade me plunge into it, which I did, half diving and half swimming, sending a million sparkling sapphires of water dancing in the light. “ The water was d…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 64

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…t the true adepts were in charge of it was definitely disproved. 15. In the Order, with two certain exceptions and two doubtful ones, he found no persons prepared for initiation of any sort. 16. He thereupon by his subtle wisdom destroyed both the Order and its chief. 17. Being himself no perfect adept, he was driven of the Spirit into the Wilderness, where he abode for six years, studying by the light of reason the sacred books and secret systems of initiation of all countries and ages. 18. Finally, there was given unto him a certain exalted g…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 126

The Star in the West

…fter his death married Ptolemy , King of Egypt ; and was it not at the feet of Lais that such men as Demosthenes and Diogenes were to be found ? Was it not also Catullus who sang to the fickle Lesbia : Give me kisses thousand fold , Add to them a hundred more ; Other thousands still be told , Other hundreds o'er and o'er . And Propertius to the wayward Cynthia : Cynthia's unsnaring eyes my bondage tied : Ah wretch ! no loves , till then , had touched my breast , Love bent to earth these looks of steadfast pride , And on my neck his foot triumph…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 84

John St. John

…. How many do I know in my own experience who tell me that, obedient to the Heavenly Vision, they will shoot no more rabbits l Thus they found a system on trifles, and their Lord and God is some trumpery little elemental masquerad- ing as the Almighty. I remember my Uncle Tom telling me that he was sure God would be displeased to see me in a blue coat on Sunday. And to-day he is surprised and grieved that I do not worship his God—or even my own tailor, as would be surely more reasonable!

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1996 · PDF PAGE 204

The Law is for All

…am not extended, and Khabs is the name of my House. 3. In the sphere I am everywhere the centre, as she, the circum­ ference, is nowhere found. 4. Yet she shall be known & I never. 5. Behold! the rituals of the old time are black. Let the evil ones be cast away; let the good ones be purged by the prophet! Then shall this Knowledge go aright. 6. I am the flame that burns in every heart of man, and in the core of every star. I am Life, and the giver of Life, yet there­ fore is the knowledge of me the knowledge of death. 7. I am the Magician and t…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 91

Konx Om Pax

…ead Sea, some God new-lit upon that Limbo. As also it is written. We follow him to its smallest garret, deserted by the rats, since they found nor room nor victual, but tenanted by men. Arthur Gray was a poet who had abandoned alike his father’s favour and his jam factory. Caring for nothing but his books, he lived in Holbein House, year in, year out. Looking at the blank wall opposite, he had seen God face to face, and died. When he spoke he was not under stood, for his words were the words of a dead God. Basil Gray, his brother, had come hot-…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 32

John St. John

…herein the Geburah of me rises to Binah—Strength winningthe Wings ofUndertanding). [These symbols, allusions, and references will all be found in 777, just published by “ The Equinox "—see advt.—ED.]

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