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1961 · PDF PAGE 35

Liber Aleph

…t every Opposition is in its Nature named Sorrow, and the Joy lieth in the Destruction of the Dyad. Therefore, must thou seek ever those Things which are to thee poisonous, and that in the highest Degree, and make them thine by Love. That which repels, that which disgusts, must thou assimilate in this Way of Wholeness. Yet rest not in the Joy of the Destruction of each complex in thy Nature, but press on to that ultimate Marriage with the Universe whose Consummation shall destroy thee utterly, leaving only that Nothingness which was before the …

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1944 · PDF PAGE 72

The Book of Thoth

… the Serpent, and not of Eve and Adam; and therefore when he had slain his brother, who was the first murderer, having sacrificed living things to his demon, had Cain the mark upon his brow, which is the mark of the Beast spoken of in the Apocalypse, and is the sign of Initiation. “The shedding of blood is necessary, for God did not hear the children of Eve until blood was shed. And that is external religion; but Cain spake not with God, nor had the mark of initiation upon his brow, so that he was shunned of all men, until he had shed blood. An…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 31

Konx Om Pax

…nobody ever, that is Satan, and he is the Saviour of the World.” I We were a very great company, and I can’t tell you of all the strange things we did and said, or of the song we sang as we danced face out wards in a great circle ever closing in on the Devil on the throne. But whenever I saw a toad or a hat, or some horrid insect, my Fairy Prince always whispered: “It is the Saviour of the world,” and I saw that it was so. We did all the most beautiful wicked things you can imagine, and yet all the time we knew they were good and right, and mus…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 151

Orpheus

…aughter and for tears, Changeless for joy of myriad years. This, this endures; there is no lover, No loved one; all the ages cover These things from sight: but this abides Floating above the whelming tides Of time and space: abides for ever Whether the lovers join or sever. There is no change: the love exists Beyond the moment’s suns and mists In me, abiding: and I see No lover in Eurydice, Save that her kiss awoke in me This knowledge, this supreme content, Annihilation of the event, The vast eternal element Of utter being, bliss, and thought,…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 52

Ambergris

… plot their stealthy destinies. So patient, in the breathless strife ; So silent, under scourge and knife ; So tranquil, in the surge of things ; I bring them from the well of Life, Love, from celestial water-springs ! From the shrill fountain-head of God I draw out water with the rod

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1912 · PDF PAGE 110

Sir Palamedes

…all. He saw the Curse That wrapped in ruin the World primeval. He saw the unborn Universe, And all its gods coeval. He saw, and was, all things at once In Him that is ; he was the stars, The moons, the meteors, the suns, All in one net of triune bars; Inextricably one, inevitably one, Immeasurable, immutable, immense Beyond all the wonder that his soul had won By sense, in spite of sense, and beyond sense. “Praise God!” quoth Palamede, “ by this I attain the uttermost of bliss. . . . God’s wounds! but that I never sought. The Questing Beast I s…

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1901 · PDF PAGE 19

Carmen Saeculare

…wer me In that dread pomp of Triumph and of Right, The awful day : my witnesses are Ye That I have said in all men’s sound and sight The things that are to be. 17

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1910 · PDF PAGE 50

The Winged Beetle

… body’s wealth of ambergris (Narcissus-scented flesh of man !) I burnt before him in the sacrifice ; For he was sure— Being the Doubt of Things, the one thing to endure ! XX Wherefore, when madness took him at the end, He, doubt-goat, slew the goat of doubt ;

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1907 · PDF PAGE 198

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…hy bed, And all thy sorrow shaken on my head. Cursed above gods be thou Whose blind unruffled brow Rules the grim place of unsubstantial things ! Hated, to me thy face Turns not the glance of grace. I rule unloved above the infernal kings, And only thee in all deep Hell I charm in vain, despair my royal spell. By might of famine long And supplication strong Demeter won the swift Hermetic word : In bitter days of eld Thus by great force compelled The glad earth saw me, careless of my lord, Rise to her crystal streams and sapphire seas, And These…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 44

The Goetia

…e East. He appeareth in the Form of a Beautiful Man, riding upon a Winged Horse. His Office is to go and come; and to bring abundance of things to pass on a sudden, and to carry or re-carry anything whither thou wouldest have it to go, or whence thou wouldest have it from. He can pass over the whole Earth in the twinkling of an Eye. He giveth a True relation of all sorts of Theft, and of Treasure hid, and of many other things. He is of an indifferent Good Nature, and is willing to do anything which the Exorcist desireth. He governeth 26 Legions…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 128

The Winged Beetle

…s my crest Than thine—and now I pierce thee, veil of mist ! Even as an arrow from the war-bow springs I leap—my life is set with loftier things. I match, &c. SAMECH (and the crossing of the Path of Pe) Now swift, thou azure shaft of fading fire, Pierce through the rainbow ! Swift, O swift ! how streams The world by ! Let Sandalphon and his quire Of Angels ward me ! Ho ! what planet beams This angry ray ? Thy swords, thy shields, thy spears ! Of meteors war and blaze ; but I am I, Horus himself, the torrent of the sky Aflame—I sweep the stormy s…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 23

Cambridge Poets 1900–1913

…es of the magic of her healing . Yesterday I was troubled with the words of men , For they had denied the beauty and the sanctity of all things . They had broken the faith with the universal spirit , Saying that nothing is save themselves only , that are unworthy , more than I even , of the knowledge and love of night . And , sore distressed , I listened for her in the time of the great stillness , and was not disappointed . She came to me as a prophet to a stricken people , And her voice I heard vibrating from one wall of the darkness to the o…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 52

Cambridge Poets 1900–1913

… , 1 Each separate tree , each flower and climbing weed , That at the last he thither went to dwell And mix himself with all those quiet things . Then gradually left him thought and deed Till dead were all his soul 's imaginings . So, day by day , All his own being gently flowed away And left him mixed indeed With flower and climbing weed With them in summer green , in autumn grey . So the grey country draws me till I go And make surrender of myself again ; The misty hill , the leaden stream below Are waiting to accept me when I will , And if m…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 139

Cambridge Poets 1900–1913

…ness Inevitably : the joys that do obscure Are no less real Than sorrows which reveal ; But joy the spendthrift reckons not in pence The things that make his gladness , But grief a strict accountant will commence To tell base coin from the pure . Has any man a friend Crowned with delight and full prosperity , Who walk together seeming whole And interweave caressing arms ? Let these not boast communion of soul Till fate her message send Ultimate doom , or terrible alarms , And set them naked each in the other 's eye , 120

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1919 · PDF PAGE 155

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

… J. St. J. subconsciously in- fluenced him to a great extent, although he would not and could not have admitted it at the time. In these things one must be Oneself, not try to be another. His entry of April 22 is a long one, and I quote it in part. I wish I could express myself better. On reading J. St. J. again I find that I can comprehend it ever so much better than when I first read it some three months after its publication. Then, it seemed like a dream of the far distant future; now, many parts seem like records of my own experiences, only…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 98

Moonchild

…he place had been defended, but not as against its present dangers. It had been hitherto sufficient to exclude evil and ignorant beings, things of the same class as Douglas' watcher; but now a far more formidable problem was in view, how to dissuade a Soul, a being armed with the imperial right to enter, from approaching. Demons and elementals and intelligences were only fractions of true Entities, according to the theory; they were illusions, things merely three-dimensional, with no core of substance in themselves. In yet another figure, they …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 405

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…whose Turkey cooed, not gobbled; a Plum Pudding innocent of brandy. Yet these lines are the most forcible one can remember; and if these things are done in the green tree ? Lady Clara Vere de Vere feels (or is supposed to feel) a ladylike repugnance to the sight of a suicide’s scarred throat! She never is conceived of as rising either in joy or horror to the height of tragedy. Her atonement? To preside at the Dorcas Society! This ridiculous monster! Let us cover up these bones neatly and tidily and bury them yet deeper in their tumulus of obliv…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 405

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…whose Turkey cooed, not gobbled; a Plum Pudding innocent of brandy. Yet these lines are the most forcible one can remember; and if these things are done in the green tree ? Lady Clara Vere de Vere feels (or is supposed to feel) a ladylike repugnance to the sight of a suicide’s scarred throat! She never is conceived of as rising either in joy or horror to the height of tragedy. Her atonement? To preside at the Dorcas Society! This ridiculous monster! Let us cover up these bones neatly and tidily and bury them yet deeper in their tumulus of obliv…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 222

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

… They are arranged like the geomantic figure Populus, Above and below them are the symbols 0 and "I; for the Decan. Over-careful in small things at the expense of great: ”Penny wise and pound foolish ": gain of ready money in small sums; mean; avaricious; industrious; cultivation of land; hoarding, lacking in enterprise. Hod of( ?הSkill: prudence: cunning). Therein rule those mighty Angels?היאכאand?לאחהג XXV THE LORD OF MATERIAL GAIN Nine of Pan/ades A WHITE Radiating Angelic Hand, holding a rose branch with nine white roses; each of which touch…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 222

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

… They are arranged like the geomantic figure Populus, Above and below them are the symbols 0 and "I; for the Decan. Over-careful in small things at the expense of great: ”Penny wise and pound foolish ": gain of ready money in small sums; mean; avaricious; industrious; cultivation of land; hoarding, lacking in enterprise. Hod of( ?הSkill: prudence: cunning). Therein rule those mighty Angels?היאכאand?לאחהג XXV THE LORD OF MATERIAL GAIN Nine of Pan/ades A WHITE Radiating Angelic Hand, holding a rose branch with nine white roses; each of which touch…

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