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1929 · PDF PAGE 91

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 1)

…ing missed at the wicket. One has the sly satisfaction of having done an outrageously foolish thing and got off scot free. When one sees life in perspective, it is an immense relief to discover that things like bankruptcy, wedlock, and the gallows made no particular différence. They were only accidents such as might happen to anybody; they had no real bearing on the point at issue. One consequently remembers having one’s ears cropped as a lucky escape, while the casual jest of a drunken skeinsmate in an all-night café stings one with the shame …

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1901 · PDF PAGE 48

The Mother’s Tragedy

…he mother, have conceived Of my own loins, and made me no less god Than all your gods! Ye people and ye priests, Behold the burden of my life, and fear, And know me Isis. Worship me, and praise The goodliest ruler of the world, the queen Of all the white immeasurable seas, And that vast river of our sowing-time, And of your Sun. Behold me made a god Of my own godhead, and adore the sun Of my queen’s face, and worship ye the fount And fertile river of my life. Bow down, Ye people and ye priests, and worship me, And him co-equal. Iam very god!” S…

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1901 · PDF PAGE 98

The Soul of Osiris

…I am strange : my soul is seared With desolation of the blinding day I have come out from : yes, that fearful light Was not the Sun : my life has been the death, This death may be the life : my spirit sight Knows that at last, at least. My doubtful breath Is breathing in a nobler air ; I know, I know it in my soul, despite of this, The clinging darkness of the Long Ago, Cruel as death, and closer than a kiss,

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1910 · PDF PAGE 48

Ambergris

…but the wonder of her face Grew as the dawn and never satiated. She knew not in her strong imperial soul How hopeless was the slavery of life, How by the part man learns to love the whole, How each man’s mistress calls herself a wife. I tired not of the tigress limbs and lips— Only, my soul was weary of itself, Being so impotent, who only sips The dewdrops from the flower-cup of an elf, Not comprehending the mysterious sea Of black swift waters that can drink it up, Not trusting life to its own ecstasy, Not mixing poison with the loving-cup. I,…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 90

Book 4 (Part I)

74 lessness of dreams,' he ascribes them (rightly) to a disordered mind. The philosopher looks upon waking life with similar contempt ; and the person who has experienced Dhyana takes the same View, but not by mere pale intellectual conviction. Reasons, hoWever cogent, never convince utterly; but this man in Dhyana has the same commonplace certainty that a man has on waking from a nightmare. “ I wasn’t falling down a thousand flights of stairs, it was only a bad dream.” Similarly comes the reflection of the man who has had experience of Dhyana: “…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 18

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 1)

…scorned, hated and feared. I hâve kept my Word. But the time is now corne for me to carry my banner into the thick of the press of human life. I must make MAGICK the essential factor in the life of ALL. In presenting this book to the world, I must then explain and justify my position by formulating a définition of MAGICK and setting forth its main principles in such a way that ALL may understand instantly that their soûls, their lives, in every relation with every other human being and every circumstance, dépend upon MAGICK and the right compré…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 123

White Stains

…rsty lips with its insatiate fires, While swart limbs soft and strong Grip my hot head, while thy lips kiss away With blood and foam the life from him thou wouldst not slay.

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1899 · PDF PAGE 9

Tale of Archais

PROLOGUE THE FAITH OF LIFE “ Yea, with thine hate, O God, thou hast covered us.” SWINBURNE, Atalanta YEA, one singeth, with thine hate Thou hast covered us, O God ! Nay, another answers straight (Low his lute’s sweet period) : Sink those bitter staves of wrath ! Cease that angry trumpet’s blare ! Sunlight burns a rosy path Yonder through the sky to where Flowers bud and linnets sing ; Love’s expressed in everything ; We are covered with thy love

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1911 · PDF PAGE 60

Hail Mary

…ice ! We gladly wake to toil and praise, Since these our purpose speed By walking humbly in Thy ways To worship Thee indeed. Let all the life and love and light Of earth and sky and sea Soar in one flame’s surpassing might To Thee—to Thee—to Thee ! Amen. N 53

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1996 · PDF PAGE 47

The Law is for All

…terms. I would suggest that the palace is the “Holy House” or Universe of the Initiate of the New Law. The four gates are perhaps Light, Life, Love, Liberty—see “De Lege Libellum.”1 Lapis Lazuli is a symbol of Nuit, Jasper of Hadit. The rare scents are possibly various ecstasies or samadhis. Jasmine and Rose are hieroglyphs of the two main Sacraments, while the emblems of death may refer to certain secrets of a well-known exoteric school of initiation whose members, with the rarest exceptions, do not know what it is all about. 1 [See Works Cite…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 142

Collected Works (Vol. I)

… em- brace: And now you will not let me see your face Or hear your voice or touch you. Ah! the hour! Fle moves. Come back, come back, my life’s one flower ! Come back. One kiss before you leave me. So! Stop—turn—one little kiss before you go ; It is my right—you must. Ohno! Ohno! EPILOGUE. To die amid the blossoms of the frost On far fair heights; to sleep the quiet sleep Of dead men underneath the snowy steep Of many mountains ; ever to have lost These cares and these distrusts 3 to lie alone, Watched by the distant eagle’s drowsy wing, Stars …

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1905 · PDF PAGE 114

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…inding-sheet of Infidelity, And rise up naked, as a god, to hear This message from the reawakened sphere ; Words with love clothed, with life immortal shod :— ‘* Mankind is made a little part of God.” ! Till the response, full chorus of the earth, Flash through the splendid portals of re- birth, Completing Truth in its amazing span :— ‘** Godhead is made the Spirit that is Man.” To whose white mountains, and their arduous ways, Turn we our purpose, till the faith that slays Yield up its place to faith that gives us life, The faith to conquer in…

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1939 · PDF PAGE 22

Eight Lectures on Yoga

… you start the practices you will find, if you are doing them properly, that you are hearing sounds which you never heard before in your life. You become hypersensitive. And as you have five external batteries bombarding you, you get little repose. You feel the air on your skin with about the same intensity as you would previously have felt a fist in your face. 5. To some extent, no doubt, this fact will be familiar to all of you. Probably most of you have been out at some time or other in what is grotesquely known as the silence of the night, …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 15

Handbook of Geomancy

A HANDBOOK OF GEOMANCY e PUELLA seyete fe Life, &c. 1] Med. | Med, | Good | Good | Evil | Med. | Good | Evil Money, &c. 2| Med. | Good | Good | Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Rank, &c. 3| Evil | Good |V.good| Good | Evil | Good | Good | Evil Property 4| Evil | Good | Med. | Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Wife, &c. 5 | Med. | Good | Good | Good Evil Med. | Good | Med. Sex of Child 6] Dau. Son 5 5 5 5 Dau. 5 Sickness 7 | Asc. |Health |Danger-| Asc. | Health| Health| Long | Health ous Prison 8 | Out by| Come | Come | Good | Come | Come | Long …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 93

The Scented Garden

…lays ‘ kun ’ or ‘ kir ’. Only we know that we in Him are dead, And that the Far is buried in the Near. Thus like a cherry-blossom is our life Floating unwetted on the moon-white mere.5 It is no time to sing ; for from the house Comes forth the bride Habib, sans prince or peer ; Unique Habib, who walketh like a cat, Sitteth, a swan, and runneth like a deer. His face is like the moon that shines upon The labouring Hajj,6 its camel-throned Emir.7 For like a column of innumerous men Doth serpentine his body ; he is here With hugs to break this brea…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 280

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…y, to-day, and the brother of The Morrowl Iam born again and again. Mine is the unseen force from which the Gods are sprung; that giveth life unto the dwellers in the watch—towers of the Universe. I am the charioteer of the East, Lord 01 the Past and the Future. I see by mine own inward light; Lord of Resurrection, who cometh forth from the dusk, and whose birth is from the House of Death. Ο ye two divine hawks upon your pinnacles, who keep Watch over the Universe! Ye who company the bier unto the House of Rest. Ye who pilot the Ship of Ra, eve…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 280

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…y, to-day, and the brother of The Morrowl Iam born again and again. Mine is the unseen force from which the Gods are sprung; that giveth life unto the dwellers in the watch—towers of the Universe. I am the charioteer of the East, Lord 01 the Past and the Future. I see by mine own inward light; Lord of Resurrection, who cometh forth from the dusk, and whose birth is from the House of Death. Ο ye two divine hawks upon your pinnacles, who keep Watch over the Universe! Ye who company the bier unto the House of Rest. Ye who pilot the Ship of Ra, eve…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 91

Songs of the Spirit

… spring the spectres (Whence come, where bound ?) To baffle those protectors Whose wings are broad around. Uprise they and upbraid, Till life shrinks back afraid, And death itself dismayed Sinks back to the profound. 81

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1904 · PDF PAGE 111

The Argonauts

ACTUS QUINTUS FOURTH WOMAN. Our chance gone! FIRST WOMAN. Our life Degraded to her service. SECOND WOMAN. We who are Born nobly, are become her minions. THIRD WOMAN. Slaves, not handmaidens! ALCESTIS. Ototototoi! Ai Ai! What misery! FIRST WOMAN. See! the lady weeps! ALCESTIS. Ai Ai! the black fiend, how he dogs my feet! The fatal day! Ai! Ai! CHORUS. What sorrow thus, Maiden, removes the feet of fortitude? ALCESTIS. Who shall arouse him? CHORUS. Peace, our lady sleeps N

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1916 · PDF PAGE 1

A Dictionary of Similes

… of Similes. A cigar is like a wife! Put it up to your lips, and light it; When you’ve learned to do it right, it Adds a certain zest to life. Mind you keep on puffing it, Or it’s out, and can’t be lit. Ah, the aroma! Ah, the glow! Will I have one? Thank you, No. —ALEISTER CROWLEY

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