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1912 · PDF PAGE 79

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…ra" Hence in the diary the letters S.D. (for Stooping Dragon) will refer to somebody named Vera, or possibly ”the true woman,” or " true things." As I am ninety—four years old come Martinmas, and have much more of this “ Temple ” anyhow, I feel justified in leaving the rest of this ingeni— ous cipher to any lunatics who get tired of the Bacon-Shakespeare folly. Anybody who understands this entry of October 6— Brassies and Billiards. Council of War. The King’s letter to the Queen : “ Pussy the Prince is ill ” Paedicabo ego vos et inrumabo XVI. Ca…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 79

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…ra" Hence in the diary the letters S.D. (for Stooping Dragon) will refer to somebody named Vera, or possibly ”the true woman,” or " true things." As I am ninety—four years old come Martinmas, and have much more of this “ Temple ” anyhow, I feel justified in leaving the rest of this ingeni— ous cipher to any lunatics who get tired of the Bacon-Shakespeare folly. Anybody who understands this entry of October 6— Brassies and Billiards. Council of War. The King’s letter to the Queen : “ Pussy the Prince is ill ” Paedicabo ego vos et inrumabo XVI. Ca…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 203

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…ow my soul a way to life. Hope dies; faith flickers and is gone. Love weeps, then turns its soul to stone. All nearest, highest, holiest things Drop off; the soul must lose her wings, And, crippled, find, with no one clue The infinite maze to travel through, The goal unguessed, the path untrod, And stand unhelmed, unarmed, unshod, Naked before the Unknown God. Oh! stertorous, oh! strangling strife That cleaves to love, that clings to life! The Will is broken, falls afar Extinct as an accurséd star. The Self, one moment held behind, Whirls like …

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1905 · PDF PAGE 15

Rosa Mundi

…he Rose of all Delight, The Rose of Dew, the Rose of Love and Night, The Rose of Silence, covering as with a vesture The solemn unity of things

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1961 · PDF PAGE 67

Liber Aleph

… thou hast ten thousand fold! Learn then to draw from that great Treasure-House the Jewel of which thou art in any present Need. For all things that are possible to thy Nature are already hidden within thee; and thou hast but to name them, and to bring them back into the Light of thy Consciousness. Then squander not this Gold of thine, but put it to most fruitful Usury. Now then of the Art and Craft of this most Holy Mystery I write not, for a Reason that thou already knowest. Moreover, in this Matter, thou shalt best learn by thine own Experie…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 403

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…s and therefore he must be guilty. I had found it much the same with myself. Nobody seemed to care whether I had or had not done various things which anyone might be expected to do, but nobody seemed to entertain a doubt of my having done things impossible in nature. Nobody troubled to find out the facts about the simplest matters. People printed falsehoods about my family, my fortune, the best-known events of my life. There was no attempt to be consistent or probable. To edit a newspaper while undergoing penal servitude seemed to strike nobody…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 92

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…lure and lend the light. XVI. Wisdom and Love, intenser glow ! Beauty and Strength, increase and burn ! Be brothers to the law of life ! Things as they are—their nature know! Act! Nor for faith nor folly turn ! The hour is nigh when man and wife, Knowing, shall worship face to face, Beget and bear the royal race. THE WHITE CAT. HAIL, sweet my sister! hail, adulterous spouse, Gilded with passionate pomp, and gay with guilt: Rioting, rioting in the dreary house With blood and wine and roses splashed and spilt About thy dabbling feet, and aching j…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 171

Collected Works (Vol. III)

… lust, Carven from spectral images of dust, Founded on visions of the accursed well, And built of shame and hatred and distrust, And all things hateful and all lying things— Osong! where wanderest on forgetful wings? Shall these wild numbers help thee to thine own, Or change the winter’s gramarye to spring’s? Rather beguile the tedious mourning hours With memory of the long-forgotten bowers, Where loves resurged from cave and grove to throne, ‘rom nuptial banquet to the bed of flowers ! Rather forget the near catastrophe, And turn my music towa…

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1902 · PDF PAGE 142

Tannhäuser

… only that the selflessness That fills me now, forbids the personal, Casts out the individual, and weeps on For the united sorrow of all things. For if I die, it is not Tannhaiiser, Rather a spark of the supreme white light That dwelt and flickered in him in old time ; That Light, I say, that hides its flame awhile To shine more fully —to redeem the world ' I say, then, " I " ; and yet it is not " I " Distinct, but " I " incorporate in All. I am, the Resurrection and the Life ! The Work is finished, and the Night rolled back ! I am the Rising S…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 122

Konx Om Pax

… Jove, who knows? Perhaps he too is in the Plot. 1 like Scotch \Vhisky: he does not. He prefers Job to Second Kings. We disagree on many things.” He sniffed around the Adept (who lay low). He searched his luggage for his halo. He asked him frequently to dine Forgetting purposely the wine (Though the arcana of Nibbana Ignore the very name of Cana). He could not pass a herd of swine Without a hint; in fact, in fine, He took His Silence as a sign: “This is an Enemy of mine ! "

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1910 · PDF PAGE 13

Rosa Decidua

…te loss is infinite loss, That tears are trivial, tears are happiness, That this blind ache is God’s last punishment For love ; that all things in that one thing shent Are damned, that had I loved her less I could have prated in some honeyed strain. Taking a subtle pleasure in my pain. It is my bulk, the mass of my intent, That makes the ruin abject. I had sung Some partial earthquake ; here the universe Crashes with one great curse, Whelming the singer and the song. My tongue Is palsied ; only this chaotic clash Of curses echoes the dire crash…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 21

The Winged Beetle

…thing mortal serves to name another As mortal as itself. Why must our deathless loves Be stained by the black-hearted mother That called things by dead names ? The sunny elf Language shall play with the ethereal flames But never dare approach The central and volcanic fire, The inmost Force, nor, like a glittering army Send forth its scouts to encroach Upon our citadel desire. Ay ! though these flaming sentences Eat like strong acid in my vitals, char me, Blast me like lightning, smash me like black seas Towering above the lofty ship Whose masts…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 210

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…r altar with grey smoke (no fire) ascending from it, Beneath her feet are white clouds. Wisdom, strength, acuteness; subtlety in material things: grace and dexterity. If ill dignified, she is frivolous and cunning, She rules a quadrant of the heavens around Kether. v of A Princess and Empress of the Sylphs and Sylphides. Throne of the Ace of Wands. 168

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1912 · PDF PAGE 226

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…us Minor. Above and below are the symbols οί 6 and "L for the Decan. Death, or end of pleasure: disappointment, sorrow and loss in those things from which pleasure is expected. Sadness, treachery, deceit; ill—will, detraction ; charity and kindness ill requited; all kinds of anxieties and troubles from unsuspected and unexpected sources. Geburah of( ?הDisappointment in love, marriage broken off, unkindness of a friend; loss of friendship). Herein rule?ה`װלand .?הי'להפ XXXI THE LORD OF PLEASURE Six of Chg/ices AN Angelic Hand, as before, holds a…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 210

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…r altar with grey smoke (no fire) ascending from it, Beneath her feet are white clouds. Wisdom, strength, acuteness; subtlety in material things: grace and dexterity. If ill dignified, she is frivolous and cunning, She rules a quadrant of the heavens around Kether. v of A Princess and Empress of the Sylphs and Sylphides. Throne of the Ace of Wands. 168

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1912 · PDF PAGE 226

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…us Minor. Above and below are the symbols οί 6 and "L for the Decan. Death, or end of pleasure: disappointment, sorrow and loss in those things from which pleasure is expected. Sadness, treachery, deceit; ill—will, detraction ; charity and kindness ill requited; all kinds of anxieties and troubles from unsuspected and unexpected sources. Geburah of( ?הDisappointment in love, marriage broken off, unkindness of a friend; loss of friendship). Herein rule?ה`װלand .?הי'להפ XXXI THE LORD OF PLEASURE Six of Chg/ices AN Angelic Hand, as before, holds a…

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1914 · PDF PAGE 27

Chicago May

…se dunes, these stars, these holy trees ‘That sentinel our sleep, the moan Of the tired sea, the birds, the breeze, ‘The moon, all these things are our own, ‘We made them for our love ! our home, Our palace of eternal rest — Here, by the starlight and the foam, Fold me, a flower, to your breast !

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1938 · PDF PAGE 16

The Heart of the Master

… thy Fortune, careless where it lead thee! The axle moveth not: attain thou that! XI. Mitigate Energy with Love; but let Love devour all things. Worship the name _______*, foursquare, mystic, wonderful, and the name of His House 418. (*This Name to be communicated to those worthy of that Initiation.) XII. Let not the waters whereon thou journeyest wet thee! And, being come to shore, plant thou the Vine and rejoice without shame. XIII. The Universe is Change: every Change is the effect of an Act of Love; all Acts of Love contain Pure Joy. Die da…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 34

The Goetia

…his Noisome Breath. Wherefore the Magician must hold the Magical Ring near his face, and that will defend him. He giveth true answers of things Past, Present, and to Come, and can discover all Secrets. He will declare wittingly how the Spirits fell, if desired, and the reason of his own fall. Hecan make men wonderfully knowing in all Liberal Sciences. He ruleth 40 Legions of Spirits. His Seal is this, which wear thou as a Lamen before thee, or else he will not appear nor yet obey thee, etc. (30.) Forneus.—The Thirtieth Spirit is Forneus. He is …

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1905 · PDF PAGE 52

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…rive, Pale and weary, dumb and blind, where curses thrive, Fold my sleep within his wings, and lead my dreams Through a land of pleasant things, of woods and streams, Bind my slumber with a chain of pure delight, Though the canker of it stain at death of night, Fill with passion and distaste and wakened pleasure All the moments run to waste that else were treasure ? Who is Love ? a fury red with all men’s blood On his cruel altars shed, a deadly flood ? Or a veiléd vision black with shame and fear, Whose most loathliest attack at night is near,…

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