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1909 · PDF PAGE 93

John St. John

…soundest sleepers imaginable. Nine solid hours without turning once is my irreducible minimum. Having done an hour’s illumination of the New Ritual, will go and break my fast with coffee and a brioche, and thence proceed to Michael Brenner’s studio. I have spent the morning in modelling Siddhasana— a more difficult task than appeared. Rather like THE taskl But I went on with the mantra, and made some Re- flections upon Kamma. I will now have a Yogin coffee and sandwich, and return to my illumination of the Ritual. In the desert of my soul, where …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 123

The Star in the West

… ; the men fond of kitchen - maids , and the women painted and cosmetic ized , not only to hide the ravages of debauchery , but to catch new lovers ; the boys a breed of cads , and the girls a breed of prudes . 1 Jephthah , vol . i, p . 81 . 2 The Temple of the Holy Ghost , vol . i, p . 189 .

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1909 · PDF PAGE 82

John St. John

…ple commonly call poison or no. In short, I act like a sensible man; and I think I deserve every credit for introducingthis com- pletely new idea into religion. That function of my brain which says “You ought to be willing Adonai ” sometimes acts. But I am willing Him! It is so active because all this week it has been working hard, and doesn’t realise that its work is done. Just as a retired grocer wakes up and thinks “ I must go and open the shop.” In Hindu phrase, the thought-stuff, painfully forced all these days into one channel, has acquir…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 241

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…it were work, but all he does is to sit in a chair and smoke and stare at nothing and swear if any one comes in to ask him if my darling new old rose chiffon moiré Direc- toire corsets match my eau-de-Nil suede tussore appliqué garters.” See? EUPHEMIA. But—hush! [She flies away to the other end of the room. The door opens. Enter THOMAS. 223

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1910 · PDF PAGE 241

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…it were work, but all he does is to sit in a chair and smoke and stare at nothing and swear if any one comes in to ask him if my darling new old rose chiffon moiré Direc- toire corsets match my eau-de-Nil suede tussore appliqué garters.” See? EUPHEMIA. But—hush! [She flies away to the other end of the room. The door opens. Enter THOMAS. 223

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1944 · PDF PAGE 112

The Book of Thoth

…d whorls. The general colour of the traditional card is subfusc; it represents the confusion and darkness of the material world. But the New Aeon has brought fullness of Light; in the Minu‐ tum Mundum, Earth is no longer black, or of mixed colours, but is pure bright green. Similarly, the indigo of Saturn is derived from the blue velvet of the midnight sky, and the maiden of the dance represents the issue from this, yet through this, to the Eternal. This card is to‐day as bright and glowing as any in the Pack.

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1907 · PDF PAGE 260

The Star in the West

THE NEW WINE 253 » 2 the Hermetic maxim , “ That which is above is as that which is below ,” we find stated in “ The Philo sopher's Progress ": That which is highest as the deep Is fixed , the depth as that above : Death's face is as the face of Sleep ; And Lust is likest Love . ? In “ The Quest ” and in several parts of “ Tann häuser , ” we are conveyed into the maze of mystic numbers , which we do not intend to enter here . “ My womb is pregnant with mad moons and suns , and yet we ultimately feel, on reading deep into these mystical poems , …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 80

John St. John

…an the other notes at intervals Again awake, and patient-eager. The dreams flow through me ceaselessly. This time a house where Ι, like a new Bluebeard, have got to conceal my wives from each other. But my foolish omission to knife them brings it about that I have thirty—nine secret chambers, and only one open one in each case. Oh, yards of it! And all sorts of people come in to supper—which there isn’t any, and we have to do all sorts of shifts—and all the wives think themselves neglected-as they are bound to do, if one is insane enough to have…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 75

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…all things. 46. Subdue thy fear and thy disgust. Then—yield! 47. There was a maiden that strayed among the corn, and sighed; then grew a new birth, a narcissus, and therein she forgot her sighing and her loneliness. 48. Even instantly rode Hades heavily upon her, and ravished her away. 49. (Then the scribe knew the narcissus in his heart; but because it came not to his lips, therefore was he shamed and spake no more.) 50. Adonai spake yet again with V.V.V.V.V. and said: The earth is ripe for vintage; let us eat of her grapes, and be drunken the…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 332

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

THE EQUINOX he will be under the dominion of an entirely new set of the type of Rajo-Guna, the principle of Activity, and soon. To the advanced Student a simple ordinary thought, which seems little or nothing to the beginner, becomes a great and terrible fountain of iniquity, and the higher he goes, up toa certain point, the point of definitive victory, the more that is the case. The beginner can think, ‘it is ten o’clock,’ and dismiss the thought. To the mind of the adept this sentence will awaken all its possible correspondences, all the refl…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 487

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…ror had been established by the megalomaniac in the White House and his brutal and thick- headed bravo, Burleson. On October 6th, I left New York for a trip round the coast. I wanted to see the San Francisco exhibition, and I wanted to get first-hand facts about the attitude of the people, outside the Wall Street machine, to the war. With this I combined a honeymoon with Hilarion; though the sky was cloudy and windy, she popped in and out all the time, having decided to spice the romance and adventure by taking her husband in tow. My first stop…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 284

The Star in the West

THE NEW WINE 277 transmute “ I doubt ” into “ I know .” However , Huxley grasped the great and grand truth that the natural philosopher who examines worlds , suns , and stars , is in reality only experimenting on his own “ inner consciousness ," beyond which to him there is Nothing These stars thou seest Are but the figuring of thy brain .' This Nothing , this absolute nihility , is again the Qabalistic Zero . Huxley did not belong to that now rapidly growing school ( sic ) of crapulous scientists who inflate themselves , like the frog in the f…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 68

John St. John

…Ritual until it is beautifully coloured. As Zoroaster saith : “ God is never so much turned away from man, and never so much sendeth him new paths, as when he maketh ascent to divine speculations or works, in a confused or disordered manner, and (as the oracle adds) with unhallowed lips, or unwashed feet. For of those who are thus

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1911 · PDF PAGE 109

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…ding I saw quails with these eyes. The air was as thick with them as when the Children of Israel were miraculously fed. G. M. OF ST [. A new miracle if the knave escape. But will not your lordship sup with me to-night? BISHOP. Thanks, good Grand Master. FIRST TORTURER. My lord, I think I heard a sigh. PHYSICIAN. Only a natural motion of the body, by your 101

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1911 · PDF PAGE 109

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…ding I saw quails with these eyes. The air was as thick with them as when the Children of Israel were miraculously fed. G. M. OF ST [. A new miracle if the knave escape. But will not your lordship sup with me to-night? BISHOP. Thanks, good Grand Master. FIRST TORTURER. My lord, I think I heard a sigh. PHYSICIAN. Only a natural motion of the body, by your 101

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1912 · PDF PAGE 49

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…agical body. And on one night— " Had long colloquy with Golden Hawk; invited——(the Adept) and learnt that the Great Work was to create a new Universe. Whence severe self-criticism.” This at the end of his journey. Yet during this journey We find that he had written down the secrets of the Mystic Path in a myterious MS., which few indeed have been privi- leged to see. In Calcutta he was very busy. He had been attacked by armed robbers, and, slaying two of them, was, in the then political condition of Bengal, likely to be offered up as a scapegoat…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 49

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…agical body. And on one night— " Had long colloquy with Golden Hawk; invited——(the Adept) and learnt that the Great Work was to create a new Universe. Whence severe self-criticism.” This at the end of his journey. Yet during this journey We find that he had written down the secrets of the Mystic Path in a myterious MS., which few indeed have been privi- leged to see. In Calcutta he was very busy. He had been attacked by armed robbers, and, slaying two of them, was, in the then political condition of Bengal, likely to be offered up as a scapegoat…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 79

The Star in the West

…undation of the truest possible morality , based on Nature , and manifested to us through our divine powers of reason . And much of this new morality do we find in the love-gospel of Aleister Crowley . First turning to the love incarnate in motherhood , we find a touching case in the picture of Cora in “ The Mother's Tragedy." Cora Vavasour , late of the halls , yet as true and noble a woman as ever lived , a type of woman that , thank Heaven , is not so uncommon among those whom the prudes call fallen classes . Cora was scarcely , however , on…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 67

Book 4 (Part II)

… can defy Mara. Let him estimate his strength, and take a vow which is within it, but only just within it. Thus Milo began by carrying a new-born calf; and day by day as it grew into a bull, his strength was found sufficient. Again let it be said that Liber III is a most admirable method for the beginner,' and it will be best, even if he is very confident in his strength, to take the vow for very short periods, beginning with an hour and increasing daily by half-hours until the day is filled. Then let him rest awhile, and attempt a two-day prac…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 229

Moonchild

…e the word "decolletee" used to describe a smart American woman's dinner dress; and General Cripps was feeling it at the moment when his new Intelligence Officer presented himself. It was about six o'clock at night; Cripps and his staff were bivouacked in the mairie of a small village. They were contemplating a further retreat that night. "Sit down, Captain Grey," said the chief kindly. [322] "Join us at dinner — just as soon as we can get these orders out — listen and you'll pick up the

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