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1910 · PDF PAGE 197

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

… Ajna 15m. 30s. 20 breaks, Ill.* 10.57a.m. 11.4 a.m. Pranayama 7m. Nose not clear, i16am, i1n18am. Ajna 2m, 6 breaks. [Hyperaesthesia of sense. Various sounds disturbed me much.] Again ill, 3.38 p.m. 3.46 p.m. Pranayama 8 m. Going easier. 3.48 p.m. 3.51pm. White tri- 3m. 5 breaks, angle 5.51 p.m. 6.10} p.m. Ajna 19 m. 30s. 20 breaks. * N.B. Frater P. did not practise when physically unfit. 181

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1910 · PDF PAGE 197

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

… Ajna 15m. 30s. 20 breaks, Ill.* 10.57a.m. 11.4 a.m. Pranayama 7m. Nose not clear, i16am, i1n18am. Ajna 2m, 6 breaks. [Hyperaesthesia of sense. Various sounds disturbed me much.] Again ill, 3.38 p.m. 3.46 p.m. Pranayama 8 m. Going easier. 3.48 p.m. 3.51pm. White tri- 3m. 5 breaks, angle 5.51 p.m. 6.10} p.m. Ajna 19 m. 30s. 20 breaks. * N.B. Frater P. did not practise when physically unfit. 181

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1913 · PDF PAGE 505

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…ey work marvels. They make themselves believed, they make them- selves followed, and when they say, “This is thus,” Nature changes (in a sense) to the eyes of the vulgar, and becomes what the great man wished. “This is my flesh and this is my blood,” said a Man who had made himself God by his virtues; and eighteen centuries, in the presence of a piece of bread and a little wine, have seen, touched, tasted and adored flesh and blood made divine by martyrdom! Say now, that the human will accomplishes no miracles ! 207

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1913 · PDF PAGE 505

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…ey work marvels. They make themselves believed, they make them- selves followed, and when they say, “This is thus,” Nature changes (in a sense) to the eyes of the vulgar, and becomes what the great man wished. “This is my flesh and this is my blood,” said a Man who had made himself God by his virtues; and eighteen centuries, in the presence of a piece of bread and a little wine, have seen, touched, tasted and adored flesh and blood made divine by martyrdom! Say now, that the human will accomplishes no miracles ! 207

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1919 · PDF PAGE 246

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…tter to fulfil one’s destiny consciously and joyously than like a stone; but lam on my guard. I will return to plain politics and common sense. Our Founder, then, when he thought over this matter from a purely practical standpoint, remembered those institutions with which he was familiar, which flourished. He bethought him of monasteries like Monsalvat, of uni- versities like Cambridge, of golf clubs like Hoylake, of social clubs like the Cocoa-Tree, of co-operative societies, and, having sojourned in America, of Trusts. In his mind he expanded…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 38

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…_is a picture invented by one’s own mind. The Universe is the looking-glass of the soul. In that state one understands all sorts of non- sense. “© Thou foursquare Crown of Nothing, that _ Circlest the destruction of Worlds! I adore Thee, ' Evoe! I adore Thee,I A O!” I flushed with rage, understanding enough to know what Lou must be feeling as she rolled forth those passionate, senseless words from her volcanic mouth. Gretel’s suggestion trickled into my brain. “This beastly alcohol brutalises men. Why is Lou so superb? She has breathed the pure…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 167

Magick Without Tears

…not harm ye at all. It is a lie, this folly against self The exposure of innocence is a lie. Be strong, 0 man! lust, enjoy al/ things of sense and rapture! fear not that any God shall deny thee for this. Behold! these be grave mysteries; for there are also of my friends who be hermits. Now think not to find them in the forest or on the mountain, but in beds of purple, caressed by magnificent beasts of women with large limbs, and fire and light in their eyes. and masses of flaming hair about them; there shall ye find them. But ye, 0 my people. r…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 163

The Law is for All

…o these shall breed lust & power of lust in you at the eating thereof. Commentary: The word “lust” is not necessarily to be taken in the sense familiar to Puritans. It means robustness, “merri­ ment” as of old understood: the Germans have retained the proper force of the term in lustig. But even the English retain “lusty.” The Puritan is undoubtedly a marvel. He has even succeeded in attaching a foul connotation to a colourless word like “certain”—“In a section of the city with a certain reputation women of a certain class suffering from certai…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 284

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…ugh that was inconceivable, but the colossal roar that filled the universe, and rent my brain also, which blotted out in one instant all sense, thought, and being. In an instant I felt my life extinguisned, but knew that it was by annihilation, not by death. When I awoke out of the hasheesh state I was as over- whelmed to find myself still in existence as a dead man of the last century could be were he now suddenly restored to earth. For a while, even in perfect consciousness, I believed I was still dreaming, and to this dayI have so little los…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 284

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…ugh that was inconceivable, but the colossal roar that filled the universe, and rent my brain also, which blotted out in one instant all sense, thought, and being. In an instant I felt my life extinguisned, but knew that it was by annihilation, not by death. When I awoke out of the hasheesh state I was as over- whelmed to find myself still in existence as a dead man of the last century could be were he now suddenly restored to earth. For a while, even in perfect consciousness, I believed I was still dreaming, and to this dayI have so little los…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 160

Magick Without Tears

…r-educated herdsmen, whose wages would stop at the first sign of disagreement with the bosses. For the rest, deafen the whole world with senseless clamour. Mechanize everything! Give nobody a chance to think. Standardize "amusement. " The louder and more cacophonous, the better! Brief intervals between one din and the next can be filled with appeals, repeated 'till hypnotic power gives them the force of orders, to buy this or that product of the "Business men" who are the real power in the State. Men who betray their country as obvious routine.…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 203

The Star in the West

…ubjective , i.e. , in the subject, in other words , that subjective creation can outstep its own creator and vice versa . For there is a sense sublime Of something far more deeply interfused , Whose dwelling is the light of setting suns , And the round ocean and the living air , And the blue sky , and in the mind of man ; A motion and a spirit , that impels All thinking things , all objects of all thoughts , And rolls through all things .? To the uninitiated this matter must for the present remain dark , and though at first the neophyte may thi…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 58

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 1)

…l things are necessarily comprehended in it$ but its use in a magical ceremony is little understood. The climax of the formula is in one sense before even the formulation of the Yod. For the Yod is the most divine aspect of the Force —the remaining letters are but a solidification of the same thing. It must be understood that we are here speaking of the whole ceremony considered as a unity, not merely of that formula in which Yod is the God invoked, Hé the Archangel, and so on. In order to understand the ceremony under this formula, we must tak…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 61

Magick Without Tears

…onal" I mean "willed." But even unintentional acts so seeming are not truly so. Thus, breathing is an act of the Wtll-to-Jive. 2. In one sense Magick may be defined as the name given to Science by the vulgar.

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1929 · PDF PAGE 469

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…Crowley what he would do. Mr Crowley would go to London; if there was a train, good; if not, he could walk and swim. Luck --- no, common sense! --- favoured him; while twenty thousand English, and thirty thousand American, millionaires were stuck in dirty Switzerland for months, because they hadn't the sense to take a train to Paris, unable to cash their drafts, and living on the charity of calculating thieves --- I refer to the Swiss hoteliers --- he walked down to the station and took the train to Paris, as aforesaid. I spent a week in Paris.…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 234

The Star in the West

…re , though not an in active idea , yet in myself some sort of an active thinking im age of the Deity . And though I perceive Him not by sense , yet I have a notion of Him , or know Him by reflexion and reasoning .” — P. 93 . " The existence , therefore , of any being can only be proved by arguments from its cause or its effect ; and these arguments are founded entirely on perience . . . It is only ex perience , which teaches us the nature and bounds of cause and effect , and enables us to infer the existence of one ob ject from that of another…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 21

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

… my general spiritual life of the period, as will appear later. I was genuinely fond of my Aunt Ada. She was womanly in the oldfashioned sense of the word; a purely passive type. Naturally talented though she was, she was both ignorant and bigoted. In her situation, she could not have been anything else. But her opinions did not interfere with her charity. A woman of infinite kindness. Her health was naturally delicate; an attack of rheumatic fever had damaged her heart and she died before her time. The meanness and selfishness of my Uncle Tom …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 368

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

… no arm, I could no more kill my wife with an axe. God rewarded me by giving me the power of reading thought, which constitutes an extra sense for me; and to my nose He gave a voice of its own. I was a dentist. Indeed, I have found a new way of extracting teeth without gas. You merely press the neck of your patient, who faints in consequence, and you can then safely operate. How did you come to this? What caused you to take the attire of a man in place of the usual brown coat of a cover ?” His companion—friend or master—bade him keep silent for…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 368

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

… no arm, I could no more kill my wife with an axe. God rewarded me by giving me the power of reading thought, which constitutes an extra sense for me; and to my nose He gave a voice of its own. I was a dentist. Indeed, I have found a new way of extracting teeth without gas. You merely press the neck of your patient, who faints in consequence, and you can then safely operate. How did you come to this? What caused you to take the attire of a man in place of the usual brown coat of a cover ?” His companion—friend or master—bade him keep silent for…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 412

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…ys. The last two seem to be gates, in spite of the statements in the text. We also find the term Bodhisattva in a quite unin- telligible sense. We shall discuss this question more fully a little later on. The Dhyanis are gods of sorts, either perfect men or what one may call natural gods, who occupy eternity in a cease- 90

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