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1912 · PDF PAGE 95

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

… coldly. Furtively and hurriedly, his glance divided between the forbidden book and the shop-door, his only safeguard from intrusion the thought that nobody who entered would be in a position to throw stones at a fellow—culprit, Theodore Bugg turned over the pages. The book began mildly enough with the winged Victory and only entered the rapids with La Gioconda. Thence, Niagara-like, one plunge to the abyss—the Venus de Milo. The blood flamed to his face; his breath came hot and quick. 53

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1954 · PDF PAGE 164

Magick Without Tears

… without reference to any other motives such as commonly influence action. So with thy all; thou hast no right but to do thy Will. Every thought, word, or act without exception is subject to this law. "Do what thou wilt" does not give license to do anything else; lest this be not understood, the doctrine is here explicit: "Thou hast no right but to do thy will. " Every particle of energy must be built into this single-track machine of will; directly or indirectly, it must serve the one purpose. A very small hole in the hull may sink a very larg…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 98

Oracles

… grown to it for kin ; Some final leprous growth that took my brain, Weaving a labyrinth of dullest pain From the sweet scarlet threat I thought was sin. I cannot sin ! Alas, one sin were sweet ! But sin is living—and we cannot meet ! So long ago, so miserably long ! I was a maiden—oh how rich and rare Seemed the soft sunshine woven in my hair ! How keen the music of my body’s song ! How white the blossom of my body’s light ! How red the lips, how languorous the eyes, How made for pleasure, for the sleepy sighs Softer than sleep ; amorous dew-d…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 53

Book 4 (Part I)

…e serious student. 1 Emphatically. Emphatically. Emphatically. It is impossible to combine Prana- yama properly performed with emotional thought. It should be resorted to immedi- ately, at all times during life, when calm is threatened.

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1901 · PDF PAGE 78

The Soul of Osiris

66 THE SOUL OF OSIRIS. My thought had thanked him for the generous breath Wherewith he warned us : for delay were death. And now, too late ! no moon is overhead— Some other meaning in the words he saith ? Or, am I tricked in such a little snare ? I lifted up my eyes. What soul stood there, Fronting my path ? Tall, stately, delicate, A woman fairer than a pomegranate. A silver spear her hands of lotus bear, One shaft of moonlight quivering and straight. She pointed to the East with flashing eyes : “ Thou canst not see her—but my Queen shall rise…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 55

Clouds Without Water

…up mine everlasting cliffs I built between my will and my desire. They reach me not ; I made a monstrous crowd, Innumerable monuments of thought, But none is equal; this high head is bowed In vain to the wise God it would have wrought, Had not — Who sitteth on the Holy Throne Thereby must make himself to be alone. II] See! to be God is to be lost to’God. That which I cling to is my proper essence; Nor is there aught at any period That may endure the horror of my presence. I conjure up dim gods; how frail and thin! How fast they slip from this a…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 104

The Scented Garden

96 Ecstasy overcometh Individuality. XXIV THE BLASPHEMER Hast thou never thought, O Habib of the athletic body, that when thou wrigglest thy velvet buttocks with immense vigour, and bitest hard with thy po- dex-muscle upon the member of El Qahar, that thou hast no remembrance of any circumstance connected with my personality or thine, but art completely absorbed by the act ? It causes me to remember an antient folly and blasphemy spoken to me — Allah purify mine ears ! — by a certain Sufi, who, being excessively drunk, had lost control over his…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 70

Book 4 (Part II)

…ted ideas there are many. The best is perhaps the method of equilibrium. Get the mind into the habit of calling up the opposite to every thought that may arise. In conversation always disagree. See the other man's arguments; but, however much your judgment approves them, find the answer. Let this be done dispassionately; the more convinced you are that a certain point of view is right, the more determined you should be to find proofs that it is wrong. If you have done this thoroughly, these points of view will cease to trouble you ; you can the…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 236

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

… And we can’t possibly go to the dear Duchess on Friday! CARR [almost in tears], Forgive my seeming callous- ness! On my honour, I never thought of that. “Sunt lachrymee rerum.’ [4 nurse and afootman appear. The latter wheels GRAND- FATHER out of the room, using the greatest care not to shake him. 218

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1910 · PDF PAGE 236

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

… And we can’t possibly go to the dear Duchess on Friday! CARR [almost in tears], Forgive my seeming callous- ness! On my honour, I never thought of that. “Sunt lachrymee rerum.’ [4 nurse and afootman appear. The latter wheels GRAND- FATHER out of the room, using the greatest care not to shake him. 218

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1911 · PDF PAGE 279

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…ged heels are fiery with enormous speed, One spurning heaven ; the other trampling hell ; And thon—recede ! Ο Hermes! Messenger of inmost thought! Descend ! Abide ! Swift coursing in my veins Shoot dazzling pains, The Word of Selfhood integrate of Nought, The Ineffable Amen! the Wonder wrought. Bring death if life exceed! Bid thy pale Hermit bleed, Yet life exude; And Wisdom and the Word of Him Drench the mute mind grown dim With quietude! Fix thy sharp lightnings in my night! My spirit free! Mix with my breath and life and name thy mood And sel…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 279

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…ged heels are fiery with enormous speed, One spurning heaven ; the other trampling hell ; And thon—recede ! Ο Hermes! Messenger of inmost thought! Descend ! Abide ! Swift coursing in my veins Shoot dazzling pains, The Word of Selfhood integrate of Nought, The Ineffable Amen! the Wonder wrought. Bring death if life exceed! Bid thy pale Hermit bleed, Yet life exude; And Wisdom and the Word of Him Drench the mute mind grown dim With quietude! Fix thy sharp lightnings in my night! My spirit free! Mix with my breath and life and name thy mood And sel…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 156

Cambridge Poets 1900–1913

…Lord of Hosts — and He Listens whenever anybody prays . He never sleeps , but watches day and night ; God is the God of thunder , not of thought : [ Dives enters . He draws His sword in every righteous fight Dives . Who ? 137

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1944 · PDF PAGE 170

The Book of Thoth

… of practical matters. He is energetic and enduring, a capable manager, a steadfast and per severing worker. He is competent, ingenious, thoughtful, cautious, ‘trustworthy, im‐ perturbable; he constantly seeks new uses for common things, and adapts his circumstances to his purposes in a slow, steady, well‐thought out plan.

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1954 · PDF PAGE 406

Magick Without Tears

…Irishman, in judging the amount of Whisky in a bottle in the next room. They had to go in, report, and come back, and tell him what they thought about it. He filled it 50 percent with great accuracy. The Irishman came back fairly cheerful; he rubbed his hands; "Well, there 's half a bottle left, your honour ." When the Scotsman came back his face was full of gloom: "I'm afraid," he says, "that half a bottle has gone." Then the Englishman had his turn. He came in allover smiles, rubbing his hands, and said: "There's not a drop left, so that's th…

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1899 · PDF PAGE 16

Jephthah and Other Mysteries

…was blinded still, Garnered the harvest of abortive ill, For wheat reaped thistles, and for worship wrought A fouler idol of his meanest thought: A monster, vengeful, cruel, traitor, slave, Lord of disease and father of the grave, A treacherous bully, feeble as malign, Intolerable, inhuman, undivine, With spite close girded and with hatred shod, A snarling cur, the Christian’s Christless God. Out! misbegotten monster! with thy brood, The obscene offspring of thy pigritude, Incestuous wedlock with the Pharisees That hail the Christ a son of thee…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 44

Clouds Without Water

…all to find Strange equilibrium without support, Strange rapture without sense, and void of mind Strange ecstasies that mock the name of thought. Sooner or later, Lola ! Circumstance Bows before those who never miss a chance. -- hy —- XIII This is enough to make a donkey laugh! I talk like a Dutch uncle; and you listen Like a man reading his own epitaph. But, really! Truly ! How our glad eyes glisten ! How our hearts romp ! Whatever we may say, Have never adoubt, Lord, that it’s all thanksgiving! If Thou dost thus for people every day, How very…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 116

Book 4 (Part II)

…no idea can thus be united, unless it is simple. Hence every idea must be analysed by the Sword. Hence, too, there must only be a single thought in the mind of the person meditating. One may now go on to consider the use of the Sword in purifying emotions into perceptions. It was the function of the Cup to interpret the perceptions by the tendencies; the Sword frees the perceptions from the Web of emotion.

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1961 · PDF PAGE 57

Liber Aleph

…e re- established. But seek not to grow by sudden Determination toward Things that be far from thee; only, if such a Thing come into thy Thought, construct a Bridge thereunto, and take firmly the first Step upon the Bridge. I shall explain this. Dost thou speculate upon the Motives of the Stars, and on their Elements, their Size and Weight? Then thou must first gain Knowledge of Doctrine mathematical, of Laws physical and chemical. So then first, that thou mayst understand clearly the Nature of thine whole Work, map out thy Mind, and extend its…

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1901 · PDF PAGE 85

The Mother’s Tragedy

…ght, My glory? There she lies divine and dead Because I would not trust the sullen wave Of time; and chose this way—her grave. I had not thought the poison left her so— Smiling, enticing, exquisite. I meant Rather that beauty to destroy, to leave No subtle languors on that breast of snow, No curves by God’s caressing finger bent, To bid me think of her: I would deceive My memory—now I can but grieve. Perhaps our happiness, despite of all, Would have grown comelier and never tired; Perhaps the pitiful pale face had been Alway my true wife’s; let…

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