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1913 · PDF PAGE 576

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…osophy would avoid all these evils. If we close our eyes to the defects of our neighbour, and only consider his good qualities, we shall find good and benevolence everywhere. The most perverse man has a good side to him, and softens when one knows how to take him. If you had nothing in common with the vices of men, you would not even perceive them. Friendship, and the devotions which it inspires, are found even in prisons and in convict stations. The horrible Lacenaire faithfully returned any money which had been lent to him, and frequently act…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 451

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…emselves over to the influence of that proud and powerful genius, and when they were softly ravished away over the precipice of death to find life, there it was that they began to exist in a real and natural manner, as is fit for all creatures.” This page needs no commentary, and explains sufficiently the tendencies of what one calls spiritualism, or spevdtism. It is already a long time since this doctrine, or, rather, this antidoctrine, began to work upon the world, to plunge it into universal anarchy. But the law of equilibrium will save us, …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 576

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…osophy would avoid all these evils. If we close our eyes to the defects of our neighbour, and only consider his good qualities, we shall find good and benevolence everywhere. The most perverse man has a good side to him, and softens when one knows how to take him. If you had nothing in common with the vices of men, you would not even perceive them. Friendship, and the devotions which it inspires, are found even in prisons and in convict stations. The horrible Lacenaire faithfully returned any money which had been lent to him, and frequently act…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 43

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…nts. CARRUTHERS. Be a man, Greumoch boy, be a man ! GREUMOCH. Sir, did she’ll no be thinking ye were greeting yersei’, mon, she'll could find it in her heert to whang ye, whateffer. ANGELA. You are early hunting, gentlemen. in! My steward shall serve somewhat. [Sees MOLLY. Ha! Ha! Ha! You bring a lady, then, Carruthers ! Come CARRUTHERS. Madam ! Give me that boy ! ANGELA. You fool, you are too late ! This is a man. CARRUTHERS. I warn you, Lady Baird. The law calls this abduction. ANGELA. Pish ! the law ! husband—ah ! Go, my dear (wh/?sfers) how…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 171

The Star in the West

… body as that of untasted virginity . The Catholic Church , the harlot of the seven hills , comes in for sparse mercy . In Tannhäuser we find the head of this infallible and august body of swindlers mocked as a mountebank , and his power as a “ barren staff .' In “ Ascension Day ” the whole Christian Church as a lie , “ abortion and iniquity ,” ? whose soldiers are no ardent warriors in triple steel , but loathly and disgusting worms , who only show fight when cornered and not always then- “ speared wild cats bravely spit .". Neither does Crowl…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 85

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…n the bed of the stream, but the law of gravitation itself, its necessary tendency to follow its own course. So that the good young Yogi finds himself thus awkwardly placed ; that having created a mighty engine and removed all conceivable impediments to its smooth working, he is now confronted by the inertia of all that majesty and might. Frankenstein | The mystic states of Sankhara are more awful and tremen- dous than any we have yet noticed. Atmadarshana, for instance, is only to be described feebly (yet I fear unintelligibly, even so) by spe…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 240

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…nhood which was his, of his own strength, and the righteousness of his purpose, and filled with the over- flowing ambitions of youth, we find him unconsciously sheathe 232

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1909 · PDF PAGE 85

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…n the bed of the stream, but the law of gravitation itself, its necessary tendency to follow its own course. So that the good young Yogi finds himself thus awkwardly placed ; that having created a mighty engine and removed all conceivable impediments to its smooth working, he is now confronted by the inertia of all that majesty and might. Frankenstein | The mystic states of Sankhara are more awful and tremen- dous than any we have yet noticed. Atmadarshana, for instance, is only to be described feebly (yet I fear unintelligibly, even so) by spe…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 240

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…nhood which was his, of his own strength, and the righteousness of his purpose, and filled with the over- flowing ambitions of youth, we find him unconsciously sheathe 232

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1954 · PDF PAGE 398

Magick Without Tears

…re is a method of using Ethyl Oxide which enables one (a) to analyse one's thoughts with a most exquisite subtlety and accuracy , (b) to find out-in the French phrase-"what is at the bottom of the bottle." By this they mean the final result of any project or investigation; and this; surprisingly often, is not at all what it is possible to discover by any ordinary means. For instance , one might ask oneself "Do I believe in God?" and, after a vast number of affirmative answers of constantly increasing depth and subtlety , discover with a shock t…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 166

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

… Buddhism with the view of becoming a Buddhist monk. On this very day he commenced, or rather continued his meditation practices; for we find him trying with MAitrananda the result of speech as a disturbing factor in Dharana (meditation). The experiment was as follows: P. sat and meditated for five minutes on a white Tau (T) during which Méitrananda spoke six times with the object of * No rough working is given in this volume; it is only a compendium of Results. + The goddess Isis, Deir, Kali, Sakti, etc, in her aspect as the patroness of Medit…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 166

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

… Buddhism with the view of becoming a Buddhist monk. On this very day he commenced, or rather continued his meditation practices; for we find him trying with MAitrananda the result of speech as a disturbing factor in Dharana (meditation). The experiment was as follows: P. sat and meditated for five minutes on a white Tau (T) during which Méitrananda spoke six times with the object of * No rough working is given in this volume; it is only a compendium of Results. + The goddess Isis, Deir, Kali, Sakti, etc, in her aspect as the patroness of Medit…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 561

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…htmares and phantoms. Everyone must nourish his children; and our life consumes itself for the sake of our thoughts. Happy are those who find again immortality in the creations of their soul! Woe unto them who wear them- selves out to nourish falsehood and to fatten death! for every one will reap the harvest of his own sowing. There are some unquiet and tormented creatures whose influence is disturbing and whose conversation is fatal. In their presence one feels one’s self irritated, and one leaves their presence angry ; yet, by a secret perver…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 561

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…htmares and phantoms. Everyone must nourish his children; and our life consumes itself for the sake of our thoughts. Happy are those who find again immortality in the creations of their soul! Woe unto them who wear them- selves out to nourish falsehood and to fatten death! for every one will reap the harvest of his own sowing. There are some unquiet and tormented creatures whose influence is disturbing and whose conversation is fatal. In their presence one feels one’s self irritated, and one leaves their presence angry ; yet, by a secret perver…

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1916 · PDF PAGE 11

A Prophet In His Own Country

…nearly always forgotten to define it. Now if, to bring back the matter to the question of Mr. Stuart and his letters to the universe, we find in one of them the word “gold,” we may be too ready to assume that

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1907 · PDF PAGE 146

The Star in the West

…s one , a flaming crown of glory twined and interwoven with roses both white and red . This mingling of the passionate and the chaste we find is the new ideal that Crowley flashes before our dazzled sight. Away with Mary, immaculate Mother of Christ : away with Messalina , incestuous prophetess of Lust . Away ! Away ! To the West , to the East , till they meet in some flaming region of equatorial fury, and flashing interfuse and interblend . Once again must a prophet of the Lord arise and wed a wife of whoredoms, who hath committed great whored…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 66

Diary of a Drug Fiend

… matches. Perfectly trivial things, matches— always using them, always easy to replace them, no matter at all for surprise if one should find one’s box empty; and I don’t admit for one moment that I showed any lack of proportion in the matter. Now don’t bring that moonlight flight to Paris up against me. I admit I was out of gas; but every one knows how one’s occupation with one’s first love affair is liable to cause a temporary derangement of one’s ordinary habits. What I liked about it was that evidently Gretel was a jolly good sport, whateve…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 31

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

31 luminously in focus, I find it very hard to remember the order in which they occurred. There are, moreover, {72} curious contradictions in myself against which I seem always to be stumbling. For example, as late as 1894, I think it must be, I find myself writing hymns of quite acceptable piety. One was published in "The" "Christian;" it began: I am a blind man on a helmless ship Without a compass on a stormy sea. I cannot sink, for God will hold me up, etc. Again, I wrote a poem on the death of my Aunt Ada, which I thought good enough to inc…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 149

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…tly draw a com- parison between myself and the great re- formers of eighty years ago. * So it is usually supposed. Maybe I shall one day find words to combat, perhaps to overthrow, this position. P.S. As, forexample, page 186. original eleven stone three Peacherine.—A. C. As a promise-keeper I am the } I must apologise (perhaps) for the new note of frivolity in my work: due doubtless to the frivolity of my subject: these poems being written when I was an Advaitist and could not see why—everything being an illusion—there should be any particular…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 26

The Star in the West

…ng from the darkness of night through the flashing elements of day into the silence of eternity . And this is exactly the poetry we here find . No poems are of any great length , no poems here contain a labour on the part of the reader to attain the end , though in some places the labours of Hercules seem insignificant compared with the labours of mental un knotting , but even in such places ( where the sense becomes tangled in the reader's mind ) he loses none of the beauty of rime and rhythm , he never becomes bored , never weary . Set in the…

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