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1913 · PDF PAGE 47

The Book of Lies

KE®@®AAH AT BAPHOMET A black two-headed Eagle is GOD; even a Black Triangle is He. In His claws He beareth a sword; yea, a sharp sword is held therein. This Eagle is burnt up in the Great Fire; yet not a feather is scorched. This Eagle is swallowed up in the Great Sea; yet nota feather is wetted. So flieth He in the air,

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1901 · PDF PAGE 74

The Soul of Osiris

…d held me to his heart, And could not speak a moment. Then he set A curb of sorrow and subdued its dart. “ Go ! and the blessing of high God attend Thy path, and lead thee to the doubtful end. No tongue that secret ever may reveal. Thy soul is God-like and thy frame is steel ;

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1906 · PDF PAGE 196

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…NOTES TO ASCENSION DAY 1. 1 fung outof chapel,\—Browning, Xmas five, III. last line. 3. Venus’ Bower and Osiris’ Crowley, Zannhduser, 5. God.3—Hebrew DYN, Gen. iii. s. 5. gods.4—Hebrew onde, Gen. iii. 5. The Revisers, seeing this most awkward juxtaposition, have gone yet one step lower and translated both words by ‘‘God.” In other passages, however, they have been com- pelled to disclose their own dishonesty and translate ods by ‘‘ gods.” For evidence of this the reader may look up such passages as Ex. xviii, 11; Deut. xxxli, 17; Ps. Ixxxii. [i…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 128

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…e thy head For his, thy life for his make mine, And for his folk thou hast spared, slay thine.” But surely I was just and wise! Mercy is God’s own attribute ! Mercy to noble enemies Marks man from baser mould of brute. To fight their swordsmen—who would shirk ¢ To slay a captive—coward’s work ! ‘¢T have loved mercy,” that He said ; Nor bade me slay the Syrian Chief. Yet my head answers for his head ; My people take his people’s grief. Sin, troth, to spare one harmless breath, Sith all my innocents earn death ! By timely mercy peace becomes, And…

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1899 · PDF PAGE 20

Jephthah and Other Mysteries

xx PRELUDE. _Completing Truth in its amazing span :— “ Godhead is made the Spirit that is Man.” To whose white mountains, and their arduous ways, Turn we our purpose, till the faith that slays Yield up its place to faith that gives us life, The faith to conquer in the higher strife ; Our single purpose, and sublime intent, With their spilt blood to seal our sacrament, Who stand among the martyrs of the Light; Our single purpose, by incarnate might Begotten after travail unto death, To live within the light that quickeneth ; To tread base though…

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1899 · PDF PAGE 138

Jephthah and Other Mysteries

…ed her: in a day he would have finished the poem. What a wonderful poem it was! One could hear, above the angels that sang, the voice of God in that awful music that made his lines quiver and shimmer like live coals. And the end was to have been so perfect: there was on the last passage of his work a hush, a silence almost as if the world—his world—awaited the voice of some great one. And now the silence is not broken. Perhaps men were not ready for those final chords. Perhaps to hear them would be to pass where he has passed! But oh! the pity!…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 173

The Star in the West

…WEST Here's why Creation jumps at prayer . You Christians quote me in a breath This , that , the other atheist's death ; How they sought God ! Of course ! Impair By just a touch of fever , chill, My health - where flies my vivid will ? My carcass with quinine is crammed ; I wish South India were damned ; I wish I had my mother's nursing , Find precious little use in cursing , And slide to leaning on another , God , or the doctor , or my mother . But , dare you quote my fevered word For better than my health averred ? The brainish fancies of a m…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 67

Clouds Without Water

… Even that taunt has left you smiling still, And silent still — and that is ten times worse. Where is my will, my adamantine will? Curse God and die? I can nor die nor curse. Ah, but I can. The agony extends — Iam wrapt up all in an equal hell. There is a point at which emotion ends. Tam come through to peace, though pain yet swell Its paean in my every vein and nerve. Try me, o God, convulse me to the marrow ! I am its element ; I shall not swerve. Lam Apollo too; I loose one arrow Swift enough, straight enough to conquer you. O Sphinx! Gaze o…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 30

Ambergris

… a lure Shall laugh at Fate ; We have tolled Death’s knell ; All streams are pure ; We are new-create ; All’s well, all’s well ! We have God to endure, we are very sure All’s well ! In such wise rang the challenge unto Death With clear high eloquence and happy breath ; So did a brave sad heart grow glad again And mock the riddle that the dead Sphinx saith. When I am dead, remember me for this That I bade workers work, and lovers kiss ; Laughed with the Stoic at the dream of pain, And preached with Jesus the evangel bliss. When I am dead, think …

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1904 · PDF PAGE 123

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…About the Ghost who gaily goes (The priests say) to put you in a pod. Your Jesus would not have a nose ! Your cunt would pox the eternal God, Rose !

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1910 · PDF PAGE 135

The Winged Beetle

… ; blot out the wizard figure Of thought, and build the many-coloured rose Your body on the cross, my body’s rigour. Chaos and Cosmos as God ebbs and flows Less than your thrust—wring out the extreme vigour ! Annihilation take us, till we rise Once more to the damnation in your eyes !

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1910 · PDF PAGE 181

The Winged Beetle

… and her wise brows nod ; Her hand makes music with her breath Dancing upon the ivory rod— The dying priestess offereth The sacrifice to God

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1905 · PDF PAGE 39

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…elf in that dim sphere Whose hollow centre I am standing at With burning eyes intent to penetrate ‘The black circumference, and find out God-— 1 Jehovah, the name of 4 letters. 1+2+ 3+4=10. 2 ‘The first Amen is=91 or 7x13. The second is the Inscrutabie Amoun. 3°¢°'The Poisoners,” finished later, but dis- carded as over-Tourncuresque, And only see myself. The walls of Space Mock me with silence. What is Life? The stars Are silent. O ye matchless ministers That daily pass in your appointed ways To reach—we know not what! How mean- ingless Your br…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 23

Jephthah

…sses rode, And judged us righteously, and each abode Safe in the shadow of his vine ; as when The peace of Joshua lay upon the land, And God turned not away His piteous eyes, Nor smote us with the fury of His hand, Nor clouded over His mysterious skies, And storm and wind had no more might at all, And death and pestilence forgotten were, And angels came to holy men that call, And gracious spirits thronged the happy air; When God was very gracious to all folk, And lifted from us the Philistian yoke, And all the iron power of Edom broke, And all …

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1901 · PDF PAGE 100

The Mother’s Tragedy

86 THE WHORE IN HEAVEN The chill damp chapel. God denied them not One chance of sight and love: their bed begot The loveliest child angels e’er prayed above, A maiden that an anchorite would love. She grew to beauty and to thoughts divine, Yet knelt each day in prayer to such a Thing As could not (so she knew) create the vine, The air, the linnet, and the water-spring. And every week some red-nosed ranter jarred Her tender ears—(yes, life was very hard }). Then she guessed Love. A village boy she took, And drew his soul out with her amorous loo…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 335

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

SEPHER SEPHIROTH Horse?םוס On, a name of GOD [see no], [W penalty of iniquity; “ being taken away ” ! ?ווי2 7 Material?עבטומ Angel of 5 P.?לאירפ 27 1/123 Eliphaz?זפילא Angel ruling ::?לאומבא To deliver, loose?ץלח Robustus gratin, Wide ΚΒ. ran L.c,l<. p. 399] GOD, the Eternal Oneהוהי ?וניהלא r z Pleasure [Gen. xviii, 1:1?הברע 9 Delight, pleasure?גנוע .I3° Deliverance?הלצה The Angel of re-ךאלמ ?לאגה demption Decrees, prophetic sayings?ץלמ Eye; the letter Ayin?ןיע The Pillars?ידומע Destilute my A staircase, ladder?םלס Angel of 5 C.?הילהפ ?וז131 He…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 335

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

SEPHER SEPHIROTH Horse?םוס On, a name of GOD [see no], [W penalty of iniquity; “ being taken away ” ! ?ווי2 7 Material?עבטומ Angel of 5 P.?לאירפ 27 1/123 Eliphaz?זפילא Angel ruling ::?לאומבא To deliver, loose?ץלח Robustus gratin, Wide ΚΒ. ran L.c,l<. p. 399] GOD, the Eternal Oneהוהי ?וניהלא r z Pleasure [Gen. xviii, 1:1?הברע 9 Delight, pleasure?גנוע .I3° Deliverance?הלצה The Angel of re-ךאלמ ?לאגה demption Decrees, prophetic sayings?ץלמ Eye; the letter Ayin?ןיע The Pillars?ידומע Destilute my A staircase, ladder?םלס Angel of 5 C.?הילהפ ?וז131 He…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 59

Collected Works (Vol. III)

ROSA MUNDI 53 Skilled by black art to mock the Gods profound In their abyss of under ground. Beware! Who hath entered hath no boast to make, And conscious Eden surelier breeds the snake. Be silent! O! for silence’ sake ! 8. That asks the impossible. Smite! Smite! Profaned adytum of pure light, Smite ! but I must sing on. Nay ! can the orison Of myriad fools provoke the Crowned-with- Night Hidden beyond sound and sight In the mystery of Ilis own high essence? Lo, Rose of all the gardens of the world, Did thy most sacred presence Not fill the Rea…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 167

Collected Works (Vol. III)

… westward shod with wings of fire And find my love, and in her arms expire, Or wed her for an hour. (Not for an hour as man, but even as God Whose day is like an aeon. Love hath nor station, stage, nor period : But is at once in his inane abode Beneath the spring Dircean.) Alas, the will flies ere the power began. Lo, in the Idan grove Invoking Zeus to swell the power of Pan, The prayer discomfits the demented man ! Lust lies as still as love. 1 Referring to the story of Elisha. - This obscure stanza means: that the in- vocation of high and pur…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 148

Collected Works (Vol. I)

THE FATAL FORCE,* 1899. ‘* She In the habiliments of the goddess Isis That day appeared.” —Antony and Cleopatra, iii. 6, 16. ‘Stoop not down, for a precipice lieth beneath the earth, reached by a descending ladder which hath Seven Steps, and therein is established the throne of an evil and fatal force.""— ZOROASTER. PEOPLE. RATOUM, Queen of Egypt. THE LEPER, her divorced husband. KHOMSU, ¢thezr son (dead). S’AFI, son of KHOMSU and RATOUM. THE KING OF SYRIA. AMENHATEP, High Priest. | Chorus of Priests. Soldiers of Egypt. Syrian Troops. SAFI. WuH…

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