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1912 · PDF PAGE 354

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…01] shy fala) Moses. [See 543, numerical AW Temurah of 345] Dominator whi Shiloh my 38 He was appeased. (Esther, ADDY vii. 10) 346 po wy Good pleasure ; the Will-power }}¥4 A spring ; spring water A water-pipe ; channel TM 347 Palanquin (Cant. iii. 9); ps Bridal bed ; nuptial chariot. [thalamus seu coelum fab- rile sub quo copulantur nu- bentes”] 348 Five ; to set in array wren Third King of Edom own 7 349 35° Day Demon of 3" Dec. 2 WIN A sapphire (Ex. xxviii. 18). ED [Vide K.D. L.C.K. p. 19] Ophir; a young mule; dust “BY of the Earth The Horn;…

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1939 · PDF PAGE 24

Eight Lectures on Yoga

…e that you are managing your breath so that your cycle, breathing in, holding, and breathing out, lasts exactly a minute. That is pretty good work for most people, but it may be or may not be good enough to get you going. No one can tell you until you have tried long enough (and no one can tell you how long 'long enough' may be) whether that is going to ring the bell. It may be that if you increase your sixty seconds to sixty-four the phenomena would begin immediately. That sounds all right but as you have nearly burst your lungs doing the sixt…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 47

In Residence

… back; the rhymes’ll get worse for certain, so don’t be surprised if they do, but I haven’t lost hope of sticking to grammar yet.] It is goodly and glad to see Gilbert express his poetic regret. I can find nothing better to add than that the son of Kish was Saul :— Good Gilbert’s forgotten again! The piece of advice he had in his mind was “ Trust Heaven and distrust Baphomet !”

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1906 · PDF PAGE 217

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…s, like so many other (perhaps all) lines in these poems, is pregnant with a host of hidden meanings. Not only is it physical, of saying good-bye to a friend: but mental, of the dark- ness of metaphysics; occult, of the mystical darkness of the Threshold of Initiation: and physiological, containing allusions to a whole group of phenomena, which those who have begun meditation will recognise. Similarly, a single word may be a mnemonic key to an entire line of philosophical argument. If the reader chooses, in short, he will find the entire mass o…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 42

John St. John

…usée du Luxembourg. I now sit down to meditate on this new ritual. The following, so it appears, should be the outlines— damn it, I’ve a good mind to write it straight off—no! I’ll be patient and tease the Spirit a little. I will be coquettish as a Spanish catamite. I. Death summons Life and clears away all other forces. 2. The Invocation of the Word. Death consecrates Life, who in her whirling dance invokes that Word. 3. They salute the Word. The Signs and M M must be a Chorus, if anything. 4. The Miraculous appearance of Iacchus, un- invoked.

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1910 · PDF PAGE 190

The Winged Beetle

…few speeches CARR and EUPHEMIA correspond by signs and winks. GRANDFATHER. When I was in Australia forty-four years ago there was a very good fellow of the name of Brown in Ballarat. Brown of Buninyong we used to call him. I remember—— MRS. OSSORY. [bursting into tears]. How can you, grandpa ? Can’t you realise that poor Henry is dead ? GRANDFATHER. Henry dead ? MRS. OSSORY. Didn’t you hear ? He was run over by Mr. Todd’s motor-car this afternoon in Piccadilly. GRANDFATHER. There, what did I tell you ? I always disliked that man Todd from the f…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 207

The Winged Beetle

… anything better ? I cannot believe it. Is there anything, anybody that could make me happier ? THOMAS. Mr. Todd. [Enter TODD. EUPHEMIA. Good afternoon, Mr. Todd ! So glad to see you ! Why, how strange you look ! What have you to say to me ? [TODD whispers in her ear. EUPHEMIA. How splendid ! You mean it ? It is true ? Better than all the rest ! Come, come ! [She throws her arm round his neck and runs laugh- ing out of the room with him. [Enter CARR and CHARLEY, a toy steam-engine puff- ing in front of them ; they follow on hands and knees. The…

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1930 · PDF PAGE 6

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 3)

…attainment. Kabbala Denudata, von Rosenroth: aiso the Kabbalah Un- veiled, by S. L. Mathers. The text of the Kabalah, with commentary. A good elementary introduction to the subject. Konx om Pax. Four invaluable treatises and a préfacé on Mysticism and Magick. The Pistis Sophia. An admirable introduction to the study of Gnosticism. The Oracles of Zoroaster. An invaluable collection of precepts mystical and magical. The Dream of Scipio, by Cicero. Excellent for its Vision and its Philosophy. The Golden Verses of Pythagoras, by Fabre d’Olivet. An …

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1954 · PDF PAGE 255

Magick Without Tears

…you needed in your career through the incarnations; at that moment there might well be a vacancy somewhere exactly where it will do most good to your Great Work. When you press on one spot, you make a corresponding bulge in another, as we often see a beautiful Lady, unhappy about her waist-line, adopt drastic measures, and transform herself into the semblance of a Pouter Puffin! In theory, I am particularly pleased about this Method, because it goes for everybody, requires no knowledge, no technical training, "no nuffin." All the same, it won't…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 436

Magick Without Tears

…allied to Bide: there's some idea of endurance [or perhaps repose] in it.) Then the third kind, which is moral, not intellectual; as in "good faith," bona fide, yours faithfully; and this is probably the hallmarked sense, for it implies just that endurance which goes with bide, and is not dependent in any way upon reason or conviction . This then I may dismiss as impertinent to the question in your letter, and stick to the other two. Faith in its Meaning Number One was perfectly well defined by the schoolboy: "the faculty of believing that whic…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 12

The Soldier and the Hunchback ! and ?

…of God or say of Him, so long as our words really represent thoughts, is less than the whole brain which thinks, and orders speech. Very good; shall we proceed by denying Him all think- able qualities, as do the heathen? All we obtain is mere negation of thought. Either He is unknowable, or He is less than we are. Then, too, that which is unknowable is unknown; and “God” or “ There is God” as an answer to our question becomes as meaningless as any other. Who are we, then? We are Spencerian Agnostics, poor silly, damned Spen- cerian Agnostics ! …

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1912 · PDF PAGE 61

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…No regular A but much concentrated thought. Decided to reject results of 20th and zrst, and go on as if they had never happened. Fair to good. Asked A for sufficient health on voyage to perform invocations properly. (PS. This was granted.) . At Kobe. A fair only; though I invoked all these powers of mine. Yet after, by a strong effort of will, I banished my sore throat and my surroundings, and went up in my Body of Light. Reached a room in which a cruciform table was spread, a naked man being nailed thereto. Many venerable men sat around, feast-…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 317

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…'?י7 Lost, ruined?דבא A name of GOD attributed to?אהא Venus. Initials of Adonai ha-Aretz Desire ; either, or?וא Gad, a Tribe of Israel ; good?רנ fortune Was weary?באר Riches, power?אנד Fish?גך 2‘. The Number οἳAbraxMelin Sub—Princes, and of the Servi- tors of Oriens. ? To will, intend?הבא Desired, beloved?בהא MR Then?זא The entrance, threshold?האב To be anxious, grieve?גאד Love; beloved, breast; pleasures?־ןר of love Nqn, Zauir Anpin 478 q.“?אז [Ii 3“~??ןו <( Ventriloquus: the special‘fire’?בוא of black magic, whence Obi, Obeah. Cf. u and 207 He…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 61

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…No regular A but much concentrated thought. Decided to reject results of 20th and zrst, and go on as if they had never happened. Fair to good. Asked A for sufficient health on voyage to perform invocations properly. (PS. This was granted.) . At Kobe. A fair only; though I invoked all these powers of mine. Yet after, by a strong effort of will, I banished my sore throat and my surroundings, and went up in my Body of Light. Reached a room in which a cruciform table was spread, a naked man being nailed thereto. Many venerable men sat around, feast-…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 317

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…'?י7 Lost, ruined?דבא A name of GOD attributed to?אהא Venus. Initials of Adonai ha-Aretz Desire ; either, or?וא Gad, a Tribe of Israel ; good?רנ fortune Was weary?באר Riches, power?אנד Fish?גך 2‘. The Number οἳAbraxMelin Sub—Princes, and of the Servi- tors of Oriens. ? To will, intend?הבא Desired, beloved?בהא MR Then?זא The entrance, threshold?האב To be anxious, grieve?גאד Love; beloved, breast; pleasures?־ןר of love Nqn, Zauir Anpin 478 q.“?אז [Ii 3“~??ןו <( Ventriloquus: the special‘fire’?בוא of black magic, whence Obi, Obeah. Cf. u and 207 He…

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1939 · PDF PAGE 66

Eight Lectures on Yoga

… a day, as I walked behind my camel in the Great Eastern Erg of the Sahara. I do not think that anyone will dispute that this was pretty good exercise; but my point is that it was certainly very good Yoga. From what I have said in previous lectures you will all recognise that this practice fulfils all the conditions of the earlier stages of Yoga, and it is therefore not surprising that it put my mind in such a state that I was able to use the Call of the Thirty Aethyrs with much greater efficacy than before. 8. Am I then supposed to be saying t…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 351

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…men whose language, up to a few hours before, had been too archaic for the dictionary. With open mouths they jostled each other to get a good view of the plunge of the white sewn outline of a man.” Now, Joseph, draw it mild; don’t put the sugar in your tea with a trowel! we have seen many burials at sea, more than we should care to count, but we have never seen the corpse surrounded by “ fag-ends” and a gay pyjamaed mob, Perhaps one of the passengers was on his way to the bath-room, in a Swan and Edgar “sleeping suit,’ when you went to have you…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 351

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…men whose language, up to a few hours before, had been too archaic for the dictionary. With open mouths they jostled each other to get a good view of the plunge of the white sewn outline of a man.” Now, Joseph, draw it mild; don’t put the sugar in your tea with a trowel! we have seen many burials at sea, more than we should care to count, but we have never seen the corpse surrounded by “ fag-ends” and a gay pyjamaed mob, Perhaps one of the passengers was on his way to the bath-room, in a Swan and Edgar “sleeping suit,’ when you went to have you…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 13

Konx Om Pax

… he is but as a drunken man groping in the dark. Returnl for thou canst not pass by.” Equally, when the Neophyte enters upon the Path of Good, doth the great angel Metatron arrest him with the words: “I am the angel of the Presence divine. The wise man gazeth upon the material world; and he beholdeth therein the luminous image of the Creator. Not as yet canst thou bear the dazzling brilliance of that Light. Retuml for thou canst not pass by I” These commonplaces of the bastard mystic ism of mountebanks, crude and imbecile as they seem to one wh…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 64

Clouds Without Water

…that praised. You leer above me like a brooding fiend Waiting to leap upon a babe unweaned. — 102 — {Il Kiss me at least! We always were good friends — Kiss me for old times’ sake — Kiss me just once! I know this ends — as every sweet thing ends! But — say you are not angry! Ere you pounce, Forgive me! You could make me glad to die, I think, if you would only kill me kindly. Just one swift razor-stroke — cut low! — and I Would pass the portal happily and blindly, Yes! I would like to think the fountain sprang Straight from my throat and slaked …

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