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1919 · PDF PAGE 453

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…sattva. Buddha did not become a Srotapatti until seven incarnations before he attained to Buddhahood. The last part of the verse and the long note (of which we quote the gist) are nonsense. To describe a complete Buddha as “an ideal breath; Consciousness merged in the Universal Consciousness, or Soul devoid of every attribute,” is not Buddhism at all, and is quite incompatible with Buddhism. 98. Now bend thy head and listen well, O Bodhisattva— Compassion speaks and saith: “Can there be bliss when all that lives must suffer? Shalt thou be saved…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 324

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…ari tell the story of Excalibur in language so near to that of Malory as to make no odds. Could one of his sahibs have told him the tale long ago, so that it popped up in this strange fashion with me as the hearer? I had no doubt whatever of the man's sincerity and truthfulness and he had no motive for inventing anything of the sort. I cannot believe it a coincidence; I really wondered whether the most reasonable hypothesis is not that Aiwass, wanting to remind me that I was chosen to do the Great Work, picked out, on the one hand, Salama as th…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 70

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

[68] CAPITULUM X Under the broad veranda of the family mansion the slaves were drawn up in line, and the overseers with long stock-whips and mighty stiff hair- splitters were guarding them and occasionally sat- isfying their lust upon the smoking arses of the negroes. My father and mother appeared with my sister and myself, and we lost no time in getting into position for those delights that are the cardi- nal of the family system all the world over. As it was my birthday, I had the chief place. My father’s handsome quickening-peg burrowed my j…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 156

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…W. J. (RW. J. ee ee rd oe wet Pra ra Laetitia : : oe : : ae ard Life, &c. 1 | Good | Med. | Med. | Evil | Med. | Med. | Med. | Good land long} Money, &c, 2 \Increase| Evil Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Med. Med. Rank, &c. 3 Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Good | Evil | Med. | Med. dignity Property 4| Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Good | Evil | Med. Evil Wife, &c. 5| Good | Med. Med, Evil Good Evil Med. | Good Sex of Child 6] Son Dau. Dau. 5 Son 5 Son 5 Sickness 7 | Health} x1 Asc. | Danger-| Health} Health} Health 5 ous Prison 8 |Late out} Come | Come | …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 156

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…W. J. (RW. J. ee ee rd oe wet Pra ra Laetitia : : oe : : ae ard Life, &c. 1 | Good | Med. | Med. | Evil | Med. | Med. | Med. | Good land long} Money, &c, 2 \Increase| Evil Med. | Med. | Good | Evil Med. Med. Rank, &c. 3 Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Good | Evil | Med. | Med. dignity Property 4| Good | Med. | Med. | Good | Good | Evil | Med. Evil Wife, &c. 5| Good | Med. Med, Evil Good Evil Med. | Good Sex of Child 6] Son Dau. Dau. 5 Son 5 Son 5 Sickness 7 | Health} x1 Asc. | Danger-| Health} Health} Health 5 ous Prison 8 |Late out} Come | Come | …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 271

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…that quantity, I have suffered the agonies of a martyr, or rejoiced in a perfect phrensy. So exceedingly variable are its results, that, long before I abandoned the indulgence, I took each successive bolus with the consciousness that I was daring an uncertainty as tremendous as the equipoise between hell and heaven. Yet the fascination employed Hope as its advocate, and won the suit. Secondly: If, during the ecstasy 253

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1910 · PDF PAGE 271

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…that quantity, I have suffered the agonies of a martyr, or rejoiced in a perfect phrensy. So exceedingly variable are its results, that, long before I abandoned the indulgence, I took each successive bolus with the consciousness that I was daring an uncertainty as tremendous as the equipoise between hell and heaven. Yet the fascination employed Hope as its advocate, and won the suit. Secondly: If, during the ecstasy 253

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1909 · PDF PAGE 16

Handbook of Geomancy

…l Good Sex of Child 6] Dau. 5 5 Dau. Son Son Dau. Son Sickness 7| Asc, | Health| Asc. | Health Good Health | Health| Health en Prison 8| Long | Perilous} Come | Hard 6 |Soon out} Come |Out late out out Journey g| Evil | Med. | Good | Evil Evil | Good Evil |V. good by v Thing Lost 10| Not | Found | Found| Found| Part | Found} Not | Found found found found Lw. e e ee Ste] tlt : Caupa Dracons| > a] : Life, &c. 1| Med. Evil |Veryevil Toler- Evil | Med. | Good | Evil able Money, &. 2 | Good | Evil |Veryevil] Good | Med. |Suffic’nt] Good | Evil Rank,…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 149

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

THE ORDEAL OF IDA PENDRAGON her face. His long arms wound convulsively round her. His eyes seemed to start from his head; foam gathered on his dry lips ; he could not speak. The breath came through his dilated nostrils hot and fierce; one would have said a bull in the arena. She disengaged herself. “ You see, he wants to marry me. I love him I I want to be with him for ever. But—" the great fighter was limp in his chair. " It is difficult,” she went on. “ There are complica- tions. My mother . . ." Edgar Rolles detected the false note in her voice…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 149

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

THE ORDEAL OF IDA PENDRAGON her face. His long arms wound convulsively round her. His eyes seemed to start from his head; foam gathered on his dry lips ; he could not speak. The breath came through his dilated nostrils hot and fierce; one would have said a bull in the arena. She disengaged herself. “ You see, he wants to marry me. I love him I I want to be with him for ever. But—" the great fighter was limp in his chair. " It is difficult,” she went on. “ There are complica- tions. My mother . . ." Edgar Rolles detected the false note in her voice…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 194

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…ad a thing it is, quoth the Ape of Thoth, for one to be so holy that he cannot chop a tree and cook his food without preparing upon it a long and tedious Morality!) Let this epistle be copied and circulated among all those that have accepted the Law of Thelema. Receive now Our paternal benediction: the Benediction of the All-Begetter be upon thee. Love is the law, love under will. @HPION 9° =2° A..A.. Given under Our hand and seal this day of An XII, the Sun our Father being in 12° 42’ 2” of the sign Leo, and the Moon in 25° 39’ 11” of the sign…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 398

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

… ‘suffering fellow-men.’ He does not want their gratitude. We will now close this painful subject. 88. Behold! The goal of bliss and the long Path of Woe are at the furthest end. Thou canst choose either, O aspirant to Sorrow, throughout the coming cycles! Om Dajrapani Hum With this eloquent passage the Fragment closes. It may be remarked that the statement “thou canst choose” is alto- gether opposed to that form of the theory of determinism which is orthodox Buddhism. However, the question of Free Will has been discussed in a previous Note. OM…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 429

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…ven. 48. Have mastery o'er thy thoughts, O striver for per- fection, if thou would’ st cross its threshold. From here to verse 71 is the long description of this fifth gate, the key to which (it will be remembered) was Virya— that is, energy and will, Manhood in its most secret sense. It seems rather useless to tell the Student to have mastery over his thoughts in this verse, because he has been doing nothing else in all the previous Gates. 49. Have mastery o’er thy Soul, O seeker after truths un- dying, if thou would’st reach the goal. The pup…

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1961 · PDF PAGE 195

Liber Aleph

…hewed me this Mystery (with many others) not as a new Light, for I had that aforetime, but by its swift Synthesis and Manifestation of a Long Sequence of Events in a Moment, I had Wit to analyse this Method, and to discover its Essential Law, which before had escaped the Focus of the Lens of mine Understanding. Yea, o my Son, there is no true Path of Light, save that which I have formerly made plain; yet in every Path is Profit, if thou be cunning to perceive it and to clasp it. For we win Truth oftentimes by Reflection or by the Composition an…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 335

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…ies of my life. I dedicated The Winged Beetle to him. Alas, I did not take into account the corrupting influence of women. He held out a long while against the insidious pressure of his wife. It was perhaps only through the treachery of another man that mischief was finally made between us. But nothing can destroy the past, and the long years of our intimate friendship were indeed fertile. We saw each other nearly every day and worked together in perfect harmony. In "The Temple of Solomon the King" Fuller's style was already much improved, thou…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 313

The Star in the West

…lacing it outside itself , ends by attri buting an actual existence independent of its own ." 2 Others attain but a glimpse . Maimonides long ago noticed : Learn that Prophecy is an emanation from God which flows , through the intermediary of the active Intellect , upon the rational Faculty first , and then upon the imaginative Faculty ; it is the highest degree of a man , and the term of perfection to which the species may aspire ; and this state is the highest perfection of the imaginative Faculty . . . If the emanation flows into the imagina…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 134

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

… one may watch a conjuror, observing every movement perfectly, except the one flash which does the trick. “The search, too, could not be long; so I reflected as disappointment sobered me. One cannot go far from the Carrefour de YOdéon in any direction without striking some unmistakable object. The two boulevards, the schools, the Odéon itself, St. Sulpice—one could not be far off. Yet—could I possibly have mistaken the Odéon for the Luxembourg ? “CouldI...?...? A host of conjectures chased each 124

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1909 · PDF PAGE 134

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

… one may watch a conjuror, observing every movement perfectly, except the one flash which does the trick. “The search, too, could not be long; so I reflected as disappointment sobered me. One cannot go far from the Carrefour de YOdéon in any direction without striking some unmistakable object. The two boulevards, the schools, the Odéon itself, St. Sulpice—one could not be far off. Yet—could I possibly have mistaken the Odéon for the Luxembourg ? “CouldI...?...? A host of conjectures chased each 124

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1913 · PDF PAGE 268

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…’s, Befell a woe—and here the bard His sacral plexus with the yard Planged, and the Ammonites of Song Blew their shrill spirals loud and long. On y Cassiopeae first The grave old Hippocampus curst Black Oxyrrhynchus ! who would dare To camp in Berenice’s Hair ‘Whose vesper censers amorous Smoke monocotyledenous, What time the twisted ibex mars The parallax of double stars, And the pale hate of Vega flares, And swart Typhlitis next unbares His glaive, ere Granuloma gnashed His teeth, and on its shoulder gashed —That shoulder that had shrugged un…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 268

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…’s, Befell a woe—and here the bard His sacral plexus with the yard Planged, and the Ammonites of Song Blew their shrill spirals loud and long. On y Cassiopeae first The grave old Hippocampus curst Black Oxyrrhynchus ! who would dare To camp in Berenice’s Hair ‘Whose vesper censers amorous Smoke monocotyledenous, What time the twisted ibex mars The parallax of double stars, And the pale hate of Vega flares, And swart Typhlitis next unbares His glaive, ere Granuloma gnashed His teeth, and on its shoulder gashed —That shoulder that had shrugged un…

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