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1910 · PDF PAGE 140

The Scented Garden

… to piss !7 The Zahid still frequents the mosque and moans the dreary Fatihah : O fools ! ye miss love’s podex-joy, and missing love all good ye miss. Come, O Habib, thy podex close on El Qahar’s enamoured tool ! Though we mistake the world and God, at least is no mistake in this. 1. After this ode the “ secret key-number ” breaks down. It is said that there are five odes missing. But no doubt need therefore be cast upon the genuineness of the following odes. Some weight is to be given to the contention that there can be only 42 odes, neither m…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 62

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…ot go wrong, for I am the chosen one; that is the very postulate of the whole work. This boat carries Caesar and his fortunes. A fair to good; but attention wandered toward close. A fair. Am convinced I did not go to sleep: yet the end is completely veiled from memory. (Neighbourhood-concentration attained—ED.)

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1912 · PDF PAGE 62

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…ot go wrong, for I am the chosen one; that is the very postulate of the whole work. This boat carries Caesar and his fortunes. A fair to good; but attention wandered toward close. A fair. Am convinced I did not go to sleep: yet the end is completely veiled from memory. (Neighbourhood-concentration attained—ED.)

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1919 · PDF PAGE 172

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…heart of a larger body. Strove still to rise, but came to blackness. Returned and disrobed. Gave thanks and entered diary. (This is very good indeed, as a start. It should be repeated with ever-increas- ing persistence. The time occupied tells me its faults more than the text. A good ‘rising’ should take 134 to 3 hours. O.M.) Nov. 28, 11.5 to 11.27 P.M. Astral Journey. Drew, with wand, in front of me, a circle (three times round) and formed astral in that. Rose to a great height. Suddenly, as it were, a rope flashed round me and fell, forming a…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 46

John St. John

…im, a certain and infallible Conjuration, and Spell, and Working of true Magick Art, that I may invoke Him with success whenever seemeth good unto Him. Unto Him; not unto Me! Is it not written that Except Adonai build the House, they labour in vain that build it? Chez Lavenue. Not feeling like revision, will read through this record. My dinner is to be Bisque d’Ecrevisses, Tournedos Rossini, a Coupe Jack, half a bottle of Meursault, and Coffee. All should now acquit adepts of the charge of not knowing how to do themselves well. Dinner over, I r…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 234

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

… speeches CARR and EUPHEMIA Ccorre- spond by signs and winks. GRANDFATHER. When I was in Australia forty-four years ago there was a very good fellow of the name of Brown in Ballarat. Brown of Buninyong we used to call him. I remember- MRS. ossory [bursting into tears}. How can you, grandpa? Can’t you realise that poor Henry is dead? GRANDFATHER. Henry dead? MRS. ossory. Didn’t you hear? He was run over by Mr. Todd’s motor-car this afternoon in Piccadilly. GRANDFATHER. There, what did I tell you? I always disliked that man Todd from the first mo…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 234

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

… speeches CARR and EUPHEMIA Ccorre- spond by signs and winks. GRANDFATHER. When I was in Australia forty-four years ago there was a very good fellow of the name of Brown in Ballarat. Brown of Buninyong we used to call him. I remember- MRS. ossory [bursting into tears}. How can you, grandpa? Can’t you realise that poor Henry is dead? GRANDFATHER. Henry dead? MRS. ossory. Didn’t you hear? He was run over by Mr. Todd’s motor-car this afternoon in Piccadilly. GRANDFATHER. There, what did I tell you? I always disliked that man Todd from the first mo…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 241

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…it is evident that one of them is mistaken in supposing that it is essential to his Will to eat it. The question is to be decided in the good old way by fighting for it. All that we ask is that the fighting should be done chivalrously, with respect to the courage of the vanquished. “As brothers fight ye!” In other words, there is only this difference from our present state of society, that manners are improved. There are many persons who are naturally slaves, who have no stom- ach to fight, who tamely yield all to any one strong enough to 227

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1928 · PDF PAGE 53

Little Poems in Prose

…ulness of all terrestrial evil, I had arrived at no longer thinking so ridiculous those newspa- pers which pretend that man is naturally good; when, immedicable matter renewing its impor- tunities, I thought I would repair the ravages of fatigue and quench the appetite caused by so lengthy an ascent. I pulled out of my pocket a big chunk of bread, a leathern cup and a flask containing a certain elixir which chemists at that time were in the habit of selling to tour- ists, to be mingled, as opportunity arose with snow-water. I was calmly cutting…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 80

Konx Om Pax

…t toe unintelligible. (4) Great Tao—T. A. O.—Tao. (5) What is the great Tao? (6) The result of subtracting the universe from itself. (7) Good, but this decaying dog cannot grant your honourable excellency’s sublime desire, but, on the contrary, would earnestly pray your brilliant serenity to spit upon his grovelling “ joro." (8) Profound thought assures your beetle-headed suppliant that your glorious nobility must meet him before the controversy can be decided. (9) True. Would your sublimity condescend to defile himself by entering this muck-swe…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 79

John St. John

]ΟΗ Ν ST. JOHN 3.35. I have been asleep at good deal——one long dream in which P t, Lord M y of B—n and my wife are all staying with me in my mother‘s house. My room the old room, with one page torn out—for I conceived it as part of a book, somehow! Oh such a lot of this dream! Most of it clearly due to obvious sources—I don’t see where Lord M y comes in. Very likely he is dead. I have had that happen now and again. [P.S.—This was not the case] The dream changed, too, to a liner; where Japanese stole my pipe in a series of adventures of an annoy…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 48

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…ind.”—ZOROASTER. This was my hypothesis : “Perhaps hashish is the drug which ‘loosens the girders of the soul,’ but is in itself neither good nor bad. Perhaps, as Baudelaire thinks, it merely exaggerates and distorts the natural man and his mood of the moment.” The whole of 38

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1909 · PDF PAGE 48

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…ind.”—ZOROASTER. This was my hypothesis : “Perhaps hashish is the drug which ‘loosens the girders of the soul,’ but is in itself neither good nor bad. Perhaps, as Baudelaire thinks, it merely exaggerates and distorts the natural man and his mood of the moment.” The whole of 38

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1910 · PDF PAGE 152

The Scented Garden

…s ; there is no might save in Him, the Exalted One.” 4. The “ Heart of the Q’uran ” ; one of it holiest chapters, recited or read to all good Muslim at the point of death, whenever possible. 5. Musalla, near Shiraz ; as Richmond, near London ; or the Cafe d’Hermenonville, near Paris. 6. Azrael — the angel of death. 7. Arafat — the holy mountain near Mecca. 8. The Vindu-Siddhi, power of retaining the se- men, is one of the most interesting and important branches of Hathayoga, the Hindu “ Physical Cul- ture.” The following from the Shiva Sanhita,…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 24

Book 4 (Part I)

…dren and untrained minds generally knows that fixity of attention is never present, even when there is a large amount of intelligence and good will. If then we, with our well-trained minds, determine to control this wandering thought, we shall find that we are fairly well able to keep the thoughts running in a narrow channel, each thought linked to the last in a perfectly rational manner; but if we attempt to stop this current we shall find that, so far from succeeding, we shall merely break down the banks of the channel. The mind'will overflow, an…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 14

Manifesto of the M.M.M.

…er June 30 in any year, only half the amount is due. Subscriptions of old members are due on January 1, but the Brother is considered in good standing, and he does not lose his rights, if it is paid by March 1. Should he fail to discharge his obligation by this date, he ceases ipso facto to be a member of the Order, but may be reinstated on paying arrears and one guinea extra. If his lapse extend to the next year following, he can only be nstated under special conditions, and by the express consent in writing of the National Grand Master Genera…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 3

Oracles

…nds to be worthless. 2 I can’t bother. 3 Cf. Spinoza, Haeckel, and others. 4 Sakkya-ditthi, Anatta. 5 First Precept. 6 More classically, good-bye. 7 My eye—all mine. 8 Excusez, madame ! 9 Well, hardly ever ! 10 Joke. v

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1909 · PDF PAGE 60

John St. John

…CLXHL which has been given me to correct, and doing it. Please the pigs, the Visconti will cheer me up in the evening; and I shall get a good day in to—morrow. Still at Liber DCCCCLXIII. [Το be published shortly by “ The Equinox."——ED.] I should like to write mantrams for each chapter. Still at Liber DCCCCLXIII. I need hardly say that I am perfectly aware that in one sense all this working and ritual making and copying and illuminating is but a crowd of dog-faced demons, since the One Thought of Unity with Adonai is absent. But I do it on purpo…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 113

Mortadello

… fellow ! May Matthew, Mark, and Luke, and John bless Mortadello ! [MORTADELLO rises and bows to his host and fellow guests. MORTADELLO. Good host, and loving friends, I cannot say how much My wisdom comprehends ; but these are words that touch One’s heart. Unbidden tears spring salty to mine eyes. There’s something that endears such common courtesies, When, as I see they are, the words are truly meant. I am the highest star in all the firmament : But this much I admit, my light is partly due— Indeed, the most of it—to you, dear friends, to you…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 276

The Star in the West

…gth in some great agony , Enkindle generous ardour , feed pure love , Beget the smiles that have no cruelty , Be the sweet presence of a good diffus'd And in diffusion ever more intense ! So shall I join the choir invisible Whose music is the gladness of the world . In the song of Orpheus we listen to the glittering and mystic consummation of bliss : This world is shadow - shapen of The bitterness of pain . Vain are the little lamps of love ! The light of life is vain ! Life , death , joy , sorrow , age and youth Are phantoms of a further truth…

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