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1922 · PDF PAGE 351

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…w spiritual outlook on the world. I have no right to assume that the ruin of bodily health is injurious ; and ‘‘ whosoever will save his life shall lose it, but whoever loseth his life for My sake shall find it.” 23. So-and-so has taken it for years, and is all right. 24. So-and-so has taken it for years, and is still taking it, and he is the most remarkable man of his century. 25. I’m feeling so very, very rotten, and a very, very little would make me feel so very, very good. 26. We can’t stop while we have it—the temptation is too strong. The…

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1917 · PDF PAGE 2

The Law of Liberty

…u aside, even as a star sweeps upon its incalculable and infinite course of glory, and all is Love. The Law of your being becomes Light, Life, Love and Liberty. All is peace, all is harmony and beauty, all is joy. ae For hear, how gracious is the Goddess: “T give unimaginable on earth: certainty, not faith, while in life, upon death; peace unutterable, rest, ecstasy ; nor do I demand aught in sacrifice, Tech

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1903 · PDF PAGE 35

The Star and the Garter

XIV AccerT me asl am! I give All you can take. If you dislike Some fragments of the life I live, They are not yours: I scorn to strike One sword-swift pang against your peace. See! I'ma mountaineer. Release That spirit from your bonds: or come With me upon the mountains, cease This dull round, this addition sum Of follies we call France: indeed Cipher! And if at times I need The golden dawn upon the Alps, The gorges of Himalayan rock, The grey and ancient hills, the scalps Of hoary hills, the rattling shock Of avalanche adown the hills— Why, wh…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 127

Cambridge Poets 1900–1913

…k the princely wage And almost I grew sleek : And then I married me a wife Who made ten shillings more ; So rich we were we thought that life Was easy for the poor . 108

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1913 · PDF PAGE 134

Cambridge Poets 1900–1913

…, All things that went and came in dust , River and sea , contrived a spell To choke the strength of pain and lust . Till memory rounded life to a whole , And fear expanding grew to awe , And in a universal soul I dreamed a universal law . 115

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1928 · PDF PAGE 26

Little Poems in Prose

… I had offered you a parcel of ordure you would have sniffed it with delight and very likely eaten it up! Unworthy companion of this sad life of mine, how you re- semble the public, to whom one must never present the delicate perfumes which only ex- asperate it, but carefully selected scraps of nastiness!

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1906 · PDF PAGE 173

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…youre young yet, scarce forty—we’ll hope at three score You'll be more of a singer, and less ofa whore. Fach to his trade! live out your life ! Fondle your child, and buss your wife ! Trust not, fear not, steer straight and strong ! Don’t worry, but just get along. I used to envy all my Balti coolies #4 In an inversé kind of religious hysteria, Though every one a perfect fool is, To Judge by philosophic criteria, My Lord Archbishop. The name of Winchester, Harrow, or Eton * makes them not two inches stir. They know not Trinity, Merton, or Chris…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 137

Konx Om Pax

…s virility. But it is when we come to him in more abstract conditions of mind that we find him in a higher state. He says: I have dreamed life a circle or a lineI Called God and Fate and Chance and Man divine. I know not all I sat , but through it all Mark the dim hint oly ultimate sunshine. Naturz’r CalI.—And how many others have said great things, yet knew not all they said! Was there ever a poetical would-be unraveller of that skein of mystery, wherein life and death and nature work together, who could explain half of what he said? No; becaus…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 12

Jephthah

…ay it bring an olive-branch to us. PROPHET. The god has overcome me, I am silent. CHORUS. He lies as one lies dead; none wakens him. Nor life nor death must touch him now: beware! ELEAZAR. Beware now, all ye old wise men, of this. For high things spoken and unjustly heard, Or heard and turned aside, are fruitless words, Or bear a blossom evil and abhorred, Lest God be mocked : consider well of this.

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1910 · PDF PAGE 178

The Winged Beetle

…her foolish ’broideries : She is too deathly fair. She stares—she stares—she reads this thought, What black joy her harsh cough affirms. Life leers—a jesting Juggernaut ! Death beckons, beckons to the worms. And the smile upon his face is fraught With all its ghastly terms. Out of the glimmer and incense-reek Two clamorous colour-cries emerge. The frightful flush that stains her cheek Is the rouge of the White Scourge ; Her pallor is like a spectre sleek That dances to a dirge. Her slim transparent hand is wan As a moonstone, as blue ice !

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1919 · PDF PAGE 165

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

A MASTER OF THE TEMPLE of action for the governance of his life and the solution of his family difficulties as well as his occult problems. Hitherto, as before remarked, he had been under the guidance of one upon whom he had looked as his Neophyte, and in whom he had placed the utmost confidence. He now found himself in one of the most trying situations that had up to that time been his lot to cope with, viz.: that he must choose between the continuance of that guidance, and the regular course of training mapped out in the Outer Order of the A.…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 333

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…ster Crowley called ‘‘The Ladder,” in which the projection is vertical, that is to say, directed along the central column of the Tree of Life; and the second, which is called “The Ascent unto Daath,” by V. H. Frater I. A. In the first of these ‘“Risings” the goal of attainment is Kethgr, and the various headings of the poem point out clearly enough the different stages the Skryer has to pass through. From the darkness of Malkuth he passes the various symbolic colours, which will be discussed in a future chapter, as well as many of the symbols w…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 333

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…ster Crowley called ‘‘The Ladder,” in which the projection is vertical, that is to say, directed along the central column of the Tree of Life; and the second, which is called “The Ascent unto Daath,” by V. H. Frater I. A. In the first of these ‘“Risings” the goal of attainment is Kethgr, and the various headings of the poem point out clearly enough the different stages the Skryer has to pass through. From the darkness of Malkuth he passes the various symbolic colours, which will be discussed in a future chapter, as well as many of the symbols w…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 97

White Stains

…lips, and still the flower- witch nestles to my lips, Twines her swart lissome legs and hips, half serpent and half devil, till My whole life seems to lie in her ; her kisses draw my breath ; my face Loses its lustre in the grace of her quick bosom ; sinister The raving spectres reel ; I see beyond my Circe’s eyes no shape Save vague cloud-measures that escape the dances whirling witchery.

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1899 · PDF PAGE 55

Tale of Archais

…nd some servants of thy barren and vain Though queenliest shrine. I am of those Who hear their brazen clanging as they close Fastward on life, I wane to-night, wearied with endless strife, A lover always, never yet a wife, Lost in love’s woes. O bitter doom ! Fierce love flames up, then sinks in eddying gloom Across the waves Whose awful stillness are lovers’ graves, Who chant in fearful melody the staves Of bitter doom.— Not unperceived of Cypris did her song Die fitfully upon her tremulous tongue, Nor fell the melody on cruel ears : The brigh…

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1901 · PDF PAGE 44

The Soul of Osiris

…ildernesses, Mark the dead hours of night, No sleep so sweet as this is, Whose pulse of purple blisses Beats calm and cool and light. No life so fair with roses, No day so swift to close is ; No cushion so reposes Fair love so sweet and slight. Sleep greets the morn and takes us ; The wood that wonders makes us Soft noises heard above. The sunny snake forsakes us, The noon sun lastly wakes us, To watch the wooing dove ; And day draws on delighted To leave us there benighted, Once more divinely plighted In perfect moon of love.

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1901 · PDF PAGE 126

The Soul of Osiris

114 THE SOUL OF OSIRIS. Yet, in one hour I dare not hope, The mighty gate of Life may ope, And call me upwards to unite (Even my soul within the scope) With That Unutterable Light. Steady of purpose, girt with Truth, I pass, in my eternal youth, And watch the centuries wax and wane : Untouched by Time’s corroding tooth, Silent, immortal, unprofane ! My empire changes not with time. Men’s kingdom's cadent as a rhyme Move me as waves that rise and fall. They are the parts, that crash or climb, I only comprehend the All. I sit, as God must sit ; I…

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1902 · PDF PAGE 56

Tannhäuser

…usness ! I banish both. I cross the crimson wall — My spirit shall reach up to and attain That other. Venus. So Persephone must hold Thy life divided in Her dark domain. Tannhauser. Already I have tasted once of this In its own lesser way. Ten years ago I loved a maiden called Elizabeth. A child she was, so delicate and frail, Far, white, and lonely as the coldest star Set beyond gaze of any eye but God's ; And, to forget her, found due somnolence In such a warm brown bosom as thine own 54

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1910 · PDF PAGE 44

The Winged Beetle

…Your face, the rosy lotus of delight ! I would dip deep my beak into the flower And pluck your tongue, its ruby heart, and shower All my life’s love upon you, swift as Spring’s ! And I would lift you on my pinions To light and heat more splendid than the sun’s, Mistress !—Woe’s me ! for I have not these wings.

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1910 · PDF PAGE 176

The World’s Tragedy

…. Dead be dance and dream and revel ! Thought and courage, things of evil ! Corn and milk, wine and oil, The guerdon of degrading toil ! Life’s bright draught of honied leisure Soured to sick and tasteless pleasure. All the gracious grape degraded, To a fatuous foulness faded ; Ecstasy divinely deep Bartered for a brutal sleep In whose grunting crapulence They may forget the glory whence They came, and hide in a stinking slum

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