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1929 · PDF PAGE 195

Moonchild

…g to the goddess had been stupendous indeed. All his exaltation returned: now would Hecate favour him above all men. Well, he had but to take the body upstairs. The old woman understood these things; he would certify the death; there would be no fuss made over a poor prostitute. He would return at once to London, and open up the negotiations with "A.B." [276]

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1922 · PDF PAGE 158

Diary of a Drug Fiend

… long face. Mr. Wolfe gave him a good talking-to about money. Well, that’s perfectly right. We had been going the pace. Cockie wanted to take me out and buy me some jewellery to replace what was stolen; but I wouldn’t let him, except a new watch and a wedding ring. I’ve got a horrid feeling about that. It’s frightfully unlucky to lose your wedding ring. I feel as if the new one didn’t belong to me at all. We had a long talk about Gretel being away. We tried one or two places, but they wouldn’t give us any. I wish Cockie had taken out his diplom…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 215

Magick Without Tears

…adamus, we should be stupid to assign everything to conscious fraud. No, by no means always fraud. Yet at any seance the "investigators" take no magical precautions soever-against, say, the impersonation of lophiel by Hismael, or the Doves of Venus by the A'arab Zareg. All they attempt, especially at "demonstrations" and "materializations," is to guard with great elaboration and (as a rule) complete futility against the deceptions of the common conjuror. They are not expecting any genuine manifestation of the "Spirit World" ; and this fact make…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 186

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…ome instinct, some obscure and obscene recollection of the lurking brute drives one to get up and go out. The dodge for doing this is to take three or four rather small sniffs in quick succession. C. would be much better, but we haven’t got any. September 1 What ages and ages have passed! These filthy lodgings have been Eden without the snake. Our lives have been Innocence ; no toil, no thought. We did not even eat, except the little food the woman brought in. We scared her, by the way. She can’t or won't get us any H. or C. The morphine girl h…

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1930 · PDF PAGE 45

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 3)

(b) We may select any particular property of any object, and give it an astral shape. Thus, we may take the tricky périls of a mountain, and personify them as “trolls”, or the destructive énergies of the simoom, as “jinn”. (c) We may analyse any of these symbols, obtaining a finer formj thus the “spirit” contains an “angel”, the angel an “archangel”, etc. (d) We may synthesize any set of symbols, obtaining a more general form. Thus we may group various types of earth-spirit as gnomes. (e) Ail these may be attributed to the Tree of Life, and dea…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 148

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…self? .. . I trust nor hand, nor eye, nor heart, nor brain To stop betimes: they all get drunk alike. The first step, I am master not to take.” This is surely the apotheosis of wilful ignorance! We may think, perhaps, that Browning is ‘‘ hedging” when, in the last paragraph, he says: ‘‘ For Blougram, he believed, say, half. he spoke,” * and hints at some deeper ground. It is useless to say, “This is Blougram and not Browning.” Browning could hardly have described the dilemma without seeing it. What he really believes is, perhaps, a mystery. Tha…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 25

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

… end of her life — for the disease proved intractable — to solace her- self as best she could with the cold comfort of a common clicket. Take out that bald-headed hermit ! (He inter- rupted himself) Whack it up ! Wallop it in ! What’s the nanny-goat for, you pimp, if you can’t go tail- twitching her hairy old tuzzy-muzzy ? You shall suck the oysters out of the kidney pudding if you’re good. Now — my boy ! I complied with dignity, and in a moment found the Archbishop on my back gripping my hair with one violent hand and grappling at my breasts w…

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1916 · PDF PAGE 2

The Message of the Master Therion

…right bur to do thy will, Do that and no other shall say nay. For pore will, unaaaged ofpape, delivered from the Ina of reati ‘every way Take thi ere it seems to imply a theory that if ‘very man and every woman did his and her will—the true I—there would be no clashing. “Every man and every woman isa star”, and each star moves in an appointed path without interference, ‘There is plenty of room forall; it i ‘only dorder that creates confusion. From these considerations it should be clear that “Do what thou wilt” does not mean “ Do what you like"…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 309

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…said gaily, as she sipped her brandy, “ making all this fuss about nothing at all. There are a thousand and one reasons why she may have taken it into her head to go out. Why, of course—it’s awfully hot in here, she probably thought she’d take a turn in the fresh air. Anyhow, you don’t have to bother about me. You boys had better get down to the city and do your business. I'll wait here for her until she turns up, and spank her hard for frightening us all like this.” Platt and I put on our hats and coats. We were just shaking hands with Gretel,…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 203

Moonchild

…gh inadequately, for inflicting my bad verses upon you; which will conclude the entertainment for this morning. Brother Onofrio will now take up the collection. He that giveth to the poor lendeth to the Lord; details of rate of interest and security on

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1954 · PDF PAGE 53

Magick Without Tears

…st that shall not attain to Buddhahood": with some such words did the debauched old reprobate seek to console himself when Time began to take its revenge.) But the answer 4. A letter dated October 12, 1943 constituted No. 48 in Magick without Tears.

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1954 · PDF PAGE 148

Magick Without Tears

…yss. I am Hermes, that am sent from the Father to expound all things discreetly in these the last words that thou shalt hear before thou take thy seat among these, whose eyes are sealed up and whose ears are stopped, and whose mouths are clenched, who are folded in upon themselves, the liquor of whose bodies is dried up, so that nothing remains but a little pyramid of dust. And that bright light of comfort, and that piercing sword of truth, and all that power and beauty that they have made of themselves, is cast from them, as it is written, "I …

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1954 · PDF PAGE 445

Magick Without Tears

…d the Greater Mysteries of Jesus, pierced with a Wand, and consumed in a Cup. All same Tarot! I am not at all sure how far it is wise to take this letter. To make it complete , we should need a Book about three times the size of The Book of Thoth , and I should want another half-century of research before I started to write it! As this seems for divers reasons a little awkward in practice , I am rather afraid that we must content ourselves with this very

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1929 · PDF PAGE 106

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…y previously mentioned was now made happy as a result of the fortnight we had spent together in Paris. I therefore thought it my duty to take care of her until the following spring. The fulfilment of her hopes would end my responsibility before the beginning of my Operation. I had asked Jones to come and stay with me during the sic months, in view of the dangers and interference already experienced at the mere threat to perform it. It was obviously the part of prudence to have, if possible, an initiated on the spot. It is also very awkward for …

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1961 · PDF PAGE 163

Liber Aleph

… Scire also, by a far Travelling. But especially is this Root hidden in Sus, that is of the Sow, Swine, because the Most Holy must needs take its Delight under the Omphalos of the Unclean. But this was hidden by Wisdom in Order that the Arcanum should not be profaned during the Æon of the Slain God. But now it has been given unto me to understand the Heart of Her Mystery, wherefore, o my Son, by Right of the Great Love that I bear unto thee, I will inform thee thereof. i

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1922 · PDF PAGE 210

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…he most spirited horse and the most complete mastery of him. That’s most symbolic in The Garden of Allah, where the monk who cannot ride takes a stallion out into the desert, determined to fight the thing out to a finish. Basil was not moved by the savage spite of Peter. He refused to be provoked. Whenever he got a chance to put a word in, he simply asserted the purpose of his visit. He did not even take the trouble to deny the main accusation. It tired Peter to dash himself so uselessly against the cliff of Basil’s contempt. I don’t mean that …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 3

The Stratagem and Other Stories

…nly to a deci- sion. “What do you know of heat?” he cried, fixing Bevan with the intensity of a demon. “What do you know of desolation?” Taken aback, as well he might be, Bevan was at a loss to reply. “Stay,” cried the other. “What if I told you my story? There is no one here but ourselves.” He glared menacingly at Bevan, seemed to seek to read his soul. “Are you a man to be trusted?” he barked, and broke off short. At another time Bevan would most certainly have declined to become the confidant of a stranger; but here the solitude, the heat, n…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 402

Magick Without Tears

…en , he thought , in and about Johannesburg we have both gold and diamonds; that is exactly the chance for these tricky earth spirits to take advantage of the ambiguity . I will therefore frame the question so as to cover both sources of riches. I will not specify gold or diamonds. I will say simply "mineral wealth." The answers to his series of questions indicated that he was to go out of the city where he would find a deposit. The next questions in his series were directed to finding the direction in which he should start his exploration . Th…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 176

The Law is for All

…utomatically, for its chief cause is the sexual dissatisfaction of wives, or the anxiety (or other mental strain) engendered should they take the remedy in their own hands. The crime of abortion will lose its motive in all but the most exceptional cases. Blackmail will be confined to commercial and political offences, thus diminishing its frequency by two-thirds, at least, maybe much more. Social scandals and jealousies will tend to disappear. Sexual disease will be easier to track and to combat, when it is no longer a disgrace to admit it. Pro…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 62

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…ow they were made, or who made them; but here they are; let us build a house and live in it.” Now this indeed is a very sensible view to take, and the result is we have some very fine houses built by these excellent bricklayers; but strange to say, this is the fatalist’s point of view, and a fatalistic science is indeed a cruel kind of oxymoron. As a matter of fact he is nothing of the kind; for, when he has exhausted his supply of bricks, he starts to look about for others, and when others cannot be found, he takes one of the old ones and pick…

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