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1913 · PDF PAGE 154

Cambridge Poets 1900–1913

…elp you , this is what I'll do You ' re lame and dreary , but I like you well ; So you shall make my clients ' answer you ; ' Tis fair - day : surely one of them will tell , For ale puts thundering wisdom in a man . There 'll be a score at least — and if they fail , By Jesus , more and more I like the plan : In seeking God they 'll drink a butt of ale . ( Henry enters . Good morning , Henry . Here 's a man has trod Some fifty years upon a fruitless quest Of God . He cannot find Him . Henry . Not find God ! Damn it ! Draw me a gallon of your bes…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 226

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…d wingéd thing, Winged for delight of roving, blind to sin. This temple of Desire is pure and white, Transparent to the sunlight and the day! Most deeply calm under the star-lit night: Love's lamp guides lonely pilgrims on their way. My staff hath flowered with love’s immortal Rose; And I, that long be excommunicate, At early noon wait till the gates unclose: I loll in the sunshine at the Eastern gate.

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1913 · PDF PAGE 226

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…d wingéd thing, Winged for delight of roving, blind to sin. This temple of Desire is pure and white, Transparent to the sunlight and the day! Most deeply calm under the star-lit night: Love's lamp guides lonely pilgrims on their way. My staff hath flowered with love’s immortal Rose; And I, that long be excommunicate, At early noon wait till the gates unclose: I loll in the sunshine at the Eastern gate.

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1928 · PDF PAGE 178

Little Poems in Prose

dened their stomachs with a tasty and solid soup? And will you not forgive a little sensual- ity in these poor devils who must all day con- front the intelligence of the public and the in- justice of a manager who keeps the fat part for himself, and who eats more soup than four comedians? How many times have I contemplated with a smile on my lips and tenderness in my heart all these four-legged philosophers, complai- sant, submissive or devoted slaves which the republican dictionary might equally well call “worthies,” if only the republic who, …

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1901 · PDF PAGE 61

The Mother’s Tragedy

…y strong sins, and magical Rituals made righteous of their own excess Of horror; but I have not made myself So absolute as I shall do to-day In this new infamy. For I must pass Desolate into the dusk of things again, Having risen so far to fall to the abyss, Deeper for exaltation; I must go Wailing and naked into the inane Cavernous shrineless place of misery, Forgetful, hateful, impotent, except The last initiation seize my soul, And fling me into Isis’ very self, The immortal, mortal. Let me know this night Whether my place is found among the…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 42

Clouds Without Water

… Hitherto The Lord hath helped us. Give Him duly praise (As I have given Him for making you). Pray not, ask not for wealth and length of days Or even for wisdom, lest one day you find That you are saddled with some thousand grooms (You bear the case of Solomon in mind!) All in frock-coats and helmeted (with plumes) — A scarcely pleasant prospect! Just give thanks O Lord, for what we have received, Amen! And then if Jordan overflows his banks, Our vines increase, and one seed turns to ten, Keep on thanksgiving! Even if things go wrong, Howls are…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 186

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…artially outlined. 4. Central idea only, 5. Incident only. 6. Nothing save fact of dream. C. Cause. 1. Traceable to thoughts of previous day. 2. Traceable to local circumstances (eg. Dream of river from rain falling on face). 3. Not so traceable. D. Character. 1. Surprising. 2, Ordinary. E. Character. 1. Rational. 2. Irrational. F. Character General. 1. Lascivious, (2) Finished, (6) Baffled. 2. Of travel. 3. Of litera- ture. 4. Of art. 5. Of magic. 6. Of beauty. 7. Of religion. 8, Of social affairs. 9. Of disgust. 10. Of old friends (or foes). …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 186

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…artially outlined. 4. Central idea only, 5. Incident only. 6. Nothing save fact of dream. C. Cause. 1. Traceable to thoughts of previous day. 2. Traceable to local circumstances (eg. Dream of river from rain falling on face). 3. Not so traceable. D. Character. 1. Surprising. 2, Ordinary. E. Character. 1. Rational. 2. Irrational. F. Character General. 1. Lascivious, (2) Finished, (6) Baffled. 2. Of travel. 3. Of litera- ture. 4. Of art. 5. Of magic. 6. Of beauty. 7. Of religion. 8, Of social affairs. 9. Of disgust. 10. Of old friends (or foes). …

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1912 · PDF PAGE 57

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…kong per ss. Nippon Mam). (He had sent his wife and child directly by steamer to England.) 4. I foolishly and wickedly put offA work all day; now it is?ןarm. of the 5th. By foolish, I mean contrary to my interest and hope in A By wicked I mean contrary to my will. B

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1912 · PDF PAGE 57

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…kong per ss. Nippon Mam). (He had sent his wife and child directly by steamer to England.) 4. I foolishly and wickedly put offA work all day; now it is?ןarm. of the 5th. By foolish, I mean contrary to my interest and hope in A By wicked I mean contrary to my will. B

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1913 · PDF PAGE 231

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

… thee In the shadows; life hath worn thy soul away; Wilt thou not dwell in endless rest with me, No more deceived by hope, nor burned by day? Wherefore delay? My love is calm and sure, Not passionate, but certain of its end ; Wilt thou not come—and gladly? I can cure Alone the weariness of time, O friend. I shall not weary of thee; thou shalt sleep For ever on my breast, nor wake, nor weep. (xm) Still must I sing of thee? O Fate, delaying The last reward of unremitting toil, Give me the cup I crave! How shall my praying Avail me? For alas! I’ve…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 231

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

… thee In the shadows; life hath worn thy soul away; Wilt thou not dwell in endless rest with me, No more deceived by hope, nor burned by day? Wherefore delay? My love is calm and sure, Not passionate, but certain of its end ; Wilt thou not come—and gladly? I can cure Alone the weariness of time, O friend. I shall not weary of thee; thou shalt sleep For ever on my breast, nor wake, nor weep. (xm) Still must I sing of thee? O Fate, delaying The last reward of unremitting toil, Give me the cup I crave! How shall my praying Avail me? For alas! I’ve…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 118

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…fervent lips the torch of song to ignite : Thou mayst add yet a stone—if but thou wilt. ’ Browning, in '‘ ‘The Householder.” And yet the days stream by; night shakes the day From his pale throne of purple, to allay The tremors of the earth ; day smiteth dark With the swilt poignard dipped in Helios’ ray. The days stream by; with lips and cheeks grown pale On their indomitable breast we sail. There is a favouring wind ; our idle bark Lingers, we raise no silk to meet the gale. The bank slips by, we gather not its fruit, We plant no seed, we irri…

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1899 · PDF PAGE 39

Jephthah and Other Mysteries

…reign or be a captain any more, Though I might serve the children who had grown Less godlike from his loins who made me god. So when the day was ripe, my brethren turned And gnashed upon me, mocking, with their teeth: Thou art the son of a strange woman, thou! Begone from honest folk !—and I in wrath Smote once or twice with naked hand, and slew Two gibing cowards, and went forth an outcast, Cc

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1899 · PDF PAGE 138

Jephthah and Other Mysteries

…! It is wonderful! It is impossible! Esmé! Esmé! it is a pity you cannot always sleep so, and never wake up to the cruel sorrow of yesterday. Ah me! When we all thought to be so happy. And in a month he would have married her: in a day he would have finished the poem. What a wonderful poem it was! One could hear, above the angels that sang, the voice of God in that awful music that made his lines quiver and shimmer like live coals. And the end was to have been so perfect: there was on the last passage of his work a hush, a silence almost as if …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 173

The Star in the West

…ur formidable Pigeon Lamb -and -old -Gentleman religion Fizzles in smoke , and I am found Attacking nothing 2 1 Sword of Song, Ascension Day, vol . ii , pp . 160, 161. ? Ibid . vol . ii, p. 162.

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1910 · PDF PAGE 30

Ambergris

AMBERGRIS 21 We have no more day, we are fain to say Alas ! In Love’s a cure For Fortune’s hate ; In Love’s a lure Shall laugh at Fate ; We have tolled Death’s knell ; All streams are pure ; We are new-create ; All’s well, all’s well ! We have God to endure, we are very sure All’s well ! In such wise rang the challenge unto Death With clear high eloquence and happy breath ; So did a brave sad heart grow glad again And mock the riddle that the dead Sphinx saith. When I am dead, remember me for this That I bade workers work, and lovers kiss ; Lau…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 204

The Winged Beetle

…D—OSSORY doesn’t turn. OSSORY. I can’t see him, Thomas. [Turns.] I beg your pardon, Mr. Todd. The fact is, I’m damnably worried over pay-day. I don’t know you very well, but I have a sound business proposition to put before you. I think you might help me. God knows I have tried every one else. Now—— [TODD takes him by the shoulder and whispers in his ear. Why, really, that is good of you—damned good of you ! Why, damme, sir ! you’re a public benefactor. Come, let us arrange the preliminaries—— [They go out, OSSORY clinging tightly to TODD’S arm…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 81

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…ne of your dusty conclaves. I had as lief be a scholar. SIR JAMES. If the world were like thee, Christendom would perish in a year and a day. Thy good knights comrades would row the Turkish galleys, and a few prize fools—such as thou—make sport for their Emirs or guard their women. JOCELYN. And a good thing. I am weary of crusading. The sacred Sepulchre is empty—praise God, Who performed a miracle to make it so l—and we must perforce come and fill thousands more with good Christian flesh and blood, that was alive and jolly. Let us be off, though!…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 268

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

THE RITES OF ELEUSIS Of shadow-peopled Infancy, Through Death and Birth, to a diviner day; A paradise of vaulted bowers, Lit by downward-gazing flowers, And watery paths that wind between Wildernesses calm and green, Peopled by shapes too bright to see, And rest, having beheld ; somewhat like thee; Which walk upon the sea, and chant melodiously! [VENUS manifests αἰτίας:. PISCES slips away la ihe throne of LUNA] [LUNAplay: her mnquen’ng melody" VENUS. Oh! Oh I LIBRA. Holier than pleasure is pain; nobler is abstinence than indulgence ; from sloth …

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