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1910 · PDF PAGE 285

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

… but a thing of horror once experienced became a «ria & dei, an inalienable dower of hell; it was certain to reproduce itself in some—to God be the thanks if not in all—future visions. I had seen, for instance, in one of my states of ecstasy, a luminous spot on the firmament, a prismatic parhelion. In the midst of my delight of gazing on it, it had transferred itself mysteriously to my own heart, and there became a circle of fire, which gradually ate its way until the whole writhing organ was in a torturous blaze. That spot, seen again in an af…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 285

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

… but a thing of horror once experienced became a «ria & dei, an inalienable dower of hell; it was certain to reproduce itself in some—to God be the thanks if not in all—future visions. I had seen, for instance, in one of my states of ecstasy, a luminous spot on the firmament, a prismatic parhelion. In the midst of my delight of gazing on it, it had transferred itself mysteriously to my own heart, and there became a circle of fire, which gradually ate its way until the whole writhing organ was in a torturous blaze. That spot, seen again in an af…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 90

The Book of Lies

KE@AAH 20 THE WAY TO SUCCEED—AND THE WAY TO SUCK EGGS! This is the Holy Hexagram. Plunge from the height, O God, and interlock with Man! Plunge from the height, O Man, and interlock with Beast ! The Red Triangle is the descending tongue of grace; the Blue Triangle is the ascending tongue of prayer. This Interchange, the Double Gift of Tongues, the Word of Double Power—ABRAHA- DABRA!—is the sign of the GREAT WORK, for the GREAT WORK is ac- complished in Silence. And behold is not that Word equal to Cheth, that is Cancer, whose Sigil is 3? 86

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1904 · PDF PAGE 76

The Goetia

…iada: kakareji Dorebasa na-e-el od totza quaa, clonusabi Mada, El, secrets of truth; until he obey my power and hiscreation inthe powerofGod, EI, Das it quo-o-al 3a Das larasada tofijilo; peripesol, caclazo0, caosago, who is the Creator and doth dispose of all things, heaven, firmament, earth, oD faorejita oresa. and the dwelling of darkness. YE GENERALL CURSE. YCLEPT YE SPIRITS’ CHAYNE, AGAYNSTE ALL SPIRITS YT REBELLE. §lasa babalonu gabe MQ. das ge-Dorebesa, bajilenu oborela, od vinu O thou wicked spirit N. that obeyeth not, because I made a …

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1905 · PDF PAGE 133

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…, and harpy answer to the call, And hasten to their ghastly festival. There in the vale below my feet I see the crew Gather, blaspheming God, and greet Their shame anew. A feast is spread of some unholy meat ; Ofttimes there murmurs through Their horrid ranks a cry of pain, as God Bids them keep memory of Lis iron rod. The vale is black with priests. They fight, Wild beasts, for food, The orphan’s gold, the widow’s right, The virgin’s snood. Allin their maws are crammed within the night That hides their chosen wood, Where through the blackness …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 139

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

THE TEMPLE OF SOLOMON THE KING I make a God of it it will become but an illusion, I am ready to receive the Magical Power as I should not abuse it. I must needs accomplish the Finished Work. Buddha. 33m. The best Meditation I have so far done. I regard this as a veal medi- tation; for 13 minutes quite forgot time. Rose on planes of n''b-n‘3"3 * from Malkuth to Kether. August 5th. Meditated on Thoth concerning Frater I.A. 6th. Arrived at Colombo. We now arrive at another turning-point in the progress of P. Up to the first of this year 1901 he ha…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 139

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

THE TEMPLE OF SOLOMON THE KING I make a God of it it will become but an illusion, I am ready to receive the Magical Power as I should not abuse it. I must needs accomplish the Finished Work. Buddha. 33m. The best Meditation I have so far done. I regard this as a veal medi- tation; for 13 minutes quite forgot time. Rose on planes of n''b-n‘3"3 * from Malkuth to Kether. August 5th. Meditated on Thoth concerning Frater I.A. 6th. Arrived at Colombo. We now arrive at another turning-point in the progress of P. Up to the first of this year 1901 he ha…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 107

The Vision and the Voice

…nto an infinite ring, and hath set the sapphire therein, and put it upon his finger. (Refrain.) (v. VI.) Open wide your gates, O City of God, for I bring No-one with me. Sink your swords and your spears in salutation, for the Mother and the Babe are my com- panions. Let the banquet be prepared in the palace of the King’s daughter. Let the lights be kindled; Are not we the children of the light? (Refrain.) (v. VII.) For this is the key-stone of the palace of the King’s daughter. This is the Stone of the Philosophers. This is the Stone that is hi…

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1903 · PDF PAGE 57

The Star and the Garter

… unstained eternity ! There we will rest. Beware! Beware! For I am young, and you are fair. Nay! Iam old in this, you know! Ah! heart of God! I love you so! 55

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1913 · PDF PAGE 77

The Book of Lies

…ne ear: yea, I abhor birth, ululating lamentations of Night! Agony! Agony! the Light within me deeds veils; the song within me dumbness. God! in what prism may any man analyze my Light? Immortal are the adepts; and yet They die— They die of SHAME unspeakable; They die as the Gods die, for SORROW. 73

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1909 · PDF PAGE 83

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

THE PSYCHOLOGY OF HASHISH region of pure thought. In the case of the god Osiris, for example, he will no longer express his vision by the name Osiris or by the green face, by the white robes starred with the three active colours, by the crown and by the crook and scourge; nor will he chant wondrous hymns of the descent into Amennti, the death and resurrection of the God; but he will express all this by some pure symbol, such as the cross, the hexagram, or even the number 6. And those upon his plane will understand him. Here, too, we must class …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 83

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

THE PSYCHOLOGY OF HASHISH region of pure thought. In the case of the god Osiris, for example, he will no longer express his vision by the name Osiris or by the green face, by the white robes starred with the three active colours, by the crown and by the crook and scourge; nor will he chant wondrous hymns of the descent into Amennti, the death and resurrection of the God; but he will express all this by some pure symbol, such as the cross, the hexagram, or even the number 6. And those upon his plane will understand him. Here, too, we must class …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 39

The Scented Garden

…re spent in sunny gardens and yours in sub- terranean sewers ; we are so blissful that we rarely notice you ; when we do, it is to say : God have mercy upon these blind and miserable slaves, and bring them out into His light and joy and liberty ! Wherefore I pray Him (Oh thou all-loving, all transcending God !) that should this essay fall (as seed by the wayside) into the hands of the young that they may dwell with us in the Heaven which is Here and Now, and (after) in the Palace which of His lovingkindness He hath prepared for us in that Garde…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 117

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

… BOB 0077265 in L., sees the two meh, am! draws bath, facing audience, 'wz'z‘h a pleased exfeez‘ah! smile]. Dr. F. Whewl ............ My God ! [He draws himself 7719 with a gesture ofutter ergo/1y)“ Dr. Β. What's the matter? Dr. F. My God! Pull yourself together, old man. I've bad news for you. Dr. B. (gone while) It’s you that need to pull yourself together. Come, out with it! It isn’t...... it isn't ...... Dr. F. Yes, it is. Dr. B. Cancer? Dr. F. Cancer. Oesophagus involved, too; it’s no use operating even. You haven’t a month. * This is genu…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 117

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

… BOB 0077265 in L., sees the two meh, am! draws bath, facing audience, 'wz'z‘h a pleased exfeez‘ah! smile]. Dr. F. Whewl ............ My God ! [He draws himself 7719 with a gesture ofutter ergo/1y)“ Dr. Β. What's the matter? Dr. F. My God! Pull yourself together, old man. I've bad news for you. Dr. B. (gone while) It’s you that need to pull yourself together. Come, out with it! It isn’t...... it isn't ...... Dr. F. Yes, it is. Dr. B. Cancer? Dr. F. Cancer. Oesophagus involved, too; it’s no use operating even. You haven’t a month. * This is genu…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 321

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…ll sweep from the earth by His terrible breath all the thieves and all the executioners, to make room for the banquet of the children of God! Glory to the Holy Ghost, who has promised victory over earth and over heaven to the angel of liberty! The angel of liberty was born before the dawn of the first day, before even the awakening of intelligence, and God called him the morning star. O Lucifer! Voluntarily and disdainfully thou didst detach thyself from the heaven where the sun drowned thee in his splendour, to plow with thine own rays the unw…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 321

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…ll sweep from the earth by His terrible breath all the thieves and all the executioners, to make room for the banquet of the children of God! Glory to the Holy Ghost, who has promised victory over earth and over heaven to the angel of liberty! The angel of liberty was born before the dawn of the first day, before even the awakening of intelligence, and God called him the morning star. O Lucifer! Voluntarily and disdainfully thou didst detach thyself from the heaven where the sun drowned thee in his splendour, to plow with thine own rays the unw…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 508

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…hip me,” the Satan of the parable said to Jesus. “Get thee behind me, Satan,” replied the Saviour; “ for it is written, Thou shalt adore God alone.” . . . “ Ext, Ext, Lama SABACHTHANI!” was what this sublime and divine adorer of God cried later. If he had replied to Satan, “I will not adore thee, and it is thou who wilt fall at my feet, for I bid thee in the name of intelligence and eternal reason,” he would not have consigned his holy and noble life to the most frightful of all tortures. The Satan of the mountain was indeed cruelly avenged! Th…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 508

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…hip me,” the Satan of the parable said to Jesus. “Get thee behind me, Satan,” replied the Saviour; “ for it is written, Thou shalt adore God alone.” . . . “ Ext, Ext, Lama SABACHTHANI!” was what this sublime and divine adorer of God cried later. If he had replied to Satan, “I will not adore thee, and it is thou who wilt fall at my feet, for I bid thee in the name of intelligence and eternal reason,” he would not have consigned his holy and noble life to the most frightful of all tortures. The Satan of the mountain was indeed cruelly avenged! Th…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 20

Aceldama

…usand shrines. Each one enfolds A lesser, inner, more divine, that holds A sin less palpable and less profane. The inmost is the home of God. He moulds Infinity, The great within the small, one stainless unity ! XVIII. I dare not to the greater sins aspire ; I might—so gross am I—take pleasure in These filthy holocausts, that burn to sin A damnéd incense in the hellish fire Of human lust—earth’s joys no heaven may win, Pain holds the prize In blood-stained hands; Love laughs, with anguish in His eyes. 2 0

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