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1929 · PDF PAGE 161

Moonchild

…dge gives. Yet they were insatiable as death itself; she could see that every ounce of the man's giant strength was strained toward some new attainment. And now came another of the sons of music[11]. But this man's waves were fiery flames like snakes contorted and terrible. It seemed to Iliel as if all heaven were torn asunder by those pangs. Wave strove with wave, and the battle was eaten up by fresh swords of fire that burst from him as he waved onward those battalions to fresh wrath. These waves moreover were peopled with immense and tragic …

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1911 · PDF PAGE 175

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

THE BIG STICK The idea that Revelation is a. book 01 Initiation is not altogether new to Freemasons, as the late Dr Geo. Oliver elaborated that view at considerable length, but Mr Pryse’s View is quite a different sort of Initiation; it is the development of the semi—miraculous powers of the Gnosis of Clement, Origen, and the early Christian Church, the birth of the divine three principles, the Crestos, in the human soul. The key to this “Unsealing” is the text itself, in which is found the Nos. 333, 444, 666, 777, 888, 999, ιοοο, as applied to…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 175

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

THE BIG STICK The idea that Revelation is a. book 01 Initiation is not altogether new to Freemasons, as the late Dr Geo. Oliver elaborated that view at considerable length, but Mr Pryse’s View is quite a different sort of Initiation; it is the development of the semi—miraculous powers of the Gnosis of Clement, Origen, and the early Christian Church, the birth of the divine three principles, the Crestos, in the human soul. The key to this “Unsealing” is the text itself, in which is found the Nos. 333, 444, 666, 777, 888, 999, ιοοο, as applied to…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 28

Moonchild

…horribly, and emitting a series of complicated snorts. The Pasha [42] explained that this was "normal," that she was "waking up into the new personality." Almost before he finished, she had slid off her chair on to the floor, where she uttered an intense and prolonged wail. The men removed the table, that her extrication might become more simple. They found her on her back, smiling and crowing, opening and closing her hands. When she saw the men she began to cry with fright. Then her first articulation was "Mum—Mum—Mum—Mum—Mum." "She wants her …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 327

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…e that I had been permitted to partake of it. I will confine myself to the description of some of the ancillary phenomena. Oct. 9 Tested new ritual and behold it was very good! Thanked gods and sacrificed for --- In the "thanksgiving and sacrifices for ... " I did get rid of everything but the Holy Exalted One, and must have held Him for a minute or two. I did. I am sure I did. Such is the fragmentary account1 of what was then the greatest event of Fra. P.'s career. Yet this is an account of the highest trances --- of Shivadarshana itself, as w…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 297

The Law is for All

…ivan 57 Gnostic Mass 84 God 26.32.72,73.74,91,112.113,152, 153,171,172,186 as each individual 25,27,124,125, 163.168.185 as Horus in the New /Eon 47 body and blood of 138 body of 47,48.62 fear of 110 kingdom of 40,163 obselence of conceptions of 112 proof of existence of 161 the artist as 107 union with 68,91 gold, philosophical 140 Golden Dawn, Hermetic Order of the 47 Golden Rule, the 36 Gomer 33 Gomorrah 54,72 government 38,115,128,132,185 responsibility to children 147 Goya 66 graal 29,63 grammar 23,76 Greater Mysteries 30 Great Work 14,32,…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 155

Collected Works (Vol. I)

148 THE FATAL FORCE So absolute as I shall do to-day In this new infamy. For I must pass Desolate into the dusk of things again, Having risen so far-to fall to the abyss, Deeper for exaltation ; I must go Wailing and naked into the inane Cavernous shrineless place of misery, Forgetful, hateful, impotent, except The last initiation seize my soul, And fling me into Isis’ very self, The immortal, mortal. Let me know this night Whether my place is found among the stars That wander in the deep, or made secure As the high throne of her that dwells in…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 217

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…er world is more delusive yet, Involving deeper and still deeper: thought, Desire of life, in that warm atmosphere Spring up and blossom new, rank poisonous flowers, The enemies of peace. Nay! matter’s all, And all is sorrow. Therefore not to be, Not to think, love, know, contemplate, exist ; This Not is the one hope. AGAVE. Believe it not ! Here is true joy—the woodland revellings, The smile, the kiss, the laughter leaping up, And music inward, musings multiform, Manifold, multitudinous, involved Fach in the deep bliss of the other’s love ;— A…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 184

Oracles

…e achieved a tolerable reputa- tion. Poor Brahms declared that the most exasperating people in the universe were those who listened to a new composition only with the view of noting whence the composer had derived his ideas, and who, at the conclusion, nodded to each other and whispered, ‘ Beethoven,’ or ‘ Mendelssohn,’ or ‘ old Sebastian Bach.’ Perhaps the poet who has the name of Swinburne flung at him feels some-thing of this, though Mr Crowley has dedicated his book to that distinguished singer. To our mind, whatever may be said of the earl…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 58

Moonchild

…he conclusions of science appear to indicate that a Poltergeist of the better classes takes a fortnight or more to accustom himself to a new domicile; from which circumstance learned men have written many treatises to suggest that it may be of the cat tribe; though others equally learned have contended with great plausibility that its touching attachment to this lawyer shows its nature to conform rather with that of the dog. To me it has seemed possible that the light is not altogether withheld from either party to the discussion; I have in fac…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 134

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…hen the wind Blew from the south unlooked-for snow, The year when Collon,? desolate and blind, Gloomed on the vale below, When logs of pinewood lit the little room, And friendship ventured in to sit Beside their blaze, to listen in the gloom To wisdom and to wit; ! When Dr. John Hopkinson and three of his children perished on the Petite Dent de Veisivi. 2 A mountain at d’Hérens. the head of the Val When we discussed our hopes, and told the stories Of happy climbing days gone by ; The stubborn battle with the cliffs, the glories Of the blue Alpi…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 86

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…cstasy In the night’s kiss from morning that we borrow, From the hard usurer, Eternity— Seeing we have it in our power to die Before the new kiss kindle for the morrow. THE THIRTY-SEVENTH DAY. ‘* By long and vehement suit I was seduced To make room for him in my husband's bed.” King John. Morvra.s are not for nectar all the time: Ambrosia feeds not men ; nepenthe's sip Is only for a moment: then we dip Back to the earth and leave the bed sublime, 1 The imaginary river of the Ancients, which formed the circumference of the world-disk. And tune o…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 90

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…H DAY. ‘‘Let me twine Mine arms about that body.” Coriolanus. I STOLE her money, even then to prove She had no wings to fly with: but I knew What to her hateful duty there was due, And how the hateful system stank there- of: I let her go, both weeping, both enough —- Heart-broken: no farewell went ever - through— Words came not: only ever: ‘I :love you !” - With broken kisses and stained cheeks of love. So all day long and. half the night we. wan- dered oO Down deep lanes and in gardens, like lost souls. Strong kisses that had surfeited a score…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 99

Moonchild

…ce in Naples was known, and that three members of the Black Lodge had left Paris for Italy. He thought it undesirable to communicate the news to Lisa. But he renewed his general warnings to her. "Child!" he said, "you are now ready for our great experiment. On Monday, the day of the New Moon, you take the oath of dedication; and we shall be able to resume those relations which we temporarily renounced. Now let me say to you that you are absolutely guarded in every way but one. The weak spot is this: we cannot abolish unsuitable thoughts entirel…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 14

Moonchild

…entally, England when that genius had been accused of and condemned to death for, murder, but was too preoccupied with the theory of his new flying-machine to notice that his fellows were about to hang him. And it was he who had solved a dozen other mysteries of crime, with apparently no other resource than pure capacity to analyse the minds of men. People had consequently begun to revise their opinions of him; they even began to read his books. But the man himself remained unspeakably mysterious. He had a habit of disappearing for long periods…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 178

Moonchild

…d to make it easy for her. It flattered her vanity that she was the keystone of so great an arch, destined to span earth and heaven. Her new conditions, the relaxation of the tension, threw down her exaltation. The experiment was over; well, then, it ought to be over — and she had months of boredom before her which must be endured with no stimulus but that of normal human duty. She was one of those people who will make any sacrifice at the moment, beggar themselves to help a friend, but who are quite incapable of drawing a weekly cheque for a t…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 41

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…and green And violet! and the hues innumerable Lesser than these, and gave man hope at last With the invariable law of death Abundant in new life, and having filled The world with music, dost demand of us ‘Is my work meaningless?” O thou, supreme, Thou, First and Last, most inconceivable All-radiating Unity, thou sphere All-comprehensive, all-mysterious, Spirit of Life and Death, bow down and hear ! [Bends deeper and prays silently. The flame grows duller, and finally leaves the room in ab- solute darkness. Curtazz. SONNETS TO NIGHT. I. O NIGHT…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 152

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…stain the glade; gleams mild The kirtle of the unweaned spring, stained blue From the blue breasts that suckle to the child. Through the new-leaved trees The hidden stranger sees The moon’s sweet light, the shadows listening If a ghost-foot should fall : And if a ghost-voice call Tremble the leaves and light-streaks of the spring. On wavering wing The small clouds gallop in the windy sky: The hoarse rooks croak and droop them to the nest : One sweet small throat begins to sing, Becomes the song, losing identity Ere its wail wakes.the long low-l…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 160

Collected Works (Vol. III)

… flowers, The many-fruited bowers, The lustred lilies and arboreal scent And fresh young element Of blood in every osseous vein of time, New senses more sublime ! Should it not be that the ill days are past And my soul lost at last, l.ost in thy bosom who art mother of all Ere the first was, to fall After the end. And then, O soul endued (In this my solitude) With all the thousand elements of life, Shall I not call thee wife? O Muse long wooed !

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1907 · PDF PAGE 197

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…n And iron heart of the ill-minded Zeus, Caught up the dews Deep on her ankles, and went noiselessly Toward the laughing sea, And sought new blossoms—O the traitor, Earth, That brought to birth That day, as favouring the desire that swelled Beneath her heart of eld, Where dwelt the lonely, the detested one Intolerant of the sun, Hades! But Earth for love of him, for spite Of the young girl’s delight, And shame of her own age, brought forth that hour The fatal flower, Narcissus—which what soul of man shall smell Goes down to hell, Caught in the …

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