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1919 · PDF PAGE 350

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…ters of the Temple. “The Poppy that flowers in the dusk” is another name for it. A most secret Formula of Magick is connected with this “Heart of the Circle.” 54. Kill out desire; but if thou killest it, take heed lest from the dead it should again rise. By “desire” in all mystic treatises of any merit is meant tendency. Desire is manifested universally in the law of gravitation, in that of chemical attraction, and so on; in fact, everything that is done is caused by the desire to do it, in this technical sense of the word. The ‘midnight blosso…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 87

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…, have disappeared. Just as H combines with Cl, and HCI results, so the Yogi combines with the object of his meditation (perhaps his own heart) and these disappearing, Vishnu appears. It is not that the Yogi perceives Vishnu.* The Yogi is gone, just as the * The difficulty of showing this makes the author of the “ Bhagavad Gita” descend to Rupa-symbols when he ought to have been in Vififianam (chap. xi-). It is quite essential to change the subject of the sentence, Thus the Auto- 77

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1909 · PDF PAGE 121

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…he extente cordiale ; to this man he dared not. Had not his brain perhaps stopped in the sixties ? Had the catastrophe of ’70 broken his heart? Roderic must walk warily. But the conversation did not take the expected turn. The old gentleman elegantly, wittily, almost gaily, chattered of art, of music, of the changed appearance of Paris. Here, at any rate, he was au courant des affaires. Yet as Roderic, puzzled and pleased, finished his absinthe he said more seriously than he had yet spoken: “I hear that monsieur is a great painter” (Roderic mod…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 87

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…, have disappeared. Just as H combines with Cl, and HCI results, so the Yogi combines with the object of his meditation (perhaps his own heart) and these disappearing, Vishnu appears. It is not that the Yogi perceives Vishnu.* The Yogi is gone, just as the * The difficulty of showing this makes the author of the “ Bhagavad Gita” descend to Rupa-symbols when he ought to have been in Vififianam (chap. xi-). It is quite essential to change the subject of the sentence, Thus the Auto- 77

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1909 · PDF PAGE 121

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…he extente cordiale ; to this man he dared not. Had not his brain perhaps stopped in the sixties ? Had the catastrophe of ’70 broken his heart? Roderic must walk warily. But the conversation did not take the expected turn. The old gentleman elegantly, wittily, almost gaily, chattered of art, of music, of the changed appearance of Paris. Here, at any rate, he was au courant des affaires. Yet as Roderic, puzzled and pleased, finished his absinthe he said more seriously than he had yet spoken: “I hear that monsieur is a great painter” (Roderic mod…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 202

Moonchild

…e soul Yet each the centre and fountain of the whole; Each one made perfect in its passionate part, Each the circumference, and each the heart! Always the Three in One are interwoven, Always the One in Three sublimely cloven, Their essence to the Central Spirit hurled And so flung forth, an uncorrupted world, By That which, comprehending in one whole The universal rapture of Its soul, Abides beyond Its own illumination, Withdrawn from Its imperishable station, Upholding all, an arm whose falchion flings With every flash a new-fledged Soul of Th…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 269

The Star in the West

262 THE STAR IN THE WEST Another triumph for Crowleyanity : Things as they are —of these take hold , Their heart of wonder throb to thine ! All things are matter and force and sense , No two alone . All's one : the gold Of truth is no reward divine Of faith , but wage of evidence. The clod , the God , the spar, the star , Mete in thy measure , as they are !! The sum total of the Vedantist Crowley sums up as follows : " I'am an illusion , externally . In reality , the true ' I'am the Infinite , and if the illusionary ‘ I ' could only realize Who…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 73

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…idst crown thy days withal. 26. Now I am with thee; I will never leave thy being. 27. For I am the soft sinuous one entwined about thee, heart of gold! 28. My head is jewelled with twelve stars; My body is white as milk of the stars; it is bright with the blue of the abyss of stars invisible. 29. I have found that which could not be found; I have found a vessel of quicksilver. 30. Thou shalt instruct thy servant in his ways, thou shalt speak often with him. 31. (The scribe looketh upwards and crieth) Amen! Thou hast spoken it, Lord God! 67

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1909 · PDF PAGE 102

John St. John

…ced through these days into the one channel of Will towards Adonai, went on struggling on its own account. Later, the conscious man took heart and strove, though not so fiercely as before. He passed through the Lightnings of Ajna, whose two petals now spread out like wings above his head, and the awful Corona of the Interior Sun with its flashing fires appeared, and declared itself to be his Self. This he rejected; and the Formless Ocean of

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1911 · PDF PAGE 29

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…wer earthly and joy earthly ; wealth, and health, and length of days. Adoration and love shall cling to your feet, and twine around your heart. 32. Only your mouths shall drink of a delicious wine-the wine of Iacchus ; they shall reach ever to the heavenly kiss of the Beautiful God. 33. I reveal unto you a great mystery. Ye stand between the abyss of height and the abyss of depth. 34. In either awaits you a Companion; and that Com- panion is Yourself. 35. Ye can have no other Companion. 36. Many have arisen, being wise. They have said “ Seek ou…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 29

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…wer earthly and joy earthly ; wealth, and health, and length of days. Adoration and love shall cling to your feet, and twine around your heart. 32. Only your mouths shall drink of a delicious wine-the wine of Iacchus ; they shall reach ever to the heavenly kiss of the Beautiful God. 33. I reveal unto you a great mystery. Ye stand between the abyss of height and the abyss of depth. 34. In either awaits you a Companion; and that Com- panion is Yourself. 35. Ye can have no other Companion. 36. Many have arisen, being wise. They have said “ Seek ou…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 18

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…r CL. Der Lect Lisettum. A short explanation of the Law, extolling its sublime virtue. By the Master Therion. Lizer LXV. THE Boox or THE Heart GIRT WITH A Serpent. This magical treatise describes particularly the 12

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1919 · PDF PAGE 372

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

… meant the lower Asat. The word is used on other occasions to mean an Asat which is higher than, and beyond, Sat. 25. The Dharma of the “Heart” is the embodiment of Bodhi, the Permanent and Everlasting. “Bodhi” implies the root “Light” in its highest sense of L.V.X. But, even in Hindu Theory, ravra feu. 26. The Lamp burns bright when wick and oil are clean. To make them clean a cleaner is required. The flame feels not the process of the cleaning. “The branches of the tree are shaken by the wind; the trunk remains unmoved.” This verse again refe…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 220

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…t! a crown every day. The second a phallus. The third a silver vase of blood. The fourth a royal sceptre. The fifth a sword. The sixth a heart. The seventh a garland of flowers. The eighth a grass-snake. The ninth a sickle. And the tenth week did he daily offer up his own body. Said the goat: ‘‘Though I be not an ox, yet am la sword.” ‘‘ Masked, O God!” cried the Adept. ‘‘ Verily, an thou hadst not sacrificed—’”’ There was silence. And under the Goat's throne was a rainbow? of seven colours: our Father fitted himself as an arrow to the string (…

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1944 · PDF PAGE 130

The Book of Thoth

…blood of everything that liveth is gathered therein, and the wine thereof laid up and matured and consecrated, and worthy to gladden the heart of my Father. For my Father is weary with the stress of eld, and cometh not to her bed. Yet shall this perfect wine be the quintessence, and the elixir; and by the draught thereof shall he renew his youth; and so shall it be eternally, as age by age the worlds do dissolve and change, and the Universe unfoldeth itself as a Rose, and shutteth itself up as the Cross that is bent into the Cube. “And this is …

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1904 · PDF PAGE 75

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…perchance shall I see your dear faces : never again grope in your happy hunting-grounds for the game of grap- ple-my-belly. With a heavy heart I set sail, and after a pleas- ant but uneventful voyage landed once more in England, to find that my little brochure on “ Cunts ; a few methods of fuckin’ ’em ” which had attracted the favourable notice of all classes, had been su- perseded by the lengthy and to my mind tedious monograph of a Turkish Mullah, entitled “ Arseholes : some thoughts about sucking me.” The table of my library (I was at this t…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 63

Konx Om Pax

…, G. H. Frater! It is the forerunner of failure. Bowley. I certainly recommend people to be without fear. Bones. The more so that in the heart of the coward virtue abideth not. Bowley. Pass thou on! Bones. 1 take in my hand page 39 of your able monograph and follow my guide Axiokersos, the Second of the Samothracian Kabeiri, to the Portal on whose veil is written “ No separate Existence! ” If I assert my own point of view, I deny the Unity—~But hush! who comes here? Enter WHITEHEAD, equilibrirt, doe: his turn, makes a LongNose, and exit. Bowley…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 44

The Star in the West

…e thee at the end When other gods are fallen and put to scorn . Thy foot is to my lips ; my sighs unborn Rise , touch and curl about thy heart ; they spend 1 W. E. Henley , Rodin in Rime , vol . iii, p . 119 .

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1913 · PDF PAGE 316

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…apt towards his bride across the shadow of death. Man possessed liberty; he had embraced life. Expiate now thy glory, O Prometheus ! Thy heart, ceaselessly devoured, cannot die; it is thy vulture, it is Jupiter, who will die! One day we shall awake at last from the painful dreams of a tormented life ; our ordeal will be finished, and we shall be sufficiently strong against sorrow to be immortal. Then we shall live in God with a more abundant life, and we shall descend into His works with the light of His thought, we shall be borne away into the…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 316

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…apt towards his bride across the shadow of death. Man possessed liberty; he had embraced life. Expiate now thy glory, O Prometheus ! Thy heart, ceaselessly devoured, cannot die; it is thy vulture, it is Jupiter, who will die! One day we shall awake at last from the painful dreams of a tormented life ; our ordeal will be finished, and we shall be sufficiently strong against sorrow to be immortal. Then we shall live in God with a more abundant life, and we shall descend into His works with the light of His thought, we shall be borne away into the…

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