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1910 · PDF PAGE 87

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…ve a very small door, and should be without any windows; it should be level and without any holes; it should be neither too high nor too long. It should be very clean, being daily smeared over with cow- dung, and should be free from all insects. Outside it should be a small corridor with a raised seat and a well, and the whole should be surrounded by a wall... .* ili. Time. The hours in which Yoga should be performed vary with the instructions of the Guru, but usually they should be four times a day, at sunrise, mid-day, sunset and mid-night. i…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 63

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…st stories that ever were told. She lived on cocaine. She was a more or less uneducated girl; and the way she put it was this: ‘I’m in a long, lovely garden, with my arms full of parcels, and I keep on dropping one; and when I stoop to pick it up, I always drop another, and all the time I am sailing along up the garden.” , So this w4s Gretel’s letter. “My DariinG Lou,—I could not begin to tell you the other day how delighted I was to see you My Lady and with such a splendid man for your husband. I don’t blame you for getting married in such a h…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 338

Diary of a Drug Fiend

… had no wish to interrupt. We wished she could have gone on talking for ever. Her self-absorption became still more marked. After a very long pause she went on slowly talking, so it seemed, to herself more than to us and with the intention to giving form to her own idea, that of instructing us. “I suppose that must be the idea,’ she said. She had a curious mouth, with square-cut lips like one sees in some old Egyptian statues, and a twist at the corners in which lurked incalculable possibilities of self-expression. Her eyes were deep-set and ca…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 74

The Sword of Song

…rwise. Fool ! 557. Prayer.51—This fish-story is literally true. The condition was that the Almighty should have the odds of an unusually long line,—the place was really a swift stream, just debouching into a lake—and of an unusual slowness of drawing in the cast. But what does any miracle prove ? If the Affaire Cana were proved to me, I should merely record the facts : Water may under certain unknown conditions become wine. It is a pity that the owner of the secret remains silent, and entirely lamentable that he should attempt to deduce from hi…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 52

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…our and three quarter inches in length — it is the sor- row of my life that I have never touched the 100 yard mark ! — And standing in a long row, began to frig and suck it madly. As you can see, I can coil and uncoil it at pleasure : I can wind myself up in it : I could hang myself in it if the whim took me. I have dipped it in treacle, and given a Sunday- School treat which the children will remember for years — they all got the clap ! — I have smeared it in birdlime, and caught a record lot of eagles : I have buggered eight pythons at one mo…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 56

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

catch hold of, and drag unwilling to her lousy and pox-eaten touch-hole. She had long been L..s’ bit of fish, and now shared him with H...s. But they frigged most of the time, for the stench of S...y’s cabbage was too niffy even for the nose of L..s, and their roots were hardly capable of a decent stand. Such specimens of worms I never hope to see or smell again, and I trust that you will forgive my polluting your ears, journalist though you are, with such noisome stuff. (I can vouch for the faith- fulness of this description, for I know the sw…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 114

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…tent hands. ETHEL Ramsay. CONTEMPORARY PsycHOLoGy. By GuiDo ViLLA. Translated by HAROLD Manacorba. Swan Sonnenschein, tos. 6d. net. This long and learned work is not exciting: The good translation shames the pedant’s writing. The wise Professor reconstructs duality, Made of mentality and animality. His arguments are forcible and true, But yet his propositions will not do ; For when the full circumference is run We can resolve them gaily into one. Nay, though he talk of monism, we feel He does not mean it. Mind and reason reel At this conception…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 114

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…tent hands. ETHEL Ramsay. CONTEMPORARY PsycHOLoGy. By GuiDo ViLLA. Translated by HAROLD Manacorba. Swan Sonnenschein, tos. 6d. net. This long and learned work is not exciting: The good translation shames the pedant’s writing. The wise Professor reconstructs duality, Made of mentality and animality. His arguments are forcible and true, But yet his propositions will not do ; For when the full circumference is run We can resolve them gaily into one. Nay, though he talk of monism, we feel He does not mean it. Mind and reason reel At this conception…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 220

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…s to be utterly selfish,’ vibrated her tense tones, “ because he includes every individual in his idea of himself. He can’t feel free as long as there are slaves about. Of course, there are some people whose nature it is to be slaves; they must be left to serve. But there are lots of us who are kings and don’t know it ; who suffer from the delusion that they ought to bow to public opinion, all sorts of alien domination. He spends his life fighting to emancipate people in this false subjection, because they are parts of himself. He has no ideas …

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1922 · PDF PAGE 357

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…y Mongolian about her face. The planes were flat ; the cheek-bones high ; the eyes oblique; the nose wide, short, and vital; the mouth a long, thin, rippling curve like a mad sunset. The eyes were tiny and green with a piquant elfin expression. Her hair was curiously colourless; it was very abundant; she had wound great ropes about her head. It reminded me of the armature of a dynamo. It produced a weird effect—this mingling of the savage Mongol with the savage Norseman type. Her strange hair fascinated me. It was that delicate flaxen hue—so fi…

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1938 · PDF PAGE 21

The Heart of the Master

…ellows every two thousand years, bringing one Word to serve Mankind as a new Formula of Magick, that it may take one further step on the long road that leadeth to Perfection. Also, twice in that period, that is, at intervals of a little more than three, and a little less than seven, centuries, they send a lesser prophet to prepare the Way of the next Word, and to maintain or to restore the virtue of the Word then current. And on the unfurled portion of the chart I read the names of certain of these Brethren, and the Words as one was uttered aft…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 330

Magick Without Tears

…cts in other spheres of action, as of course they do, it seems less trouble for them to remain in their original ambit. As I pointed out long ago, the Law of Karma is the Law of Inertia. Nor is it necessary to assert that it always works out in this way; "sometimes" is quite good enough. Besides, to say "sometimes" explains (or rather, avoids) most of the evident objections to the theory . I grant you cheerfully that Reincarnation is a comparatively rare occurrence; and it throws upon the objector the onus of proving an A or an E proposition. W…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 128

The Law is for All

…phabet; thou shalt find new symbols to attribute them unto. 56. Begone! ye mockers; even though ye laugh in my honour ye shall laugh not long: then when ye are sad know that I have forsaken you. 57. He that is righteous shall be righteous still; he that is filthy shall be filthy still. 58. Yea! deem not of change: ye shall be as ye are, & not other. Therefore the kings of the earth shall be Kings for ever: the slaves shall serve. There is none that shall be cast down or lifted up: all is ever as it was. Yet there are masked ones my servants: it…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 187

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…rst, simple as it was. The true explanation was very far-fetched in the actual sense of the word. My symptoms became unmistakable before long and I had to admit that I was suffering from malaria. The hardships of the journey had removed my physiological protection and the bug stated to buzz about. I was thus the proud possessor of another world's record; the only man who had had malaria at over twenty thousand feet! Incidentally, I was also the only poet at that altitude. I have always been very amused at Shelley's boast that he had "trodden th…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 127

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…om our stallion swords. Ay me! But that was life! I see Now, from that hill, the ordered plain ; The serried ranks like foam flung free, Long billows, flashing on the main. Past the eye’s grip their legions roll— Anguish of death upon my soul! For, sheltered by the guiet hill, Like two small flocks of kids that wait, Going to water, ere the chill Blow from the East’s forsaken gate, Lie my weak spears: O trembling tide Of fear false-faced and shifty-eyed ! God ! how we smote them in the morn! Their ravening tides rolled back anon, As if the ceda…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 16

Konx Om Pax

…own formula he is but a demon dog-faced, or God. Destroy him, or be he: that is enough; there is no more to say. Dear children of earth, long have you wandered in darkness; quit the night, and seek the day! Seek not to imitate the language of the wise ,- ’tis easy. There is no royal road to illumination; that which I say in Light is truth to the children of the Light; to them of darkness is a confusion and a snare. Knew ye what agony the nimble acuteness of mine own dialectic was to me, ye would not envy me, O dullardsl For I fear ever, lest I …

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1922 · PDF PAGE 212

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…e to go. Suddenly, out of nowhere, there came the name and address of the man who had helped Billy Coleridge out of her scrape. It was a long way off, and I was horribly tired. I was hungry, but the thought of lunch made me sick. I felt that people were looking at me strangely. Was it the scar by my eye? I bought a thick veil. The girl looked surprised, I thought. I suppose it was rather funny in September, and might attract still more attention; but it gave me.a sense of protection, and it was a very pretty veil —cream lace with embroidered zi…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 61

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…still, and reverently kissed it) — That there was not one ounce of that body of love that could reasonably be firky-toodled any more. As long as anything that could be called Viscosity was inherent in the mass, I jounced it like a man. But this soon ceased : I reluctantly withdrew. Yet such was my love for my darling that I buggered a hole clean through his tomb- stone, and for six months I never left the hallowed spot. My spiritual superiors, however, soon put a spoke in my wheel. I should have been going on still, but they reminded me that I …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 128

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…ows: x=A winged crown radiating white brilliance. = The head and neck of a beautiful woman with a stern and fixed expres- sion, and hair long dark and waving. (Malkuth.) i=The arms and hands, which are bare and strong, stretched out to the Iv H 113

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1910 · PDF PAGE 128

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…ows: x=A winged crown radiating white brilliance. = The head and neck of a beautiful woman with a stern and fixed expres- sion, and hair long dark and waving. (Malkuth.) i=The arms and hands, which are bare and strong, stretched out to the Iv H 113

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