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1910 · PDF PAGE 197

The Winged Beetle

…ishness about marriage ! We are happy because when I come to see you I come to see you. If we were living together you would soon get to know me as the brute who grumbles at the cooking and wants to shut himself up and work—[mimicking her voice] “ And I wouldn’t mind so much if it were work, but all he does is to sit in a chair and smoke and stare at nothing and swear if any one comes in to ask him if my darling new old rose chiffon moiré Directoire corsets match my eau-de-Nil suede tussore appliqué garters.” See ? EUPHEMIA. But—hush ! [She fli…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 339

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

… into the road with a piece of bread in his hand which he broke and distributed, saying: ‘‘ Bread of God, do thou make bread for all!” I know another of them who cried: “I will no longer adore the god of the devil! I will not have a hangman for my God!” And they thought that he blasphemed. No; but the energy of his faith overflowed in inexact and imprudent words. He said again in the madness of his wounded charity: “The liabilities of all men are common, and they expiate each other’s faults, as they make merit for each other by their virtues. “…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 339

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

… into the road with a piece of bread in his hand which he broke and distributed, saying: ‘‘ Bread of God, do thou make bread for all!” I know another of them who cried: “I will no longer adore the god of the devil! I will not have a hangman for my God!” And they thought that he blasphemed. No; but the energy of his faith overflowed in inexact and imprudent words. He said again in the madness of his wounded charity: “The liabilities of all men are common, and they expiate each other’s faults, as they make merit for each other by their virtues. “…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 62

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

THE EQUINOX Listen, we pray you, with attention: for once only does the Great Order knock at any one door. Whosoever knows any member of that Order as such, can never know another, until he too has attained to mas- tery. Here, therefore, we pause, that you may thoroughly search yourself, and consider if you are yet fitted to take an irrevocable step. For the reading of that which follows is Recorded. THE HISTORY LECTION 7. Some years ago a number of cipher MSS. were dis- covered and deciphered by certain students. They at- tracted much attentio…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 335

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

… consciousness, for each successive consciousness of Man is a single phenome- non, and has no connection with any other. A looking-glass knows nothing of the different people that look into it. It only reflects one ata time. The brain is however more like a sensitive plate, and memory is the faculty of bringing up into consciousness any picture required. As this occurs in the normal man with his own experiences, so it occurs in the Adept with all experiences. (This is one more reason for His identifying Himself with others.) 13. And then to the…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 249

Diary of a Drug Fiend

CHAPTER VII THE FINAL PLUNGE Sunday THE church bells tell me the day. I have been through another terrible ordeal. I don’t know how long ago since I came down from the north tower. The noise was really a shot. I found Peter on the floor with the pistol by his side, and blood pouring from a wound in his breast. I understood immediately what I had to do. It was impossible to send for a doctor. The scandal of the suicide would make life impossible ever after, and he would immediately discover that it was due to dope. The burden must be on my own s…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 28

The Stratagem and Other Stories

…. “Make gestures!” said I. (He was directly between me and the sun.) He obeyed, wondering. “You are——you are”——I stammered——“no! I don't know what you are doing. I am blind!” He sawed his arm up and down. Useless; I had be- come absolutely insensitive. We repeated a dozen ex- periments that night. All failed. We concealed our disappointment, and it did not cloud our love. The sympathy between us grew even subtler and stronger, but only as it grows between all men and women who love with their whole hearts, and love unselfishly. IV We returned t…

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1930 · PDF PAGE 9

The Banned Lecture

qeard, of whom, even were he real, we know nothing much beyond that he reacted in the most manly way to the problem of domestic infelicity. A moment’s digression ; in fact, the main point. What is the most precise and most atrocious charge that is made against him ? That he sacrificed, in the course of Alchemical and magical experiments, a matter of 800 children ? I submit that, a priori, this sounds a little improbable. Gilles de Rais was the lord of a district whose population could not have been very extensive, and even in that age of slaver…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 242

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…, and admit them to possess inconceivable though not infinite power. The Buddhists admit the existence of Maha-Brahma, but his power and knowledge are limited ; and his agelong day must end. I find evidence everywhere, even in our garbled and mutilated version of the Hebrew Scriptures, that Jehovah’s power was limited in all sorts of ways. At the Fall, for instance, Tetragrammaton Elohim has to summon his angels hastily to guard the Tree of Life, lest he should be proved a liar. For had it occurred to Adam to eat of that Tree before their trans…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 212

The Star in the West

… the ultimate issue being the triumph of Agnosticism . All the wisest from all ages with all their wisdom finally have had to utter “ We Know Not ," and write " ignoramus " across their life's work . Yet is not this infallibly as it must be , if we search for an absolute truth by relative means ; we cannot prove that it does not exist , any more than we can prove that it does ; for if we dare to attempt to tread so thorny a path with the utmost success the land we reach is but the land of Weissnichtwo . The world does not exist outside me . I a…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 237

The Star in the West

…he intension of reason and its forms are alike built up by experience , that of the race ( H. Spencer ).] Having postulated metaphysical knowledge , Kant then proceeds to subdivide it into two headings : 1, Analytic ; 2, Synthetic judgements ; the first Crowley would identify with ( verbal propositions ), the second with ( real ]. First Kant states : “ All analytic judge ments are based entirely on the principles of contra diction ... and are ... à priori ” (p. 13 ), e.g. “ Every body is extended ," ... " No body is unextended ," e.g. , “ Gold …

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1911 · PDF PAGE 163

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

… are peace, love, joy, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance; and somewhere else, “ By their fruits ye shall know them.” Of these evil-doers then we must either think that they are dishonest, and have never attained at all, or that they have united themselves with a devil. Such are “Brethren of the Left Hand Path,“ described so thoroughly in Liber 418 (EgUINox, Νο. ν., Special Supplement, pp. 119 5994). Of these the most characteristic sign is their exclusive— nessi “We are the men.” “ Ours is the only Way.” “All Bud…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 163

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

… are peace, love, joy, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance; and somewhere else, “ By their fruits ye shall know them.” Of these evil-doers then we must either think that they are dishonest, and have never attained at all, or that they have united themselves with a devil. Such are “Brethren of the Left Hand Path,“ described so thoroughly in Liber 418 (EgUINox, Νο. ν., Special Supplement, pp. 119 5994). Of these the most characteristic sign is their exclusive— nessi “We are the men.” “ Ours is the only Way.” “All Bud…

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1930 · PDF PAGE 41

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 3)

…hich flies can distinguish. Hence: no a friori reason to deny the existence of conscious intelligences with insensible bodies. Indeed we know of other orders of mind (flies, etc., possibly vegetables) thinking by means of non-human brain-structures. But the fundamental problem of Religion is this: Is there any praeter-human Intelligence, of the same order as our own, 1. On considération these notes hâve been left as they were originally written. In An XVII, Sol in Virgo, Soror Rhodon, a probatîoner of A .*. A at that time in enjoyment of the pr…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 88

In Residence

…high on Jaffa’s gate and on Mount Moriah, The same on the walls of your German, French and Spanish castles, and Italian collections, For know a better, fresher, busier sphere, a wide, untried domain awaits, demands you. Respoasive to our summons, Or rather to her long-nurs’d inclination, Join’d with an irresistible, natural gravitation, She comes! I hear the rustling of her gown, I scent the odour of her breath’s delicious fragrance, I mark her step divine, her curious eyes a-turning, rolling, Upon this very scene. The dame of dames! can I beli…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 96

The Star in the West

…is symbolized in this poem in its higher form as above death . She seeks and finds " There is no sin .” And I? I knew not anything , but know We are still silent , and united so , And all our being spells one vast To Be , A passion like the passion of the sea .? Besides the freedom of lovers , Aleister Crowley advocates the freedom of the children of love ; he does not visit the sins of the fathers on the children , as conventionality cruelly does . Though he is a firm believer in the chain of cause and effect as is strongly shown in “ The Moth…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 28

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

… there is joy in the journey; there is joy in the goal. 23. Only if ye are sorrowful, or weary, or angry, or dis— comforted; then ye may know that ye have lost the golden thread, the thread wherewith I guide you to the heart of the groves of Eleusis. zo

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1911 · PDF PAGE 28

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

… there is joy in the journey; there is joy in the goal. 23. Only if ye are sorrowful, or weary, or angry, or dis— comforted; then ye may know that ye have lost the golden thread, the thread wherewith I guide you to the heart of the groves of Eleusis. zo

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1912 · PDF PAGE 112

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…. Send ’em along! [He goes info consulting—roomnnd close: Με door. Mrs. Β. He's set on this telling the truth. Dr. F. 011, it‘s wrong: I know it’s wrong. There's always a chance in the most hopeless cases. Mrs. B. Can’t we—ean’t we make him see it? Dr. F. But how? [Euler SERVANT, showing in \VILL STANLEY. W. S. 755600?/?חנמHow do you do, Dr. Fielding? Dr. F. I didn‘t expect to see you here; I thought you were better months ago. W. 5. So I was—in fact I am—only the mother insisted on my seeing Dr. Bob. Iguess he won’t find much wrong with me ! Mr…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…. Send ’em along! [He goes info consulting—roomnnd close: Με door. Mrs. Β. He's set on this telling the truth. Dr. F. 011, it‘s wrong: I know it’s wrong. There's always a chance in the most hopeless cases. Mrs. B. Can’t we—ean’t we make him see it? Dr. F. But how? [Euler SERVANT, showing in \VILL STANLEY. W. S. 755600?/?חנמHow do you do, Dr. Fielding? Dr. F. I didn‘t expect to see you here; I thought you were better months ago. W. 5. So I was—in fact I am—only the mother insisted on my seeing Dr. Bob. Iguess he won’t find much wrong with me ! Mr…

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