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1954 · PDF PAGE 356

Magick Without Tears

…Soul. "Had Zimri peace who slew his master?" 3 A boisterous party was in progress. The dancer's lifelong friend, whom I will call by the name she afterwards adopted, Soror Virakam, was celebrating her birthday. This lady, a magnificent specimen of mingled Irish and Italian blood, possessed a most powerful personality and a terrific magnetism which instantly attracted my own. I forgot everything. I sat on the floor like a Chinese God, exchanging electricity with her. After some weeks' preliminary skirmishing, we joined 3. From The Confessions of…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 389

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

… three pigeons, one at each Angle, that their blood might be a basis whereon the forces of evil might build themselves bodies. {622} The name of the Dweller in the Abyss is Choronzon, but he is not really an individual. The Abyss is empty of being; it is filled with all possible forms, each equally inane, each therefore evil in the only true sense of the word --- that is, meaningless but malignant, in so far as it craves to become real. These forms swirl senselessly into haphazard heaps like dust devils, and each such chance aggregation asserts…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 32

The Sword of Song

… In an inverse kind of religious hysteria, Though every one a perfect fool is, To judge by philosophic criteria, My Lord Archbishop. The name of Winchester, Harrow, or Eton22 makes them not two inches stir. 125 They know not Trinity, Merton, or Christchurch ; They worshi p, but not at y our back-pews-hi gh-priced Church. I’ve seen them at twenty thousand feet On the ice, in a snow-storm, at night fall, repeat Their prayer23—will your Grace do as much for your Three As they do for their One ? I have seen—may you see ! They sleep and know not wha…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 286

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…e over his shoulder with a queer grin. Then he uttered the extraordinary word: ‘ Kriegsptel.”’ I was completely taken aback. What in the name of thunder was the man talking about e And then it slowly dawned upon me that there was an analogy between the chart and the distribution of the troops in the war. It was obvious as soon as the idea struck one. As long as the armies were evenly distributed along the line, it was a matter of trench warfare. Great victories and defeats were impossible in the nature of things. But once the troops were massed…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 128

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…lso Liber O v THE EQUINOX, vol. i, No. 2. || The invocation of the Guardian Angel under the form of a talisman. How to draw it. Draw the name ‘18 as follows: x=A winged crown radiating white brilliance. = The head and neck of a beautiful woman with a stern and fixed expres- sion, and hair long dark and waving. (Malkuth.) i=The arms and hands, which are bare and strong, stretched out to the Iv H 113

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1910 · PDF PAGE 128

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…lso Liber O v THE EQUINOX, vol. i, No. 2. || The invocation of the Guardian Angel under the form of a talisman. How to draw it. Draw the name ‘18 as follows: x=A winged crown radiating white brilliance. = The head and neck of a beautiful woman with a stern and fixed expres- sion, and hair long dark and waving. (Malkuth.) i=The arms and hands, which are bare and strong, stretched out to the Iv H 113

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1930 · PDF PAGE 49

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 3)

… making mistakes and leaving them uncorrected grows upon one. He who begins by “spelling Jeheshua with a ‘Resh? ” may end by writing the name of the Dweller on the Threshold by mistake for that of his Angel. — 253 —

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1944 · PDF PAGE 105

The Book of Thoth

…ondition of the rebirth of light. This path is guarded by Tabu. She is uncleanliness and sorcery. Upon the hills are the black towers of nameless mystery, of horror and of fear. All prejudice, all superstition, dead tradition ‐ and ancestral loathing, all combine to darken her face before the eyes of men. It needs unconquerable courage to begin to tread this path. Here is a weird, deceptive life. The fiery sense is baulked. The moon has no air. The knight upon this quest has to rely on the three lower senses: touch, taste and smell.1 Such light…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 207

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…my indignation was not for myself. I had deserved all I was getting; but what right had this foul-mouthed coward to takein his mouth the name of a man like King Lamus? My silence seemed to exasperate him more than if I had taken up the quarrel. He swayed and swore with blind ferocity. He didn’t seem to know where I was. It was getting dark. He groped his way round the room looking for me; but he passed me twice before he found me. The third time he stumbled up against me, gripped me by the shoulder, and began to strike. I sat as if I were paral…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 299

Magick Without Tears

266 MAGICK WITHOUT TEARS in a hotel in London. He telephoned a friend named Fielding at the latter's house, and was answered by Mr. Fielding's secretary, who said that his employer had left the house a few minutes previously, and could only be reached by telephoning a certain office in the City at between 11 0 'clock and a quarter past. FRA TER PERDURABO had an appointment at 11 0 'clock with a music-hall star, the place being the entrance to a theatre. In order to remind himself, he made a mental note that, as soon as he saw the lady, he would…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 36

The Law is for All

… escape. Note also that “me” may imply the Greek MH, “not.” The word “only” might be taken as with the number of 156, that of the Secret Name Babalon of Nuit.1 2 There are presumably further hidden meanings in the key-word “all.” 1 [I.e. onlv, in Hebrew letters, reading from left to right.] 2 [See 1:22.]

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1907 · PDF PAGE 47

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…nd little fool. I hate you. From the hour you kissed that village drab, I hated you. I wanted your youth, your strength, your life, your name on my list, your scalp at my girdle. Enough ! Do you understand? These friends will teach you. May I never see your pale pasty face again ! [She spits at him and goes. Sir Percy (Aadf rises and falls back). Oh! oh! It is impossible. Lord Mar- quis, you are a good man. Tell me, it isa hideous dream. GLENSTRAE. No dream, my boy. You are the hundredth she has treated after this fashion. But cheer up now. The…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 105

Diary of a Drug Fiend

… own importance. At the same time, I was in a violent hurry to get back to Lou. My brain was racing with the thought of her. I signed my name where they told me, and the consul dabbed it all over with stamps, and we drove back to the hotel, where the clerk extracted a locked leather wallet from a mysterious inside hip pocket and counted me out my six thousand in hundred- pound notes. Of course, I had to ask the fellow to lunch, it was only decent, but I was very glad when he excused himself. He had to catch the two o'clock train back to town. “…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 343

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…tch. After two games, the players were perspiring violently. The score was kept somewhat as in tennis, but each point had a monosyllabic name to economise time. It also had a certain startling implication—with the

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1909 · PDF PAGE 270

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…. Dadouchos, Hiereus; Whence comest thou? | Kerux (for Neophyte): Iam come from between the pillars and seek the hidden knowledge in the Name of Adonai. Hiereus : And the Angel Samael (Angel of Evil) answered and said : Iam the Prince of Darkness and of Night. The wicked and rebellious man gazeth upon the face of Nature and he findeth therein naught but terror and obscurity; unto him it is but the Darkness of the Darkness; and he is but as a drunken man groping in the dark. Return, for thou canst not pass by. Hierophant: Let the Neophyte enter …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 270

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…. Dadouchos, Hiereus; Whence comest thou? | Kerux (for Neophyte): Iam come from between the pillars and seek the hidden knowledge in the Name of Adonai. Hiereus : And the Angel Samael (Angel of Evil) answered and said : Iam the Prince of Darkness and of Night. The wicked and rebellious man gazeth upon the face of Nature and he findeth therein naught but terror and obscurity; unto him it is but the Darkness of the Darkness; and he is but as a drunken man groping in the dark. Return, for thou canst not pass by. Hierophant: Let the Neophyte enter …

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1954 · PDF PAGE 229

Magick Without Tears

…ly for the sound of the word itself. (I have gone a month's journey out of my way to visit a town, just because I liked the sound of the name!) Then there are devices: style-rhythm, cadence, rime, ornamentation of a thousand kinds. I think one may take it that the good writer makes use of such artifice to make his meaning clear; the bad writer to obscure it, or to conceal the fact that he has none. I had a marvellous lesson myself some years earlier. I had cut down a certain ritual of initiation to what I thought were the very barest bones, chi…

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1939 · PDF PAGE 29

Eight Lectures on Yoga

…, what we decided to be the quintessence of our task. It was to annihilate dividuality. 'Make room for me,' cries the Persian poet whose name I have forgotten, the fellow Fitzgerald translated, not Omar Khayyam, 'Make room for me on that divan which has no room for twain'—a remarkable prophetic anticipation of the luxury flatlet. We are to unite the subject and object of consciousness in the ecstasy which soon turns, as we shall find later on, into the more sublime state of indifference, and then annihilate both the party of the first part afor…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 262

Magick Without Tears

…is the Origin, the Essence, and the Sum of the other four, so is to Go in relation to those powers. And to Go is the very meaning of the name God , as elsewhere shewn in these letters; hence the Egyptian Gods were signalized as such by their bearing the Ankh, which is a Sandal-strap, and in its form the Crux Ansata, the Rosy Cross, the means whereby we demonstrate the Godhead of our Nature. See then how sweetly each idea slides into the next! How right this is, that the Quintessence should be

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1954 · PDF PAGE 460

Magick Without Tears

… go on about "not only invisible chiefs l of the A:. A: .... but also the Chiefs of the Golden Dawn .. . " The Golden Dawn is merely the name for the Outer Order: see Magick pp. 230-231. You have never been taught to read carefully. You write of Theoricus as the grade following Neophyte ; it isn't. Back to Magick pp. 230-231! You have never taken the trouble to go with me through the Rituals of O.T.O., or you would not ask such questions. The O.T.O. is a training of the Masonic type; there is no "astral" work in it at all, nor any Yoga. There i…

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