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1919 · PDF PAGE 168

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…mport. Can- not properly identify with image. Seem to see the image while acting in it. (This isn’t as bad as it sounds. Don’t worry, so long as the Image is quite sure of itself. O.M.) (This, by the way, would have been particularly helpful in- formation, and if Fra. V.I.O. had had it at the time he might have done a good many more Astral journeys. This lack of confidence at first seems to hold back many Students who could otherwise travel on the Astral quite success- fully. Ed.) May 21, 8.45 to 9.34 P.M.=49 Mins. Thumbs in ears; first 25 mins…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 132

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…re, lord, Is thy soul sad? This weary fast Strikes to my heart a lonely sword In brief words stammered forth I spoke My secret ; and the long spell broke. 1”? And now the gilded sin of her Leapt and was lambent in a smile: ‘*Give me but leave to minister This kingdom for a little while! The vineyard shall he thine. O king, This trouble is a little thing !” ' «* Dust-devils"’ show opalescence in certain aspects of light.

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1929 · PDF PAGE 204

Moonchild

…n the watch outside — on the Astral Plane — to keep you from getting into too great mischief. But you can never come to any real harm so long as you keep your vow and stay inside the circle. That's the one important point." She was quite satisfied in her upper conscious self, which was usually her better self, because of its rationality, and its advantage of surface training, which saved her from obeying her impulses on every occasion. She was glad, she was proud, of her partnership with the adepts. Yet there was a subconscious weakness in her …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 125

Collected Works (Vol. III)

SONNETS AND QUATORZAINS 119 BOUCHES D’ENFER. Loox how it leaps towards the leaper’s curl OF vivid ecstasy, life loosed at last From the long-held leash! The headlong, hot-mouthed girl Upon her sister like a star is cast, Pallid with death-in-life achieved. O force Of murder animal in the dead embrace ! The implacable ardour, unavenged remorse For time’s insulting loss, quickens the pace Unto its prey that gathers, like a storm Shrouding invisibly the crater’s rim Whence fury yet shall wake, and fire in- form The inane basalt and coruscations di…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 209

Collected Works (Vol. I)

… DAY. THE foolish bells with their discordant clang Summon the harlot-ridden Hell to pray : The vicar’s snout is tuned, the curates bray Long gabbled lessons, and their noisy twang Kills the foul worshippers with hate ; the fang Of boredom crushes out the holy day, Where whore and jobber sit and gloom, grown grey For hating of each other ; the hours hang. But where cliffs tremble, and the wind and sea Clamour, night thunders from the roaring West ; I worship in the storm, and fires flee From my gripped lightnings and my burn- ing crest ; And wh…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 222

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…th me rejoice. I know the whole wise plan Of Fate regarding Man. THE LESBIAN SHORE. It is the sun’s dark bride Nuith, the azure-eyed. No longer Sappho sings her spell ; His heart divorced, her heart insatiable. There is deep silence. Earth hath passed To a new kingdom. In a purpose vast Her horoscope is cast. NUITH. Enough. It is ended, the story Of magical zeons of song ; The sun is gone down in his glory To the Houses of Hate and of Wrong. Would ye see if he rise? In Hesperian skies Ye may look for his rising for long. The magical xeon beginn…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 188

Moonchild

…e provinces on a jaunt to Paris, on the hunt for thrills. No one more dangerous than a greengrocer had crossed that threshold for many a long year, and the visible Apaches, drinking and swearing, dancing an alleged can-can and occasionally throwing

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1905 · PDF PAGE 176

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…at gloom Over and under, and the cold divine Presence of Death bedews the quiet place. She was so gracious ; she was grace. Once, in the long insidious hours that steal Through summer’s pleasant kingdom, she would weave Such songs, such murmurs of the dusky breeze That passed, like silken tapestries that feel The silkier cheeks of maidens as they cleave Tender to patient lovers, for the ease Of lips fulfilled of harmonies. Such songs were hers. What song is hers to-night When she is smitten in her bridal bed, Because I would not trust the God t…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 95

Moonchild

…arrow gangway to the by-street behind the church. It was an old and neglected thoroughfare, far from the main automobile road that runs along the crest. It was a place that the centuries had forgotten. Lisa realized that it was a haven of calm — and in a sense she resented the fact. Her highly-coloured nature demanded constant stimulus. She was an emotion-fiend, if one may construct the term by analogy with another branch of pathology. The lovers turned to the left through the village; in a few minutes the road opened, and they saw the villa be…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 173

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…nd for ever ! I knew the danger of the deed The while enrapt I gladdened. My eyes upon the dancer feed As one by daylight saddened After long night whose slumbers bleed, By dreams deceived and maddened ! It might be—the delusive dance, The shadowy form I saw, Apollo’s misty quivering lance Thrown to elude God’s law; It might be—doth the maid advance, Evanish, or withdraw? So stung by certainty’s mistrust, Or tranced in dream of sin, Or blinded by some Panic dust, By Dionysian din Deafened, arose the laughing lust To fling my body in! I stood up…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 356

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…girls, just as she cares, or should care, for her soldiers; and when the time was expired, she should pension them off, and award them a long service and good-conduct medal should they deserve it. This is a clean-minded book so far as it goes. We have no humbugging Horton, D.D., swooning at the thought of lace, frills, and a pretty ankle. But the remedies suggested are worse than the disease. Exalt the courtesan to her proper place, bracket her name with sweetheart, wife and mother, names which are rightly dear to us, and you will find a tender…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 356

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…girls, just as she cares, or should care, for her soldiers; and when the time was expired, she should pension them off, and award them a long service and good-conduct medal should they deserve it. This is a clean-minded book so far as it goes. We have no humbugging Horton, D.D., swooning at the thought of lace, frills, and a pretty ankle. But the remedies suggested are worse than the disease. Exalt the courtesan to her proper place, bracket her name with sweetheart, wife and mother, names which are rightly dear to us, and you will find a tender…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 172

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

… Revelation ” indeedi Mr James M. Pryse accepts it unreservedly as the work of the Apostle John, but we ought to mention that there is a long string of authorities against this view. Dionysius, who was surnamed the Great, of Alexandria, was a pupil of Origen, and he of Clement of Alexandria, all catechists of the Arcane Discipline which taught a Christianised version of the older Gnosis, which Clement and others had brought into the Church from the older secret, or occult, societies of which they were, or had been members. This Dionysius makes …

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1911 · PDF PAGE 172

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

… Revelation ” indeedi Mr James M. Pryse accepts it unreservedly as the work of the Apostle John, but we ought to mention that there is a long string of authorities against this view. Dionysius, who was surnamed the Great, of Alexandria, was a pupil of Origen, and he of Clement of Alexandria, all catechists of the Arcane Discipline which taught a Christianised version of the older Gnosis, which Clement and others had brought into the Church from the older secret, or occult, societies of which they were, or had been members. This Dionysius makes …

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1906 · PDF PAGE 80

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…is 21. I was not aware at the time that this was the 21st day.— AUTHOR.! THE TWENTY-SECOND DAY. ‘*T’ll have her: but I will not keep her long.” Richard Ill, IT was impossible that she should come Over the leagues of summer-coloured sea Alone with love and laughter. and tears and me To the toy land ? of the chrysanthemum, Where. all the flowers lack scent, the birds are dumb, The fruits are tasteless : jewelled lea And all the many-leavéd greenery Is dwarf: French gem-work on a baby’s thumb. where the The Yankee God frowned also on the plan. We …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 278

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…s (A eister Crowley), IV, 39 Literatooralooral Treasure-Trove, A (Aleister Crowley), 1X, 49 Lonely Bride, The (Victor B. Newburg), 1, 95 Long Odds (Aleister Crowley), VIII, 61 Lost Shepherd, The (Victor B. Neuburg), U1, 131 Madeline (Arthur F. Grimble), II, 129 Magdalen Blair, The Testament of (Aleister Crowley), 1X, 137 Magic Glasses, The (Frank Harris), 1, 49 Magician, The (translated from French of Levi and Latin of Honorius; Aleister Crowley), 1, 109 Mahatmas, Half-hours with Famous (/. F.C. Fuller), WV, 284 Man Cover, The (George Raffalovi…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 278

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…s (A eister Crowley), IV, 39 Literatooralooral Treasure-Trove, A (Aleister Crowley), 1X, 49 Lonely Bride, The (Victor B. Newburg), 1, 95 Long Odds (Aleister Crowley), VIII, 61 Lost Shepherd, The (Victor B. Neuburg), U1, 131 Madeline (Arthur F. Grimble), II, 129 Magdalen Blair, The Testament of (Aleister Crowley), 1X, 137 Magic Glasses, The (Frank Harris), 1, 49 Magician, The (translated from French of Levi and Latin of Honorius; Aleister Crowley), 1, 109 Mahatmas, Half-hours with Famous (/. F.C. Fuller), WV, 284 Man Cover, The (George Raffalovi…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 84

Moonchild

… is like a cancer, which indeed grows apace, but at the expense of the man on whom it feeds, and will destroy both him and itself in the long run. The process may be slow; it may extend over a series of incarnations; but it is sure enough. The analogy of the cancer is a close one; for the man knows his doom, suffers continual torture; but to this is added the horrible delusion that if only the disease can be induced to advance far enough, all is saved. Thus he hugs the fearful growth, cherishes it as his one dearest possession, stimulates it by…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 43

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…s inhospitable heather To the old stately tower—my own dear tower. He will not fail me for a sudden shower ! My friend! How often have I longed to gee Again his gallant figure and that face Radiant—how long ago we parted !—we The dearest friends that ever were! Ahme! I curse even now that hateful parting- place. But now—he comes! Apace How glad I am! Fly the glad minutes—There he is at last ! I know the firm foot on the marble floor. The hour-glass turns! What miseries to cast For ever to the limbo of the past ! He knocks—my friend! O joy for e…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 226

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…OSARUM . Ain Elohim. Abracadabra. double in the Voice of the Master. Ain Elohim. Amethsh, Four sounds of four forces. O the Snake hath a long tail! Amen Ain Elohim. Sudden death: thick darkness: ho! the ox! One, and one, and one: Creator, Preserver, Destroyer, ho! the Re- deemer! Thunder-stone: whirlpool : lotus-flower: ho! for the gold of the sages ! Ain Elohim. And he was silent for a great while, and so departed our Father from Him. Forth he went along the dusty desert and met an antient woman bear- ing a bright crown of gold, studded with g…

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