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1910 · PDF PAGE 70

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…individual Atman + remaining unknown; and further, will remain unknowable as long as consciousness of a separate Supremacy exists in the heart of the individual. Directly the seeker realizes this, a new reality is born, and the clouds of night roll back and melt away before the light of a breaking dawn, brilliant beyond all that have preceded it. Destroy this consciousness, and the Unknowable may become the Known, or at least the Unknown, in the sense of the un- discovered. Thus we find the old Vedantist presupposing an Atman and a ciuBorov of …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 70

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…individual Atman + remaining unknown; and further, will remain unknowable as long as consciousness of a separate Supremacy exists in the heart of the individual. Directly the seeker realizes this, a new reality is born, and the clouds of night roll back and melt away before the light of a breaking dawn, brilliant beyond all that have preceded it. Destroy this consciousness, and the Unknowable may become the Known, or at least the Unknown, in the sense of the un- discovered. Thus we find the old Vedantist presupposing an Atman and a ciuBorov of …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 19

The Scented Garden

…ith a view to discovering why (unless from caprice) el Haji chose this particular indulgence to mirror that supreme passion of the human heart, the craving for unity with the All-One. “ Make room for me ” quoth the poet of Salaman and Absal, “ on that divan which is only large enough for one ! ” Now I shall waste my rime if I prove that some- thing in the nature of sexual intercourse is the most fitting image of that passion ; for our Chris- tian theologian, anxious to avoid the reproach of the scoffer who quotes such passages as “ Me be- loved…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 31

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…as a glass of white wine. Lou had touched nothing at all. She prattled on like the innocent child she was, out of the sheer mirth of her heart. In an ordinary way, I suppose, I should have drunk a lot more than I did. And I didn’t eat much either. Of course, I know now what it was—that much-derided phenomenon, love at first sight. Suddenly we were interrupted. A tall man was shaking hands across the table with Owen. Instead of using any of the ordinary greetings, he said in a very low, clear voice, very clear and vibrant, as though tense with s…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 82

Magick Without Tears

…means "an afflicted Mercury," generosity a good, though not always strong, Jupiter ; and so on. The Tree of Life has got to be learnt by heart ; you must know it backwards , forwards, sideways, and upside down; it must become the automatic background of all your thinking. You must keep on hanging everything that comes your way upon its proper bough. At first, of course, all this is dreadfully confusing ; but persist, and a time will come when all the odd bits fit into the jig-saw, and you behold-with what adoring wonder!-the marvellous beauty a…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 169

Magick Without Tears

…s of the world. Each type of race or culture has its own especial virtues. A. Study: The student should study, bear in mind, and take to heart, such classics as the Ananga-Ranga, the Bagh-i-Muattar of Abdullah el Haji, the Kama Shastra, the Kama Sutra, the Scented Garden of the Sheikh Nefzawi, and certain scientific or pseudo-scientific treatises (usually upon the deformities of nature, or the abuses of ignorance) by 2. See Chapter 12 of this book.

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1907 · PDF PAGE 50

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…shed. Sir Percy here! What is the matter, dear my love? SIR PERCY. Never mind love—you are? MOLLY. O sir, your Molly, that you broke the heart of. See what has come to me! SiR PERCY. Ah, if you knew. You are the lucky one! ] am in grips with a more dread disease Than all your wildest nightmares figure you ! [A carriage rolls by, as from the theatre. It stops owing to a block in the traffic. MOLLY. O sir! Iam so sorry for you. SIR PERCY. And a lot of good that does! Enter, on the pavement, the MARQUIS OF GLENSTRAE, 7” his fur coat. The occupant …

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1919 · PDF PAGE 117

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

… first sketches for a Map: for Love is infinite in diversity even as are the Stars. For this cause do I leave Love himself master in the heart of every one of you: for he shall teach you rightly if you but serve him with diligence and devotion even to abandonment. Nor shall you take umbrage or surprise at the strange pranks that he shall play: for He is a wayward boy and wanton, wise in the Wiles of Aphrodite Our Lady His sweet Mother: and all His jests and cruelties are spices in a con- fection cunning as no art may match. Rejoice therefore in…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 139

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…elf into a mood to laugh the whole thing off, as had so often happened before; and I realised for the first time the dreadful sinking of heart that comes from privation. It was only a hint of the horror so far. I had enough of the stuff in me to carry me through for a bit. But, even as things were, it was bad enough. I had a feeling of utter helplessness. I began to repent having repulsed the advances of my fellow prisoners. I approached them and explained that I was a “ Stsgnor Inglese”’ with “ molto danaro” ; and if any one could oblige me wi…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 117

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…his is the soul of the earth, that this is fertility and understanding, the secret of Demeter. Nay, (even I) the Oracle may speak in his heart and foretell or foreshadow the greater mysteries of Persephone, of Death the daughter of Love. Those, too, who are thus reborn will understand that I who write these words am stretched on the wet earth on the day of Spring. It is night, but only the sea whispers of Per- sephone, as the stars intimate Urania whose mystery is the third, and beyond. My body is absorbed in scent and touch; for the consuming …

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1911 · PDF PAGE 117

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…his is the soul of the earth, that this is fertility and understanding, the secret of Demeter. Nay, (even I) the Oracle may speak in his heart and foretell or foreshadow the greater mysteries of Persephone, of Death the daughter of Love. Those, too, who are thus reborn will understand that I who write these words am stretched on the wet earth on the day of Spring. It is night, but only the sea whispers of Per- sephone, as the stars intimate Urania whose mystery is the third, and beyond. My body is absorbed in scent and touch; for the consuming …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 140

Konx Om Pax

…cause beyond the falsity of its effects. Mr. Crowley says, apropo: of this, “ It is no doubt more difficult to learn ‘ Paradise Lost’ by heart than ‘ We are Seven ’; but when you have done it you are no better at figure skating.” He quotes as the great guiding scripture of his life a Buddhist Sutta (ii, 33): “Therefore, 0 Ananda, be ye lamps unto yourselves. Be ye a refuge to yourselves. Betake yourself to no external refuge." How is this inward m stery revealed? The answer is in the East by Yoga, and in the West by Magic; in the East by an enti…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 17

The Star in the West

…l the more for not doing so ; his undraped virginity is delightful , and if his maidens lack vestments and his matrons mantles , it is a hearty sight , a robust sight , it flushes the drains of our mind , and discloses a heart lying beneath all the conventional tweeds and silks of our sleek respect

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1909 · PDF PAGE 351

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…re she dived, picked up his basket of fish, and then swam back to the land. He took the basket from her mouth and then said with all his heart, “‘Geud bless the selkie that deus no’ forget,” for it was the same seal which he had seen on Hackness forty years before. She was a very old seal now but Mansie would have known her motherly face amongst a thousand. In the folklore of the Hebrides, also, the seal occupies a 343

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1909 · PDF PAGE 351

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…re she dived, picked up his basket of fish, and then swam back to the land. He took the basket from her mouth and then said with all his heart, “‘Geud bless the selkie that deus no’ forget,” for it was the same seal which he had seen on Hackness forty years before. She was a very old seal now but Mansie would have known her motherly face amongst a thousand. In the folklore of the Hebrides, also, the seal occupies a 343

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1922 · PDF PAGE 44

Diary of a Drug Fiend

30 The Diary of a Drug Fiend accord she writhed into my arms; her hands and mouth were heavy on my heart. There’s some more poetry—that’s the way it takes one—rhythm seems to come natural—everything is one grand harmony. It is impossible that anything should be out of tune. The voice of Lou seemed to come from an enormous distance, a deep, low, sombre chant :— “© Thou low moan of fainting maids, that art caught up in the strong sobs of Love! I adore Thee, Evoe! I adore Thee, I A O!” | That was it—her engine and my engine for the first time work…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 302

Diary of a Drug Fiend

… ‘‘ Enough, more than enough, for both of us.” “Why, how do I come in?” I asked in surprise, while a little thrill of avarice tickled my heart-strings. I reflected that what with one thing or another, I

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1954 · PDF PAGE 546

Magick Without Tears

…271, 278, 292, 293, 315, 341, 345, 353, 406, 438, difficulties of, 302, 304, 305 -of Lies, 20, 142, 167,209, 252,384,388,405,406,416 -of Heart Girt with Serpent, (LXV), 459, with quotations Boulak Museum, 258 Brahma, 275 Brahmacharya, 335 Brahman, 55, 57, 275 Brahmin (caste), 335, 336, 420 Bralduh, 172 Brocken, 405 Browning, Robert, 77,156,181, 215,285,351,415 Brunton, 102 Buchari-siddhi, 187 Buchenwald,458 Buckmaster, Professor, 470,485 Buddha, 73,73,74,79,98,189, 198,275,475 Buddhahood, 20 Buddhi, 17, 195,275 Buddhism, connected with Black Sc…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 165

The Law is for All

… still me! Aum! let it fill me! Commentary: Stanza 3 suggests the Rosicrucian Benediction: May thy Mind be open unto the Higher! May thy Heart be the Centre of Light! May thy Body be the Temple of the Rosy Cross!1 1 [These are the words of Reception in the Adeptus Minor 5°=6° ritual of the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. See Israel Regardie, The Complete Golden Dawn System of Magic (Phoenix: Falcon, 1984), vol. 7, p. 52. This passage is omitted in Crowley’s account of this ritual in The Equinox 1(3) (1910). The formula does however occur in …

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1922 · PDF PAGE 41

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…r the crinkled line of shore, over the dim blue mystic curve of sea and sky; with the thought in my mind beating in tune with my excited heart. We didn’t miss the arsenal this time. I was the arsenal too. I had exploded. I was the slayer and the slain ! And there sailed Lou across the sky to meet me. “‘O Thou outrider of the Sun, that spurrest the bloody flanks of the wind! I adore Thee, Evoe ! I adore Thee, I A O!” We came into each other’s arms with the inevitable- ness of gravitation. We were the only two people in the Universe—she and I. Th…

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