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1905 · PDF PAGE 16

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…rn By gazing into mine. Thy heart is cool, thy cheeks are pale, Nor blush with shame like winter wine To understand my amorous tale, For words and looks of Love must fail To touch thee, since a snowy veil Ts "twixt my mind and thine. Dear goddess, al whose carly breast I drank in all desires and woes3 Most reverend god, who oft caressed Her pale chaste wifehood, and who pressed Upon my forehead kisses blest ; Bid blossom out this rose, This fair white bud whose heart is pure, Whose bosom fears not, neither knows The long vague mysteries that en…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 175

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…tain, but that other parts, those that are called ‘others’ in ordinary consciousness, realize the Oneness also.” N. B. These are not the words, and do not properly express the meaning. The experience itself was in the nature of realization rather than in any language. (Not at all bad. O.M.) Dec. 12. To-night, while walking, I thought that some time, when I can find the right person, it would be well to get him to record for me one of these experiences such as that of last night, during its occurrence; (1) providing I could speak without alterin…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 218

Collected Works (Vol. I)

… HOLY OF HOLIES 211 Not one. I tell you, destiny is sure, Yet moves no finger: though it tune my tongue, My tongue shall tune it too: my words endure As destiny decays: my hands are flung In prayer to Heaven nay, to mine own crown, To raise myself, and not to drag it down !} O holiest Lord of the divine white flame Of brilliance sworded in the temple sky ! O thou who knowest my most secret name, Who whisperest when only thou and I Make up our universe: bestow thy kiss: Arise! Come, let us pierce the old abyss ! Rise! Move! Appear! Tet us go for…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 195

Collected Works (Vol. III)

… Worn with dim thought and unsuspected pains, And all thy soul fulfilled of majesty ; Because the silence of thy house is great, And thy word second spoken after Fate, And thy light stricken of thine own grim hand ; Because thy whisper exceedeth the command Of Zeus; thy dim light far outshines his glory ; Because, as He the first is, Thou the last :— Therefore I take up sorrow in my hands, And ply thine ear with my most doleful story, Asking a future, who have lost a past : A guerdon of my singing like the land’s When spring breaks forth from w…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 46

Collected Works (Vol. I)

… for the last time beside the ocean gray. Soul of my soul, we never can forget— But, is our parting burnt across the skies ? Is the last word said? Must our lips be set Not to new song, but to the bitter sighs As of a child whose flower-garden dies, Who knows no hope of some enduring spring P Is the last song made, whose faint melodies Brushed the pale air with an archangel’s wing? Is Hope divorced, our queen? Is Love dis- crowned, our King? Far o’er the Ocean sets a flery star And meteors cross the angry horizon ; A comet blazes, reddening the…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 318

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

318 The Ar Thiao section. He travels to the infinite East among the hosts of angels summoned by the words. A sort of "Rising on the Planes", but in a horizontal direction. The same remarks apply to the next three sections in the other quarters. At the great invocation following he extends the Shivalingam to infinite height, each letter of each word representing an exaltation of it by {518} geometrical progression. Having seen this satisfactorily, he prostrates himself in adoration. When consciousness begins to return, he uses the final formula …

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1905 · PDF PAGE 139

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…ld Pale body that was ripe and red. Only, her head, her palms, her feet, I kissed all night, and did not eat. So, and not otherwise, the word Of God was utterly fulfilled. So, and not otherwise. I heard Her spirit cry, by death not stilled : ‘My sin is perfect in thy blood, And thou and I have conquered God.” Now let me die, at last desired, At last beloved of thee my queen; Now let me die, with blood attired, Thy servant naked and obscene ; To thy white skull, thy palms, thy feet, Clinging, dead, infamous, complete. Now let me die, to mix my s…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 229

Collected Works (Vol. II)

AMBROSII MAGI HORTUS ROSARUM 223 without show of learning, withont needless darkening of counsel and word, dost thou ever reveal the sacred Heights of our Mystic Mountain. For, as fot him that understandeth not thy writing, and that easily and well, he ye well assured all that he is a vile man and a losel of little worth or worship; a dog, an unclean swine, a worm of filth, a festering sore in the vitals of earth : such an one is liar and murderer, debauched, drunken, sexless, and spatulate ; an ape-dropping, a lousy, flat-backed knave: from su…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 104

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…our who proceeds By doing to abolish deeds. Not by the pipings of a bird In skies of blue on fields of gold, But by a fierce and loathly word The abomination must be told. The holy work must twist its spell From hemp of madness, grown in hell, Only by energy and strife May man attain the eternal rest, Dissolve the desperate lust of life By infinite agony and zest. Thus, O my Kali, I divine The golden secret of thy shrine!

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1905 · PDF PAGE 44

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…g wind woke me ere my boat grew rotten With venom of the stream, that quivereth Now as He blew upon it—fish and bird Live at that silent word! And I arose to seek the oars of Lying Wherewith I had embarked—the wind had torn Their wood to splinters—‘‘ Jesus! I dying ! Send me Thy cross to fashion some un- born Oarage of Truth to quit this stream of Death!” O vain, O wasted breath ! am Ihave no strength. Upright I kneel, lament- ing The days when Love seemed fair, the bitter years When pain might have found truth, ere un- relenting I shipwrecked …

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1905 · PDF PAGE 193

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…l condition of strain in the air or the ether. The fact observed is at least subjectively true to many people. After a while he took the word again : ‘Go thou then. moonwards? on the great salt plain; — So to a pillar. It stands. King, earl, and knight. ing slain, A thousand years forgotten—bone by bone. Adamant, alone, Around it see them overthrown, There lie the quest- ‘*No more is spoken—the tradition goes : ‘There learns the seeker what he seeks or knows.’ Thence—none have passed. leagues may keep Some other secret—some profounder deep Than…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 165

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…d! Came of some purpose. To hear it—and yourself! Doggtd against the will to speak. friend, Let us sit close and whisper. But urgently a word I am half afraid Reluctance sits Dear CORA. Listen, then! You are man: young men seek happiness. Is there one joy your soul hath never felt? One pure sweet passion? grown

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1911 · PDF PAGE 174

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

… all the Eranoi Societies, were equally protected by the laws of Solon seven centuries BL, and Mr Pryse observes that only once does the word Halleluiah occur in the Bible, yet we know that it formed the close of a chant in the “ Rites of Purification” in a call to the slain god {or deliverance, in pre— Christian centuries, and further there are Mythraic traces in Revelation We also know from a large mass of inscriptions found in recent times, that the early Christians made use of the very ancient societies, and by that course spread their doctr…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 174

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

… all the Eranoi Societies, were equally protected by the laws of Solon seven centuries BL, and Mr Pryse observes that only once does the word Halleluiah occur in the Bible, yet we know that it formed the close of a chant in the “ Rites of Purification” in a call to the slain god {or deliverance, in pre— Christian centuries, and further there are Mythraic traces in Revelation We also know from a large mass of inscriptions found in recent times, that the early Christians made use of the very ancient societies, and by that course spread their doctr…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 58

Collected Works (Vol. III)

… passion scorning sense, All the concentred music that is I. O! hear me not! I die; I am borne away in misery of dumb life That would in words flash forth the holiest heaven That to the immortal God of Gods is given, And, tongue-tied, stammers forth—my wife ! 4. Iam dumb with rapture of thy loveliness. All metres match and mingle; all words tire; All lights, all sounds, all perfumes, all gold stress Of the honey-palate, all soft strokes expire In abject agony of broken sense To hymn the emotion tense Of somewhat higher—O! how highest !— than al…

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1939 · PDF PAGE 37

Eight Lectures on Yoga

…. The third stage is marked by Buchari-siddhi: 'the power of jumping about like a frog' would be a rough translation of this fascinating word. This is a very extraordinary phenomenon. You are sitting tied up on the floor, and you begin to be wafted here and there, much as dead leaves are moved by a little breeze. This does happen; you are quite normal mentally, and you can watch yourself doing it. The natural explanation of this is that your muscles are making very quick short spasmodic jerks without your being conscious of the fact. The dog he…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 50

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…e one fiery tether, Dissolving all my woe into one sea of weather. So I am reacly to assume the Cross, Start on my journey with the last word said ; Turn my back resolute on dung and dross, And face the future with no twitch of dread, But dare to converse with the holy dead, And taste the earnest of the church’s bliss. Love, God be with you! He is overhead And watches us, that nothing be amiss— Love! our hearts bleed as one in the last lingering kiss. Good-bye, good-bye, good-bye! the echo rings A harsh, jarred sound in my self-tortured ears, A…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 81

Collected Works (Vol. I)

74 JEPHTHAH JEPHTHAH. Hearken, Jehovah, to thy servant now ; Fill Thou my voice with thine own thunders ; fill My swift sharp words with such a lightning- fork As shall fall venomous upon the host Of these idolatrous that thus invade Our fencéd cities, these that put to sword Our helpless. Hear the cry of widowed men ! Of young men fatherless! Of old men reft Of children! Grant us victory to avenge Their innocent shed blood, and ruined land. So, to gain time for prayer and penitence For grievous trespass of idolatry Done to the accurséd Baalim …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 7

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…r understanding. He will (v.) be frank: no poet truly cares what may happen to him. He sketches (vi.) his argument; but letting fall the word “love” is rapt away into a lyrical transport (vii. and viii.) Further, bidding her (ix.) to fly with him, he points out the value of courage, and its rarity among the bourgeoisie. He calls upon her to awake her own courage, and (x.) bids her embark. His appeal fails, since (xi.) the garter still demands explana- tion. He then shows (xii.) that mental states are not independent of their physical basis, and…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 30

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…a God in bliss, or like a damned soul wailing ! 2 1 This monastery is chosen because of its unpleasant proximity to Crowley's home. 2 (A word to bid you notice with what mastery Of technique that last stanza there was written, I risk a pcet's license on one cast, Ery! (Pet name for thee, Eros!) The lines are smitten Into due harmony double-rhymed, well- knitten, SCENE II.! SIR PERCY PERCIVALE (02 a@ mountain summit). No higher? No higher? All hell is my portion. My mouth is as fire ; My thought an abortion. This is the summit ? Attained is the …

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