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1910 · PDF PAGE 11

The Rites of Eleusis

…ed in those present such a feel- ing as Crowley must have had when he wrote : So shalt thou conquer Space, and lastly climb The walls of Time ; And by the golden path the great have trod Reach up to God ! THE WHY AND HOW OF ECSTASY “ There is a land of pure delight, Where saints immortal reign.” SO used some of us to sing in our childhood. And we used to think of this land as far away, farther even than death that in those days seemed so far. But I know this now : that land is not so far as my flesh is from my bones ! It is even Here and Now. I…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 290

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…one it any harm. He had all these things translated into dozens of languages, and the rill of pennies swelled to a mighty river. By this time his sister A—— was worn out, and died. For a month he had to pay a typist; but she little knew my uncle if she thought she had a permanent job. He rushed off to some ghastly Welsh “resort,” to be acclaimed as the Founder of the Faith by the flourishing branch of the “Mission" which he had established there, and, selecting a female with the features and character of an anæmic cow, married her and her money,…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 290

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…one it any harm. He had all these things translated into dozens of languages, and the rill of pennies swelled to a mighty river. By this time his sister A—— was worn out, and died. For a month he had to pay a typist; but she little knew my uncle if she thought she had a permanent job. He rushed off to some ghastly Welsh “resort,” to be acclaimed as the Founder of the Faith by the flourishing branch of the “Mission" which he had established there, and, selecting a female with the features and character of an anæmic cow, married her and her money,…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 421

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…alled back his friend Lazarus from the tomb, so difficult is it to interrupt a tired soul who is sleeping his beauty-sleep ! At the same time, the countenance of death has not the same serenity for every soul that contemplates it. When one has missed the goal of life, when one carries away with one frenzied greeds or unassuaged hates, eternity appears to the ignorant or guilty soul with such a formidable proportion of sorrows, that it sometimes tries to fling itself back into mortal life. How many souls, urged by the nightmare of hell, have tak…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 451

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…is page needs no commentary, and explains sufficiently the tendencies of what one calls spiritualism, or spevdtism. It is already a long time since this doctrine, or, rather, this antidoctrine, began to work upon the world, to plunge it into universal anarchy. But the law of equilibrium will save us, and already the great movement of reaction has begun. We continue the recital of the phenomena. One day a workman paid a visit to Eliphas Levi. He was a tall man of some fifty years old, of frank appearance, and speaking in a very reasonable manner…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 421

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…alled back his friend Lazarus from the tomb, so difficult is it to interrupt a tired soul who is sleeping his beauty-sleep ! At the same time, the countenance of death has not the same serenity for every soul that contemplates it. When one has missed the goal of life, when one carries away with one frenzied greeds or unassuaged hates, eternity appears to the ignorant or guilty soul with such a formidable proportion of sorrows, that it sometimes tries to fling itself back into mortal life. How many souls, urged by the nightmare of hell, have tak…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 451

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…is page needs no commentary, and explains sufficiently the tendencies of what one calls spiritualism, or spevdtism. It is already a long time since this doctrine, or, rather, this antidoctrine, began to work upon the world, to plunge it into universal anarchy. But the law of equilibrium will save us, and already the great movement of reaction has begun. We continue the recital of the phenomena. One day a workman paid a visit to Eliphas Levi. He was a tall man of some fifty years old, of frank appearance, and speaking in a very reasonable manner…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 103

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

… fang was established in him and his seed even for ever and for ever. 57. O thou Serpent Apep, my Lord Adonai, it is a speck of minutest time, this travelling through eternity, and in Thy sight the landmarks are of fair white marble untouched by the tool of the graver. Therefore Thou art mine, even now and for ever and for everlasting. Amen. 58. Moreover, I heard the voice of Adonai: Seal up the book of the Heart and the Serpent; in the number five and sixty seal thou the holy book. As fine gold that is beaten into a diadem for the fair queen o…

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1930 · PDF PAGE 79

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 3)

….V.X. (See plate as before). He then vibrâtes the Names extending his will in the same way as before, but vertically upward. At the same time he expands the Source of that Will — the secret symbol of Self — both about him and below, as if to affirm that Self, duplex as is its form, reluctant to acquiesce in its failure to coincide with the Sphere of Nuith. Let him now imagine, at the last Word, that the Head of his will, where his consciousness is fixed, opens its fissure (the Brah- marandra-Cakkra, at the junction of the cranial sutures) and e…

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1944 · PDF PAGE 137

The Book of Thoth

… borne her. “This is the Daughter of the King. This is the Virgin of Eternity. This is she that the Holy One hath wrested from the Giant Time, and the prize of them that have overcome Space. This is she that is set upon the Throne of Understanding. Holy, Holy, Holy is her name, not to be spoken among men. For Koré they have called her, and Malkah, and Betulah, and Persephone. “And the poets have feigned songs about her, and the prophets have spoken vain things, and the young men have dreamed vain dreams: but this is she, that immaculate, the na…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 168

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…a champion box if it contained half a dozen matches which lit without argument. When we got to the glacier, we sued to spend much of our time on sunny days trying to dry them on convenient rocks. The general bandobast of the expedition was open to a good deal of criticism. One of Eckenstein's few failings was his faith in professorial science. Because the German soldier thrives on Erbs-suppe and the British on "Bovril bacon rations", he expected us to do the same, with the result that much of our provisions was quite uneatable. The general plan…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 171

The Star in the West

…Christianity , which fondly imagines it has succeeded in solving the problem of how to sit on two sides of the fence at one and the same time , to offer Christ to the simple - minded with the one hand and drain their pockets with the other . Amennatep's description of the pathic Ratoum in “ The Fatal Force ” may fitly be quoted here as an apt description of modern - day Christianity : Her power is gone , and we behold her go , Haggard and weary , through the palace courts And through the temple , lusting for strange loves And horrible things , …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 85

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…ly, even so) by speaking of a consciousness of the entire Universe as One, and as All, in Its necessary relation to Itself in and out of Time and Space. Here, too, is the result of Sammasati, a comprehension of one’s own self and its relation to, and identity with, everything. . .. But I feel that I am drivelling. The effort to think of these things, to translate them into the language of philosophy, gives the feeling—I grope and find no other expression—that one’s head is going to blow off. One feels inclined to get up and shout for very feebl…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 85

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…ly, even so) by speaking of a consciousness of the entire Universe as One, and as All, in Its necessary relation to Itself in and out of Time and Space. Here, too, is the result of Sammasati, a comprehension of one’s own self and its relation to, and identity with, everything. . .. But I feel that I am drivelling. The effort to think of these things, to translate them into the language of philosophy, gives the feeling—I grope and find no other expression—that one’s head is going to blow off. One feels inclined to get up and shout for very feebl…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 287

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…peration which I have stated to hold good in my experience, a much less bolus was ordinarily sufficient to pro- duce full effect at this time than when I commenced the indulgence. I now reduced my daily ration to ten or fifteen grains. The immediate result of even this modified resumption of the habit was a reinstatement into the glories of the former life. I came out of my clouds; tite outer world was reinvested with some claim to interest, and the lethal torpor of my mind was replaced by an airy activity. I flattered myself that there was now…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 287

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…peration which I have stated to hold good in my experience, a much less bolus was ordinarily sufficient to pro- duce full effect at this time than when I commenced the indulgence. I now reduced my daily ration to ten or fifteen grains. The immediate result of even this modified resumption of the habit was a reinstatement into the glories of the former life. I came out of my clouds; tite outer world was reinvested with some claim to interest, and the lethal torpor of my mind was replaced by an airy activity. I flattered myself that there was now…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 18

The Vision and the Voice

…en eyes, whose sword is of vegetable fire. That shall avail me. My son is he,—and how shall I bear him that have not known man? All this time intolerable rays are shooting forth to beat me back or destroy me; but I am encased in an egg of blue- violet, and my form is the form of a man with the head of a golden hawk. While I have been observing this, the goddess has kept up a continuous wail, like the baying of a thousand hounds; and now her voice is deep and guttural and hoarse, and she breathes very rapidly words that I cannot hear. I can hear…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 38

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…have dele- gated his parental rights to the defendant. Even assuming, however, that he could do so he was at liberty to revoke it at any time, especially with a view to promote the moral welfare of the boys, and that after the receipt of the said letter the defendant had no authority to keep the boys with herself. In answer to the plaintiff's notice the defendant merely acknow- ledged its receipt and did nothing more, and the plaintiff believes that she has left the boys in England. 11. The cause of the action arose partly at Adyar in the years…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 539

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…enius brought it forth, but it is for experience to nourish it. Do not fear that it will die of neglect! Oblivion is for it a favourable time of rest, and contra- dictions help it to grow. When a sun bursts forth in space it creates worlds or attracts them to itself. A single spark of fixed light promises a universe to space. All magic is in a word, and that word pronounced qabal- istically is stronger than all the powers of Heaven, Earth and Hell. With the name of Jod hé vau hé, one commands Nature : kingdoms are conquered in the name of Adona…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 38

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…have dele- gated his parental rights to the defendant. Even assuming, however, that he could do so he was at liberty to revoke it at any time, especially with a view to promote the moral welfare of the boys, and that after the receipt of the said letter the defendant had no authority to keep the boys with herself. In answer to the plaintiff's notice the defendant merely acknow- ledged its receipt and did nothing more, and the plaintiff believes that she has left the boys in England. 11. The cause of the action arose partly at Adyar in the years…

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