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1929 · PDF PAGE 491

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…es! ....For then the soul is free to leap above it, To soar, to dive, to seek and find his mate In the dominion of the uncreate, ....And lastly --- to return to it, and love it! This was my last adventure. I returned to New York by short stages and resumed the anchorless tossing. The one new feature was my affair with Stuart X. The next act was the appearance of Ananda K. Koomaraswamy, the Eurasian critic of religion and art, with his wife, Ratan Devi, a musician from Yorkshire, who had fallen in love with him and filched him from his first wif…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 275

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…g the mystical union which restores man to his original privileges, free will, immortality, the preception of truth and so on. I put the last ounce of myself into this book. My previous efforts in the {451} same direction would have deceived nobody, but the Bagh-i-Muatar, despite my inability to produce the Persian original --- my excuse was that it was rare and held the most sacred and most secret, but was being copied for me --- persuaded even experienced scholars that it was genuine. It was issued by Probsthain & Co., by private subscription…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 458

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…r a prominent place amongst present-day poets... . An enthusiastic devotion to classic song. . . sustained metrical charm. From first to last the poet’s workis an important contribution to ‘the century's literature.” —Publishers’ Circular. “This [book] contains the answer to a very well-known riddle propounded by the late Elizabeth Barrett Browning. You remember she asked in one of her poems, ‘What was he doing, the Great God Pan: Down in the reeds by the River?’ Well, Mr. Victor Neuburg has discovered the answer, for he was obviously wandering…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 65

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…is, like thy glory, Titan, is to be Good, great, and joyous, beautiful, and free: This is alone Life, Joy, Empire, and Vic- tory,” 3 The last phrase pealed trumpet-wise: he sank back into thought. ‘‘ Yes,” he said slowly, ‘‘ neither to change, nor falter, nor repent.” I moved forward, and he saw me. ‘Who are you?” he asked. . ‘‘T am travelling in the East,” I said. ‘‘T love Man also; I have come to see you. Who are you?” 1 See “Tristam Shandy,” by Laurence Sterne, Chap. I. 2 Image of Buddha. 3 Shelley, ‘‘ Prometheus Unbound,” iv. He laughed ple…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 412

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

… rarely dispose me to write the result. I lie fallow and the expression of ecstasy follows my return to physical comfort and leisure. My last important work had been done at Marseilles on the way out, where we had to wait two days for a boat to take us to Algiers. I spent the time in writing the essay on the Cabbala which appears in The Equinox Vol. I, No. v. I had no books of reference at hand and therefore put down only what was in my memory. This is a good plan. It prevents one from overburdening the subject with unimportant details. In one'…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 427

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…a prominent place amongst present-day poets. . . . Anenthusiastic devotion to classic song . . . sustained metrical charm, From first to last the poet's work is an important contribution to the century's literature.” —Publishers? Circular. “This [book] contains the answer to a very well-known riddle propounded by the late Elizabeth Barrett Browning. You remember she asked in one of her poems, ‘What was he doing to Great God Pan: Down in the reeds by the River?’ Well, Mr. Victor Neuburg has discovered the answer, for he was obviously wandering n…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 427

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…a prominent place amongst present-day poets. . . . Anenthusiastic devotion to classic song . . . sustained metrical charm, From first to last the poet's work is an important contribution to the century's literature.” —Publishers? Circular. “This [book] contains the answer to a very well-known riddle propounded by the late Elizabeth Barrett Browning. You remember she asked in one of her poems, ‘What was he doing to Great God Pan: Down in the reeds by the River?’ Well, Mr. Victor Neuburg has discovered the answer, for he was obviously wandering n…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 75

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…sure that I facilitated the process of becoming famous. I should doubtless have done so, whatever name I had chosen. {141} 17 I began my last year at Cambridge with my moral decks cleared for action. I didn't know where I was going, but I was on the way. I was thus quite ready for the perception of the First Noble Truth, but also for an entirely new current to influence my life. Towards the end of the October term I met a man named Herbert Charles Jerome Pollitt. He was an M.A., ten years older than myself, and had merely come up to Cambridge t…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 396

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…ng circus with a menagerie and a collection of freaks. He should certainly have been the principal attraction. He had come almost to his last franc when he was pulled up by a conseil de famille. They saved a few thousand for the fool and kept him on short commons to teach him sense. He had snarled and become a socialist. I met him at the Gargotte off Holborn, being the only man there who looked at all like a gentleman. I paid him special attention. This suited him down to the ground. He saw a chance to cadge. He agreed with me about socialism. …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 503

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…iagara to the Grand Canyon. Except for the Yellowstone Park, which I have not yet seen, nothing else in America is worth seeing first or last for the matter of that. A final inspection of the bughouse in Detroit left me free to get back to Europe. I reached London a few days before Christmas 1919. {794} 81 In The Vision and the Voice, the attainment of the grade of Master of the Temple was symbolized by the adept pouring every drop of his blood, that is his whole individual life, into the Cup of the Scarlet Woman, who represents Universal Imper…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 44

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…ssisi. My poetry during this period was either amorous or satirical. A few of my efforts are preserved in Oracles. I quote the first and last verses from a lyric about a girl I met on the sea front. ELVIRA Was thy fault to be too tender? ...Was thine error to be weak? Was my kiss the first offender ...Pressed upon thy blushing cheek? Heaven at your accurst creation ...Shall become a hell of fire: Death for kisses, and damnation ...For your love, shall God require! What is worthy of note is what I may call the Laus veneris point of view; which s…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 86

The Sword of Song

…ust abide. “ To destroy it I am come,” he said. And through he pa ssed out therewithal, y et ’twas his home until he had attained. So at last he came to a river, and sailing to its source he found a fair woman all naked, and she filled the river from two vessels of pure water. “She-devil,” he cried, “have I gone back one step ?” For the Star Venus burned above. And with his sword he clave her from the head to the feet, that she fell clean asunder. Cried the echo: “Ah ! thou hast slain hope now !” Our Father gladdened at Intellectus. Deus. H. et…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 270

Collected Works (Vol. II)

… serve the great object of all footnotes, viz. to distract the attention of the reader. h Text appended :— CALIBAN ON. PATMOS. Being the Last Adventure of the Beloved Disciple. [CoME, kids, lambs, doves, cubs, cuddle! Hear ye John Pronounce on the primordial protoplast Palingenetic, palzeontologic, And beat that beggar’s bleeding NWN IA With truth veracious, aletheiac, true! John ye hear. Cuddle, cubs, doves, lambs, kids, come !] First, God made heav’n, earth: Earth gauche, void; deep, dark. God's Ghost stirred sea, God said ‘ Light!" "Twas. ‘S…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 308

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…e to Vancouver. I longed to see Oahu again, and yet I felt it a sort of duty to cover fresh ground. While I hesitated, fate decided. The last berth for San Francisco via the Sandwich Islands was sold over my head. Alas! --- had I only known! A quarter of an hour's delay caused me to miss what might have been the most dramatic moment of my life. The ship I should have sailed by left Honolulu in due course and fetched up four days later outside the golden Gate --- to find San Francisco a raging flower of flame. I sailed on April 21st by The Empre…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 599

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…a prominent place amongst present-day poets. . . . Anenthusiastic devotion to classic song . . . sustained metrical charm. From first to last the poet's work is an important contribution to the century’s literature.” —Publishers? Circular. “This [book] contains the answer to a very well-known riddle propounded by the late Elizabeth Barrett Browning. You remember she asked in one of her poems, ‘What was he doing to Great God Pan: Down in the reeds by the River?’ Well, Mr. Victor Neuburg has discovered the answer, for he was obviously wandering n…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 599

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…a prominent place amongst present-day poets. . . . Anenthusiastic devotion to classic song . . . sustained metrical charm. From first to last the poet's work is an important contribution to the century’s literature.” —Publishers? Circular. “This [book] contains the answer to a very well-known riddle propounded by the late Elizabeth Barrett Browning. You remember she asked in one of her poems, ‘What was he doing to Great God Pan: Down in the reeds by the River?’ Well, Mr. Victor Neuburg has discovered the answer, for he was obviously wandering n…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 241

Collected Works (Vol. II)

AN ESSAY IN ONTOLOGY 235 being convinced on insufficient grounds.’ This is surely the last refuge of incompetence. But though, always on the original hypo- thesis of the infinity of space, &c., the Ad- vaitist position of the Vedantists and the great Germans is unassailable, yet on practical grounds the Dvaitists have all the advantage. Fichte and the others exhaust themselves trying to turn the simplé and obvious posi- tion that: ‘‘ If the Ego alone exists, where is any place, not only for morals and religion, which we can very well do without…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 253

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…ne can be perceived, it has experienced the result of good or evil actions committed here and there; now this soul of mine is permanent, lasting, eternal, has the inherent quality of never changing, and will continue for ever and ever !' ‘* This, brethren, is called the walking in de- lusion, the jungle of delusion, the wilderness of delusion, the puppet-show of delusion, the writhing of delusion, the fetter of delusion.” There are, it may be noted, only five (not six) notions mentioned, unless we take the last as double. Or we may consider the…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 457

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

… bring what has taken place into rational relation with his ordinary life. The situation is only the more bewildering that from first to last each incident in itself is perfectly common place. Such is my own point of view with regard to my adventures in America. They are all perfectly probably in themselves, perfectly intelligible regarded {723} as details of a ritual; but they contradict every probability of human life as commonly understood. The chain of my career snaps suddenly; yet it continues as if it had never been broken from the moment…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 278

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…he midst of them, went his way." I am aware that this sounds like a fish story. But as a matter of fact people who lived with me for the last three years or so have noticed that I make myself invisible quite frequently, and that (apparently) when I am not aware that I am doing so. There is a peculiar type of self-absorption which makes it impossible for people to be aware of one. In these recent cases, the observer who could see me quite plainly because in sympathy with me, could also see that the other people in the street --- or wherever it w…

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